1: Text that says, âI knew from the moment I met you I would spend a lifetime missing youâ
2: A picture of Feganâs 1924 cafĂ© in Dublin. The cafĂ© stands in a corner. The streets are empty and some parts of the building are covered in graffiti. There is text over the picture that says, âI donât know what to say to you/, except that/, it tore the heart out of my body saying goodbye to youâ.
3: The first line involves Chinese characters. Below them is the translation which says, âSo, even though you have broken my heart yet again, I wanted to say, in another life, I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with youâ.
4: The first line is in bold and it asks, âHave you ever gotten everything you ever wanted?â The response is not in bold. It says, âNo, but I once got very closeâ.
5: Lyrics that say, â I know that Iâm heavy/, and Iâm sorry for crushing you, darling/, I know that Iâm heavy/, and Iâm sorry for crushing youâ.
6: Text that says, âIâm sorry. Iâm sorry. This may be me at my bestâ.
7: Lyrics that say, âIâm so hard to handle/, Iâm selfish and Iâm sad/, now Iâve gone and lost the best baby/, that Iâve ever hadâ.
8: Four separate images. The first image is a quote underlined in red. It says, âIâm nothing but nausea, nothing but reverie, nothing but longingâ. The second image is a painting of a person laying stomach-down on a bed. The sheets are all messed up and tangled. The person is shirtless, only the spine of their back is showing and the back of their head. The third image is another quote that says, âThere is longing. So much longing. I am afraid to be so incompleteâ. The fourth image is a painting of a female figure with her head down in her palms. Her long hair drapes her face, concealing her. Her shoulders are bare but she is covered in robes. The fifth image is another quote with the second sentence highlighted in red. It says, âGrieving, grieving, constantly grieving. I mourn what could have been, what will not be, what I canât save.â The word âconstantlyâ is italicized.
9: A painting of someone laying on the edge of their bed. The person is head-down, their face obscured by their hair. Their arms are hanging off the bed, they stretch them out. Their body is draped by their sheets. There is a white box with lyrics over the painting. The lyrics say, âLook, now Iâm alone again/, Iâve gotten used to sleepinâ here without you/, though Iâve tried, I canât pretend/, that I donât sit around and think about you/, when all I ever do is think about youâ.
10: Lyrics highlighted in blue that say, âI should be so lucky/, if youâd only fuck me. Is this as good as it gets?/ Is this as good as it gets?â
11: A blurry picture of a bright Christmas tree surrounded by darkness. There are three pieces of text over the picture. The three boxes of text construct one sentence that says, âItâll be lonely this Christmas without you to hold, lonely and coldâ.
12: A picture of a house on fire. The house seems to be in a dry field. The smoke is billowing into the air. Thereâs a white box with song lyrics that say, âNow I feel you in my room/, Havenât seen you in a lifetime/, What am I supposed to do/, when you used to be my lifeline?â
13: A Polaroid photo of someone sitting on what seems to be the ground inside a house. They have their legs outstretched, although the legs are covered by a red blanket. The person has their head tilted to the side, but their faced is obscured by a box of text. There are three total boxes of text over the Polaroid. They make up a sentence which says, âIn another universe you have my photo in your walletâ.
14: A tilted photo of a bedroom window. On the ledge of the window rests a small fan, a hat, some chargers, and a framed picture of a sketch. There are two boxes of text over the picture which form one sentence. It says, âI am afraid I will love you forever and we will never be in the same room againâ.
15: A picture of a generating station in Dublin from a distance. Smoke comes out of the top of the building and the sky is a clear blue. There is a box of text over the picture that says, âI want you to know, if you ever read this, there was a time when I would rather have had you by my side than any of these words; I would rather have had you by my side than all the blue in the world.â
16: A framed picture of art. The art is of a street with a couple of houses spaced out. The street is empty and itâs slightly dark out. The street has many cracks but the lawns are perfectly mowed. The lights in the houses are on and there is a single, tall lamp post outside with the wires outstretched. There is a box of text over on the corner of the art piece. The text says, âEven after you ruined me for any other, I cannot regret you. Even as I cleave the flesh of wanting from the bone, I hope the night sky is pretty wherever you are.â
17: Black and white picture of two children standing side by side. They are smiling at each other, but their eyes are blocked by a piece of paper taped over the photo. The paper says, âI miss my best friendâ.
18: A painting of lavenders laying on a surface. Thereâs three boxes of text that make up one sentence. The sentence says, âsomewhere between hello and goodbye there was love, so much love.
19: Four separate images. The first image is a box of text that says, âI will remember the feel of his hand around mine for the rest of my lifeâ. The second image is a closeup of a painting. In the painting there is this hand that is resting on someoneâs waist. The hand has many rings on the fingers. The third image is a poem that says, â I take off my hands and I give them to you but you donât/, want them, so I take them back/, and put them on the wrong way/, the wrong wrists. The yard is dark.â Most of the poem is highlighted in blue except for the last sentence. The fourth image is art of hands delicately holding onto the top of a mug.
20: Text that says, âBut this oneâs for you. Theyâre all always just for you. Miss you. Would like to stand in the water with you. We donât have to talk.â
21: Art of a planet in space. The planet is pink and full of craters. There is text in the art that says, âThere was a time when I thought Iâd know you foreverâ.
22: A stanza of a poem that is highlighted in blue that says, âAnd Iâll find you another time/, Iâll love you, another timeâ.
23: Text that says, âIn the dream I donât tell anyone, you put your head in my lapâ.
24: Part of a stanza in a poem. It says, âI will love you if I never see you again/, And I will love you if I see you every Tuesdayâ.
25: Excerpt of a script. There are two characters talking: Mia and Sebastian. Mia says, âYou know Iâm always going to love youâ. Sebastian says, âIâm always going to love you tooâ.
26: A stanza of a poem. The stanza says, âI am sorry. I am grateful/. I just want us to be friends now, forever/. Take this bowl of blackberries from the garden/. The sun has made them warm/. I picked them just for you. I promise/, I will try to stay on my side of the couchâ.
27: Four separate images. The first image is a screenshot of a response to a question asked to a Tumblr user. The question asks, âHow to embrace change?â The Tumblr user responds by saying, âYou pretend to be okay with it until the grief of it creeps up on you in a grocery store aisle and brings you to your kneesâ. The second image is fan art of a scene from a movie called On the Beach at Night Alone. The fan art is of a women sitting in a theatre all alone. She is wearing all black and she is drinking from a plastic cup of coffee. The third image is a paragraph which says, âI so want to survive this. Please lead me whole into another season so I may dare begin again.â The fourth image is of two stanzas which say, âYou are asking if I would rather know or forget. If I would give all of this up in order to be/, happy. Yes. It is important to be happy. Yes. I would go back to holding him and not knowing.â
28: A picture of a man in a lake, the top half of his body is out of the water. A box of text covers his face. The text reads, âOf course the love is there. Still. Still. Still.â The las three words are underlined in blue.
29: Art of a hand holding an orange. The text above and below the hand creates a single sentence that says, âAnd here is all the love I wanted to give youâ.
30: Italicized text that says, âYou love him. The story still endsâ.
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