xiaoqing

anti endo rant/vents blog. || not ai, images from time princess.

[formidablefangs]

"I will be there with her until the end."

You can call me verta, xiaoqing, green or blue. I use all pronouns idc.

My system and I use this blog to rant about endos, non traumagenics etc because they have caused us a lot of stress in the past.

We are intersex and 23, open to polite questions about ourself and our system.

I will block anyone who makes me uncomfortable on sight but ...

Preferably dni if you are:

- Radqueers, transid,

- pro contact para, anti recovery,

- pro-ship, comship,

- pro Endo, with r/fakedisordercringe or similar subs, fake claimers,

- against perisex agabs(afab/amab) using transmasc/fem,

- "reality shifters",

- narc abuse believers,

- transandrophobia deniers, support misandry or misogyny, anti-(trans)masculinity,

- tme/tma users,

- pro generative ai,

- anti polymind,

- Zionist / pro-isreal

- under 17

To be updated.

Neutrals are on thin ice as well as non systems and minors.

This is more so a space for venting and discussion, not arguments, not harrassment nor threats, you'll get blocked if you send any of that.

Other mods:

Apollo - he/blue/flame

Nakira - they/them

I encourage other anti endos to interact as this is a safe space to talk. though this is a personal blog, we still don't mind hearing that we aren't alone in our experiences.

[this-is-cdd-ableism]

i saw someone claim cdds were closer to schizophrenia and psychotic disorders in terms of presentation and call everyone who disagreed a trend hopper or something. mind you, they were not a system as far as i know.

that’s so odd to me like, in terms of presentation internally it could be confused with schizospec because of “voices” and you may think you’re experiencing hallucinations or delusions because of alter influence and communication, but it’s not at all near schizospec disorders because that’s implying that these identity states/alters aren’t real?? Like? No idea why they think that unless they’re just thinking of split and evil alters because schizospec disorders are also similarly presented in media as like, “believe you’re possessed by dangerous demons” disorder or something. I wouldnt trust that person to talk about either of those disorders, holy hell

[corvidae-volery]

I kind of hate those posts where people are like “well I’m a diagnosed system and i say endos are real” like. What does you being diagnosed really have to do with this.. you being diagnosed and saying endos are real doesn’t suddenly make me believe them.. like… ok…

[this-is-cdd-ableism]

definitely not the first person to mention this but be aware of this person, they make "packs" of anti endo/rq, general weird behavior they try to brush it off as "ive been harassed by antis so its okay if i harass them" if the world actually worked that way we would all be miserable. not to mention i havent seen anyone on this list interact or harass them, this is just a list the anon shared and they seem very eager to take advantage of, so any justification of "i was harassed first" doesnt apply here

anyway stay safe, i suggest everyone blocking them, and unfortunately idk what can be done for the names that are already listed :(

[anti-willo-miku]

When I find a cool system post but its only tagged with “plural” and the account is suspiciously defensive about their “origin”

[dic--e]

i see a lot of pro/endos give sociological research papers are "evidence" that they're real, so i wanted to explain that if you're trying to prove something about how the brain works and functions, especially alters, sociology is NOT the correct field of science, that is what PSYCHOLOGY is for

while they're similar and sometimes taught in duo courses in schools, they aren't the same.

Psychology is the study of the brain and how it works

Sociology is the study of people and how they interact

if there is a sociological research paper on endo systems, it's not proving their existence with anything actually relevant to the question, it's simply explaining how the communities work and how people within them interact with each other

this is coming from someone who took both courses, they're very different when you actually study them a bit

[dic--e]

Also, System Community, I would recommend blocking @/did-fakers, especially if you're a minor. She dedicates her blog to "Calling out fakers posing as anti-endos", and mainly targets teenagers and those who do not present their system as textbook defined in the DSM5 (And we should all know by now that no 2 systems will ever be exactly alike, that is simply the outline for diagnosis.)

For heavens sake she claims that alters "rarely have names" which is the most bullshit claim I've ever heard, as a lot of research papers using DID patients have said that their alters have names, however they simply number the alters for anonymity purposes.

I have my own suspicions about the person, and seeing as her goal is final fusion and not functional multiplicity, she will likely also target those who do not strive for final fusion.

Anyway, that's all. Please be safe out there.

