peace & love & empathy

phaedra | 30s | she/xe | queer | disabled this blog is not intended for minors. please only follow if you're 18+. minors who interact will be blocked.

[furbyq]

psa

my sims content can be found at @furbyq-sims

hi my name is phaedra, or furbyq!! i create semi-realistic and colorful content for the sims 2 sporadically, and post it on @furbyq-sims.

p*ypal.com/furbyq

c*shapp: $furbyq

v*nmo: @ furbyq

ko-fi.com/furbyq

the name on all these accounts is my dead name.

[furbyq]

help needed

I need to pay my internet and power bills. Internet is $85.34 and power is $139.27. I would really appreciate some help if possible. I still have a few days on both, as I managed to extend the power bill too.

I am trying and I know it's not enough. I should be doing, but my MDD and/or Bipolar 1 are currently making it difficult to even get out of bed. I'm having a severe depressive episode. Trauma cracks from taking care of my parents are showing through in my brain. I can't stay calm for the life of me, unless I'm so medicated that I feel a distinct cognitive decline.

Making a harsh effort to get some facility to pay for my GED if possible. I may not know anything about this until Friday though (writing this June 7 2026)

If you could please help me, here are my paylinks. I would appreciate any assistance.

paypal.me/furbyq

venmo: @ furbyq

ko-fi.com/furbyq

these all use my dead name

[elliespectacular]

I encourage you to be just a 🤏 smidge more of a little weirdo than you were yesterday ✨

[rainformation]

formative years? aren’t they all?

[absolutejamer]

show me a permanent self and i will show you a facade or a corpse

[crunchymayo]

Lord, grant me the strength to throw away this box that i'll never use, the courage to throw away this box that i'll never use, and the wisdom to throw away this box that i'll never use

[inthefallofasparrow]

Hey, what did you do with that box you had before? I need it for something.

[furbyq]

help needed

I need to pay my internet and power bills. Internet is $85.34 and power is $139.27. I would really appreciate some help if possible. I still have a few days on both, as I managed to extend the power bill too.

I am trying and I know it's not enough. I should be doing, but my MDD and/or Bipolar 1 are currently making it difficult to even get out of bed. I'm having a severe depressive episode. Trauma cracks from taking care of my parents are showing through in my brain. I can't stay calm for the life of me, unless I'm so medicated that I feel a distinct cognitive decline.

Making a harsh effort to get some facility to pay for my GED if possible. I may not know anything about this until Friday though (writing this June 7 2026)

If you could please help me, here are my paylinks. I would appreciate any assistance.

paypal.me/furbyq

venmo: @ furbyq

ko-fi.com/furbyq

these all use my dead name

[tragbarerpanzrabwehrkomplexfagot]

[its-arson-time]

type prevs url with your eyes closed in the tags

[furbyq]

SO IT BEGINS CONTINUES

Need some help with my bills this month, again. I have been putting out apps left right and center but my lack of a GED continues to haunt me :)

I need $85.34 for my internet.

I need $139.27 for my power.

I am working towards changing the power bill into my name so that June and May's bills can be covered by a government fund. The one being talked about in this post is April's bill. I have been unable to do this because it will require a deposit and I only recently found an organization that will pay it for me.

Please reblog if you cannot donate. I appreciate your help immensely.

paypal.me/furbyq

venmo: @ furbyq

ko-fi.com/furbyq

Job talk under the cut.

I recently applied to a nearby library, and I am really hoping I get this job because it seems perfect for me. 16/hrs per week, $11.50/hr, four hour work days. I am dreaming of this job but the reality is it's unlikely I'll get it.

The only places I would be likely to find a job easily are retail and food service, both of which are not hiring near me. Distance is a factor because our car's registration is expired, and there is no public transit within five miles of us.

I feel like I'm making the same excuses over and over again but I am trying so hard to figure this shit out. I have been following up, keeping in touch, listening to potential employers but I rarely get interviews and my anxiety makes me bad at them. I'm recording all rejections for my next SSI case.

I need a GED badly but I have no clue how to navigate getting that set up. My job coach said they can pay for it but it'll likely cost $100+ round trip to talk to my case worker (he only does in-person) and a $100+ round trip to get the GED test taken. I honestly have no idea how much it would cost altogether, or how many trips it would actually take. I am struggling with this really badly.

I put in three more apps over the weekend, including the library one. God I'm hoping for some good news soon.

[furbyq]

SO IT BEGINS CONTINUES

Need some help with my bills this month, again. I have been putting out apps left right and center but my lack of a GED continues to haunt me :)

I need $85.34 for my internet.

I need $139.27 for my power.

I am working towards changing the power bill into my name so that June and May's bills can be covered by a government fund. The one being talked about in this post is April's bill. I have been unable to do this because it will require a deposit and I only recently found an organization that will pay it for me.

Please reblog if you cannot donate. I appreciate your help immensely.

paypal.me/furbyq

venmo: @ furbyq

ko-fi.com/furbyq

Job talk under the cut.

I recently applied to a nearby library, and I am really hoping I get this job because it seems perfect for me. 16/hrs per week, $11.50/hr, four hour work days. I am dreaming of this job but the reality is it's unlikely I'll get it.

The only places I would be likely to find a job easily are retail and food service, both of which are not hiring near me. Distance is a factor because our car's registration is expired, and there is no public transit within five miles of us.

