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Are you disappointed that Iām not a murderer? I mean, a little.
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the boy who came back wrong - jason todd & bizarro
content jason todd & bizarro & ftm! reader, wonder boy! reader, amazon! reader, resurrection trauma, clone/lab trauma, panic, brief violence, dysphoria-adjacent āwrong body/wrong creationā themes, hurt/comfort, clone/lab trauma, medical experimentation imagery, panic attack/trauma response, references to jason's death & lazarus pit trauma, brief violence, blood/injury, dehumanisation, misgendering-adjacent language / identity invalidation themes, emotional vulnerability, brief dysphoria, implied past abuse/captivity, accidentally implied jason x reader (i can't help myself)
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Jason Todd hated laboratories.
He hated the smell first. Antiseptic. Metal. Burnt wiring. Cold air scrubbed clean of anything human. It was the kind of place that pretended cruelty could be made sterile if the floors were white enough.
He hated the lights second. Too bright. Too clinical. Too much like waking up under fluorescence with his body screaming and his mind full of green.
And he hated the glass most of all. Glass walls. Glass tanks. Glass observation rooms where men with clean hands looked at suffering and wrote notes.
Jason stood in the ruined hallway of the LexCorp blacksite with his helmet tucked under one arm, blood drying at the corner of his mouth, and tried very hard not to put a bullet through every reflective surface in sight.
Beside him, Bizarro had gone silent.
That was worse. Bizarro was not quiet by nature. He muttered. He hummed. He talked to himself, to walls, to stray cats, to enemies he was actively punching through concrete. Silence sat wrong on him, like armour made for someone else.
You noticed before Jason did.
Of course you did. Wonder Boy, Dianaās protĆ©gĆ©, son of Themyscira, pain in Jasonās entire ass.
You had come with them because the Justice League had found traces of stolen Themysciran bronze in the facilityās shipping records. Diana had been off-world. Superman had been dealing with something in Coast City. Batman had said, in that infuriatingly grave voice, that Jason knew blacksites better than most.
Jason had told him to choke on a batarang. Then he had gone anyway.
And somehow, you had ended up here too, bronze bracers gleaming beneath shattered emergency lights, red cape torn at one edge, lasso humming softly at your hip like it knew this place was built from lies.
āYou are breathing too fast,ā you said.
Jason scoffed. āDidnāt know Amazons came with medical degrees.ā
āThey come with eyes.ā
āCongrats. Use āem on the clone tanks.ā
āI am,ā you said quietly. āI was speaking to both of you.ā
Jason looked at Bizarro. The big guy stood in front of one of the tanks, shoulders hunched, hands curled into trembling fists. Inside the glass floated something half-formed and awful: pale tissue, failed muscle, a face that had never become a face. A discarded attempt at life.
Bizarro stared at it like it was a mirror.
Jasonās stomach dropped.
āHey,ā Jason said, voice rougher than he meant it to be. āBig guy.ā
Bizarro did not answer.
The emergency lights flickered red. Somewhere deeper in the facility, alarms wailed and died, wailed and died. The team they had taken downāmercenaries with LexCorp gear and enough illegal tech to make half the League grind their teethāwere unconscious or zip-tied three floors above.
The fight was over.
That was always when the real damage started.
You stepped closer, but not too close.
Jason noticed that too. You never crowded. Not unless someone needed your body between them and a threat. You moved like a warrior from some old carving, all discipline and grace, but you had a strange gentleness with wounded things.
Jason hated that he had noticed.
Bizarro lifted one hand and pressed it to the glass.
āMe am not that,ā he said.
His voice was small.
Jasonās hand tightened around his helmet.
āNo,ā you said immediately. āYou are not.ā
Bizarroās eyes shone red. Not heat vision. Not yet. Just feeling, too large for the body trying to hold it.
āMen in white coats say Bizarro am mistake.ā His palm squeaked faintly against the glass. āSay not person. Say failed Superman. Say thing.ā
Jasonās vision tunnelled.
Thing.
The word hit him somewhere old.
Crowbar. Bomb. Pit. Corpse. Asset. Liability. Problem.
Replacement.
He took one step forward.
You caught his wrist.
Jason nearly snapped at you. Nearly shoved you off. Nearly bared his teeth because touch was bad in places like this. Touch meant restraints. Touch meant scalpels. Touch meant someone else deciding what his body was for.
But your hand was warm. Steady. Not holding him back like a leash. Holding him like an anchor.
āDo not let their language become yours,ā you said.
