[freakran]

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[freakran]

okay i did one lil thing but i’m tired so i think it’s bedtime. on another note :

BRIEF WEEK-ISH HIATUS.  

i know i just started this blog and he’s not even done but i’m the worst with timing and i’ll be on a cruise vacation from tomorrow until next sunday without internet so....eddie’ll have to wait a bit longer to be finished rip.

[freakran]

       HE’D THOUGHT HE’D BEEN QUIET,  but apparently, wearing chains on your belt and your jacket cuffs wasn’t the key to being stealthy when you’re breaking into your own home when the police finally stop watching it 24/7. and now, here gareth ( @gareththegreat​ ) was, spotting him trying to sneak away from his trailer.  “i’ve been worried sick! where the hell were you!?”  eddie grimaces, stopped in his tracks with his guitar in one hand and a bag of clothes in the other, bringing the bag-hand to his lips and (loudly) shushing gareth frantically.

      ❝ fuckin’ hiding, dude !  you think all this, ❞  he pauses, motioning erratically to himself.  ❝ is built for prison ?! ❞

[askboxmemes]

My muse is dead. Tell me how yours is dealing with it.

[promptplanetblr]

different ways to say ‘i love you’

## for best friends or for lovers, if you pick the right ones

“you’re so dumb.” [insert fond smile here]

“you could punch me in the face and i would still want you ngl.”

“are you cold? here you go. come here.”

“you have stars in your eyes. i like looking at it.”

“i trust you. it’s okay.”

“you’re driving me crazy here.”

“wherever you want to go, i promise i’ll be with you every step of the way.”

“i’ll be damned if i don’t make you smile at least once today.”

“...please stay.”

“hey…” [hesitates] “be safe, alright?”

“i’ve been worried sick! where the hell were you!?”

“so what? you’re still my [name], idiot. i don’t care about what they say!”

“let me take care of you today. don’t do anything in return, just let me.”

[cups person b’s cheeks] “you are a menace and you almost died back there if it wasn’t for me.”

“how did you even get sick? you look ugly. come here.”

“i will never not think about you.”

“you… you don’t even have to love me back, you know?”

“i’m— i’m happy when you’re here. i’m happy.”

“this—” [points at their chest] “—this belongs to you. always.”

- mod sushi | masterlist

[freakran]

          HIS ARM IS THROWN AROUND THE OTHER,  both their gazes locked on the house party they just happened to stumble across (that was a lie. eddie knew exactly which kid’s house this was as they’d just met down the street three hours for an exchange). it’s taking everything in eddie’s power to not be bouncing on the balls of his feet, his body eternally moving with jittery energy at the prospect of crashing a party. his smile does falter when jeff ( @chivalrites​ ) stirs doubt. or at least, lets his confidence falter when he asks " what are we celebrating? " 

❝ we, jeffers, are celebrating it being, ❞  he brings his watch up to his line of sight to gaze at it before his arm falls back to his side.  ❝ 9:37 on a tuesday night. c’mon, ❞  eddie says, hand clapping at jeff’s shoulder before he started towards the driveway.  ❝ it’ll be fun, man ! ❞

[freakran]

       BACK AND FORTH CHIT-CHAT WAS NEVER HIS FORTE,  even with how charismatic he managed to naturally be. that charm was usually masked by his outward appearance, a mix of leather and weed with a dash of body spray to try and cover the drug smell. not that it ever worked. so maybe he was half-listening (not purposely, but things around him tended to easily grab his attention for split seconds at a time) and almost missed what chrissy ( @chimecvlled​ ) said next;  “   some  boys  take  a  beautiful  girl   &   hide  her  away  from  the  rest  of  the  world .   ”  

          he can’t help but smile a little, his head doing that cute tilt thing and his big doe eyes wide. fingers fidgeted with the rings on his hands and his leg doing a little bounce under the table, he raises a brow in the cheerleader’s direction. 

