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[omneco]

[swagvo1d]

[somesecretpie]

Greetings bugs and worms!

This comic is a little different than what I usually do but I worked real hard on it—Maybe I'll make more infographic stuff in the future this ended up being fun. Hope you learned something new :)

If you are still curious and want to learn more about OCD, you can visit the International OCD Foundation's website. I also recommend this amazing TED ED video "Starving The Monster", which was my first introduction to the disorder and this video by John Green about his own experience with OCD.

The IOCDF's website can also help you find support groups, therapy, and has lots of online guides and resources as well if you or a loved one is struggling with the disorder. It is very comprehensive!

Reblog to teach your followers about OCD

(But also not reblogging doesn't make you evil, silly goose)

[b1rdforce]

reminder 2 myself

[lousydrawingsforgoodpeople]

U R good

[comfydarkme]

I sit with my grief. I mother it. I hold its small, hot hand. I don’t say, shhh. I don’t say, it’s okay. I wait until it is done having feelings. Then we stand and we go wash the dishes.

– Callista Buchen, from Taking Care

[pterribledinosaurdrawings]

The triumphant goodmorning tale of ME versus the extra sleep trap. After over a week of shameful losses I finally won today!

[pterribledinosaurdrawings]

Also here is an illustrate of the nighttime end of it:

I was slipping again for a while but my sleeps are good this week! Yay!

[pterribledinosaurdrawings]

once again I was bad about sleeps for a long time but this past week I have done good early sleeps woken up at 7 or so which is good. it is 9:03 right now so must get ready for do sleep soon.

[elodieunderglass]

wow this dinosaur really got things done this week! I’m happy for them!

[thevideowall]

Reblog the dinosaur of good sleep habits for a week of good sleep habits

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

it’s okay to miss people you know you can’t let back in. at some point, they were your world. those feelings don’t just disappear. the important part is remembering it wasn’t perfect and that it wasn’t good for you.

[recoverr-a-deactivated20210530]

you deserve people who listen to you ramble. you deserve people who love it when you’re excited, when you’re happy. you deserve people who check up on you and wish to see you well, people who not only accept you for who you are - but rejoice in it. 

[pastel-sylveonn]

[eversteps]

[ohbutwebestmakepeacewithit]

david shrigley

[positivity-in-recovery]

[moosekleenex]

Give yourself a big hug for making it through this year.

[fear-is-nameless]

To everyone who needs it.

I’m glad you’re here reading this.

[bakwaaas]

is anyone else like……. exhausted? just way too tired? mentally and physically? and you look at other people your age who seem to be doing fine and you feel so dysfunctional and broken because normal adult tasks and responsibilities just feel way too overwhelming and you can’t cope and

[inkskinned]

executive dysfunction is legitimately physically uncomfortable. i’ll be trapped between two things, weirdly caught on how-much-time-it-might-take-me. i take hours worried im going to take hours doing things. i’ll sit on the floor for the entire day, caught up in the middle of not-doing the chores i actually do want to be doing.

& the amount of mental energy that goes into it. & the legitimate amount of anger and discomfort and self-hate. is not “being lazy”.  it’d be a lot less work if i didn’t have to fight myself to just get up and do it. 

i just need you to understand it’s not effortless. it’s never effortless. it’s not “okay let me just get up and finally start doing this.” it’s more like. i am slamming my foot on the pedal but the car is in neutral and nothing is moving. it’s more like shouting instructions into a dying telephone. it’s more like being trapped in a small electric box, and someone who hates me is administering shocks. 

im trying. im trying. please help me get up.

[innovative-breakfast]

Getting back to a routine

One thing that I’ve struggled with since my symptoms returned is being consistent. Sometimes getting out bed feels like a massive achievement. And on other days, when that’s the most I’m able to do, I feel like I’m slowly disappearing.

Because it all starts to look the same. Days blend together, and you can hardly tell where one ends and the next one begins.

Even an outline of a routine, though, can make such a huge difference. Sticking to a routine was really emphasized to me toward the beginning of this journey, but I had so little energy that organizing my day seemed impossible. But I understood routines differently then — strict, committed, firm. Nowadays, my routine is just little things that I can count on during the day.

Like Elizabeth in the morning. She’s an early riser, and she makes me look forward to greeting the day, too. She pushes her little cold nose into my face, a polite little alarm clock.

6 a.m., I drink coffee, watch the morning news with my mom, feed Elizabeth and remind myself to take my medication. It’s quiet and peaceful — inside my heart and body. I love the mornings now more than ever because of Lizzie.

I have classes on Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays and Fridays and meetings for my internship and research assistantship scattered throughout the week as well. Sometimes I worry that I took too much on this semester, that my desire to stay constantly busy was something that I could have left in my old life.

But being remote helps alleviate some of the stress. I’m surrounded by things I love and being home feels like the only way this year could have gone. 

I make a lot of lists, too. Most days, I put easy tasks in my planner just so I can cross them out. Simple things like, “Post a tweet for your social media class,” which is something that typically takes about 3 minutes. But gliding my red pen across the page, knowing that I’ve done at least one thing with my day, is like caffeine. It gives me energy and purpose.

But just as easily as a routine can be created, it can be abandoned too. Guilt-free. That’s another thing I learned. Just as important as it is to get things done, it’s important to not be so rigid. Eat before you finish your homework. Drink water before you read that next textbook chapter. Take care of yourself first, and the rest will come.