nellie / they them he

fucking terrible !!!! TW !!!! ptsd, anxiety, depression EDs mentioned traumacore they / he ; queer - MINOR !! a sorta personal diary !! — i do not encourage self-destructive behaviours, please seek help and support ! ♡ — suicide and self harm are not the answer !! im not an example !!! leave if triggered easily !! — love you! please don’t hurt yourself

[honeyrolls]

Tofu Cheesecake

[fqbitc]

:)

[liqueris-deactivated20221120]

Non fido delle tue parole sei un angelo bugiardo

[abnormall]

i dont talk anymore. i dont want to. i have nothing to say. i have nothing to contribute to a conversation. words escape me and i dont care that they do. i can go entire days without muttering a word. i just want to be left alone, now. 

[dizzybixtch-deactivated20231125]

🖤PLEASE DO NOT COMPARE YOUR EATING TO MINE, ALL BODIES ARE DIFFERENT AND THIS MIGHT NOT BE POSSIBLE OR SAFE FOR YOU🖤

I feel like im being careless with my ed lately, snacking up to 100, not bothering eating light at dinner, and eating dessert almost every day.

So heres my new ed rule log thing

1. ABSOLUTE LIMIT OF 500 CAL A DAY

2. 4 liters of water a day (4 water bottles filled for me)

3. Don't eat in room unless chew + spitting, and make sure everyone knows youre eating

4. If parents say anything about eating unhealthy/too much fast the entire next day at all costs

5. Fist sized portions

6. If theres no plan for a family dinner fast all day

7. Burn 300 cal a day

8. Try to get 8+ hours of sleep

9. Round up if you cant count the cal exactly

10. Dont count vitamins/ health related calories because those are very small amounts and important

[khinnate]

Having an ed and not being able to reject food its the worst posible combination in the world like i love the meal you made for me! it's a shame i'm gonna have a panic attack after i get home and throw up all of it!!!

[living-inthe-gardenofevil]

Plans on fasting. Eats too much. Feels guilty. Wants to throw up. Tries to. Tries to. Tries to. Cries over the fact IT’S IMPOSSIBLE TO GET THE FUCKING FOOD OUT. Doesn’t throw up. Feels fat. Fatter.

[quezify]

thank you guys for sending characters in! these are all very cool guys...

[corpsemo]

I'm sp??chless

[daily-prompts]

prompt 1529

Do not be angry with the rain; it simply does not know how to fall upwards.

                                                              –Vladimir Nabokov

[quotemadness]

“Some people are going to leave but that’s not the end of your story. That’s the end of their part in your story.”

— Unknown

[sshaaden-deactivated20220502]

i hate when i can’t explain the shit i feel

[fqbitc]

you dont have to care tbh its fine. but if u treat me like fucking trash, then dont miss me when im gone forever

[fqbitc]

what if i jump?

[fqbitc]

i tried carving a heart on my arm i hope it doesn’t look too bad when it’s healed :)

[autistic-bipolar-psychotic]

Shout out to mentally ill people who dropped out of school

- shout out to the kids who were “so bright” and ‘heading somewhere” and had to drop out because school was too much to handle along with mental illness

- shout out to the kids who struggled to get where they got before they dropped out

- shout out to the kids who tried and tried and tried and still couldn’t finish

you aren’t unintelligent because you dropped out of school, you aren’t a delinquent or a bad person because you dropped out of school, just because you did what you had to doesn’t make you a bad person

[daily-prompts]

prompt 1529

Do not be angry with the rain; it simply does not know how to fall upwards.

                                                              –Vladimir Nabokov

[fqbitc]

hey,

idk how many people will see this but i gotta say something to al the people who follow me

i am going to kixx ms, so if in a month or more i don’t post anymore, please feel free to unfollow me because it means i’ve succeeded. thank you all ily ❤️❤️❤️

- c