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Reblog/like this post if you post about dysphoria/transitioning/trans stuff.

Hello everyone. I’ve been very offline for quite some time now. I’ve been unmotivated and just not really been doing too well. BUT I really want to start this up again. How are you? How you been? What’s been going on?

chasingtl

it’s really upsetting knowing i’ll never have a cis guys teenage experience, or childhood memories, or anything for that matter.

it fuckin blows

ftmthoughts

“One day your footsteps won’t feel all heavy. You chest won’t feel exhausted. You bones won’t hurt so badly. It won’t feel like your head will explode at any second. You won’t have this bad taste in the back of your throat. It won’t hurt psysically when you hold back your tears in a crowd of people thinking for the billionth time ‘I can’t do this’. One day you’ll step in to your own home, hang your coat on the coathanger, make some coffee and you’ll feel content. One day you’ll go to bed being able to sleep instead of hearing ‘This is not my life, this is not my life’ on repeat in your head. One day you’ll stand infront of the mirror brushing your teeth. What you see is just the normal now. It’s not special that you have facial hair and a flat chest, because that’s just how it should be… but then for a second it’ll hit you hard in the chest that you had died a billion times in agony to get there. You had always thought 'That’s just how it should be’, but somehow, in some crazy, bizarre way it wasn’t and now it’s just your everyday life. You’ll tear up for the first time in forever and get all red. You’re there, but now it’s just your life. One day you’ll be free.”

— Me to every single transgender guy who’s pre transition and to my former self.

klapollo

love these definitely in-good-faith questions being asked by these and 500 other news outlets for reasons that have nothing to do with stoking the public’s hatred for trans and gnc people for social media traffic

vivichip-deactivated20200112

This is exactly what I’m saying. I can assure you, like 15-16 people worldwide out of 7 billion are upset with Santa’s gender identity. News outlets just love to use articles like these in order to make the comments bicker about how transgender people are out of their mind and post impact bold font memes from 2008 about identifying as a sofa.

feministism

crossdreamers

An emotional six-year journey proved worth every step for Patricio Manuel on Saturday when he climbed into the ring at the Fantasy Springs Resort Casino in Indio to become the first transgender pro male boxer in U.S. history.

The Los Angeles Times report:

Manuel says the biggest daily reminder that he has finally taken control of his life comes when he looks in the mirror each morning. For years he saw an uncertain woman looking back at him. Now the reflection is of a confident young man, the Adam’s apple and scruffy facial hair evidence that while Manuel’s journey is not complete, it’s now headed in the right direction.

Photo: Wally Skalij/Los Angeles Times

maa-iingan

THIS IS URGENT! READ THIS!! THIS IS MY LAST CHANCE BEFORE ITS TOO LATE!!

PLEASE HELP ME SURVIVE! I’m literally just trying to stay alive y’all, this is all I have!!!

My name is Yves, I’m a trans guy, and I have severe PTSD, and am chronically ill (rare blood clotting disease, and an autoimmune deficiency disorder), I’ve had multiple MAJOR surgeries that have resulted in complications, I suffer with severe chronic pain, I’m also disabled, and because of all of this I NEED my medication to survive. I’m NOT getting the medical treatment I need and have limited access already. My health is failing and it’s taking an irreversible toll on my body. In short, I’m trying NOT TO DIE (Read my gofundme me for more in-depth information about how scary this is)

https://www.gofundme.com/6bo0xo8?pc=ot_co_dashboard_a&rcid=b9943be2429e49b58a394b2f54709ed4

I’m trying to move to Colorado to escape (my abuser and stalker that I have a really traumatic history with. Violence and including assaults) I’m stuck in my hometown right now in northern MN. Where I’m at right now IS NOT safe for me and I need to leave..My friend in Colorado has a place that I can move into ASAP, I just need first and last months rent. I have to move this month or she has to find a different roommate because of her own financial situation, so this is my one lucky chance!! I NEED to move to Colorado for better access to health care, and for my own safety.. This is VITAL for my health (mentally and physically).

I appreciate anything and everything! If half of you donated I’d be okay. If you consider yourself an ally to trans ppl, disabled ppl, chronically ill ppl, SW’s, Survivors, indigenous ppl, please donate or boost this!!

If you have any respectful questions, I’d be happy to answer them for you.

https://www.paypal.me/YvesOrage

Venmo is - Yves-ORage

If you donate, please message me so I could an thank you personally!!

Thank you, truly, for helping me in such a dark time.

ftmthoughts

If you’re transgender then reply to this post with the country/state you live in to find other trans people who also lives there!

…and whoever you are it would be very appreciated if you could reblog/share this post so that it’ll reach as many transgender people as possible.

gr3enery

ftmthoughts

You didn’t think she would make it until the day she turned 21. Well she didn’t… but he did.

Sam Collins (via ftmthoughts)

positiveautistic-deactivated202

Life is tough dude, but so are you.

how-very-queer

Stop infantilizing trans men

thegravelbro

Formal Events Get Better! ft. HRT

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dedicatedtodysphoricpeople

I wouldn’t ever date someone who wouldn’t date me if I was a cis guy too, but I also wouldn’t fully trust that I can give them what they’d want if they would.

dedicatedtodysphoricpeople

I don’t feel whole. I feel like I was literally nothing, non existent. Then I got pushed in to this factory. Now I’m just… half not here, half here. I don’t desire death, but death is still watching me. I am alive, but I don’t feel it. Not really. Or I kind of do, but not with my entirety. Not as a whole.

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