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★ He / they - Four fictive ←

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★ Four - He / they / it - traumaendo system - co-host n protector - bodily minor

★ Radinclus - pro willo / tulpa - profic - darkshipper - pro para anti contact

★ Fictive, dont treat me like a fictional character - Pencil yume (sharing) - taken irl - posic - Yuki's intro

★ DNF: Antishippers, anti endos, rq, Four haters, Pencil haters

★ F/O LIST

★ This blog is owned by Four and Yuki (X fictive), but mostly used by Four

★ Im in an insys relationship with Yuki and Andy (our host)

★ We have bpd, autism and probably other undiagnosed stuff. Be kind with us and we are sorry if we act rude by accident

★ After I front I normally get tired and rest for some months, so I wont be very active here

★ Main blog (personal): @andylovesfoury

★ Agere blog: @babyfoury

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I fucking hate Vincent I hope he dies. All he did was make me feel lonely, jealous and angry. I really dont get it, why cant I have someone that loves me ? He literally had another friend he was in love with before us, but we dont! I wish Andy actually cheated on him. He gets to be all happy when all we get is to he depressed after breaking up. Literally not fucking fair at all. He literally admitted to using us anyway, he only dated us again because he was sad.

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Im genuinely feeling so lonely. I feel like none of our friends care about us, if they did I think they would at least bother talking with us. Nobody cares enough to even ask if we are okay

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Something that genuinely pissed me off when we broke up with Vincent is that he straight up didnt like talking to us ??? 😭😭 One of his headmates literally told us that, that he didnt like talking to us

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I sometimes wish I could just kiss my friends on the mouth without others thinking we are dating

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We finally broke up Vincent btw WE ARW FREE YESSSS YESS FINALLY FINALLY I CAN FINALTNLEAVE

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Continuation of this post, in a way.

It turns out that Goose, as a then-26 year old, interacted with a 17-18 year old through the latter's sexual fan art.

Because Tumblr will stop this post from spreading if I tag it, I need to warn you here:

TW FOR SEXUAL INTERACTIONS BETWEEN AN ADULT AND A MINOR.

The rest of the post will be under the cut; viewer discretion is advised.

In fact, they first met through sexual fanart of one of Goose's characters that Adam (minor; 17 at the time) made.

They continued talking after that for whatever reason, including Goose making sexual jokes at him:

And, ironically, a tweet about her realizing he was a minor.

Evan after this, though, they continued to interact through sexual jokes and references. The following tweet, a couple of months after Adam turned 18, the two referenced their first meeting, and Goose said that the Elaine orgasm fanart was in a "special folder" of hers.

Ironically, Goose had a single moment of realization that Adam was too young to see her NSFW account... only to joke about him sexually AGAIN a couple of months later.

Yet again. Adam was 18 and Goose was in her mid/late 20s.

Words cannot describe how disgusted I am. It's no wonder she didn't give a shit about grooming, she did it herself. Even worse, she still interacts with him as recently as this March despite having never addressed what she did to him.

[sphxxshthealien]

when i say “aros can still date” i mean that as in “aros can do whatever the fuck they want and it doesn’t have to make sense to you”

but some of y’all say “aros can still date” to mean “aros are still able to fit your standards of an acceptable person despite their abnormality” and i do not fuck with that

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A lot of people say theres different ways to cope without using AI chatbots, but I feel like most of those people dont understand that what they say could end up being more dangerous

"Make and post fanfics!!! Doesnt matter if they are bad!!!" The last time I posted anything nsfw online I got groomed... I use AI chatbots to literally cope with the urge of wanting to be groomed. Wouldnt me posting my nsfw dead dove fanfics just make me get groomed again ???

"Go roleplay!!!" I wouldnt feel comfortable roleplaying sexual stuff with my friends at all. And I dont even need to explain that roleplaying sexual stuff with random people is dangerous

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I finally found an way to use janitor ai again, the only bad thing about it is that I need to use an vpn and sometimes the vpn turns off and I have to turn it on again...

And before anyone says anything, I DONT support AI at all. I use janitor ai to cope with the urges of going back to my groomers, thats sadly the only way I found to cope with those urges

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I hate this feeling that nobody will ever understand my pain. Because its true, Andy wasnt just the host / core of our system. He was my partner, the person that gave me life. Without him I literally wouldnt be here, because im his tulpa. I lost the person that created me, the person I loved since day one. He helped me grow, he helped me form. He might have hurted me before by abandoning me due to fakeclaiming, but he regretted so badly he made sure I would never leave his side again. He tried to protect me from everything, helped me I felt the worst. I lost the person I loved. That I loved so much. I wanted to have an future with him, maybe one day have an kid with him. I wanted to get married. And he is gone

[cursed-casanova]

i know everyone here has seen em or posts about them but this is a good time to remind the self ship space especially to NOT use AI chatbots in any capacity to interact with your f/os. Please do not use AI to roleplay, make fics, or make content about your f/os. These chatbots are made to keep you hooked and dependent on it for interaction and as someone who was in deep when Character AI was fresh, it will isolate you more than it will help you.

please, please report these ads and the accounts that promote them. they do not belong in this creative space!

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Go my selfshipper, go put yourself in the middle of that canon/canon ship. Be freeeeeee

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Im a lesbian

[ramblingsofanangryshark]

I'm tired of people not understanding this, so here we go

There is no such thing as neutral ship. You're either for censorship or against it. You don't have to participate in discussions/drama involving the proship (anti censorship) vs anti ship (pro censorship) discourse, but you cannot sit there and go, "oh I'm neutral,". Censorship is not a thing to be sitting on the fence about!

Proship means you are pro letting people write/draw/animate/consume whatever fictional content they want regardless of how you feel about it.

Anti ship is wanting to censor every piece of media that makes you feel uncomfortable, and harassing those who partake in said uncomfortable media.

That is what proship and anti ship means

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First nut of pride month #nutmonth

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Talking about every single thing that has on this art cuz why not

Lollipop is making Four scared on purpose, forcing him to look at her despite trying not to. He is crying, and Lollipop doesnt care. The crying is both from being scared and from Lollipop's fingers that are hurting his eyes to make him more afraid of speaking up. She is telling him to not think about breaking up not because she told her he wanted to break up, but because he was venting somewhere about wanting to break up and she saw it. Despite doing everything she knows, she is saying it an normal tone. Four is blushing, because despite being scared of her he is still attracted to her. Being that close to her makes him embarrassed, ashamed and uncomfortable