       ❝ yeah ?  what sort of boys would do such a thing to a pretty gal, would you say, chrissy cunningham ? ❞

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⊱┊dialogue : jealousy

jeal·ous·y (noun) • a sentiment which is born in love and which is produced by the fear that the loved person prefers someone else

change pronouns/tense as needed!

from the jealous…

“who was that?”

“just a friend, huh?”

“they don’t look at you like a friend.”

“i’m not jealous, i’m curious.

“so what if i’m jealous?”

“and just where do you think you’re going? let me guess… somewhere with x?”

“you spend more time with them than with me.”

“you two are so close, it’s adorable.” [sarcasm]

“you always seem happier with them than with me.”

“hope you two have a blast. go see a movie, grab a beer, maybe sneak a make-out session in between…” [sarcasm]

“what’re they doing texting you this late?”

“do they even know about me?”

“i’m not overbearing.”

“i thought you loved me.”

“i’m not the only one, am i?”

…to the victim

“it’s just a friend.“

“what? i’m not allowed to have friends?”

“do you trust me?”

“are you jealous?”

“you’re overthinking, love.”

“you don’t need to know where i am 24/7.”

“i’m just going shopping.”

“yeah, we are close. they’re my best friend.”

“was that sarcasm?”

“c’mon babe, you know it’s not like that—”

“of course they know about you!”

“are you really this insecure?”

“you’re kind of overbearing.”

“i do love you.”

“you’re the only one.”

DAMN IT! i’m behind schedule again! sorry bout that! i spent too long trying to make this post aesthetic. by the time i finished it was already a quarter to noon. i seriously need to start scheduling these posts…

[requests : open]

[bitchycode]

weed is cool but have you ever had someone care about you? me neither, pass da blunt

[lengthofropes]

[promptfairy]

❥     𝟖𝟎𝐬 𝐇𝐈𝐓𝐒    [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]   .

sentence starters inspired by various lyrics from random hits from the 1980s !!   some lyrics have been slightly modified to be more usable .  change gendered language   &   add context to your needs .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