[anti-endo-yixi]

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"Endos are real!! Go read this source that was very much NOT made by a medical professional and is also extremely biased!!" Go read the fucking DSM-5 before ever interacting with us again you stupid bitch 🥹

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[anti-willo-miku]

pancakes and waffles brother

[the-io-collective]

IM NOT TRAUMAGENIC. I WAS TRAUMATIZED AS A CHILD AND DISSOCIATED TO SURVIVE.

i'm not a *traumagenic system* i'm a damn survivor with a disorder to show for it. fuck you.

[this-is-cdd-ableism]

CDD ableism is a therapist saying we can't be hostless and not believing us when we say we have a rotating door of alters that front daily to help us function.

She didn't believe us when we told her the name we have is just the name we give everyone/ gave the body and not "the host alter"

😭she thinks she can just decide that for you omg, one of the most annoying things people can do is be like "your system cant function like that" yes it can because it does?

[system-search]

The amount of (pro) endos that tell me "sometimes the brain just does things" when I explain that they can't be a system without trauma

That's like saying someone can develop PTSD without trauma "just because the brain decides to have it"

Or someone can get a concussion "cause the brain just did it"

That's not how it works, CDD's are not some magical exception to that

[this-is-cdd-ableism]

CDD ableism is the fact that the endogenic community originates from a DID hate movement (the empowered multiples movement) that literally thought DID was fake and that we were all blaming trauma on our "natural state of being" I will never be over this and nobody even talks about it.

heard mention of this before a couple of time, yes. its actually crazy how far that movement has come, but the hints of its beginning will always be there

[blackout-strike]

Tumblr March 2026 Blackouts

So we're all pissed at the new update as we should be and I've been seeing many people proposing blackouts, which is amazing! But all the dates are different and people might get confused at what's happening when, so I just want to organize every blackout (at least that I saw) in one place.

So far I saw six people with dates.

The earliest one, organized by @yourlocalfandomfriendo begins on March 18th and will last 48 hours.

This overlaps with a second proposed blackout by @veejiez for March 19th.

There is also one on the 20th proposed by @daysleftofsecondterm and another one on the same day from 6AM UTC to 6AM UTC on the 21st by @everythingwsnormalhere.

These three days are all very soon so not everyone may see them in time to participate, but if you are able to participate for any or all of these days, I highly encourage you do. Otherwise there are two more blackouts coming up:

The next one after these will be on March 24th as organized by @aroacesafeplaceforall who suggested doing 12 hours.

And the last one, which I personally have a lot of hope for as it's a major day for activity on Tumblr and a blackout then could be especially impactful: April 1st, as proposed by @darkwood-sleddog

There is also a discord set up by @yourlocalfandomfriendo and @aroacesafeplaceforall for anyone interested in joining in!

SO OVERALL, it may sound like a lot, but no one expects everyone to participate to every date here. But PLEASE try to participate in at least one or two of these, even if you feel it may not do much.

Typical strikes, the ones we hear about all the time, win by withholding their labour for consistent periods of time; that's the power people have at work because that's what's exploited.

For blackout strikes, we need to withhold our attention; the resource we own which is exploited through the selling of both advertisements and data.

My comparison of blackout strikes with regular strikes will be for a whole other post, but for the time being, just know that

withholding our attention is our digital bargaining weapon

Tumblr literally lost 63% of its monthly traffic from 2024 to 2025; they are not in a position to play around with those of us still here.

So PLEASE try participating. We cannot let every decent online space get enshittified with no care or consideration for the communities using those spaces.

And where labour strikers risk losing incomes and jobs, all blackout strikers risk is... gaining some of their attention back for a little bit.

[faesblood]

I may at the very least minimize my activity for the rest of the month and have full days where I won't be active on here

(Reblogging this message to a handful of my sideblogs)

[antiendochococarton]

..what??? WHATTT??

[my-dollyeis-dead]

Please for the love of all that is holy, unholy and in between

Stop suggesting people use system connect. If the web address you are seeing is systemconnect.replit.app you are using an app created ENTIRELY USING GENERATIVE AI

I already have a post on this it’s pinned TO MY PROFILE but I will also link it here. Replit is basically chatgpt for app building. I know there aren’t a lot of resources for systems right now but DO NOT turn to ai creations to solve it. That is so incredibly dangerous.

[singer-savior]

SYSTEM POLL

Do you plan to use Docs/Sheets for your system following the SP/OCTO shutdown

Yes, I am transferring all my information

Yes, I was already doing this

No, I am using an alternative (lighthouse, obsidian, etc)

No, this is difficult/impossible for me (disability related i.e. dyslexia, etc)

No, this is difficult/impossible for me (polyfragmented/too many members)

Other (tags/comment)

Not a system/See results

Voting ended onMar 15