What is life

A not so normal 21 yr old...Searching for a purpose with her best friend. Welcome 😘

[d1gitalg1rlz-deactivated2026042]

edging cute boys? obsessed with it. but edging cute boys who finish really easily and quick? my most favourite thing in the whole world

[silentprose]

The devil couldn’t reach me, so he made me watch my favorite person give up on me.

[pervyfemale]

Let the freak flag fly

[undo-my-scars]

[wordsbymp]

You feel unwanted for so long, it just fucks you up entirely.

Sigh

[perfectquote]

“I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be”

— Kriti G.

[girls-dead-monster]

damn, i really don’t know how to function without drugs

[m-ishari-deactivated20231231]

[smackparadise-deactivated202001]

aaayyyyeeee 👀

[powerless-over-alcohol-deactiva]

Recovery doesn’t always happen in ideals. It happens in a lot of fucking pain and a lot of fucking crying. But in a lot of hope too.

[shards4breakfast]

The only thing strong about me is my tolerance to drugs haha

shards4breakfast

[top-lyrics]

goodbye // russ

[bunkertorsieben-deactivated2018]

You know you’re a junkie when….

You freak out when your supplies end

People comment on your eyes

You become a self-made chemist doing mixes of various drugs

You can’t sleep enough or you sleep too much. Or you have a messed up sleep schedule in general

You lose weight

You drink a drug instead of water

You try different methods of administration to see what works best

You lie about not being high

You get cravings and have a meltdown if you don’t get your drugs

Withdrawals and rocking back and forth

You don’t know if you’re anxious, irritable and depressed because of withdrawals or because you’re depressed

You think IVing is the last stage of addiction and you never want to get there, but sometimes you do

Your tolerance skyrockets and you hate it

Tolerance, that bitch

You can’t wait for your next high

You were told to go to rehab

You lost at least one person because of your addiction

You isolate yourself and focus on drugs

You hang out with other junkies

All you think about is how high something can get you

You’re hated, walked on, discriminated against because of your drug use

Your personality changes

You find yourself being selfish and a liar sometimes

You want to try something new

You struggle a battle only another user understands

[shards4breakfast]

So happy I’m choosing a different path.

[illmindofajunkie]

“Not lookin for love just looking for drugs”

— (via shards4breakfast)

[goingdownn-deactivated20171028]

What's really stopping me from getting high?

All the reasons I’ve had for staying sober are becoming less and less important. Except for one or two. I just want to get spun the fuck out.

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

[junkkiez]

“Realizing that you never loved me hit me harder than the drugs I’ve been taking.”

— (via unsaidconcepts)