“   something’s  buggin’  me .   ” “   something  ain’t  right .   ” “   my  best  friend  told  me  what  you  did  last  night .   ” “   i  should  have  been  with  you  instead .   ” “   wake  me  up  before  you  go .   ” “   i’m  not  planning  on  going  solo .   ” “   take  me  dancing  tonight .   ” “   you’re  my  lady ,   i’m  your  fool .   ” “   it  makes  me  crazy  when  you  act  so  cruel .   ” “   come on ,  baby .   let’s  not  fight .   ” “   we’ll  go  dancing   &   everything  will  be  alright .   ” “   we’ll  go  dancing  tomorrow  night .   ” “   it’s  cold  out  there ,   but  it’s  warm  in  bed .   ” “   don’t  look  at  it  like  it’s  forever .   ” “   i  guess  that’s  why  they  call  it  the  blues .   ” “   time  on  my  hands  could  be  time  spent  with  you .   ” “   picture  my  face  in  your  hands .   ” “   live  for  each  second  without  hesitation .   ” “   never  forget  i’m  your  man .   ” “   cry  in  the  night  if  it  helps .   ” “   i  simply  love  you  more  than  i  love  life  itself .   ” “   some  boys  kiss  me ,   some  boys  hug  me ,   i  think  they’re  okay .   ” “   the  boy  with  the  cold  hard  cash  is  always  mister  right .   ” “   you  know  that  we  are  living  in  a  material  world .   ” “   i  am  a  material  girl .   ” “   boys  may  come   &   boys  may  go .   ” “   experience  has  made  me  rich   &   now  they’re  after  me .   ” “   opposites  attract .   ” “   you  must  try  to  ignore  that  it  means  more  than  that .   ” “   what’s  love  got  to  do  with  it ??   ” “   who  needs  a  heart  when  a  heart  can  be  broken ??   ” “   it  scares  me  to  feel  this  way .   ” “   there’s  still  enough  time  to  figure  out  how  to  chase  my  blues  away .   ” “   i’ve  done  alright  up  ‘til  now .   ” “   i  wanna  dance  with  somebody  who  loves  me .   ” “   i’ve  been  in  love   &   lost  my  senses .   ” “   sooner  or  later ,   the  fever  ends ,   and  i  wind  up  feeling  down .   ” “   when  the  night  falls ,   my  lonely  heart  calls .   ” “   don’t  you  wanna  dance ??   ” “   i’m  sick   &   tired  of  everything .   ” “   all  i  do  is  eat   &   sleep   &   sing .   ” “   there  are  moments  when  i  think  i’m  going  crazy .   ” “   the  sight  of  you  will  prove  to  me  i’m  still  alive .   ” “   some  boys  take  a  beautiful  girl   &   hide  her  away  from  the  rest  of  the  world .   ” “   i  wanna  be  the  one  to  walk  in  the  sun .   ” “   you  could  never  know  what  it’s  like .   ” “   there’s  a cold   &   lonely  light  that  shines  from  you .   ” “   you’ll  wind  up  like  the  wreck  you  hide  behind  that  mask  you  use .   ” “   did  you  think  this  fool  could  never  win ??   ” “   i’m  still  standing  after  all  this  time .   ” “   i’m  picking  up  the  pieces  of  my  life  without  you  on  my  mind .   ” “   i’m  still  standing .   ” “   if  our  love  was  just  a  circus ,  you’d  be  a  clown  by  now .   ” “   heaven  is  a  place  on  earth .   ” “   they  say  in  heaven ,   love  comes  first .   ” “   we’ll  make  heaven  a  place  on  earth .   ” “   in  this  world ,   we’re  just  beginning  to  understand  the  miracle  of  living .   ” “   i  was  afraid  before ,   but  i’m  not  afraid  anymore .   ” “   when  you  dance ,  there’s  a  magic  that  must  be  love .   ” “   i’ll  be  coming  for  your  love ,   okay ??   ” “   i’ll  be  gone  in  a  day  or  two .   ” “   i’m  slowly  learning  that  life  is  okay  ??   ” “   it’s  no  better  to  be  safe  than  sorry .   ” “   you’re  all  the  things  i’ve  got  to  remember .   ” “   you’re  shying  away .   ” “   i’ll  be  coming  for  you ,   anyway .   ” “   sweet  dreams  are  made  of  this .   ” “   who  am  i  to  disagree  ??   ” “   everybody’s  looking  for  something .   ” “   keep  your  head  up .   ” “   it’s  gonna  take  a  lot  to  drag  me  away  from  you .   ” “   there’s  nothing  that  a  hundred  men  or  more  could  ever  do .   ” “   i  seek  to  cure  what’s  deep  inside .   ” “   i’m  frightened  of  this  thing  that  i’ve  become .   ” “   some  are  born  to  sing  the  blues .   ” “   sometimes  i  feel  i’ve  got  to  run away .   ” “   the  love  we  share  seems  to  go  nowhere .   ” “   once  i  ran  to  you .   now ,   i’ll  run  from  you .   ” “   you  need  someone  to  hold  you  tight .   ” “   don’t  touch  me ,   please .   ” “   i  love  you ,   though  you  hurt  me  so .   ” “   i  just  want  to  tell  you  how  i’m  feeling .   ” “   we’ve  known  each  other  for  so  long .   ” “   your  heart’s  been  aching ,   but  you’re  too  shy  to  say it .   ” “   you’re  turning  heads .   ” “   anything  you  wear  looks  good  on  you  especially .   ” “   there’s  nothing  i  can  tell  you  that  you  haven’t  already  heard  a  half  a million times ,   but  still ,   i’d  like  to  say  you  wear  it  well .  ” “   they  can’t  compete  with  you .   ” “   you’re  more  than  just  a  pretty  face .   ” “   you’ve  got  exactly  what  it  takes .   ” “   can  you  feel  it ,   too ??   ” “   i  toss   &   turn  in  my  bed  in  the  morning  when  i  think  about  you .   ” “   i  attempt  to  look  my  best  for  you .   ” “   you  sure  are  sweet .   ” “   would  you  mind  if  i  had  a  little  bit  more  of  your  time ??  ” “   just  keep  doing  what  you  do .   ”