Jason laughed once, sharp and ugly. āYou quoting your princess handbook at me now?ā
You flinched.
It was tiny. Almost nothing.
Jason saw it anyway.
Your face closed for half a second before you smoothed it out, chin lifting with that Amazonian dignity you wore like polished armour.
Not princess.
Shit.
Jason knew that. He knew that. He knew what reporters called you, knew the way your jaw tightened when people tried to turn Wonder Womanās protĆ©gĆ© into something easier for them to swallow. Girl. Maiden. Princess. Amazon daughter.
Never son. Never boy. Never man.
His anger stumbled, tripped over shame, and landed hard. āI didnāt meanāā
āI know,ā you said.
But you pulled your hand back.
Jason hated himself a little more.
Bizarro turned from the tank, distressed by the shift in the room even if he did not understand it all. āRed Him am mad at Wonder Boy?ā
āNo,ā Jason said at once.
You looked at him.
His throat worked.
āNo,ā he repeated, quieter. āIām mad at this place.ā
Bizarro looked around at the shattered glass, the surgical tables, the drained tanks, the diagrams pinned to illuminated boards. Kryptonian DNA. Human trials. Cadmus-derived sequencing. Failed stabilization.
āPlace am bad,ā Bizarro said.
āYeah,ā Jason said. āPlace am real bad.ā
You moved past them both and stopped in front of the central observation window. Beyond it was a room with three reinforced chairs. Restraints. Needles. A helmet lined with wires.
Jasonās pulse spiked.
He knew, in the clean logical part of his brain, that he had never been in this room. He knew the Jokerās warehouse had not looked like this. He knew the Lazarus Pit had not smelled like this.
Trauma did not care about architecture.
His chest tightened.
Green flashed behind his eyes.
Not real. Not there. Not now.
His fingers twitched toward his gun.
Then your voice cut through the rising static.
āIn Themyscira,ā you said, āwe are taught that the dead are sacred.ā
Jason froze.
Bizarro blinked.
You did not turn around. Your reflection hovered faintly in the observation glass: bronze, red, gold, shadowed eyes. A boy raised on an island that did not know what to do with sons until you made yourself impossible to ignore.
āThe dead are washed,ā you continued. āNamed. Honoured. The body is not treated as shameful because it has suffered. The spirit is not called broken because it has crossed a threshold the living fear.ā
Jasonās mouth went dry.
You turned then.
Your gaze found Jason first.
āMen are arrogant,ā you said. āThey call return unnatural because they cannot command it. They call survival monstrous because it did not ask their permission.ā
Bizarroās breath hitched.
Jason could not move.
āThey said you came back wrong,ā you said to him.
Jasonās lips parted.
You stepped closer, slow and careful.
āThey lied.ā
The words cracked something open in him.
Jason wanted to laugh. Wanted to snarl. Wanted to say, You donāt know that. Wanted to show you every ugly piece of himself and dare you to keep that soft certainty.
Instead, he said, āI crawled out of my own grave.ā
Your expression did not change. āI know.ā
āI came back wrong.ā
āNo,ā you said. āYou came back angry.ā
Jasonās jaw clenched.
āYou came back wounded,ā you continued. āYou came back with blood in your mouth and no hand waiting at the edge of the dark. But wrong?ā Your voice softened. āNo, Jason. Death touched you. Men failed you. Madness followed you home. None of that made you wrong.ā
Bizarro made a faint sound.
Jason looked away because he could not look at you anymore. Not with that much truth in your face. Not with his name in your mouth like it was something salvageable.
You turned to Bizarro next.
āAnd you,ā you said.
Bizarro straightened a little, like a child before a teacher.
āYou were made in a lab,ā you said. āSo was every sword worth naming.ā
Jason let out a startled, broken breath that might have been a laugh if it had been less close to pain.
Bizarro frowned. āBizarro am sword?ā
āYou are more than a sword,ā you said. āBut being made does not make you false. Creation is not a crime committed by the created.ā
Bizarroās face twisted. āThey made Bizarro bad.ā
āThey made choices,ā you said. āYou made yourself kind.ā
That did it.
Bizarroās eyes filled.
Jason looked at the ceiling because, frankly, fuck this whole emotionally devastating Greek statue routine you had going on. It was unfair. Deeply rude. Possibly a war crime.
āKind amā¦ā Bizarro struggled with the word. His hands opened and closed. āKind am hard.ā
āYes,ā you said. āThat is why it matters.ā
Bizarro stared at you. Then he crossed the space in two huge steps and wrapped you in a hug.
