compile a library that represents everything ever experienced – joy, kindness, emptiness, fulfillment, sadness, embarrassment, tenderness, doubt, ecstasy, disappointment, trust, anger, reverence, resentment, childhood, achievement, addiction, displeasure, learnings, songs, friendship, progress, insecurity, intention, growth, uneasiness, wishes, chaos, gestures, foolishness, hope, questions, misery, affliction, ambition, loneliness, wounds, success, fear, compulsion, wetness, destination, deceit, concern, decadence, legs, affection, choices, craving, discomfort, jouissance, soreness, relations, familiarity, warmth, secrets, distress, lust, awareness, intimacy, aftertaste, disaster, hardship, distortions, conviction, confusion, codes, amusement, devotion, and backdoors.