[soulrph]

party prompts.

for muses who plan to go, are currently attending, or are leaving a party! and a couple of varieties for the party animals and the party poopers too. hope y'all enjoy!

" parties aren't really my thing... "

" oh, come on, who doesn't love a good party! "

" alright, get dressed. you're my plus one tonight. "

" you really are a terrible dancer, you know that? "

" hey. we show our faces for an hour, then we leave. promise. "

" hey, i said i'd go to the party, never said i'd have fun. "

" fine, i'll go to this stupid party. but! i'm wearing sweatpants. "

" let's get a drink, huh? "

" come on, it's quieter out here. "

" we haven't hung out in forever! come on. one little party. please? "

" dance with me! "

" they ran out of booze/snacks five minutes ago. wanna bail? "

" you know what, i need a minute. you go dance without me, okay? "

" there you are! i was worried you weren't gonna make it! "

" what's the dress code again? "

" fancy dress party tonight! who are you going as? "

" i never thought i'd see you at an honest-to-god party! "

" who bullied you into coming to one of these insane parties? "

" oh, come on. you don't want to be here anymore than i do. "

" you know... there's a cloak room around here somewhere... "

" hey, put that wallet away! drinks are on the house! "

" hey! let me buy you a drink? "

" well, you're definitely the prettiest/best looking/handsomest one here. "

" how'd you get an invite? "

" oh, man, i love this song! "

" it's too crowded in here! i need some air! "

" what do you think of the party? "

" what are we celebrating? "

" why shouldn't we celebrate? "

" i had fun tonight, but it's time to go... "

" you need to loosen up a little. it's a party! "

" don't ask for water! they got me a glass of vodka last time. "

" do you wanna get out of here? "

" i'm throwing a little party tonight. you coming? "

" oh! is that what you're wearing tonight? "

" you don't go to parties very often, do you? "

" i've never seen you have fun before! this is nice! "

" come on. you deserve a night off. forget about everything, just for tonight... "

" you having fun? "

" come on. there's no food here. let's go get some pizza, we can come back after. "

" nice try, party animal! i'll drive. "

" that was the best night ever... we should do this again, some time. "

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[nowadayz]

STRANGER THINGS S4 Chapter Nine: The Piggyback

[freakran]

eddie and learning, or, how a kid went from straight a’s to repeating senior year

eddie munson has always been a bright kid. he found interest in things others didn’t, and while that made him an outcast from an early age to his peers, his desire for knowledge made him a fan favorite amongst his elementary school teachers. he’d always pay attention in school and was, by all accounts, naturally gifted in certain subject matters, mostly math and writing. buried somewhere in his trailer, collecting dust, are various ribbons and awards he’d won during his younger adolescent years for his intellectual achievements. to everyone who knew him, he had a great future ahead of him.

until middle school hit. and middle school is where he started to slip. in elementary school, everyone is your friend. in middle school, no one is. it’s a time when hormones make their appearance and brain chemistry is altered in an attempt to fit in. except eddie didn’t want to fit in if it meant losing what he felt made him unique and special. as he became more of a social outcast, a new development was emerging; what came naturally in elementary school was beginning to become harder and harder. 

eddie never developed proper study habits as he ‘just knew shit’ naturally. he could read a chapter and ace a quiz over it, but that information wasn’t logged in his brain. as the material grew in difficulty, so did his ability to process and remain focused. he’s always been of the mind that ‘if i don’t get it the first time then i’m just a failure, and failure isn’t an option so i HAVE to be good at everything the first time around’, and due to his lack of study habits, his grades started slipping. still a’s, but more and more b’s started appearing on report cards.

