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hello i am blue/ed. fat loser jungle and convenience store asian collab (hmong+korean) who posts ENTIRELY SELF INDULGENT BULLSHIIIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!! i mostly like pokemon, marine bio, octonauts, bbieal, fma, tangled, idwbamg, demonology, starlight mayhem/on command, and other stuff. my posts and thoughts are all over the place i will never post solely one thing forever. AU connoisseur and i will obsess over them in a way that is detrimental to my physical and mental health

i use he/him pronouns strictly and masculine and feminine terms. every time you use they/them on me i put a bucket of sand in a mysterious place in your house, and eventually your home will be no more and it will be a barren desert wasteland

im a disabled warrior (visually impaired, chronic pain, mental disabilities) and i will be projecting my suffering onto you if you make me mad. all roy mustang fans within a 5 mile radius of me will feel the wrath of having chronic migraines and having it be worse because you're straining your eyes to see even with your thick ass glasses on. the only mental disabilities you need to know about that impair how i talk to people are that i'm a c-did and audhd warrior.

my blorbos are primarily blue oak(pokemon), shellington(octonauts), baldi+johnny+its a bully(bbieal), varian(tangled), eclipse(idwbamg), edward elric(fma), and biter(demonology). i love them so much i would kill them for 12 cents and some pocket lint. i love almost all characters in the series i mention though. key word almost.

DO NOT FOLLOW ME I WILL EXPLODE YOU IN MY MIND PALACE.

⟢ radqueer/terf ⟢ mdni/nsfw ⟢ racists (YOU TOO 'blackwashing is real' 'you can be racist to white people'), misogynists, right wing FREAKS, basic dni ⟢ pro/darkshippers ⟢ endo/willo quote un quote "systems" ⟢ hazbin hotel/helluva/tadc diehard fans who suck the clits of the creators. i wil l get you. ⟢ roy mustang fans. go away. i dont feel bad for roy "bombed entire city blocks of brown civilians and perpetuated a genocide in ishval and is self pitying and victimizing Also im a useless fat bum" mustang. kill dat wasian boy.

please follow me im in love with you

⟢ anyone in any of the fandoms im in ⟢ people who ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND AND THINK CRITICALLY ABOUT TABOO AND ABUSIVE/TOXIC DYNAMICS. ⟢ crackship/crossship/mirrorship aka selfcest enjoyers. come to me. involve me.

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blue's blubbering - my random thoughts/bs blue's blorbos - me rambling about my faves, mostly character studies or gushing over them blue blowing up people - ranting/complaining. usually nonserious or about fictional characters or people i Dislike. Yay isekai fic: hollow moon - my isekai au of varian from tangled being isekaied into fma03!! edvari - MY EDWARD ELRIC/VARIAN YAOI COCAINEEEEEE

LOOK AT THEM AHBEGHJHGHJSB

i love my friends a lot! hello moth, crepe, jay, lynn, ethan, and anyone of my other friends on tumblr that i dont have the handle of ^_^

#pokemon #baldis basics #octonauts #fullmetal alchemist #tangled #tangled the series #idwbamg #starlight mayhem #on command #demonology roblox #edvari #blue's blubbering #blue's blorbos #blue blowing up people #isekai fic: hollow moon

fullmettleheart

anyone wanna hear about me reading alphonse elric as a transgender allegory Or

fullmettleheart

Hi! replying to this super late but, whatever.

honestly tbh al is a huuuge trans allegory to me because i tend to read characters like him in that way. like... dissociated from the idea of your 'real body' because you're trapped in another body entirely? oh i bet

also i really like trans alphonse for the reason of him (or her) not having dysphoria until they get their body back and they're like Oh God The Dysphoria Is Awful... and they just never noticed because they were in the sensory depravation chamber and had other priorities

#blue’s blubbering #blue's blorbos #blue's mind palace #alphonse elric #fullmetal alchemist #Yeah idk. she's/he's/they're trans to me

THE ROY FRAUDSTANG SLANDER NEVER STOPS WE MUST MAINTAIN THE AGENDA

#blue’s blubbering #roy mustang #potential man #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist 2003 #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #WE MUST MAINTAIN THE AGENDA AT ALL COSTS

i got my official ptsd diagnosis today :)

#blue’s blubbering #i’m also getting put into actual trauma based therapy finally too #yippee!

when ur stalking someone’s page then you accidentally like their post so now you just have to fucking kill them with your bare hands

#especially if it’s someone you hate so much but ur sooo nosy #blue’s blubbering

firm believer in winry and ed ragebaiting al and reigning terror on him in their younger years

ed: how old are you turning? 2?

al: I'M 5

winry: i was 6 at your age dude

al: NO YOU WEREN'T!!!! STOP!! THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE!!!!

#blue's blubbering #blue's blorbos #blue's mind palace #edward elric #alphonse elric #winry rockbell #resembool trio #fullmetal alchemist #they go 'googoogaga' and steam is coming out of al's ears and he's crying #do you think trisha would have to pop ed and al on the mouth for bullying each other sometimes #also copy and pasted from me and my friend's dms we just have such great ideas you know

i think ed had that little boy misogyny and was like "haha you have cooties you're a girl" to winry and she was like (without knowing the weight of her words and just trying to be mean like a little kid does) goes "YEAH WELL YOU DON'T HAVE A DAD" or something and ed starts crying so hard he's red in the face and snot is dripping down his nose and he's coughing and winry is like Oh Shittings. like...

(random visit back to resembool)

winry: ed do you remember that one time i screamed that you didnt have a dad after you said i had cooties and you cried really hard and your mom had to explain to me what a deadbeat dad was i'm really sorry about that

ed: (eating apple slices he begged and nagged winry to peel and cut for him) winry wtf are you talking about

#blue's blubbering #blue's mind palace #blue's blorbos #edward elric #winry rockbell #fullmetal alchemist #a lot of this is copy and pasted from me and my friend's dms #this is why winry is ed and al's only friend because when they go low she goes to hell #trisha went to winry's parents about it and she went back home so scared cuz she knew she was abt to be in deep shit #corrected him really quick though (at least in 03) because you best bet he never did that shit again

shmorp-mcdurgen

Huh this isn't how I remember the game looking

why would people have parental roy mustang not written by thornback when maria ross is right there are htey stupid? /ref

#blue's blubbering #fullmetal alchemist #edward elric #roy mustang #maria ross #like the scene that maria has with ed in 03 where she hugs him when the philo stone sauce is getting him

the reason that people prefer fmab over fma03 is because they’ve fallen victim to americanized propoganda of feeling bad for war criminals because punishing them makes you ‘just as bad as them’. no, roy mustang did not deserve a happy ending. none of the amestrian military did.

my gripe with bh is that they kind of… ignore the fact that most of the amestris soldiers had a hand in ishval? ffs, roy literally became fuhrer at the end of bh. are you kidding me???

i’d say the only person in that military who deserved a happy ending was ed, but that’s still.. eh. he still was the catalyst for the suffering of many others, but he only gets a slight pass from me because he was a kid being nsx groomed by an exploitative military. i love fma, i love the characters, but almost all of them are horrible people.

#blue’s blubbering #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist 2003 #fullmetal alchimist brotherhood #amestris sucks roy mustang sucks the government sucks

ed who simply cannot catch a break with chronic pain because not only does he have chronic phantom pain in my mind palace he also has migraines, intestinal issues, joint, and back pain IM PROJECTIIIIIING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!