Not So Average Girl

Hell was the journey but it brought me to heaven.

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

Greece - you were incredible. I’ll be dreaming about you for the rest of my days.

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

Love these awesome nerds ❤️

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

Love you awesome nerds 🥰 thanks for making my birthday weekend extra!

Thanks for the blizzard on my birthday, Colorado 🥰❄️ you know how much I love and missed the snow 😘

05.21.22

28 years young 🥰

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

VIP for my favorite band ON my birthday was an incredible, unforgettable, wild experience that can only be described as a MOMENT. One that lives on for eternity, repeating in my brain, bringing me joy all the time.

05.20.2022

28 years young 🥰

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

Germany - Ireland - Switzerland - France

They are all incredible and beautiful, but the best part was experiencing them with you. Even when I was cranky, tired, and sore from throwing my hips out, I was in awe at everything around us. Grateful to have been able to do something this wild and crazy with someone so cool. 🥰

Happy 2 years married my love, here’s to so much more ❤️

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

When you end up finding the perfect home for yourself 🥰

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

I feel like I am crying out at the top of my lungs.

And no one cares or even sees me.

[suicideisthesolution]

I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

[wecopewithourptsdwithmemes]

[sa-dnesss]

“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

—

[funnytwittertweets]

[deadbyinsidee]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[perfectfeelings]

[forgottenwordsfromtheday]

I just need a person.

I have friends, I have my wife, I have my family.

I need that mentor person to help guide me through this stage of my life. My therapist can only be so much. I learned a long time ago that relying on one person alone doesn’t usually work for me.

But now that I’ve reached this stage, realizing I need The Person I don’t know what to do or how to find them.

All my attempts have failed this week and I’ve tried at least 4 times with 4 different people.

I just need a person. I don’t know how.

[thoughtkick]

“Deep in my heart I know I am a loner. I’ve tried to blend in with the world and be sociable, but the more people I meet the more disappointed I am. So I’ve learned to enjoy myself, my family, and a few good friends.”

— Steven Aitchison