Life update
Hi guys,
So... once again, I've been really bad about having a strong online presence. What's going on in my life? Well, I'll tell you all a little bit about that.
As of July 2025, I became a mother to a wonderful little guy. It's been takin up a lot of my time, making trying to be active anywhere but places like Discord or text messages difficult. That's a big jump.
Next thing.
I have personal stuff going on with a family member on hospice right now. I don't know how long it will be until they cross over, but right now it's... not looking good. I hope they can live life to the fullest, knowing they're in good hands for such a big transition.
Last thing.
As of December 9, 2025 I may have possibly lost a friend of a year to suicide. I wish I could have talked to him more, I wish I could have been there more-- but it was so hard with life getting in the way and dealing with a lot of my own issues. He deleted all his socials, including Discord and PayPal, making it nearly impossible to contact him. I haven't heard from him before that except some unfortunate homelife stuff, but I tried to be there when I could.
Now I can't. I don't know what happened to him. I don't know if he's even alive, but if he's not... I can only hope he's resting peacefully. It's been hard on me and our mutual friends. I feel like it's entirely my fault, like something I could have changed if I just talked more.
Hachi/Liam, if you're still out there somewhere, alive and well and possibly will see this. I'm sorry. I only wish you the best and hope if you are alive, you come back someday.
I'll try to be active if I can. Just... I want this year to be over.
