Greetings from the Bell Jar

SATX Grrrl and Southside Trash💀🖤

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THE TRAITORS | 3.04 I Will Bury You

[vibrantlymellowknight]

You are worth a thousand Amandas😭 Those mayo monsters will pay for their crimes against you I SWEAR!!!

[rustpunx]

also happy sexual assault awareness month to my fellow victims

you deserve to have your stories heard

[bruja-nona]

My abuser has the same name of one of the chicks in the latest bravo celebrity scandal and I’m kinda living every time I get a video where they say “___is a pick me narcissist” “___ is NOT a girls’ girl”, etc.

She had to hear my name for a few weeks leading up to and after the Oscars, but I get to hear hers in the context of “Sca-Manda” and I think that’s fitting cause she’s a fucking scam.

[ladyimaginarium]

hey yall since its sa awareness month, s/o to all my fellow autistic survivors. s/o to all my fellow ramcoa survivors who still struggle w/ their abuse & its effects. s/o to all my fellow cult survivors. s/o to my fellow hc did systems who cope with beta and/or chi programming. s/o to all my fellow survivors who were/are survivors of incest. s/o to my fellow (hc-)did/osdd/udd systems who still deal with their trauma. s/o to survivors who engage in sex work. s/o to survivors who engage in kink. s/o to survivors who's perpetrators never got any punishment for what they did to you and/or others. s/o to survivors who can't have their perpetrators punished for what they did to you and/or others. s/o to survivors who're hypersexual. s/o to survivors who're sex repulsed. s/o to survivors who's sexuality fluctuates. s/o to survivors who aren't "the perfect victim". s/o to survivors who still struggle with intimacy with other people & interpersonal relationships. mainstream media never talks about our abuse bc it's often deemed as "too much" or "too taboo". fuck that. your voice matters. our voices matter. i believe you. you're worthy of having love & peace & safety.

[moremysteriesthantragedies-deac]

Being a victim of sexual abuse is hard cause it feels like everyone expects you to eventually "move on". And by that I mean never thinking about it or talking about it, eventually "laughing it off", and no longer taking the topic of SA as seriously.

Like no, you're never going to find it funny your favorite person died (unless in a morbid way). You'll talk about it and them because it's a part of your life experience and it will always be important to you. If it was a tragic death, you'll always take what made it happen seriously and want to raise awareness.

Stop expecting those who experienced SA to magically turn into someone who hasn't. The road to recovery isn't pretending it never happened or not caring about it. This SA awareness month, if you can, give the SA victims in your life room to discuss their experiences.

[bruja-nona]

So my ex band that is still fronted by the person who SA’d me/attempted to SA me a second time through coercion had a show at a local bar last night and I decided to look through stories and tags to see what the set looked like. After coming up with nothing from the venue, the touring band, the other local acts…I was wondering if they even played or if they pulled out. The only person I saw sharing videos of their performance was a 21 year old who looks like they use ai filters to make them look airbrushed and surreal. There are so many videos of my abuser but, from the short pans KINDA showing the crowd, it didn’t look like a full room. That mixed with other tells of an empty bar (no long shots of a large crowd, the band being on the floor with several feet of space around them in all directions, one person off to the side with no one around them) made me realize that she is finally becoming small and the shadow she casts around me can’t block out the person I’ve worked hard to become after those moments of betrayal and violence at her hands. She held onto all the things we thought mattered like the local clout, I guess, but does she have it if she’s playing near empty bars where only people who haven’t found their true sense of self are obsessing over her?

The other embarrassing thing is that her snake of a drummer that met with me to get my story, then tried to get my friend (another victim of my abuser) to say I lied, also lied about them not playing the songs we wrote anymore. They still play them and they sound like shit lol.

She tried to ruin my life and she tries to skirt accountability for violently assaulting me by saying she was blackout drunk and doesn’t remember. She’s such a fucking Kevin Spacey shaped worm and I’m sure her karma will be going bald like him so she can truly embody that kind of disgusting person. She was completely sober the second time she tried to coerce me into sleeping with her, then tried to deprive me of sleep by arguing with me and crying. Then when that didn’t work and I had the opportunity to pretend to be asleep, she touched me for several minutes trying to get me to react and I had to essentially play dead and hope she just stopped. But yeah, that definitely sounds like I assaulted her when she cries that she’s being cyber bullied by people bringing that up.

And I guess people can say I’m crazy and I shouldn’t be looking up these things, but I’ve never been able to let go of anything bad that ever happened to me or want to see people who hurt me fail. I mean, I drive by my abusive high school ex’s house sometimes, but that’s mostly because he chose to buy a house down the street from my parents (my childhood home). I have to analyze a situation until I feel better and that no other data can be collected from the misery.

[winterswake]

MAD MEN Severance // Person to Person

[bettydraperlookingpissed]

I know everything about you, and I still love you

[classichorrorblog]

Army Of Darkness (1992)

[magnetothemagnificent]

How many degrees of separation are *you* from American actor Kevin Bacon?

0 (I *am* Kevin Bacon)

1

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3

4

5

6

More than six

Voting ended onMar 26

[magnetothemagnificent]

Who voted that they're Kevin Bacon lmfao

[magnetothemagnificent]

There cannot be three Kevin Bacons, Tumblr 🤣

[magnetothemagnificent]

We are at sixteen alleged Kevin Bacons.

[magnetothemagnificent]

Forty-one Kevin Bacons......

[magnetothemagnificent]

69 (nice) Kevin Bacons..... wouldn't it be funny if the real Kevin Bacon was actually here?

[novahazard24]

get your medals everyone

[cryptidsandchaos]

might fuck around and walk into a thick fog and never return idk

[arosetolivefor]

Gerard Way in Desolation Row Directed by Zack Snyder

[eugeniedanglars]

i like this show in a cool ironic detached intellectual way btw

[bryqe]

Mia Goth in ‘maXXXine’ as Maxine Minx, 2024 dir . ti West, X trilogy

BABE YOU’re a F*CKING STAR!

[behindthescreamz]

“Barrera ends our conversation optimistically, remarking that she has no regrets over the events of the last few months, only immense gratitude, as she prepares for the release of her next film, Your Monster, a horror romance directed by Caroline Lindy. ‘I don’t regret anything. I’m very appreciative of all the support that I’ve gotten from my team, my friends, and my family. And from many people in the world who have shown me love and support. When I get stopped on the street now, it’s not because I’m recognised for being in a film; it’s mostly someone thanking me for speaking up for Palestine. It’s super weird, but it’s nice. It fills my heart. I’m just so, so grateful.’”

read the rest of melissa’s interview on www.polyesterzine.com !!!

[gayhockeyshow]

Is he……. U know…..