DearDiary

Female. Auckland, New Zealand. Mind darker than a back alley.

[gettingg-there-deactivated20200]

No one notices when I starve myself for days but everyone notices the moment I binge or even eat something unhealthy

Really says something

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[isloveevenrealanymore]

“I’ve been praying for years for something to kill me, so I don’t have to kill myself.”

-M.B.

[agonisingpain]

[xxlonelyghostxx-deactivated2022]

[queerlysad]

[agonisingpain]

[blindedbythedarkness]

everyone in the world: we need to talk about mental health before its too late!

me, literally screaming: everything is bad again!! im not coping!! i want to kill myself!! please someone help me!!

everyone: ✔ read 19:43

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Me: it’s not even that serious.

Inner me: have a breakdown

[xxlonelyghostxx-deactivated2022]

[the-sad-boy]

[sucksecret]

No one will love you if you’re unattractive

Melanie Martinez

[hotcryptidsummer]

Depression is a Sneaky Bitch

It convinces you all of your friends dont care so you have noone to talk to about being depressed

It stops you from taking steps to stop being depressed like exercising or going off meds that are making it worse

It tells you antidepressants wont really help you

It isolates you into your own head so even when youre with people you can only feel depressed, with slight occasional lifts in mood

It makes you feel worse about being depressed by telling you to stop feeling sorry for yourself you whiny bitch

And then after it beats you into a pulp and you feel so done it reminds you that there is one way out

[cutsandtears]

It used to be a fear, now it is a fact no one likes me because I fuck everything up.

[asking-the-death]

You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

[6eautiful]

Am I the only one that hates my own shadow? Noticing how wide it looks compared to other people’s shadow in public?

[fearfulaf]

I’m just so fucking lonely