Jason lunged forward instinctively. āCarefulāā
āIām all right,ā you wheezed, though your boots had fully left the floor.
Bizarro immediately loosened his grip, horrified. āBizarro am crushing Wonder Boy?ā
āA little,ā you said, voice strained. āBut with noble intent.ā
Jason barked a laugh before he could stop himself.
Bizarro set you down as delicately as if you were made of glass. You adjusted your cape with immense dignity, which would have been more convincing if your ribs had not audibly protested.
Jason smirked. āNoble intent, huh?ā
You gave him a look. āDo not start.ā
āOh, Iām starting.ā
āI will throw you through the nearest wall.ā
āPromises, promises.ā
Bizarro looked between you both, relief slowly replacing the misery on his face. āRed Him and Wonder Boy am doing flirting fight?ā
Jason choked. You blinked. The silence that followed was so complete even the alarms seemed embarrassed.
āNo,ā Jason said.
At the same time, you said, āAbsolutely not.ā
Bizarro nodded with grave wisdom. āYes. Flirting fight.ā
Jason pointed at him. āYouāre banned from reading Royās texts.ā
āRoy say many smart things.ā
āRoy says many things. Huge difference.ā
You were smiling now. Not fully. Not without the lingering hurt around your eyes. But it was there, softening your face in the red emergency glow.
Jason caught himself looking.
He looked away fast.
Too fast.
Your smile changed.
Great. Fantastic. Perfect. He was going to die again, and this time the cause would be emotional visibility.
A distant crash echoed from below.
The three of you turned.
Jasonās body snapped back into mission mode with almost grateful speed. āBasement level.ā
Kara would have heard through the floors. Clark would have scanned the whole building in a breath. Bruce would already have a schematic memorised, because Bruce was clinically incapable of having a normal hobby.
Jason had instinct, trauma, and a gun. Usually enough.
Bizarroās eyes sharpened. āPeople?ā
You tilted your head, listening. āNot footsteps. Something heavier.ā
Another crash. Metal tearing.
Jason shoved his helmet back on. The red lenses lit over his eyes, turning the world into data and threat signatures.
āContainment unit,ā he said. āThey had something locked up.ā
You drew your sword. It caught the emergency light like dawn splitting open.
Jason hated how good that looked.
āThen we free it,ā you said.
āOr kill it,ā Jason said.
You gave him a sidelong glance.
āWhat? I said or.ā
Bizarro lifted into the air, only a few inches, fists clenched. āBizarro am help.ā
Jason checked his ammo. āYeah, big guy. We know.ā
The basement door had been sealed with three layers of reinforced alloy.
It was now bent outward.
Something inside screamed.
Not human. Not animal. Something between.
Jason felt the sound in his teeth.
You went still beside him.
āThat,ā you said, voice low, āis pain.ā
Jason glanced at you. āYou getting that from the scream, or do Amazons have a class?ā
āBoth.ā
āOf course you do.ā
Bizarro did not wait. He tore the doors open.
Inside, the basement was less lab and more tomb. The walls were marked with containment sigils Jason did not recognise, half science and half stolen magic. The floor was cracked in a circle around a central platform. Chains ran from the ceiling to the thing crouched there.
At first, Jason thought it was another clone.
Then it lifted its head. It had no face. Not really. Just a shifting impression of one, like someone had tried to sculpt grief out of smoke and failed. Its body flickered between formsāKryptonian muscle, human bone, something green and slick beneath the skin. A failed experiment stitched from stolen DNA, Lazarus residue, and whatever Themysciran relic they had dragged into this hellhole.
The bronze fragment pulsed at the centre of its chest.
Your breath caught.
āThat is from the Shrine of Asklepios,ā you said.
Jason raised his gun. āCan we remove it without getting murdered?ā
The creature screamed again.
The sound punched through the room.
Jason staggered.
For half a second, he was not in the basement.
He was fifteen. He was bleeding. He was dying.
He was back. He was always back.
The crowbar came down. His knees hit the floor.
Someone was shouting his name.
No.
Not shouting.
Saying.
āJason.ā
Warm hands on his face.
Not restraints.
Hands.
āJason, look at me.ā
He dragged in a breath that felt full of broken glass.
Red lenses. Static. Blood rushing in his ears.
The helmet was gone. When had the helmet come off?
