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He/they || 🏳️‍⚧️ || 22 || hawkins hotbox club meets hospital parking lot lol || welcome to the ramblings of a lonely stoner

[freereeferrick]

Fanfic hunt, Act One:

I am now in the possession of over 15,000 archived Grey's Anatomy fanfictions from ff.net because I am being haunted by an old meradd fic and will now scour EVERY single file if I have to, in order to find it.

I may start cataloguing it if I'm obsessed long enough, it might be a long process.

If you remember any titles and/or authors that used to write meradd/meddison fics, please comment!

And if you remember the title and/or author for other Grey's ships that used to have works up on ff.net, feel free to comment too! I might be able to find works for you.

[freereeferrick]

You know how we say that people have souls in english - practically referring to our consciousness?

In German the consciousness or "soul" is called the literal translation to ghost - i actually like that terminology way more because in that sense everyone is a ghost.

Alive we're just a physical manifestation of our ghost that will end one day. And sometimes the end of a physical manifestation doesn't the ghost is gone.

It may have always been there and may always stay.

[freereeferrick]

I like collecting all these ugly old things bc tbh sometimes they disgust me so much i want and need them. It's not that i don't find beauty in them at all, i just believe that they are worth being appreciated unconditionally - not despite their ugliness but fully embracing it and giving it appreciation and keeping it in existence.

Most of it is older than me and i treasure it.

[freereeferrick]

No matter how useless you feel, there's always an every day task you perform automatically, which you've perfected. So take a look at what you do and appreciate the fact that even though you may be a disaster, you could be a master at finding the keyhole blindly, typing without ever looking at the keyboard and/or screen, have PhD thesis worthy deep dive/hyperfocus conclusions or mastered preparing your comfort food etc.

The possibilities are endless, so instead of putting yourself down the next time, remind yourself that you are useful and harbor unique talents that are useful as soon as they make you happy or your life a tiny bit easier/better.

[literaphobe]

*accidentally realizes i’ve been overusing a random phrase a lot* where did this come from. who did this to me

[distractedboyfriend]

[armageddon-generation]

Korrasami

[iwantmoreoctopusses]

Since when stock photos have compelling stories

[freereeferrick]

Karma always hits you in the gayest ways

[animepumpkin-deactivated2025061]

Queen + Barbie

[myjetpack]

My cartoon for this week’s New Scientist. Many more here: www.newscientist.com/author/tom-gauld/

[softysofao3]

Chapter 4 of Taking the leap is out!

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[amateur]

[bloodenjoyer]

when people act like Large Beverages are the thing thats wrong with america as if thats not the only thing keeping me from driving off a cliff... ohhhh Those greedy americans slonking away at their Large Beverages. we're literally all working in the hamburger mine to afford rock and roll disc . Beverage is all we have

[wildeoscars]

quick post bela cookie embarrassment while the meme is still relevant

[freereeferrick]

Und jan noch mit fake vanilla anekdote, er war seiner zweit vorraus

[rimonoroni]

btw Jewish charity organizations in the USA don’t exist to convert you like Christian charity organizations, they are specifically Jewish because they were likely founded by Jews who were being turned away from other organizations. several Jewish hospitals exist in the US because many Jewish immigrants had degrees but were turned away from other hospitals for being Jewish. so we made our own, lmao. these days most of these organizations are no longer specifically Jewish because job and care discrimination is not as common for us as it used to be. i’m saying this just in case anybody is wary of accepting aid (many Jewish charities set up free food kitchens, for example) from a Jewish charity because of mistreatment by Christian ones, and i think it’s important to understand the difference

[postingtreyf]

The bulk of the work HIAS does these days is in aiding non-Jews.

[journeyed-to-my-home]

Your local Jewish Community Center? Anyone can join.

Jewish Family and Children’s Society? They’ll still help you if you reach out for their services and aren’t Jewish.

Ask the Hebrew Free Loan Association for a loan and have no connection to Judaism? Yup, they’ll work with you.

A Jewish food bank? Will feed you, no matter who you are.

And HIAS? My synagogue is working with the Hebrew Immigrant Aid Society to support a refugee family that is new to our area (we furnished their house, do social stuff with them, and make the phone calls that are hard for ESL folks). The father in the family is literally a pastor.

[rimonoroni]

no this is legitimately very sweet thank you

[kelpforestdwellers]

and to make it even more explicit: Jewish organizations will never try to convert you, because Jews don't proselytize. we aren't recruiting. if you want to become Jewish, you have to seek us out and it's a lot of work. if you don't actively express interest in becoming Jewish, you will not be asked to

[rainbow-femme]

Jewish Family Services has branches all over the country, very likely one near you if you’re in the US! They help anyone of any background with things like food, rent, emergency funds, job placements, housing placements, therapy access, and more! And if you don’t need their help, donating to them is a great way to directly help your community

[miracle-vine]

yes my favorite colors are the warm orange of the windows of a house u see on a walk at night and also the deep blue of the night around it

[byrons]

art by suzanne siegel

[januaryhoney]

some of u are just so lovely. ur kindness & compassion & care for the people u interact with & for the world is just so clear & lively. thank u for being here & being u

[crushvanilla-deactivated2023022]

my mutuals are so awesome but my conversation skills are much less awesome

[taxidermychrist-deactivated2025]

the women in my bluetooth headphones sounds mad at me :(

[vampire-cathedral]