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new year new blog (this blog is cluttered and my characterization of nicholas on here is messy and i hate it, so i’m revamping under the same url, find me at @forgenovia)
i’ll be here later this week (probably this weekend) to revamp this blog a little and hopefully get some writing done. but until then, here are some places you can find me:
rp blogs: my 80s oc @yuppied / john lowe (ahs: hotel) @memorylapse
my personal blog
@killlercunt / liked.
“Wait—”
There’s the slightest furrow of his brow, and the even slighter curl of his lips, as he sets his glass on the counter. He catches her name over the din of stale chatter and television (there’s an intersection, he’s come to realize, between the best places to blend in and the worst places to hold a conversation — and New York City dive bars are right in the middle), and the light bulb that goes off is almost palpable. Recognition flickers as the questions nagging at the back of his mind finally quiet.
Why is she so familiar? Where do I know her from—?
And he doesn’t know her. Not really.
He’s heard her name dozens of times, seen the books a dozen more, but he doesn’t know her. He knows of her — all thanks to a certain Queen of Genovia. And if Mia knew that he’s meeting her favorite children’s book star in some dingy bar, she’d string together a very “impassioned speech” (the Queen doesn’t go on rants, Nicholas) about what is and isn’t fair, ask for all the details, and remind him that every single one of those books is a classic.
(She’d probably throw in another impassioned speech if she knew it took him well over fifteen minutes of conversation to figure out why the blonde looked so familiar.)
“—Amy? As in Amazing Amy?”
@gnvia
He hasn’t seen the place since its grand opening. It’s only been months since the ribbon was cut, but it feels like eons, and there’s a certain guilt that settles in the pit of stomach when he tries to remember the last time he did this ( volunteering, giving back, being selfless ). There’s a garden of excuses begging to be plucked, soothing reassurances of time constraints and obligations beyond his control. ( How easy it would be to blame the absence of charity on his new seat in parliament —— he doesn’t have time for volunteering! He has to adjust! )
Tempting as they are, he doesn’t choose any of them. Better to let the guilt thrive, allow it to become motivation.
And it does, to an extent. From the moment they see the plaque — Genovian Children’s Center, in proud, gold letters — to the moment they’re guided into library, he’s set upon making up for lost time. The children would love it if you read to them, the staff tells them, and he’s more than happy to spend the next twenty-four hours reading, if they’ll have him.
So here they are, stashed away in the library, searching for something to read to the children.
"Charlie and the Chocolate Factory?” He pulls the book from the shelf before raising it for her inspection. It’s probably his best suggestion yet. It’s entertaining, it’s a classic, and more importantly ——
He grins.
“I do a wonderful Oompa Loompa impression.”
RUSSIAN CLASSICS AESTHETICS. bold whatever applies to / attracts your muse.
brothers karamazov. orthodox monasteries, deep woods, starry nights, the sound of paper being torn, dimly lit rooms, withered roses, an unfinished letter, piles of books, the sound of shattering glass, ticking of clocks in a silent house, heavy wooden furniture, the air before a storm, the smell of earth, a crowd of people dressed in black, distant murmurs, emptied streets, the fear of walking alone in dusk.
crime and punishment. coldness of the skin against a blade, slender pale fingers & slightly shaking hands, a red stain blooming on white fabric, lonely steps in a corridor, the slow dripping of water, looking out of the window into the thickening darkness, a single dying candle on the table, listening to one’s breath & counting heartbeats, too many stairs, the desire to be invisible, a subtle memory of kind words.
the idiot. classical statues, wealth covered with dust, a dark house tainted with inherited madness, an unsettling feeling, long walks in a park, useless chatter, a silken ribbon forgotten on a bench, a melancholic face, an unexpected spring rain, the joy of reading one’s favorite book, the clarity of mind after fully perceiving the world around, looking at cloudless sky.
anna karenina. fields of crops, flowers brought from an early morning walk, the wind caressing a girl’s hair, a bowl of fruit, the smell of ripe pears, the clatter of a spoon against porcelain when stirring tea, children’s laughter coming from the garden, soft sunlight & white curtains, the sensation of velvet against skin, pearls from a ripped necklace spilling on marble floor, a sudden silence in a room full of people.
war and peace. a glass of wine, the brightness of a crystal chandelier, white lace, a raging snowstorm, the sound of a door being gently closed, the moment of holding one’s breath before walking in a ball room, indulging in looking at a beautiful earring against light, closing one’s eyes for a moment while dancing, the sweet smell of strawberries, a pair of gloves left on an armchair, light scent of powder.
the master and margarita. the chaos of a lively city, ambient jazz in expensive restaurants, jumping on a moving tram, the sight of moscow from the roof of a house, yellow flowers in a vase, leaning out of the window, shelves stacked with books, a small tin box with old photographs, strange shapes in the night sky, laughing in the middle of the night on a balcony, colorful posters for a surreptitious magician’s show floating in the wind.
eugene onegin. a lonely mansion, reading a book in the parlor, faint piano melody lingering in falling silence, long evenings, passing seasons, discussing french novels of the moment, unspoken thoughts.
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@hiddensteel / liked.
“Sansa Stark, correct?” It sounds like a question, he has the courtesy to raise an eyebrow as if it were a question, but the glint in his eye tells otherwise. They’ve been expecting her. Sansa Stark, event planner extraordinaire —— at least that’s how Mia made it sound when she recommended the woman. The Queen knows of her from a friend of a friend (and a friend of that friend). She’s never met her before, much less hired her, but Mia assured him she would do a wonderful job. He can only hope she’s right.
