friend-ly-less

Random. Reblogger. Weird. Don't like assholes and shits. Too nice to be killed. Too smart to be understood.

[friend-ly-less]

You're Garlic.

And I'm your Broccoli.

[in-tenebris-et-in-solitudine-de]

[caspersoo]

I might miss your laughs I might miss your existence but it feels like loving you from a far is also something else... That actually makes me feel relieved makes me feel alive...

Well isn't it your love that made me stronger in those worst days... The love spell you had on me still works... And I'm happy to have that love spell still working on me... I don't wanna go back to you cause it's never gonna work.. I wanna let go of us however it feels like I can't let you go. I made you too special for me to let you go .. Now that you're gone and I know that I have to let you go my heart stings... My heart hurts to let you go. Every single thought of you being around me hurts my heart. Idk whether it's for the love or the way we ended it.

I couldn't think of you as my friend anymore I couldn't let you love someone else I was just too delusional to feel that way and this still hurts everytime I get to think like you'd marry someone else.. I still can't let it slide... And how could I ever end up being your friend only when I wanted to be more..

I guess what I did was better .. at least you're happy now.. I'll be happy after some time,, I guess.. It's just I'm still too attached to you that my heart hurts... Maybe I loved you so hard just the way I couldn't think properly till 3 months.. That guilt phrase just wouldn't go away until I realized how I felt.. how ignorant I was to my own mental health how badly I was treating myself...

No I would never forgive myself... however I'll let it go... Just like all those mistakes I have done since my birth I'll let it slide... To get even with it.. I have nothing else to do, except accepting our situation and moving on now... and I'll do it...

[friend-ly-less]

You.

are my not-so-distant past.

I missed you.

[friend-ly-less]

Dear tchaikovsky,

Dear tchaikovsky, do you remember?

Those first sentences, interesting and insightful

I said let's see where is goes? Right?

Dear tchaikovsky, do you remember?

The first time we met, we met where the flowers are

With your green coach that I thought gray

You brought me to a dinner, not the fancy one.

We talked and laughed and find each other more interesting

You looked at me like it was the first time I am seen

You drop me off somewhere far from your home.

I gave you a kiss on your cheeks

And I thought "that was awkward"

Have a banters as days goes by

That left our lips with a smile

Dear tchaikovsky, do you remember?

Our rendezvous is where the flowers are.

We drink that night and exchange anecdotes

Listened to what love is and shared your love for Chet

Got my rules bent for you

And kissed me with your lips that was made in lemon dew

You said you want to go somewhere

But the night was long

And drop me off somewhere far from your home.

We kissed again for God knows how long

Dear tchaikovsky, do you remember?

Our rendezvous is where the flowers are.

And our story ends not with goodbye.

[ulibeanzz]

*hits rock bottom once a week* 

[art-woonz]

Abstract Art By Christoph Niemann

For more view website: artwoonz.com

[anxietyproblem]

[juansendizon]

“don’t seek friendship from anyone who tells you “i don’t want to hear you talk about your depression. you need to stop being so negative.” for these are the people who will never be capable enough to understand your suffering and at the end of the day will often leave you feeling worthless because they aren’t capable enough to handle your vulnerability.”

— juansen dizon, Sojourn

[sparkandashes]

“We first love the wrong person and when things go wrong we only criticize this divine feeling called love and never the person who doesn’t understand the true meaning of love.”

— @sparkandashes

[cutegirlonline-deactivated20181]

when your anxiety is constant but you do a really good job of pretending it’s not there

[madqueensarah]

Me, trying to get rid of anything that doesn’t spark joy: Ugh I’m such a dumbass I should throw myself away.

Marie materialising in my room: Yes, this negative attitude doesn’t bring you joy. You should thank it for getting you through your past traumas but you no longer need it or want it so it should go.

[chaoticzindi-deactivated2019091]

THIS IS BRILLIANT

[nightchilde-blog]

Reposting because it should be.

[juansendizon]

“Let your inner desire to be loved be the thing that leads you closer to the truth.”

— Juansen Dizon

[anastasiatasou]

[sophiaacarstairs-blog]

I thought I was over you, but then I saw your face and my heart said otherwise.

[michellepsychologist]

Depression Gave Me Superpowers

Personally, it robbed me from a normal and happy upbringing. Nevertheless, it did gave me superpowers, such as: strength and compassion. All my life, I asked myself, “what was the point of all those years of torment?” It left me with a gap in my heart, mind, and soul. I felt disconnected from everything and everyone. I was confused and lost. It wasn’t till I started my journey of recovery that I woke up from years of slumber. As each day became brighter, I discovered new superpowers. 

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