🎀🐾🤍₍ᐢ. ̫.ᐢ₎🤍🐾🎀

˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ 🦴🕸️🐇🕸️🦴 ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

[flutterpuppi]

𓈒۫　ׅ ✧ ⠀˙⠀꒰ა WELCOME ໒꒱ ⠀˙⠀ ✧　ׅ 𓈒۫

⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ♡ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔⏔

╭┄◦ʚ꩜ɞ◦┄┄◦≺⊹♡⊹≻◦┄┄◦ʚ꩜ɞ◦┄╮

꒰◌ɞ⋆✩ʚ◌❬❮❰Flutterpuppi❱❯❭◌ɞ✩⋆ʚ◌꒱

╰┄◦ʚ꩜ɞ◦┄┄◦≺⊹♡⊹≻◦┄┄◦ʚ꩜ɞ◦┄╯

╭┄◦ʚ꩜ɞ◦┄┄◦≺⊹♡⊹≻◦┄┄◦ʚ꩜ɞ◦┄╮

꒰◌ɞ about me! ʚ◌꒱

༝◌≻┄┄┄┄┄◦≺⊹♡⊹≻◦┄┄┄┄┄≺◌༝

꒰◌ɞ ✪◌Name: Rosabelle ʚ◌꒱

꒰◌ɞ ✪◌Age: 21 ʚ◌꒱

꒰◌ɞ ✪◌Prns: She/Bun/Doll ʚ◌꒱

꒰◌ɞ ✪◌Bday: Oct. 31st ʚ◌꒱

꒰◌ɞ ✪◌Likes: MLP, Danganronpa, NSO ʚ◌꒱

꒰◌ɞ ✪◌Dislikes: Storms, icky ppl ʚ◌꒱

╰┄◦ʚ꩜ɞ◦┄┄◦≺⊹♡⊹≻◦┄┄◦ʚ꩜ɞ◦┄╯

Tagz n user boxes undr the cut!!

𓂃𓏲࣪ ʚTags: 。°˖☆

┊ ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚 Puppi-Posting : general posting tag !

┊ ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚 Puppi-Venting : venting tag !

┊ ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚 Puppi-Reblogs : reblog tag !

┊ ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚 Puppi-Draws : my art tag !

┊ ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚 Puppi’s-Mailbox : my asks tag !

┊ ૮( ͈ᴗ̀ ̫ᴗ́ ͈)ა <(Under Construction!!)

╰┈┈┈➤ ☆⋆｡𖦹°‧★

[s0ur-w4v3]

new tagging game😼

do this picrew and make urself >:3

here's mine<3

taggos!!

@thunder-dexy @aieroartstudios @carb0n-m0n0xide @elronthemage @meetmeataliminalspace @hopingiwakeupsoon @wyjam +open tags

(also idk if any1 already did a tagging game with this picrew but TOO BAD SO SAD U GOTTA DO IT AGN >:(

[thunder-dexy]

THIS WAS SO CUTEE😭

Heheh tags now >:)

@irasketchbooks @elronthemage @wyjam @meetmeataliminalspace @crimck @arkiixxmoon @aussiebeth @aieroartstudios @hopingiwakeupsoon @carb0n-m0n0xide @call-me-chips +Open tags!

(I luv how we tagged like all the same ppl LMAO)

[carb0n-m0n0xide]

I like dis picrew :3

@the-ellia-west @theweirdbox123 @sunflowerrosy @bees-with-a-camera @likeadeadbattery @potatoeperson33 @curious-apricot @vesanal @theultimaterewatcher @gekowo @daringcrafter @kneecapwindchimes @fallingstar-rainbow @galgaeium @the-grassy-hill @itsjustmebluesilly and open tags <3

[the-grassy-hill]

Ahh thanks for da tag

@you-think-it-makes-you-special @thrifted-flannel @mx-capgras

@jel-e-ton @anon-remsha

[anon-remsha]

Thanks for the tag!

Open tag (got a lot of notifs to go through😅)

[lovely-mosspatch]

slightly more realistic than usual (they didn't have pink hair)

open tags <33

[do-not-u-dare]

Heyyyy same shirttt!!!