In seven months time, there will be a charity banquet here, in the palace, for his latest endeavor: a scholarship foundation for the undergraduates of Genovia. Mia was kind enough to provide the venue, and Nicholas knows exactly who to invite, but he’s quickly discovering he doesn’t know the first thing about planning banquets beyond the who, what, and where.
That’s where Sansa comes in: the how.
“Nicholas Devereaux,” his lips twist in a smile as he offers a hand, "it’s a pleasure to be working with you.”
PRESENTING, HER MAJESTY AMELIA MIGNONETTE THERMOPOLIS RENALDI, QUEEN OF GENOVIA ! private dash - only queen amelia renaldi , by leia.
you are the closest i’ve ever been to finding home.
BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. italicize what makes them uncomfortable.
the dark / fire / open water / deep water / being alone / crowded spaces / confined spaces / change / failure / war / loss of control / powerlessness / prison / blood / drowning / suffocation / public speaking / natural animals / the supernatural / heights / death / dying / intimacy / rejection / abandonment / loss / the unknown / the future / not being good enough / scary stories / speaking to new people / poverty / loud noises / being touched / forgetting / being forgotten
tagged by: @killlercunt : ) tagging: everyone !!!
@killlercunt said: douglas didn’t almost die in the war for this
am i breaking ur heart ? owo
don’t make me block u in front of all these ppl >:(
self-knowledge questionaire. tagged by: no one / tagging: everyone
reverence: one part of you dreams of giving yourself up – perhaps just for a while – to a hero or mentor. in the right circumstances you can flourish by letting go of your ego. in your inner life, reverence plays out as a willing submission to your own conscience. in the outside world, you might get frustrated searching for something worth believing in – a country, a person, a company – but you will always be open to feeling respect, admiration and wonder.
sensitivity: you have delicate, sensitive perceptions; you can be deeply moved by appearances – the right light in a room, or good food, or the texture of a piece of clothing. expressive, intelligent language has a powerful hold on you; your mind works better when it is inspired and provoked by vivid imagery. it can be sad to live in a world which is often so ugly and not properly looked after. but you know that things can be otherwise, and you have the ability to appreciate the world at its best.
resilience: you have a tendency, after a setback, to turn your emotions towards restriving. what attracts you is the idea of wiping out a humiliation by resumed action – overcoming weakness, repressing your fear. because part of your motive is pride, you can sometimes be unwilling to admit weakness or to receive aid. but at heart, your insistence on coming back and never folding has taught you a valuable pessimism: you know that important journeys are never easy.
@royalchemy
Just a week ago he was traveling to Orzammar for a trade negotiation. Now he’s trading watch shifts with the most ragtag group he’s ever encountered. This was supposed to be a temporary arrangement, their protection in exchange for his guidance, but somewhere between Gherlen’s Pass and the dwarven capital, it seems he got swept up in the righteousness of it all — saving Thedas, protecting innocents.
He has yet to decide if his romanticism is a blessing or a curse.
The night is quiet save for the crackling of the campfire. They’ve settled somewhere in the Frostback Mountains —— headed for the village of Haven, the warden says, searching for the Urn of Andraste. There’s some moral dilemma there, seething, itching, begging to be explored. The kind of dilemma only the thought of riffling through a sacred prophet’s ashes can bring. But he isn’t ready to delve into that just yet.
So he avoids it, spending these few waking moments doing anything but dwelling on tomorrow’s quest. He’s tried reading (the fire is poor illumination for the books he carries), he’s tried surveying (there are only so many times he can walk the perimeter of the camp before getting tired), now he’s trying conversation (because luckily for him, he’s not alone on this shift).
“Have you ever been to Orlais?” The question is innocent enough. Simple, even. But nothing with Nicholas is ever truly simple. Questions within questions, and there are at least a dozen buried here. (How far have you traveled? How familiar are you with Orlesians? Have you heard of the Devereaux family—? and oh, how he tries to keep that one a secret. His name and rank are his alone to keep. A merchant, he tells them, he’s just a merchant. It’s safer that way, he convinces himself. Share little about yourself. Let them draw their own conclusions.)
I’m miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground I, I pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms
I compose myself. My self is a thing I must now compose, as one composes a speech. What I must present is a made thing, not something born.
Margaret Atwood, from The Handmaid’s Tale (via luthienne)
@onceuponxstory
“So, Your Majesty,” his lips curl around the title, wrapping it in that tone and letting the amusement linger. Even now, after conceding the throne and practically, definitely, declaring to a church full of dignitaries that he’s head over heels for the Queen-to-be (how lovely she’ll look on our postage stamp!), he still manages to sound smug. As if he didn’t just witness her coronation, as if he wouldn’t give up the throne for her in every lifetime, as if he ever stood a chance regardless. “—what will be your first royal decree now that you’re Queen?”
@preconcievedxdisaster
“I think,” there’s a pause as he settles further into the sofa, “I’m going to spend the rest of my life here, on this couch.” Never mind the fact that it’s not even his couch. After the seven hour flight from Genovia to New York and the (almost) equally as long diplomatic meeting that followed, he’s not going anywhere. Draped across the sofa, wrapped in a blanket with his head against the armrest —— this is where he’s staying.
The smile that spreads across his face is just as languid, weariness dancing along the edges as he glances up at her.
“You wouldn’t mind, would you? If I just hibernate here for the next forty years?”