Your face swam into focus above him. Eyes dark with worry. A smear of blood on your temple. Your bracers scratched. Your hands steady against his jaw.
āStay here,ā you said. āDo you hear me? Stay in the room with me.ā
Jason tried to speak.
Nothing came out.
Behind you, Bizarro fought the creature, taking blow after blow without striking back hard enough to kill it. The room shook. Chains snapped. The bronze fragment flared.
āJay,ā you said, softer.
Nobody called him that.
Not like that. Not in a room like this.
His fingers closed around your wrist.
āYou are not in the grave,ā you said. āYou are not in the warehouse. You are not in the Pit.ā
Jasonās breath shuddered.
āYou are in a very ugly basement,ā you continued, voice calm despite the chaos, āwith me, Bizarro, and one deeply unfortunate abomination.ā
A laugh tore out of him.
It hurt.
Good. Pain was present. Pain was now.
āThere you are,ā you whispered.
Jason hated the tenderness in your voice. Hated needing it. Hated that his hand was still wrapped around your wrist like you were the only solid thing left in the world.
The creature slammed Bizarro into the wall.
Bizarro groaned but did not fall.
āBizarro no hurt you!ā he shouted at the creature. āBizarro know hurting!ā
The thing shrieked.
You turned.
The bronze in its chest pulsed again.
Jason saw the pattern before he fully steadied. āItās cycling pain responses. That relicās keeping it alive and hurting it.ā
āCan you shoot it free?ā
āMaybe.ā He swallowed, forcing his hands to stop shaking. āBad angle.ā
āI can get you one.ā
āNo.ā
You looked back at him.
Jason knew that look. Heroes got it right before doing something stupid and noble enough to make everyone elseās blood pressure a group project.
āNo,ā he repeated. āDonāt you dare.ā
Your mouth curved slightly. āYou are not in command of me.ā
āI am absolutely in command of people not impaling themselves on science zombies.ā
āAn oddly specific command.ā
āI contain multitudes. Stay down.ā
You stood.
Jason cursed.
You moved before he could stop you, sprinting across the cracked floor toward Bizarro and the creature. Your lasso flashed gold in your hand, not thrown around the creatureās throat or limbs, but around the bronze shard itself.
The second the rope touched it, the room filled with light.
The creature screamed.
You screamed too.
Jasonās blood went cold.
Bizarro shouted your name.
The lasso went taut. Truth against stolen healing. Divine craft against corrupted science. The fragment burned green-gold in the creatureās chest, and you planted your feet, muscles shaking as you pulled.
Jason saw your face twist.
Not just pain.
Recognition.
The lasso connected truth. Forced it. Revealed it.
Whatever grief was inside that creature, you were feeling echoes of it.
Jason surged to his feet.
āBizarro!ā he shouted.
Bizarro understood. He wrapped both arms around the creature from behind, pinning it as gently as he could while it thrashed hard enough to crack the floor. āBizarro am sorry,ā he kept saying. āBizarro am sorry, hurting one.ā
Jason lifted his gun.
His hands shook once.
Then steadied.
You met his eyes across the room.
There was trust in your face.
Stupid. Reckless. Impossible trust.
Jason fired.
The bullet struck the base of the bronze shard.
Your lasso yanked. Bizarro held.
The shard tore free.
For one second, the creatureās body arched in total silence.
Then it collapsed.
The smoke-like flesh dissolved. The stolen forms flickered and vanished. What remained on the platform was small. Almost human. Almost nothing. A body that had never been allowed to become itself.
Bizarro knelt beside it.
Jason lowered his gun.
You stumbled.
He caught you before you hit the ground.
It was reflex. Instinct. Definitely not tenderness. Absolutely not.
Your weight dropped against his chest, and Jasonās arm went around your waist.
āYou,ā he said, voice furious because fear had nowhere else to go, āare a complete idiot.ā
You blinked up at him, dazed. āYou made the shot.ā
āNot the point.ā
āIt was a very good shot.ā
āStill not the point.ā
Your smile was faint. āYou are welcome.ā
Jason stared at you. There was blood running from your nose. Your face was too pale. Your hand clutched the lasso like it was the only thing keeping you upright.
Something inside him snarled.
Not Pit rage. Not exactly.
Protection, maybe. Worse, probably.
Bizarro looked up from the platform. His eyes were wet again.
āSmall hurting one am gone,ā he said.
You gently pulled away from Jason, though he did not let go until he was sure your knees would hold.
You crossed to Bizarroās side.