@raynilikescats @duality-the-chaos-god @type-blaze0 @gayfurbyboi @no-one-offical @identitycroissant-tm @princessnymphae @rosemelodyshah @aceofpans @autistobrat @spectrexviiii @holyshit-am-i-okay 

The power of taglists

[autistobrat]

@identitycroissant-tm <- pressure tags

open tags <33

[a-planetary-black-hole327]

Aw, this tag game is only a lil’ baby >:3 (…hi again autistobrat mwahah)

…WAIT. I’M THIS EARLY TO ONE?!? I THOUGHT ALL TAG GAMES WERE HALF-ANCIENT AND HAD MOULD ON THEM NYAHAH /j ofc

I’m kinda lowkey peeved (it’s nothing against the creator of the picrew, I’ve just ran into this small-ish issue one too many times to count) this one didn’t have more shorter, curlier hair, the kind that’s more top-heavy than bottom-heavy (but then again, I also lacked hair representation (hairpresentation?) when I had a big-ish, low ponytail… so there you go. I’m not represented much in the hair division </3) but I’ll take what I can get anyway~ There was good representation, especially in the hair n’ skin kinda department, but there’s not ever enough stylised low ponytails or anything even if it was from cheated angles and/or it’s only the thick kind able to be visible… tell me you don’t know much about low maintenance hairstyles without telling me yourself, why don’t ya… *sigh* smhhhhhhhhh /lighthearted

anyWAY ‘tis another tag game in the span of a day??? A fresh one, too, not an old one??? No fandom posting for a day or so??? More likely from this creature than you think~ (should I do an ask game myself…? Maybe. I have a big mental list of things I wanna do already… but maybe. *couGh*)

WOE, MORE TAGGING BE UPON YE!!!!

@duckoflockston , @rotting-lilac , @fervent-o-nine , @truthmoth , @seifcest and uhhh I’m tired of tagging now, not tagging any more, deal with it I guess >:P

…ANNNND OPEN TAGS WITH ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO JOIN!!!!!!!

[rotting-lilac]

Everytime I do a picrew I make my persona instead of myself irl XP

(I've been awake for uh, over 26 hours straight so uh things might be off, I apologize in advance 0_0)

Tagss : @highclasshomosexual, @scarredstar18, @flutterpuppi, @wannablegendary, @cr41g-tuck3r, @i-like-cheese-and-anime, @cheekylilblonde ++ open tagss/anyone else can do this !! (And as always lemme know if you wish to not be tagged)

[flutterpuppi]

Yaaay picrew!! I need to post more again,,, I kinda forgot I could do that LOL (˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)

Open tags!!

[flutterpuppi]

Everything ended up being totally fine at the movies!! Me and my partner sang our hearts out and no one cared because it was so loud, LOL

I got to spend two (2!!!) nights at their house, and I’ve had such a good time!! We fell asleep watching MLP together, they made me food (bc I was totally just gonna starve myself… oops…), and when I randomly got really sad, they ran a shower for me and reassured me that they don’t hate me!!!! I can’t believe this is how my life is going to be once I get out of the hellhole that is my parents’ house (,,>ヮ<,,)

Also, my mom informed me that I can actually be paid like 20-something an hour to babysit, so I’m gonna have a job!!!!!! And it’s just something I do all the time anyway!!!!!! No retail for me YAAAAY ^_^

[flutterpuppi]

I’m going to see K-Pop Demon Hunters in theaters for the sing-a-long thing they’re doing!!! And I’m going with my partner and our two friends!!!

On one hand, I’m so so so excited to see them again, hard to live without my partner so any excuse to see them is a good one :>

On the other hand… I can’t sing. My partner and our friends can very much all sing. People are probably gonna be recording, but I don’t want to just be quiet or not sing at all because that’s the whole POINT of GOING!!! ‎૮ ྀི ′̥̥̥ ᵔ ‵̥̥̥ ྀིა ughhhhh I feel like I’m gonna embarrass myself and look stupid and it’s just gonna be another thing that singles me out as the odd one in the group kill me kill me kill me kill me

Social anxiety is eating me alive rn 😞

[flutterpuppi]

My mom just told my brother’s care people that I’ll be here overnight so they don’t need to be. wtf. How the fuck am I supposed to move out if I have to be here???

She never planned on letting me leave. She’s making plans a month out with her friends and telling me I need to be home to help with my brother so she can leave early. She wasn’t ever going to let me leave.