he left middle school and entered high school as ‘the weird kid’ and by the time he hit senior year (the first time), he was known as ‘the freak’. he developed a love for rock and heavy metal music from picking up guitar in 6th grade, and he’d stumbled upon a way to make more friends that were like him; dungeons and dragons. suddenly, all his time was being put into forming the hellfire club at hawkins high and cultivating a group of friends, and thus, less and less of his shortening attention span was being put on schoolwork. 

he would have graduated the first time, just barely, but he realized that once he left hawkins high, he’d be alone again. so he just gave up on school the last semester of senior year, doing the bare minimum to just barely fail out of his last course he needed. he did the math of what he needed to make on all his quizzes and tests and did just that, and he was held back. 

tl;dr, eddie’s undiagnosed adhd and ‘gifted kid mentality’ in elementary and middle school led to burnout by his senior year the first time, and now he’s just trying to pull himself out of it enough to graduate and get the hell outta hawkins.

[freakran]

me, avoiding any other eddies blogs/characterizations until i have my own eddie’s flushed out and written on paper : parkour

[leneemusing]

FOR THE “YOU CAN KILL ME BUT DON’T YOU DARE TOUCH THEM” DYNAMICS 

❝  i only want you.  ❞

❝  i don’t need anyone else.  i just…you.  you’re all i need.  ❞

❝  listen,  i’ve lost a lot of people in my life.  i learned how to deal with it but…you’re different.  i can’t take it if it’s you.  ❞

❝  i think about anything happening to you and i— i just.  i fucking lose it.  ❞

❝  you don’t understand.  i need you safe.  not because i don’t think you can handle yourself but because i can’t focus on anything else if there’s even the smallest possibility you’re in danger.  ❞

❝  no one is ever gonna get near you again,  you hear me?  ❞

❝  i won’t let you get hurt.  i promise.  and i don’t make empty promises.  ❞

❝  turn around.  you don’t need to see this part.  ❞

❝  just give the word and i’ll kill every one of them.  ❞

❝  you can’t get all worked up every time something happens to me.  that’s just life.  you’re not always gonna be able to protect me from it.  ❞

❝  no one else understands me.  but you do.  you always do.  ❞

❝  i don’t think i’m the best person for you,  i don’t.  but i do know i’m the one that can keep you safe  ❞

❝  hey—  look at me.  it’s over.  it’s done.  we’re okay.  ❞

❝  who the fuck made you cry i’ll fucking rip their head off.  ❞ 

❝  i know you’ve always got my back.  ❞

❝  please,  let me take care of you this time.  you’re always protecting me but it tears me up inside every time you get hurt because of it.  ❞

❝  can you make everyone else just go away?  i know they mean well but i just want to be alone—  alone with you i mean.  ❞

❝  i know when you’re here,  the real monsters can’t touch me.  ❞

❝   oh,  i am one of the monsters.  but that just means i can keep all the other monsters from ever hurting you again. ❞ 

❝  if you’re gonna keep risking your life for me than you’re also gonna let me patch you up without a single complaint.  ❞

❝  we keep each other safe.  it’s my turn to protect you.  ❞

❝  i killed them for you.  i know you could’ve done it yourself,  but you shouldn’t have to.  ❞

❝   i love you because i know how capable you are.  and i show that love by making sure you don’t have to be the one to always do the hard things.  ❞

❝   i’m gonna make them regret ever even thinking about laying a hand on you.  ❞

❝  tell me what you want me to do.  i’ll do it.  whatever you want.  ❞

❝  i love you just like this.  i love you when you touch me gently like no one else ever has.  and i love you when your hands are bloody and your knuckles are bruised. ❞

