Peter Pan and Wendy Turned Out Fine.

[onlystarving]

Weight loss Fairy! Think of your gw, reblog to cast the spell ✨💫

[ninnyofthesea-deactivated201812]

Here’s a strange and terrible thing about mental illnesses: if you aren’t depressed enough, suicidal enough, bad enough, or if you don’t struggle enough then a majority of people don’t care. If it just affects you, then you are told to ‘get over it’, to ‘just stop’. A large amount of people don’t…

[zodiacinsanity-deactivated20260]

Too many guys think I’m a concept or I complete them or I’m going to make them alive, but I’m just a fucked up girl who is looking for my own peace of mind. Don’t assign me yours.

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind (via zodiacinsanity)

[kaylakathawa-deactivated2022101]

stare in the mirror but can’t look into my own eyes / maybe I’m not meant to survive past twenty-five / because I want to do something messy to my skin / and I want to burn down the room that I’m in / and when my mother says she loves me, I don’t feel a thing / but when I say I love her, we both feel it sting / I was seven when I thought of riding my princess bike onto the road / how I wanted to still do it when it rained or glowed or snowed / how the trauma of the emptiness made me cold and hard as stone / how my emotions were so sickly raw, I felt naked to the bone / when dad said he wanted me to be happy and something in me snapped / because only my father would be compelled to say that standing on his aching back / the guilt that just consumed me for years and years on end / how I accepted degradation when all I wanted was a friend / when loneliness became so comfortable I forgot what I was looking for / and it was easy just to hide the wounds and say it didn’t hurt me anymore / how the ache in my chest was so vile my heart resisted / how I always dreamed of happiness but never, ever lived it

© Kayla Kathawa // the things that leave you breathless (via ninakathawa)

[fly-me-away-today]

tester 2

I have one question for you Only one no more than that I mean I wouldnt want to "waste your time" right I just want to ask Why are you so scared of my confidence? I mean a man is confident and he is praised A woman is confident and she is slandered She is called a bitch Told she doesnt belong Told she is too much So why are you all so scared? Are you afraid we are finally waking up and realising youve always fed us lies? Are you afraid we are finally realising that we are more than fairytales We are more than stories More than legends We are queens Does that scare you so much you would try and silence us permanently Does our pride petrify you? Does it make you uncomfortable that we unashamedly love ourselves That we embrace our sexualities That we accept others with open arms That we accept ourselves with all our flaws? I mean we dont matter to you I thought that was what you always said You claimed women didnt have anything of substance in their minds We were just pretty young things to be used and tossed out We were just characters for the plot We were just background noise to the song We were just your plays props I mean why are you so terrified of a five foot six one hundred and fifty pound sixteen year old What are you so afraid of Is it finally dawning on you that we are the future That I am full of rage and beauty And I will not stay silent Are you finally beginning to see that I know I'm not nothing I know I am a somebody made for something more than this We are going to start a revolution with our strength with our words We are going to change the world We are girls And we are angry We are girls And we see whats wrong here We are girls And we think its time for a change Its time for us - CER // question time December 1st, 2015 10:36 - 10:44 pm

[fly-me-away-today]

just a tester tbh

YES IM A GIRL. YES I PLAY LIKE A GIRL FIGHT LIKE A GIRL DO EVERYTHING LIKE A GIRL. IT DOENT MEAN IM WEAK. IT MEANS IM STRONGER THAN YOU WILL EVER BE. BECAUSE YOU SEE WHILE YOU HAD EVERYTHING HANDED TO YOU ON A SILVER PLATTER I HAD TO FIGHT TOOTH AND NAIL FOR EVERY SLIVER I GOT. YOU SEE I HAVE FACED DISCRIMINATION FOR MY BELIEFS, FOR WHAT I LIKE, FOR TRYING TO BE TOUGH, FOR THE CLOTHES I WEAR, SOLELY FOR BEING A FEMALE. YOU SEE I HAVE EXPERIENCED CAT CALLING. I DONT FEEL SAFE ALONE WITH MALES OUTSIDE OF MY IMMEDIATE FAMILY. I CANT GO OUT LATE FOR FEAR OF BEING FOLLOWED AND ATTACKED OR WORSE. I AM MENTALLY AND EMOTIONALLY STRONGER THAN YOU EVER WILL BE. BECAUSE YOU SEE I HAVE BEEN TOLD MY MENTAL HEALTH DOESNT MATTER BECAUSE YOU SEE GIRLS ARE SUPPOSED TO REMAIN PRETTY QUIET AND JUST SEEN. YOU SEE I HAVE HELPED FRIENDS THROUGH EATING DISORDERS. YOU SEE WE HAVE SHARED TIPS ON HOW TO PUKE PROPERLY. HOW TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE YOUVE VOMITED BLOOD. WE HAVE PERFECTED THE DUMB ACT BECAUSE THAT IS THE POSITION WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN FORCED INTO. YOU SEE I HAVE BEEN IN CLASS BITING MY TONGUE WHILE MY TEACHER HAS SLANDERED WOMEN BECAUSE IF I SPEAK UP I AM THE ONE WHO GETS IN TROUBLE. YOU SEE RAPE CULTURE DEFENDS THE POOR WHITE MALES WHO RAPE PEOPLE AND HAVE BLAMED THE VICTIM. YOU SEE I HAVE TO WATCH EVERYTHING I WEAR BECAUSE I CANT OFFEND ANYONE. BECAUSE IF YOU WEAR SOMETHING SHOWING YOUR SHOULDER OR TOO MUCH SKIN AT ALL YOU ARE CALLED OUT FOR DISRUPTING MALE EDUCATION. WE ARE TAUGHT THAT NO MATTER WHAT WE DO OUR EDUCATION WILL ALWAYS MATTER LESS THAN A MALES. WE ARE TAUGHT TO BE GENTLE TO BE KIND AND TAKE THE HARASSMENT. WE ARE TOLD OUR HARASSMENT ISNT REAL THAT THEY WERE JUST THROWING COMPLIMENTS BUT THOSE COMPLIMENTS FEEL LIKE KNIVES BEIG FLUNG AT US. I AM A GIRL AND I HAVE DEALT WITH MORE STRUGGLE IN MY LIFE THAN YOU EVER HAVE SO THIS TIME ITS YOU WHO SHOULD SHUT THEIR MOUTH. GIRLS ARE TOLD TERRIBLE THINGS AND YOU DONT KNOW THE HALF OF IT BECAUSE WE HAVE ALL BECOME SO GOOD AT HIDING OUR SCARS AND FEARS BECAUSE ANYTHING SHOWING AS WEAKNESS CAN BE TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF. I AM A GIRL AND US GIRLS ARE STRONGER THAN YOU EVER CAN DREAM OF BEING.