God I want to kill myself.

[midnights-arsonistic-massacre]

Tag game!!

Questions:

Comfort singer:

Comfort item:

Favorite person/people:

Favorite song/songs (1-2):

Favorite sport:

Favorite color:

Least favorite thing:

Insecurity:

Favorite animal:

Traumatic time (skip allowed):

Comfort singer: Cavetown/Mitski

Comfort item: Todoroki cat plush ^///^

Favorite person/people: nikoandmoochi, roseytheangel, anime-1-2

Favorite song/songs: Devil town & Alien blues

Favorite sport: Soccer!

Favorite color: Soft lavender

Least favorite thing: confrontation

Insecurity: myself

Favorite animal: Cats^^

Traumatic time: Mother's day.

@nikoandmoochi - @anime-1-2 - @roseytheangel - @todoroklee - @kissmeizuku - @sherlynsandra 🌙 + anyone else!

[jack2jirai-sarada-deactivated20]

1🖤 LiSA

2🖤 Gaara blanket

3🖤 Mom

4🖤 Hana ni Natte- The Apothecary Diaries

5🖤 Basketball (in my school's team)

6🖤 Black

7🖤 Dad's food (🙄🤮)

8🖤 Everything, but my weight mostly

9🖤 Snakes

10🖤 Mom and Dad's fight a day before divorcing

@cabledwristsdear @evelynuchimaki @megime16463 @kurumi-ms @jay-1312 @kurumi-ms @sumbling

[cabledwristsdear]

1. Will Wood <3

2. Rainbow bumblebee plush named Happy Berry <3

3. My friends <3

4. Always With Me by Yumi Kimura • Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks by Panic! At The Disco

5. Ice skating

6. Idk

7. Idk

8. My torso + offending people

9. JELLYFISH

10. My mom sexualizing and beating me lol

Tags 🏷️ — @empress-azrael @rn39mil33zztta @teto-teto505 @tormentherapy @thepleathersfine @yuumeedoll @uncxnny-starz @pinkglitsblog @pxppycorps3 @pwchii @ameteacup @aquatickandi @fyochurin @hi-bunnie @jinglyaddict @jiraibloggingamechan @kitsunezai @kurohana-angel @k1-2-ur-h3art @lilac-the-rotting-jirai @lux-xv @z0mbee-pupee @zoingo-boingo @cosmiccomrade @cutesy-jellyfish @cyannidex33 @very-fat-raccoon-who-eat-trash @v4l3ntin3s-d4y @virtual-flowers @bunnygirl-kouhai @bleedingfaces @bloodypawwz @nyancvt @melo-danshi @menherapiendoll + anyone else, ask to be removed

[rotting-lilac]

TYY FOR THE TAG MOOTT <33

Mitski, Cavetown or Alex G

My Sox plush (from the lightyear movie) that can talk ^^

@highclasshomosexual

What it sounds like; HUNTR/X & If A Mouse Could Sing; Spellcasting

Uhm.. Dance?

RED and Purple >:3

Mirrors... /srs

Everything about me.. but mostly my personality..

I CAN'T CHOOSE, I CHOOSE THEM ALL >:(

My entire life? /srs (Idk what else to put here)

@highclasshomosexual

@atomicgal, @alw4ysc0ld, @iodine-flavored-silliness, @ofalltheblackstars, @scarredstar515, @dreamaalittledream, @digital-saint11, @flutterpuppi, @goodnight-yall, @kuyokuyo-k, @zxlofttt, @zebrasmiles, @br0kenbuggyc0de + anyone else (and lemme know if you don't wanna be tagged ^^)

[flutterpuppi]

YAAAY my very first tagging game!!! Thank you for tagging meeee! ♡〜٩( ˃▿˂ )۶〜♡

1. They’re a band, but BABYMETAL !!

2. My 40th anniversary MLP Firefly plush <3

3. My partner (♡ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈)

4. This changes a lottt for me, but rn it’s Algorism by BABYMETAL and Strategy by TWICE ^^

5. Not much of a sporty person, but I used to do horseback riding so I like that! :>

6. PINK!!!!!! 🎀🩷🌸🌷🩰💗

7. Sudden loud noise :(

8. My acne scars + big nose… most things about my face really ૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა

9. OMG I love animals!!!!!! I have so many favorites omigosh, I love bunnies and pangolins and dogs and cats and deer and sheep and cows and ponies and sea bunnies and bees and—