❝  please,  just let me protect you.  ❞

❝  are you hurt?  did they hurt you?  ❞

❝  wait,  stop you’re bleeding.  ❞

❝  did you just wince?  where are you hurt?  ❞

❝  i need you in my life.  i’m not used to that—  needing people.  but i do need you.  ❞

❝  you make me feel things i’m not used to feeling.  ❞

❝  why do you let me close when you’re always driving everyone else away?  ❞

❝   you’re mine.  and i protect what’s mine.  ❞

❝  thank you for always being here for me.  ❞

❝  you see things in me that i didn’t even know where there.  ❞

❝  that’s enough.  let’s go home.  ❞

❝  i’m okay now.  i’m safe.  you don’t have to be angry anymore.  ❞

❝  please stop—  this is scaring me. ❞

❝  you don’t have to do this for me.  ❞

❝   hey stop— stop!  look at me.  they’re dead now.  you can stop.  ❞

❝  i have to make an example outta them so no one else tries to hurt you again.  ❞

❝  killing for you is easy.  it’s right.  it feels natural.  ❞

❝  let me do this for you.  ❞

SCENARIOS

[ ONE ]  for sender to take a bullet for receiver. 

[ TWO ]  for receiver to take a bullet for sender. 

[ THREE ]  for sender to protect receiver and then carry them to safety. 

[ FOUR ]  for receiver to protect sender and then carry them to safety. 

[ FIVE ]  for sender to witness receiver get hurt which sends them into a violent rage.

[ SIX ]  for receiver to witness sender get hurt which sends them into a violent rage. 

[ SEVEN ]  for sender to be hurt trying to protect receiver which makes them bloodthirsty for revenge.

[ EIGHT ]   for receiver to be hurt trying to protect sender which makes them bloodthirsty for revenge.

[ NINE ]  for sender to have violently protected receiver,  so receiver kisses them to calm them down. 

[ TEN ]  for receiver to have violently protected sender,  so sender kisses them to calm them down. 

[ ELEVEN ]  for sender to carefully approach receiver in the aftermath,  gently touching them to try and bring them back to themselves. 

[ TWELVE ]  for receiver to carefully approach sender in the aftermath,  gently touching them to try and bring them back to themselves. 

[ THIRTEEN ]  sender was kidnapped,  receiver shows up to save them.  

[ FOURTEEN ]  receiver was kidnapped,  sender shows up to save them.  

[ FIFTEEN ]  sender executes a third party in front of receiver because that person hurt them. 

[ SIXTEEN ]  receiver executes a third party in front of sender because that person hurt them. 

[ SEVENTEEN ]  sender thinks they’re alone but receiver comes out of nowhere to rescue them from someone who intends to do harm/making them uncomfortable. 

[ EIGHTEEN ]   receiver thinks they’re alone but sender comes out of nowhere to rescue them from someone who intends to do harm/making them uncomfortable. 

[ NINETEEN ]  sender has been devastated by something.  receiver holds them until they calm down so they don’t do anything drastic. 

[ TWENTY ]  receiver has been devastated by something.  sender holds them until they calm down so they don’t do anything drastic. 

[ TWENTY-ONE ]  sender thought receiver died so they set out to get revenge.  receiver shows up in time to stand in front of them before they go too far.  

[ TWENTY-TWO ]  receiver thought sender died so they set out to get revenge.  sender shows up in time to stand in front of them before they go too far. 

[ TWENTY-THREE ]  sender is in a vengeful rage because of something that happened to receiver.  receiver gently approaches to calm them down saying this isn’t what they want. 

[ TWENTY-FOUR ]  receiver is in a vengeful rage because of something that happened to sender.  sender gently approaches to calm them down saying this isn’t what they want. 

[ TWENTY-FIVE ]  for sender to have receiver stand by somewhere safe where they can watch sender kill on their behalf. 

[ TWENTY-SIX ]  for receiver to have sender stand by somewhere safe where they can watch receiver kill on their behalf.