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@fourrarri
independent & semi-selective grand theft auto online original character.
Hola! my name is REGG (she/her), i’m 25 years old and from Germany. My oc is Lance Trambley. He’s an asshole and annoying so approach with caution. This blog is 18+ , if you’re underage please don’t follow :]
important links:
rules/about. meme tag. art blog. nightclub Paradise. santiago herrera.
my father told me about his coworker who's about 6'7 and drove a Ferrari F40 during the weekend
so there's the proof, tall bitches can take a ride with Lancito in his cars
unspokengrief:
self care is getting so drunk that you forget you hate yourself
@themechaneer : “You know—- unless you tell me about it, I don’t think I’m ever gonna understand this part of you. I don’t need to know if it’s something you don’t want me to, and it doesn’t happen nearly as often as it did when we first met. But sometimes you react like you expect me to laugh at you, your words, how you feel, like they’re a joke or somewhere in your life you got used to people treating them like they are. Like you’re convinced you’re never gonna be enough, or that you aren’t extraordinary just as you are. Like you need to go out of your way to prove yourself. I don’t know who or what taught you to feel like that but I hope I’ve never done anything to reinforce it or that you’d tell me if I somehow had…
I don’t know if you know, or if I’ve somehow been too subtle about it but I do care about you Lance. I have since night one when we first met, and regardless of how different we view family I do consider you a part of mine. You don’t need to fight for it. I just figured I’d tell you, since sometime—-, sometimes you act like you don’t know that.”
💸 ║ ❛ ————— Oh, there it is again, the SENTIMENTAL talk. As much as Lance would love to participate in this conversation, it’s nothing that comes so easily. The way he feels, his situations, his mind and emotions, those are things that never interested anyone that much. So he never had to actually talk about it. Lance doesn’t care about it that much, or at least he tells himself that. Over all these years he’s spent on this earth now he’s CONVINCED that there are more things to hate about him than to love. No one ever put any effort in showing him the opposite. Well, except for JOEL. He always seems to see things differently. In Lance’s opinion, he maybe sees things that aren’t there. Lance doesn’t wanna be MISTAKEN for a kicked puppy no one ever loved. He’s the big dog that eats other dogs. No shame.
Those are just thoughts though. Deep inside he KNOWS that even he craves a little bit more love. And Joel happens to be there, as if he knew when to catch Lance at his lowest. Not that he’s supporting his actions or ignores the fact that Lance’s morals are non-existent. But Joel doesn’t immediately tries to take CONTROL over everything problematic Lance says and does, giving him an actual chance to redeem what’s redeemable instead of telling him all the things that are wrong with him. As if he doesn’t already know that.
Carefully Lance listens to Joel’s words, not even thinking about interrupting him one second. Joel’s words are quite PRECIOUS. And it’s not only the words he says, it’s the whole package of how he says them and the gentle way he tries to make people understand his thoughts. He’s not being pushy, nor acting like a therapist. But whatever he says, it makes Lance feel BETTER. Surely it also has to do with his feelings towards him. Hearing things like I do care about you can be quite healing for the soul.
❝ Yeah, I get you. I know you care about me, I don’t doubt that. Don’t know what to tell you though. ❞ he shrugs, being as HONEST as his ego allows it. And the truth is, he really can’t say anything to that. He wants to, but sometimes it feels like his mind just stops processing. There are no words for it and he’s afraid Joel will take it the wrong way one day. Because it’s not disinterest and it’s not about not wanting him to know what’s going on. But most of the time, Lance doesn’t even know what’s going on either when he reacts like that. It’s something like a DEFENSE MECHANISM that activates completely out of his control.
❝ It’s just my head, my thoughts and all. Something ain’t right with it, you know ? ❞ Another shrug follows as his gaze drops down to his own hands. Lance has noticed now that he’s put himself into an uncomfortable position. He feels bad for Joel, genuinely. Something his mind doesn’t usually allows. There’s no other way out of this but to escape the conversation.