- CER // girls are queens (you can’t fuck with me) December 1st, 2015 10:03 - 10:12 pm

[cognitivevariance]

Shout out to mentally ill people with delusions that are more appealing to them than reality is. Shout out to mentally ill people who hide their hallucinations so they don’t stress other people out. Shout out to mentally ill people who cant sit still- and who cant seem to find the energy to get up.

who trip out over patterns and reflections and deep water- who look up and feel like they’re going to fall into the sky at the bus stop. Shout out to mentally ill people with fabulous hidden worlds inside them that no one can see. Shout out to mentally ill people who cope in unconventional ways, who dress up in extravagant costumes, or who never change clothes. Shout out to the ones who talk to themselves. Shout out to the ones who cant get away from the voices. Who are lonely and just need someone to understand, to listen. I see you. me too.

[wastelandcow]

IMPORTANT PSA FOR PEOPLE WITH ANXIETY

STAY OFF OF YOUTUBE IF YOU CAN

-An ad is there for Scream, a new television series airing on MTV.

-it shows a creepy mask/face and repeatedly whispers “skip and die”

-after a few seconds an option to skip ad with appear

IF YOU SEE THIS AD

-relax, it’s in the screen, I promise, nothing will get to you

-if your afraid to skip, turn your volume off and scroll down to the comments section, cover your screen with your hand, close your eyes, or step away from your phone/iPod/tablet/laptop. The ad is roughly 20 seconds, just hold on and count down from 25. Then you can open your eyes. The video you really wanted to watch should be playing now.

-if you chose to skip, I promise your fine, people have skipped the ad, they’re fine, you’ll be fine, I promise.

IF YOU HAVE A CAT/DOG:

-Have it with you if you go on YouTube

- They are your official protectors and will keep you safe from scary thoughts, I promise.

-Kitty cats in ancient Egypt were known for spotting things in our world that weren’t supposed to be there and reporting them to the god Rah, who essentially struck the creature down and killed it. Your cat is a badass, it will keep you safe.

- Your dog is your fearless protector from any scary thoughts, keep him/her close. They will always be with you to help you. Dogs are extremely loyal.

OVERALL:

- The ad can’t harm you.

-nothing in/ from the ad can harm you

-I love you, stay safe

[the-undelicate-butterfly-deacti]

REBLOG IF YOU ARE A SAFEHOUSE BLOG AND NEVER SENT ANON HATE OR ANY HATE FOR THAT MATTER

[fly-me-away-today]

Recovery

So, I haven't posted here in a long time. Like a really long time. I guess this is an update, as if anybody cares. My anxiety has improved quite a bit since school ended. A lot of good things are upcoming for me this summer. 3 concerts in Seattle, 1D, 5sos and Taylor Swift with opener Shawn Mendes. All people who have helped immensely in my path to recovery just for having their music available to me. My depression still likes to rear it's ugly head at the worst possible times, but my suicidal thoughts are almost completely gone (sometimes I have flare ups on especially bad nights). Eh, so, that's it.

[crackinthecoffin]

"I know it’s unreasonable, but when I’m at my favorite band’s show, and they look out at the crowd I don’t want them to see me (us) as fangirls, because when I’m sitting in my room at 2:00 in the morning, headphones  on and the music is so loud that all I can hear is the lyrics, the last thing on my mind is what these people look like. No, what’s on my mind is that maybe, if I keep this song on repeat, that if I recite the lyrics a million times I can hold off the anxiety attacks and erase the suicide letters for one more day. I know what they look like, but that’s  not what I fucking like the band for. At the end of the day, the chord progressions are my lifeline and I’m done being seen as less of a fan, and my devotion to the band being written off as obsession, because of my gender. I’m a fan, not a fangirl.”

[crackinthecoffin]

Thanks you guys.

[lukehadtobail]

"there is nothing wrong with our school system"

[larval-tear]

Fuck it I’m reblogging

[jaiiimeeeeee]

[fighting-ghosts]

[so-multifandom]

If I could pinpoint the exact moment the darkness overtook, I would. But I am unable to convey the second in time that I realized I was no longer content with life. That I simply began to strive for the few seconds that would trickle by at the end of my life.

They say I have no reason to be sad and you’re not here to fight for me. (via so-multifandom)

[forgottenfeeelings]

[neverhxppyeverxfter-deactivated]