Jason followed, because apparently that was what he did now. Followed reckless myth boys into emotional minefields.Ā
The body on the platform was fading, not violently, but softly, like mist under morning light. Without the shard, there was nothing sustaining it. Nothing torturing it either.
You knelt.
Bizarro looked devastated. āWe am too late.ā
You reached out, hovering your hand above the fading form without touching.
āNo,ā you said. āWe ended the pain.ā
Bizarroās lip trembled. āThat am not enough.ā
āNo,ā you agreed. āBut sometimes it is what mercy can reach.ā
Jason closed his eyes. He wished that sentence did not feel aimed at him.
For a while, the three of you stayed there until the last traces of the creature disappeared. No dramatic burst of light. No final words. No cinematic peace. Just absence.
Then you bowed your head.
Jason shifted, uncomfortable. āWhat are you doing?ā
āA prayer.ā
āTo who?ā
āWhoever will listen.ā
Bizarro immediately bowed his head too, squeezing his eyes shut with intense concentration.
Jason did not pray.
Not anymore. Maybe not ever. But he stood still while you murmured words in Greek, low and musical, the language filling the ruined basement like oil poured over troubled water. He did not understand most of it. But he recognised names.
Hermes. Hades. Persephone.
Guides and thresholds. Roads beneath roads. Return, rest, remembrance.
When you finished, the silence felt less empty.
Bizarro opened his eyes. āSmall hurting one am find home?ā
āI hope so,ā you said.
Jason looked at the scorch mark left behind. āSome things donāt get home.ā
You turned to him.
He regretted speaking immediately.
Your expression was too knowing.
āOrpheus thought that too,ā you said.
Jason groaned. āHere we go.ā
You ignored him, because of course you did. āHe went into the underworld for the one he loved. He sang so beautifully that even Hades listened. But on the path back, he looked behind him too soon and lost Eurydice again.ā
āYeah, I know the story. Depressing. Bad road trip.ā
āMost people think the lesson is that he should not have looked back,ā you said.
āPretty sure that was the explicit instruction.ā
You looked at him.
āI think the lesson is that love followed as far as it could,ā you said. āAnd grief has spent centuries blaming him for being afraid.ā
Jason had no answer.
Bizarro frowned. āLooking back am bad?ā
āNo,ā you said. āLooking back is human.ā
Jasonās chest tightened.
You looked at Bizarro, then at him.
āBoth of you were made to feel like someone looked back and regretted you.ā
The words landed with surgical precision.
Bizarro stared at the floor. Jasonās jaw worked. You stood between them in the broken basement, pale and bleeding and stubborn as a vow.
āBut I do not regret you,ā you said.
Jasonās eyes snapped to yours.
You seemed embarrassed by your own honesty but kept going anyway. Brave little idiot.
āI am glad you came back,ā you told Jason.
His breath caught.
āAnd I am glad you were made,ā you told Bizarro.
Bizarro made a broken sound and covered his face with one hand.
Jason wanted to run. He wanted to make a joke sharp enough to cut the moment apart. Wanted to say something cruel before softness got its hands around his throat. Wanted to remind you that he was not some mythic dead boy wandering beneath pomegranate trees. He was a crime lord with blood on his boots and a body count that could make saints weep.
But you already knew.
That was the problem.
You saw him anyway.
Bizarro reached for you first.
This time, he was careful when he hugged you.
Jason watched your arms go around Bizarroās massive shoulders, watched you whisper something too quiet to hear. Bizarro nodded against you like a child being promised the monsters were gone, even though all three of you knew monsters were never gone.
Then Bizarro turned his head.
āRed Him need hug too.ā
Jason took a step back. āRed Him absolutely does not.ā
You looked over Bizarroās shoulder. Your eyes were soft.
Jason pointed at you. āDonāt.ā
āI said nothing.ā
āYouāre thinking loudly.ā
āI was raised among philosophers.ā
āYeah, well, philosophise quieter.ā
Bizarro released you and opened one arm toward Jason.
Jason stared. āNo.ā
Bizarro waited. You waited. The basement dripped somewhere in the distance.
Jason sighed with his entire damaged soul. āThis is emotional extortion.ā
āYes,ā you said.
āAmazon-sanctioned?ā
āObviously.ā
Jason muttered several words Diana would not approve of and stepped into Bizarroās hug.
Bizarro wrapped him up with one arm, then pulled you in with the other.
Jason went rigid. For exactly three seconds.