10. Genuinely like… most of my life LOL

I’m not super sure who to tag (can’t moot anyone from this account… sighhhh side blogs…….) but anyone who wants to do this totally should!!!! ✧ദ്ദി( ˶^ᗜ^˶ )

[flutterpuppi]

Sends you love and extra energy to deal with your mom (ノ ˘_˘)ノ 💕✨

Eee thank you!!! I’ve needed all the energy I can get lately ૮ ྀི◞ ⸝⸝ ◟ ྀིა My therapist thinks my mom is having a manic episode 😭

[flutterpuppi]

Omg look at this super cute picrew I found!!!! >_<

That’s me!!! Hehe <3

Here’s the link if any1 wants to do it :>

常盤製　地雷量産天使界隈いろいろメーカー

地雷服量産服天使界隈コーデetcがつくれるメーカー。 服はパーツかなり細分化してて自由度重視。その代わりだいぶ複雑なのでご了承… （組み合わせ次第では合わないものもあるのでご注意） 姉妹作↓ https://picrew.me/ja/image_maker/26072

[flutterpuppi]

Grrr… I have a STRONGGG desire to use my laptop but I can’t because I’m BABYSITTING >:(

I mean. My brother will be asleep in like an hour but I neeeeeeeeeddd to scroll… need to use my laptop… augh…….. oughhhhh…. ૮꒰ྀི⸝⸝𖦹﹃𖦹⸝⸝꒱ྀིა

Being a total loser is wayyyy harder than it sounds >_<

[flutterpuppi]

Ohhhmygod. I spent the night at my partner’s (+friends’) apartment the other day, and it was SO GOOD you guys. I watched K-Pop Demon Hunters and MLP: Rainbow Rocks with my partner, and we played a video game with one of my friends!! Me and my partner cooked together!!! My friends were super excited to see me too bc it’s been like 3 months ‎૮ ྀི ′̥̥̥ ᵔ ‵̥̥̥ ྀིა

I’m so SO excited for the day I move out and get to go live with them… my partner has even been planning a regimen for me to force me out of the house more often since I’ve been isolated for so long!!! My brother’s Medicaid got approved, so my days of torture might actually be over this month too! I can’t stop thinking about the idea that there might actually be hope for me in this world after all :”)

[flutterpuppi]

God I’m so sick of having to parent my brother. I’m literally not in any way actually able to leave despite being an adult. I’ve been isolated from the world for three years outside of the rare occasions where I’m allowed out of the house for a few hours (maybe overnight if I’m REAL lucky!!! Like, once a year!!)

It all just feels so hopeless. His Medicaid is getting pushed back 1-6 months. Which means I’ll be expected to stay here an extra 1-6 months. His services were supposed to start in 3 days. Every fucking TIME I think there’s a light at the end of the tunnel, some bullshit happens and I’m back where I started. It’s all meaningless. Everything in my life is fucking meaningless. I’m going to be trapped in this hellhole of a house until I die.

It all just hurts so bad.

[flutterpuppi]

Okay my partner called me until I fell asleep last night and calmed me down… yay… <3

[flutterpuppi]

All I do is cause issues and get hurt. I really am a mistake. I should be put out of my misery like a sick mutt.

[flutterpuppi]

I think I’m rotting.

[flutterpuppi]

Everyone gets a happy ending but me. It’s not fair. I’ve been through so much, but the world just keeps hurting me over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over

[flutterpuppi]

Nothing has a point. I’m only made to suffer.

[flutterpuppi]

Making an entire separate post from my last one to rant about my mom because boy do I have a LOT to say! Like, this is an EXTREMELY long vent post.

TWs for below the cut: emotional, mental and verbal abuse, references to physical abuse and pet death, references to substance usage (alcohol and weed), emotional neglect

My mom is now threatening to kick me out! Yay! She says if I don’t “keep my mouth shut” about stuff that goes on in our house she’ll kick me out on the spot, and she also says if I don’t have a job in two weeks she’s kicking me out! You might wonder why such specifics on me getting a job, and it’s because my brother will have in-home aides taking care of him in a couple weeks. She’s been going around telling people behind my back that she’s going to ship me off to my dad because she doesn’t “need” me anymore. She’s also been telling people how lazy I am for not having a job, but then to my face tells me I CAN’T get a job because I have to be here to watch my brother?!

