The Dragon and the Gate of Truth (FMAB Secret Santa Piece)
Happy Holidays, @strawbebehmod !
I was your Secret Santa for @fmasecretsanta2020â! I really hope you enjoy it and have a lovely new year! I heard you love AUâs and dragons, hope this is enjoyable.
Categories: Gen, CrossoverâHis Dark Materials series
Relationships: Edward Elric&Alphonse Elric, Edward Elric & Riza Hawkeye, Edward Elric & Folia (Daemon)
Additional Tags: angst, crossover, AU
T/W C/W Blood, loss of limbs
A/N: Inspired by the Dark Materials series and @strawbebehmod âs Pet Dragon AU.
If you arenât familiar with The Golden Compass, please read it! But, to make it easier, Daemons are a visible portion of someoneâs soul, they are sentient with personalities and portray themselves as creatures. As children, Dameons can shift into any form they please. Once they reach maturity, they usually settle into one form. A Daemonâs bond with their human can be forcefully broken.
In a flash of light, Al was gone.
        The blood was sticky and warm between Edwardâs fingers. He wanted to cry, to retch, to run. But Al was gone, and he knew he had to open the gate again.
        âEdâŠâ Foliaâs voice was soft in his ear, and he almost didnât hear her over the thunderous beat of his own heart.
        âYou know I have to,â he managed. His breath came in quick pants, why canât he breathe? He heaved his weak body to the set of empty armor that had stood guard over their ritual, pulling it down into his arms. His hands shook so badly that he could barely remove the heavy helmet, and there was Folia, shifting her skin again to help him. His perfect little Daemon. She became a monkey, clambering up the armor to pull of the head and set it aside before retuning to her station at eds shoulder. He felt his hair ruffle as she shifted again, back to her preferred form, a little dragon, her scales the same wheat as his hair.
Sheâll settle soon, he thought absently as he dipped his fingers in the ichor coating the floor and traced careful lines in the chest of the armor. I wonder if sheâll stay like this, little and warm.
All thoughts were lost as he clambered back to the lines inscribed on the floor and laid his palms along them. He felt Folia nuzzle his ear, in support, he thought. He heard her huff words he almost missed through the crackle of electricity as the circle activated.
âEdward⊠donât forget our souls are one. And please⊠come back for me.â
The most excruciating pain heâd ever felt coursed through his body as the gate closed. But not from his limbs, as heâd expected, another gone to pay the toll. No, this pain came from his chest, extending through his body, lighting his nerves afire. When it finally subsided to a dull ache, he realized Folia wasnât on his shoulder any longer. He didnât have the energy to process this thought, only dully aware that the armor was standing and crying out to him in his little brotherâs voice, eyes blurry as he watched Alphonseâs daemon tear scraps of fabric from his shirt to wrap around his legs. The pain coursed through him as the metal fingers probed his wound and tied it off, but the fire on his skin was a dull ache compared to the hot coals sitting in his chest, threatening to set him alight. He let his eyes slid closed. Al was home, all would be okay.
Each time Edward awoke over the next few days, it was to the sight of anxious faces hovering over him, dressing his wound and laying cold cloths against his forehead. Never to the warmth of Foliaâs scales at the crook of his neck where she liked to lay, never to the comforting awareness of her that stayed on the edge of his mind. Only to terrifying emptiness, and the feeling of being alone.
On the third day, as his natural pain dampeners wore off, he awoke to the full pain of his severed leg. No longer able to sleep through the ache, and the fever that clouded his mind receding, a heavy fact settled into his mind: Folia knew, before he opened the gate. She knew she would be the toll. He couldnât fathom how, but his little daemon had always had more of an aptitude for alchemy than even he had.
âShe knewâŠâ he croaked. âShe knew, and she let me anyways.â
Cold, metal fingers found his hand and the tears that slipped from his eyes felt cool against his fevered skin. This would be the last time he cried, he vowed. So in the quiet dark of the room, with Alâs hand in his, he let himself mourn. For the pain he had caused his little brother and the flesh the gate and stolen from them, for the fear of unknown at where their lives turned next, and for the piece of his soul heâd left on the other side.
There is a hollowness to those that have lost their daemon, like the light-up eyes of a doll going dark. Itâs not something most people notice right of the bat. First, they see a tired boy, walking on an auto mail leg. Second, they see a suit of armor trailing behind. Their eyes catch the Daemon perched atop the suit of armor and instinctively run their eyes over the shorter boy, searching. When they donât find his daemon, it clicks, and their hearts pour over with pity.
The Elrics soon find they are violently allergic to pity. So, Alphonse begins tucking Daichi inside his armor, making it easier for the white lie to slip past Edwardâs lips: âOur daemons are shy. They wonât come out around strangers.â
But when a Colonel and his Lieutenant come marching into Resembool and up the steps of the Rockbell home, the duo that enters has a unique history that allows them to see through that lie. Mustang sees the dark shadows beneath Edwardâs eyes, sees how he stares into space sometimes, how he instinctively reaches his hand to his left shoulder as if to grab something there, only to drop his hand and try and hide the pain flashing across his face. And Riza Hawkeye recognizes the pain.
It will be years before Riza will say the words aloud to Edward, sitting in her kitchen in the dead of night, telling tales of tragedy and war. There she will explain to Edward how she knew, from the moment she saw him back in Resembool, that a piece of his soul had been ripped away from him, as hers had been as a child. She will tell him of how she triedâand failedâto not let tears fall on the train home. She doesnât tell him this to show her pity. Quite the opposite. She tells Edward this to remind him of the faith Mustang had had in the boys from the moment heâd met them.
âTheyâll be alright,â Roy had told her on the train ride home. He didnât acknowledge the tears the forcefully wiped away as she looked out the window, but he knew she was listening. She always was.
âTheyâre strong. His Daemon is on the other side of the gate. He can get her back. Iâm⊠sorry you cannot. But he can get her back. Weâve got to help them.â
When Al opened the gate on his own, years later, he saw a sight he never believed he would. His own Body, sitting and waiting for him, joy in its amber eyes. And a tiny, golden dragon napping lightly in its arms.
âIâll be back for you,â He promised. Folia lifted her head at his voice, cocking it inquisitively. âAnd Ed will be back for you. Heâs missed you so.â
She blinked slowly at him, cat-like, then laid her head back onto the bare thigh of Alâs body. His body smiled patiently at him, stroking the scales of Foliaâs back.
When Al stumbled back through, he rushed to his brotherâs side. In the chaos, it was moments before they could speak, dodging Fatherâs attacks, yelling over the din of war around them.
âI saw my body, Brother. And I saw Folia.â
Ed stopped dead, shock freezing his features as he looked up at Al. Then, a fierce grin broke out.
âIf theyâre waiting, then we better get moving and get them back, huh, Al?â
I had a blast writing this, and might continue in this universe in future fics. Comments are greatly appreciated!Â