Then your shoulder pressed against his. Your cape brushed his arm. Bizarroās enormous hand settled between Jasonās shoulder blades with impossible care.
And Jasonā
Jason did not relax. That would be insane.
But something in him unclenched.
A fraction. Enough.
āBizarro am not mistake,ā Bizarro said, voice muffled.
āNo,ā you said.
āWonder Boy am not wrong boy.ā
Jason felt you go still.
Bizarro squeezed both of you gently. āPeople say wrong words. Bizarro hate. Wonder Boy am boy. Good boy. Strong boy. Friend boy.ā
Your breath hitched.
Jason looked down at you.
Your face had crumpled.
Not fully. You were fighting it. Chin trembling, mouth pressed tight, eyes shining with the desperate fury of someone trying not to cry in a basement full of monsters because the monster had been kinder than the world.
Jasonās heart did something stupid.
Something dangerous. Something alive.
āYeah,ā he said, voice low. āHe is.ā
You looked at him.
Jason swallowed.
āHeās Wonder Boy,ā he said. āAnyoneās got a problem with that, they can take it up with me.ā
Your laugh came out broken. āThat is your solution to everything.ā
āNot true.ā
āIt is very true.ā
āSometimes they can take it up with Bizarro.ā
Bizarro nodded solemnly. āBizarro am excellent customer service.ā
That startled a real laugh out of you.
Jason grinned despite himself.
The three of you stayed tangled together for another few seconds before Jasonās pride began filing formal complaints.
āAll right,ā he muttered. āGroup hugās over. Nobody tell Roy.ā
āRoy already know,ā Bizarro said.
Jason froze. āWhat does that mean?ā
āBizarro send picture.ā
āYou what?ā
You looked horrified and delighted. āWhen?ā
Bizarro proudly held up a cracked phone.
On the screen was a blurry, low-angle photo of Jason trapped in the hug, looking furious, while you looked emotional and Bizarro looked like he had won a Nobel Prize in friendship.
Jason stared.
Then he took a slow breath.
āBizarro.ā
āRed Him am welcome.ā
āIām going to throw that phone into the sun.ā
āKara am catch it.ā
You lost it then, laughing so hard you had to brace a hand against Jasonās arm.
Jason told himself he only let you because you were injured.
Obviously. No other reason.
By the time you made it back to the roof, dawn was bruising the edge of the city.
Metropolis looked different at sunrise. Softer. Less smug. The glass towers caught the light and scattered it until the whole skyline seemed briefly made of gold.
Bizarro sat on the ledge with his feet dangling over the street, watching the sun come up like it was personally doing him a favour.
Jason leaned against a broken ventilation unit, arms crossed, helmet beside him.
You stood near the edge, lasso coiled at your hip, cape moving in the wind.
Your nose had stopped bleeding. Mostly.
Jason was trying very hard not to stare at the blood still drying above your lip.
He failed.
āYou need medical,ā he said.
You glanced back. āSo do you.ā
āIām allergic.ā
āTo medical care?ā
āTo being perceived by Alfred.ā
āCoward.ā
āStrategically cautious.ā
āCoward.ā
Bizarro raised a hand. āBizarro am also coward of Alfred.ā
Jason pointed at him. āSee? Survival instinct.ā
You smiled, but it faded as you looked out over the sunrise.
Jason recognised the shift.
The mission was done. The banter had burned off. Now came the quiet. The part where the things said underground followed everyone back into the light.
He hated that part.
He joined you anyway.
For a while, neither of you spoke.
Then you said, āI meant what I said.ā
Jason looked at the city. āYou said a lot.ā
āThat I am glad you came back.ā
His throat tightened. āDonāt.ā
āI am not asking you to answer.ā
āGood.ā
āI am only saying it again because men like you tend to believe a truth only counts if it hurts.ā
Jasonās mouth twisted. āMen like me?ā
āDead boys. Soldiers. Sons of fathers who loved badly. Men who think tenderness is a trap because it has teeth.ā
Jason stared at you. You stared back.
There was no pity in your face.Ā
That was what made it unbearable. Pity, Jason could handle. Pity was easy to spit at. Fear was easier. Disgust, easiest of all.
But reverence?
No. Absolutely not.
āYou always talk like that?ā he asked.
āYes.ā
āExhausting.ā
āI have been told it is part of my charm.ā
āBy who?ā
āDick.ā
āDoesnāt count. He thinks glitter has tactical value.ā
āIt does.ā
Jason snorted.
Then the silence returned. Softer this time.
