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Megan // 30smthng // vancouver // fandom posts @ bittyparse

[gaytanic-panic]

[thomasbukoass]

due to personal reasons im running up that hill

[beegonethots]

Explaining tumblr to anyone

[kisseism]

i need 50 thousands hours of kissing

[giveherswords]

two of swords

[wykart]

what do you mean my disability disables my abilities? what the fuck

[shanesbackarch]

[twentythousandvolts]

early stages of friendship are Soooo embarrassing like yea sorry....... it's me again............ i enjoy talking to you and spending time with you....... you can shoot me point blank if you want i dont mind

[ahotknife]

shane hiring a personal stylist + an interior decorator in canon and also presumably a personal assistant a trainer a skills coach a nutritionist a housekeeper and a therapist (and also his mommy) is textual evidence that he would greatly benefit from a total power exchange lifestyle bdsm dynamic with a punishment/reward system. in this essay i will

[ahotknife]

this was initially a post about sex yes but this is also a post about helplessness this is a post about agency and initiative and this is a post about desire. and this is a post about ilya rozanov telling shane what to wear and what movies to watch and when to come and when to cry and when to take a day off because he’s pushing himself too hard. this is a post about how desperately shane needs his entourage of bossy people telling him what to eat and how to skate and what brands to endorse and when to be at the rink and what flight he’s taking and how to cope with the pressure of being himself. tell him how to live his life because he is so scared. and he trusts these people won’t let him get it wrong. and if he does get it wrong then it wasn’t his fault because all he did was obey. and if he got it wrong then they can help him get through that and he can release a statement or schedule another session or play better on the ice next time or ilya can spank him or ilya can take his orgasms away from him or ilya can just pin shane to the bed and tell him it’s okay he’s okay and he didn’t do anything wrong and everybody forgives him and shane is always so good for him he is always so good. is this anything. like we see shane giving up this control in so many ways over and over again in canon. he does not want it. it’s a relief to him to delegate these decisions. he has one place where he insists on total domination of a situation and that is whenever he’s on skates. outside of that he’s pretty sure he’s been getting it all wrong.

[calmmug]

Artist: byeolnyang_e on instagram

[pmamtraveller]

by Wan Jin Gim

[fujoshane]

listen at the end of the day it's like. my moon my man, so changeable and, such a lovable lamb to me

[mrmnn]

[cecoeur]

All in the span of 6 seconds...

[miniangel]

me and oomfs

[ahotknife]

It takes Shane like one conversation with rose to have like several life changing realizations and then he acts on it and makes his life what he wants. I just don’t think he’s had many emotionally intimate relationships with anyone. His parents included. Like he hides so much from everyone

exactly! like she’s one person who saw him for who he really is. she got to know him from zero and she likes him and she believes in him and she cares about what he thinks and what he has to say! and that respect + investment is mutual. which i think is so awesome. he canonically does not have emotionally intimate relationships with people, his parents included. like in the coming out scene when he says to ilya “who else am i gonna tell?” that’s really so serious because genuinely who else is he going to tell? who else does shane have to turn to? who else actually really knows him? and the answer is nobody. like for a while he really has nobody. and i know for a fact that kind of loneliness is so painful it’s bone deep it feels permanent it’s genuinely so hard. oh my god my shane don’t worry i’m gonna get you out of there

[artofdoubt]

METRIC — Who Would You Be for Me