JUST ANOTHER FUCK UP

***TRIGGER WARNING: Depression + Anxiety + Self-Harm + Trichotillomania*** This blog is my way of self-expression whilst slowly trying to figure out how to love myself again. ✨Last time I cut: 4/21/2017✨ ✅ Last time I cut 4/21/17

[broken-light]

[beautythroughalookingglass]

“What doesn’t kill you makes you broken inside.”

—

[forcingsmiles247]

I am about to reach a new chapter in my life in which a goal I set for myself over 13 years ago was within an arm’s reach. Everything had been building up to this point. This was my DREAM. MY FUCKING CALLING IN LIFE. I gave more than my best shot. I gave it my all.

....and yet.... I still wasn’t good enough.....

I was rejected from the ONE thing. The ONE passion that had been my motivation all these years. My drive.

I was devastatingly and embarrassingly rejected.

[beautythroughalookingglass]

That’s what hurts the most about rejection… it’s that sickening feeling you get and the voice in your head saying “I told you so”.

[fightingborderline]

Reblog if people rejected you because of your mental illness

[myblissfulsuicide]

[depresslife22]

[wolgfang-deactivated20191125]

ravioli ravioli give me emotional stabilitioli

[cute-n-pastel]

[zex-ou-deactivated20170419]

[brokenflicker]

"The thoughts are slowly winning and I'm scared of what I might do once it does."

— something your suicidal friend would never admit to you

[anxietyproblem]

[curlsincriminology]

Excuse me? Waiter? I didn't order this dissociative state.

[anxietyproblem]

[turing-tested]

wish my brain was into kinky stuff like producing serotonin and dopamine

[saudii-deviil-deactivated201805]

waking up: haha fuck

[forcingsmiles247]

with the trajectory to total depression that i’m rapidly accelerating towards since school started 2 weeks ago, it’s only a matter of time before it becomes crippling.