❝ I still got some things to do at the nightclub, I gotta run. But I’ll be home tonight so we can have dinner together. Hasta luego, cariño. ❞
Lance: Don’t look at me like that amor, he died of natural causes.
Joel: Lance you pushed him off a fuckin’ roof.
Lance: Yeah. Gravity. It’s natural.
that is correct
it’s ALWAYS natural causes
lance is not a killer. no. never.
'shut up' but like flirtatiously.
Make me but like sexually.
@fourrarri
time to wake up, eh?
Your company is more peaceful than anyone else’s
lance looks like the moody goth girlfriend
tatbro
He bites his tongue at the question. No he hasn’t survived by rolling over and showing underbelly. He’s survived by murdering everyone around him until he’s bigger than the perceived threat. Killing people indescriminantly, morality distinguished by color – it doesn’t work that way here. He’s going stir crazy, losing his mind, and maybe Lance is how he fixes it. He’s one of the good guys, he has to be. Jason is too, knows it. Killing is bad. But not if it’s bad people… right?
Jason bites his tongue until it bleeds, then answers.
“No no, I– I get it. I was being a dick.”
it’s painful to admit, even if the statement is half true.
“I was being shitty and,” coughs, clears his throat, “Ungrateful.”
Avoiding eye contact. Bowing his head. He feels like this is the only way to make things better, but fuck, his pride feels physically stuck in his throat.
He’d rather Beth tear out his whole head of teeth than admit it, but–
He wants his job back. He wants purpose, needs it like oxygen in his lungs. And unless he wants to die here, now, after all hems accomplished? This was the only way.
“Can I please have my job back?”
@fourrarri
💸 ║ ❛ ————— Now that sounds like music to Lance’s ears. Because, YES, Jason was ungrateful. He got invited to a place of luxury, given a new FAMILY, a new chance, money, opportunities. And yet he decided to act like a wild animal in a cage. The only reasonable thing to do was to show Jason what it actually feels like being in a cage. And the result is almost satisfying to say the least. Maybe he actually FINALLY understood. Now Lance smiles even more, giving the other a pat on the shoulder.
❝ You’re so right. I’m glad you finally came to your senses. ❞ It’s safe to say Lance is a little surprised by his behavior. Not that he didn’t expect it, the way he talks just seems a little FAKE sometimes. Well, it still doesn’t mean he’s getting all his privileges back by a bowing his head. One step at a time.
❝ Of course you can have your job back and earn your money again. Yay, right ? ❞ Only a short chuckle follows the sentence before his hand grabs the collar of Jason’s shirt and pulls him down to his face. ❝ And if you fuck with my generosity again, I’m gonna turn you into roadkill, Bambi. Okay ? Good talk. ❞
@himncskur : “ you’re insane. “
💸 ║ ❛ ————— The plan seems so simple, yet there are COMPLAINTS. Sarah doesn’t seem like she isn’t ready to participate though. Or at least Lance is hoping for that. Who wouldn’t wanna destroy the competition by setting their building on FIRE ? It’s gonna be a fun Family activity and since everyone’s joining, he would like to have her there as well. The questioning of his SANITY isn’t all too unfamiliar when it comes to things like that. Maybe Sarah just needs to get used to his way of thinking, like everyone else had to as well.
❝ Nah, that’s business. Everyone knows that. ❞ he shrugs, giving her a rather careless smile before putting on his jacket. They’re all pretty much good to go. Only Sarah seems to be a little HESITANT. ❝ I mean, I ain’t forcing you to join. But I’d really LOVE to have you there too. ❞
YOU’RE FUCKING EVIL || accepting.
I LOVE YOU REGG ♥♥
AND I LOVE U!!!!!
you don't even like me. you just like my dubious morals and fat ass
i was doing a heist in gta o and i like how lance started to have a bright smile on his face as soon as lester started talking about orgies