You looked down at your hands. āWhen I came out, some of the Amazons did not know what to call me.ā
Jasonās head turned. You kept your gaze on the sunrise.
āThey were not cruel. Not most of them. But confusion can cut even when no one sharpens it.ā Your thumb brushed over the edge of your bracer. āI spent years feeling like I had become a question my home had not prepared to answer.ā
Jason said nothing. He knew better than to interrupt a wound while it was deciding whether to open.
āDiana never hesitated,ā you said. āShe called me her brother-in-arms before anyone else called me son. She trained me with the heroesā rites. Old forms. Old oaths. Stories the island had kept but never expected to use for someone like me.ā
āSomeone like you,ā Jason repeated.
Your mouth curved sadly. āYes.ā
He hated that phrase. Someone like you.
People only said it when they were trying to turn a person into a category from a distance safe enough not to feel responsible.
You looked at him then.
āI know it is not the same,ā you said. āWhat happened to you. What happened to Bizarro. What happened to me. They are not the same wound.ā
āNo,ā Jason said.
āBut there is a room they all lead to.ā
The sunrise caught in your eyes.
āThe room where the world says, You are not what we ordered.ā
Jasonās chest went tight.
Below, the city woke. Cars. Voices. Sirens in the distance. Life, indifferent and miraculous.
āI hate that room,ā Jason said.
āSo do I.ā
Bizarroās voice came from behind you both. āBizarro smash room?ā
Jason huffed. āYeah, buddy. We smash the room.ā
You smiled faintly. āAnd then?ā
Jason looked at you.
It was a real question.
Not tactical. Not rhetorical.
What came after breaking the place that named you wrong?
Jason did not know.
He was good at destruction. Good at vengeance. Good at walking into the underworld with guns loaded and coming out covered in someone elseās blood.
He was less good afterwards.
Bizarro slid off the ledge and joined you both. āThen build better room.ā
You looked up at him, expression soft.
Jason blinked.
Bizarro seemed almost embarrassed by his own wisdom. āRoom with snacks.ā
You laughed. āNaturally.ā
āAnd chairs not with straps.ā
Jasonās humour faded.
You reached out and touched Bizarroās wrist.
āYes,ā you said. āNo straps.ā
Bizarro nodded firmly. āAnd signs. Signs say Red Him am not wrong. Wonder Boy am boy. Bizarro am person.ā
Jasonās eyes burned.
He looked away fast.
You did not.
āGood signs,ā you said, voice thick.
āBest signs,ā Bizarro agreed.
Jason cleared his throat. āSpelt correctly?ā
Bizarro considered. āMaybe.ā
āGood enough.ā
The sun climbed higher.
For a moment, standing between the two of them, you thought of all the myths you had been raised on.
Orpheus singing beneath the earth. Persephone eating seeds and making a kingdom out of captivity. Hyacinthus blooming from blood. Odysseus coming home in rags and being known by the scar.
So many stories about return. So many stories about transformation. So many stories people misunderstood because they thought tragedy meant failure.
But maybe tragedy was only the place where the song broke.
Not where it ended.
You looked at Jason Todd, who had crawled from his grave and still stood between the living and the cruel. You looked at Bizarro, made by violent hands, choosing gentleness anyway.
Underworld boys, you thought.
Not monsters. Not mistakes.
Sacred. Changed. Still here.
Jason caught you looking. āWhat?ā
āNothing.ā
āThatās a lie.ā
āYes.ā
āYou gonna explain?ā
āNo.ā
He narrowed his eyes. āYouāre thinking myth stuff again.ā
āPossibly.ā
āIs it insulting?ā
āNo.ā
āThen itās probably worse.ā
You smiled. āI was thinking that people fear what returns from the underworld because it proves the door opens both ways.ā
Jason went very still.
Bizarro frowned thoughtfully. āDoor am rude.ā
Jason laughed under his breath, but his eyes stayed on you.
āAnd you?ā he asked.
You blinked. āMe?ā
āWhat are you proving?ā
The question struck more gently than you expected.
You looked down at the eagle on your chest. The symbol still felt heavy some days. Still complicated. Still made by a legacy the world insisted on calling womanhood, even when you stood beneath it as a son.
But here, with them, it did not feel like an ill-fitting inheritance.
It felt like a torch.
āI suppose,ā you said slowly, āI am proving that a son can be raised by Amazons and still carry their truth.ā
Jasonās expression shifted.
Bizarro smiled. āWonder Boy am good proof.ā
Your throat tightened.
