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*rubs*

[four-en-sick-ness]

A Question for you, Dear.

If beauty is a measure of aesthetic value, And aesthetic appeal is the ability to inspire emotion and desire, Then how can you doubt that you are the most beautiful creature alive, when you make me feel more than I ever thought possible?

[cinyma]

28 Days Later… (2002)

[mingdliu-deactivated20210422]

I hope we both find ourselves this summer and I hope the roads lead us back to each other.

(via codyduong)

[four-en-sick-ness]

My toothbrush is sad, I think he misses your toothbrush.

[fyeahmovieclub]

[lovethepainlovetheblood]

My face :)

[four-en-sick-ness]

Faith in man restored.

A tram ticket machine ate my money today, I tried to shake it a little and get my change back but to no avail, two euro worse off I walked Over to the other machine, on my way a young guy in his twenties walked over and asked what happened. I told him that the machine had taken my money and given me no ticket.

His immediate reaction was to ask me if I needed money for a ticket.

It made my day.

[four-en-sick-ness]

Recipe for destruction.

1 cup of self loathing, 1/2 cup of superiority complex, 3 tablespoons of mild OCD, A handful of mourning, A sprinkling of bipolar disorder, And add grams of weed to taste. Mix in a blender until red and metallic, Then burn in hell for eternity. A. Byrne

[four-en-sick-ness]

Demons

Our demons played with each other, mine didn't play fair.

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I want to talk.

Talking to somebody doesn't mean you need them, doesn't mean you're afraid to be alone, doesn't make you weak and it doesn't make them strong. I want to talk. That doesn't mean these things are not true for me anyway..

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"I wanna hunt like David, I wanna kill me a giant man, I wanna slay my demons, But I've got lots of them, I've got lots of them." -Noah Gunderson. 'David'

[four-en-sick-ness]

Just watch it..

Cameron Diaz in ‘bad teacher’ is haunting my mind.

[readingchrome]

Keep myself amused and others confused.

Benedict Cumberbatch, 2014 Oscars (via readingchrome)

[four-en-sick-ness]

The Game.

There is a conscience, Inside me somewhere, One that wishes pain on evil people, People like me.

This is why I can’t be happy.

Thing is, I’m ok with being sad, I’m ok with being angry, I’m ok with longing and craving, I’m ok with hiding and weeping, Starving my black heart And feeding my darker libido, I am completely fine, with never being fine again.

There is one thing I’m not ok with.

My problem is I can’t just be happy I can’t just be sad, I can’t just be angry And I can’t just be glad.

This conscience of mine, it likes to wander off from time to time, And in it’s absence, my “brilliant” mind can rationalise just about anything to make it seem acceptable.

When I’m good, I am fucking great. When I’m bad, satan himself wouldn’t have me in his home.

And I try and I try, just to understand but I can’t, how can one person have both these sides? One so loving, nurturing and protective, The other so hateful and chauvinistic?

The answer is that one person couldn’t. I therefor must be two people, at least.

And you know what? Even that I could learn to live with, except for one thing, these two people drift in an out of the most terrifying game of cat and mouse, Darkness blocks out the light for a few months ( that’s fine ) , then the light burns through for a while ( that’s great ) But the damage, the damage is done during their little game, their war, their battle for control of my weak, helpless mind, that’s when I can’t be trusted to be either one of them, that’s when I hurt the most, and that’s when others get hurt.

And the game, the game is on.

[vunom]

ATTENTION EVERYONE:

The government of Uganda is threatening to pass an “Anti-Homosexuality Bill”. This law would mean a life sentence in JAIL for anyone who engaged in sexual act with anyone of the same gender, anyone who marries someone of the same gender, or anyone who touches a person of the same gender with sexual intent.This would also mean up to 7 years in jail for anyone who supports, aids or counsels, officiates marriage, or provides cover for gays.

The petition to stop this bill from being signed currently has 150,000 signatures. The goal is 175,000. You can sign the petition HERE. Every signature makes a difference, so PLEASE take the time to sign it.

PLEASE REBLOG THIS TO GET THE WORD OUT!

[four-en-sick-ness]

Why think when you can just masturbate?

I’ve been thinking, if people can only change how I feel when I let them, then the same applies to me. The same applies to everyone, nobody can influence anyone who isn’t willing to be influenced. So really, each of us, though very different, are not all that relevant to life overall. I don’t mean anything. But neither do you. None of us matter, So why should I bother to keep thinking? You know what I think? I think it’s time I stopped thinking!

…and then I think I’ll go masturbate, need to fill my time somehow…