She has apparently also been going behind my back and ranting about how terrible I am and telling people it’s my fault one of my cats died three years ago. My cat had a full urinary obstruction, and I told her I thought that’s what was wrong after some basic research the moment I saw he was acting sick. She dismissed it as a UTI, told me I was wrong, told me she wasn’t calling in or being late to work to take him to the vet, and waited over 24 hours to take him after I warned her a urinary obstruction like that is deadly in 48 hours. I was right. We had to euthanize him, likely because she chose to dismiss me. I held his ashes in my arms when I slept for the first week we had them, and she continues to blame me for it! She tells people it’s because I suck at cleaning the litter box, but she neglects to mention her not taking him to the vet right away OR the fact that she has never once done anything to take care of the cats besides help me bathe one of them one time and buy their food/litter.

She was screaming at me today saying that I’m causing all the drama between her, my sister and my aunt because I “must be talking shit to them.” Yeah, I tell my sister that I’m annoyed about babysitting sometimes because my brother literally rips chunks of my hair out and bruises me. No shit. She and my aunt want me to get a job and move out because they feel that I’m being mistreated, abused, and used for free childcare. My mom said she doesn’t want them “interfering.” I got annoyed because my mom left to go three hours away and I had to babysit him from Friday afternoon to Sunday evening after she said she’d be home early Sunday morning. She went to go party with her friends all weekend. Yeah, sure, she had someone come over and help for like 5 hours on Saturday, but that still means, out of like 50 hours, I was babysitting for 45. That’s a fucking LOT. God forbid I complain a little about it to my own sister because it’s frustrating…

She’s also just not really making sense anymore too. Frankly, I started dissociating when she was yelling at me because I just didn’t want to listen, but she went off on a random tangent about how my dad doesn’t have to take care of my brother… because there’s a fucking protective order in place… like. Girl what. He’s not allowed within 200 yards of the house without supervision…? He’s living in his car?? And what does any of this have to do with literally anything else about the issues with my sister and aunt?? I told her to quit taking her anger out on me and she said she wasn’t, but she blatantly is. 💀 She also kept flipping between “I’m not taking anything out on you! I’m mad because your sister and aunt are doing xyz!” and “well YOU’RE the cause of the problem! It’s you!” So like… it feels like she was literally just saying anything to get under my skin. She got really mad because I just kept going like “stop putting words in my mouth.” “I never said that.” “Did I say that to you?”

She also got pissed because she tried to be like “Yeah, I know every-fucking-thing you say because your sister tells me! That’s how I know you talk shit! You think she or your aunt will let you stay in THEIR houses?” And my response was “I don’t pay attention to what you know or don’t know.” Because I just don’t care anymore. Go ahead. My friends and partner are moving into an apartment tomorrow and have offered to let me move in and stay with them even if I can’t pay rent right away. Also, if she really knew everything like she claims, she’d know that my sister said both she AND my aunt actually WOULD let me stay with them, so she’s fucking lying too!! She’s trying so hard to make me feel like garbage. She always has. Accuses me constantly of doing drugs or drinking (even going so far as to act like I’m stealing my brother’s prescription THC gummies), dressing like a whore (she’s even tried to make implications that I may try to sleep around), acts like I’m always doing all these bad things. Girl that’s crazy because you married two people that abused drugs, your mom’s an alcoholic, you’ve now gone partying and drinking twice in the last month or so, and you had a baby before you could even graduate high school. Holy projection 😭

I’m honestly just so all over the place right now. I knew she hated me, but fuck. She’s really just doing it openly now. She was at least a LITTLE subtle before. It’s alright though, because no one, and I mean NO ONE, in our family, my friend group, or including my therapist sides with her. They all agree I’m being used to hell and being horrifically mistreated. I know she’s wrong about me. I’ve got issues, but I’m not the monster she pretends I am in order to avoid acknowledging that the real monster is in her own reflection when she looks in the mirror every day. I just know I’m going to thrive once I’m away from her, even if I still struggle with my mental health. And when she’s got no one but the minions she keeps as friends to be her yes-men, it’ll be her own damn fault.