Jason looked at your chest, then at your face. āYeah,ā he said. āHe is.ā
You breathed out.
The sunrise warmed your armour.
Behind you, the blacksite smoked. Ahead of you, the city glittered.
Jason picked up his helmet and tucked it under his arm. āCome on. We need to clear out before the capes with better PR show up.ā
āYou are a cape with terrible PR,ā you said.
āI worked hard for that.ā
Bizarro looked proud. āRed Him am famous.ā
āInfamous.ā
āBest famous.ā
Jason sighed. āSure, big guy.ā
You started toward the fire escape.
Jason fell into step beside you. Bizarro floated above, humming tunelessly to himself.
After a few steps, Jason nudged your shoulder with his.
Not hard. Not careless.
A small touch. Deliberate.
āYou scared me down there,ā he said gruffly.
You glanced at him. āYou were scared?ā
āNo.ā
āJason.ā
He scowled. āFine. Maybe. A normal amount.ā
āOf course.ā
āDonāt do that again.ā
āRisk myself to save someone?ā
āBleed out of your face while making eye contact like a tragic statue.ā
Your laugh startled a flock of pigeons from the next rooftop.
Jasonās mouth twitched.
āI will try,ā you said.
āTry harder.ā
You looked at him, soft again in that dangerous way.
āI will,ā you said. āBut only if you try to believe me.ā
Jasonās steps slowed. āAbout what?ā
āYou know what.ā
He did. Of course he did.
That he was not wrong. That coming back had not made him unworthy. That anger was not the same as monstrosity. That someone could look at the grave dirt under his fingernails and still be glad he had climbed.
Jason looked away.
The old reflex rose: deflect, deny, disappear.
But Bizarro drifted above you both, humming. You walked at Jasonās side, not pushing, not demanding. The morning opened gold across the city like some ridiculous blessing none of them had asked for.
Jason exhaled.
āIāll try,ā he said.
The words were rough. Barely there.
But you heard them.
Your smile was small and devastating.
āGood.ā
Jason rolled his eyes. āDonāt look so pleased.ā
āI am extremely pleased.ā
āTone it down.ā
āNo.ā
āFigures.ā
Bizarro swooped lower. āRed Him and Wonder Boy am flirting fight again.ā
Jason did not choke this time. Progress, maybe.
You grinned. āPerhaps.ā
Jason stared at you. Bizarro gasped.
You walked ahead, cape snapping behind you, looking far too pleased with yourself.
Jason stood frozen for half a second before catching up.
āPerhaps?ā he demanded.
You did not look back. āKeep up, Red Him.ā
Bizarro laughed, loud and bright enough to shake birds from every rooftop on the block.
Jason muttered curses under his breath, but he followed.
Of course he followed.
The underworld had doors. So did morning.
And for the first time in a long time, Jason wondered if return did not always have to mean crawling out alone.
Building off my last post about Simonās mutations being dormant for the most part, but triggered during periods of high emotional distress
Wip I mentioned in last post lol
I have a wip in progress with my mlp headcanon designs so I thought I should say it first so in my mind:
Unicorns have face crests, frailer bodies, skinny tails with hair at the end, and long wispy hair separating hoof
Pegasi have fluffier ears, hollow bones, tail feathers, and feathers separating hoof
Earth ponies are basically the same as in cannon, with thicker bodies and full tails, the only difference is when they use "earth pony magic" (super strength or agility) their body glows slightly like unicorn magic
head in my hands tiktok isnt letting me post this for copyright reasons im so mad
flutter butter
Mlp drawing in the year 2025? its more likely than you think
If im gonna be entirely honest, things have been goin real shit for me mentally. Its hard being queer in an environment that doesn't support people like me. I miss my friends but they're all so far away and looking for jobs is stressfullll ugh
tho drawing colourfull horses eases the mind sometimes :]
anyway I adore Trixie. Ive always seen her as trans masc just cause i was projecting, but i ADORE trans fem trixie just as much. <3
genderbend flambert
tf2
i ā¤ļø faceless character designs like yesss keep the mask on⦠Obscurity is so hot
āwhat if you could see their faceā well i neither want nor need any of that. iām right where i want to be
The man of many doors
Ghoulia redesign! š¦“š§
monster high
I used to love roller skating so much but the skating rink in my town is ass. But for my birthday I was considering going anyway until I saw they were having a 67 party day of.
Like the shitty meme.
What the actual hell would a 67 party entail.



