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sorry for the inactivity part 2 electric boogaloo

sryy for keeping this acct inactive i have not read manga in a yr. so i dont have manga to make mangacaps of ! shock !!! i might get back to this whole manga coloring/mangacapping thing someday again when i am into manga again (?) but for now i guess we are in indefinite hiatus huh !!! (though i might yell and upload old caps of tybw when the tybw anime comes out.)

ok now serious !!! im also starting college soon if i pass entrance exams so i guess my life is finally about to begin. i never really thought about my dreams before beyond a simple concept. i thought i wanted to be a writer and leave a small mark upon a world, and i never really had time to write anyways! and at some point i wanted to be in theater (which i was, but i never attended club meetings ??????? )

i dont have the energy to upload art or writing, let alone finish it... and it sucks because i thought this was what i wanted! i wanted to share a piece of my mind to a world. at least, that was my dream.........

so the past few days, trying to remember why i am struggling with school, or even attempting to get into college, i realized im a useless human being who doesnt even have dreams, not even remembering the dreams i dream up at night when i sleep.. ive lived the past years of my life thinking that i need to have a dream to continue living, i need to be something someday. but then i thought, i dont know if i will ever amount to something even after this. and that made me very sad. right now, even, im just rotting away in my house playing video games, reading books. i have college entrance exams next monday, and i havent studied, thinking why do i even deserve to study when i dont have a dream?

but now i realized its ok if i dont have dreams! i know that sounds really bleak. but i promise its not. its ok if you havent figured out what you want to do yet, you know ?

and its ok if i dont become anything. its ok to simply live life without a dream. the meaning of life to me is simply living. thats it haha !!

this was really just supposed to be an indefinite hiatus announcement but since i made it longer than intended and added a bunch of other things anyways might as well say stan SB19

#vampire.txt #this is the kind of thing i would look at when i get back on tumbrl after six trillion years and point and laugh at because im like that...#tbh i really didnt need to post a whole indefinite hiatus announcement because inactive mangacapping blogs ltierally just fade out #and are unheard from for many many years to come #but i guess i wanted to leave a small mark on this piece of the internet i actually have a trace on

sorry for the inactivity! i just couldnt be bothered to check tumblr or any sites like this and draw/color stuff as well... happy new year! bleach is coming back this year so im pretty excited about that, expect some bleach stuff soon! xoxo

#vampire.txt #also aside frm that i just felt really numb idk #looking to fix that this year #i jsut wanna close myself off frm the world

so the dabi thing is finally revealed huh... isn’t it an interesting parallel that shoto goes by the words “it’s my power, not his” and dabi goes by “endeavor’s fire is my fire.”

shoto claims his power by separating it from endeavor. he is no longer a vessel for his father’s ambition, but a vessel of his own.

dabi essentially connects his deeds to the father shoto separates himself from; showing instead that whatever he did, endeavor is to blame.

#vampire.txt #my hero academia #dabi #mha spoilers #im not caught up i stopped at ch 276 and just read the latest chapter bc wow finally. its canon #also dabi is i bad backwards el oh el