I feel like I'm making the same excuses over and over again but I am trying so hard to figure this shit out. I have been following up, keeping in touch, listening to potential employers but I rarely get interviews and my anxiety makes me bad at them. I'm recording all rejections for my next SSI case.

I need a GED badly but I have no clue how to navigate getting that set up. My job coach said they can pay for it but it'll likely cost $100+ round trip to talk to my case worker (he only does in-person) and a $100+ round trip to get the GED test taken. I honestly have no idea how much it would cost altogether, or how many trips it would actually take. I am struggling with this really badly.

I put in three more apps over the weekend, including the library one. God I'm hoping for some good news soon.

[furbyq]

we really out here eating our feelings tonight 😔

[drizzledrawings]

☆tiger☆

[furbyq]

SO IT BEGINS CONTINUES

Need some help with my bills this month, again. I have been putting out apps left right and center but my lack of a GED continues to haunt me :)

I need $85.34 for my internet.

I need $139.27 for my power.

I am working towards changing the power bill into my name so that June and May's bills can be covered by a government fund. The one being talked about in this post is April's bill. I have been unable to do this because it will require a deposit and I only recently found an organization that will pay it for me.

Please reblog if you cannot donate. I appreciate your help immensely.

paypal.me/furbyq

venmo: @ furbyq

ko-fi.com/furbyq

Job talk under the cut.

I recently applied to a nearby library, and I am really hoping I get this job because it seems perfect for me. 16/hrs per week, $11.50/hr, four hour work days. I am dreaming of this job but the reality is it's unlikely I'll get it.

The only places I would be likely to find a job easily are retail and food service, both of which are not hiring near me. Distance is a factor because our car's registration is expired, and there is no public transit within five miles of us.

I feel like I'm making the same excuses over and over again but I am trying so hard to figure this shit out. I have been following up, keeping in touch, listening to potential employers but I rarely get interviews and my anxiety makes me bad at them. I'm recording all rejections for my next SSI case.

I need a GED badly but I have no clue how to navigate getting that set up. My job coach said they can pay for it but it'll likely cost $100+ round trip to talk to my case worker (he only does in-person) and a $100+ round trip to get the GED test taken. I honestly have no idea how much it would cost altogether, or how many trips it would actually take. I am struggling with this really badly.

I put in three more apps over the weekend, including the library one. God I'm hoping for some good news soon.

[furbyq]

SO IT BEGINS CONTINUES

Need some help with my bills this month, again. I have been putting out apps left right and center but my lack of a GED continues to haunt me :)

I need $85.34 for my internet.

I need $139.27 for my power.

I am working towards changing the power bill into my name so that June and May's bills can be covered by a government fund. The one being talked about in this post is April's bill. I have been unable to do this because it will require a deposit and I only recently found an organization that will pay it for me.

Please reblog if you cannot donate. I appreciate your help immensely.

paypal.me/furbyq

venmo: @ furbyq

ko-fi.com/furbyq

Job talk under the cut.

I recently applied to a nearby library, and I am really hoping I get this job because it seems perfect for me. 16/hrs per week, $11.50/hr, four hour work days. I am dreaming of this job but the reality is it's unlikely I'll get it.

The only places I would be likely to find a job easily are retail and food service, both of which are not hiring near me. Distance is a factor because our car's registration is expired, and there is no public transit within five miles of us.

I feel like I'm making the same excuses over and over again but I am trying so hard to figure this shit out. I have been following up, keeping in touch, listening to potential employers but I rarely get interviews and my anxiety makes me bad at them. I'm recording all rejections for my next SSI case.

I need a GED badly but I have no clue how to navigate getting that set up. My job coach said they can pay for it but it'll likely cost $100+ round trip to talk to my case worker (he only does in-person) and a $100+ round trip to get the GED test taken. I honestly have no idea how much it would cost altogether, or how many trips it would actually take. I am struggling with this really badly.

I put in three more apps over the weekend, including the library one. God I'm hoping for some good news soon.

[sevaria]

I love u crossdressing I love u transsexualism I love u nonconformity I love u leather I love u hormone replacement therapy I love u gay sex I love u transvestites I love u girlboys I love u femininity I love u gender subversion I love u found family through similar experiences I love u freaks I love u weirdos I love u explicit and unapologetic gender variance

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

you deserve a life you aren’t constantly recovering from

[furbyq]

SO IT BEGINS CONTINUES

Need some help with my bills this month, again. I have been putting out apps left right and center but my lack of a GED continues to haunt me :)

I need $85.34 for my internet.

I need $139.27 for my power.

I am working towards changing the power bill into my name so that June and May's bills can be covered by a government fund. The one being talked about in this post is April's bill. I have been unable to do this because it will require a deposit and I only recently found an organization that will pay it for me.

Please reblog if you cannot donate. I appreciate your help immensely.

paypal.me/furbyq

venmo: @ furbyq

ko-fi.com/furbyq

Job talk under the cut.

I recently applied to a nearby library, and I am really hoping I get this job because it seems perfect for me. 16/hrs per week, $11.50/hr, four hour work days. I am dreaming of this job but the reality is it's unlikely I'll get it.

The only places I would be likely to find a job easily are retail and food service, both of which are not hiring near me. Distance is a factor because our car's registration is expired, and there is no public transit within five miles of us.

I feel like I'm making the same excuses over and over again but I am trying so hard to figure this shit out. I have been following up, keeping in touch, listening to potential employers but I rarely get interviews and my anxiety makes me bad at them. I'm recording all rejections for my next SSI case.

I need a GED badly but I have no clue how to navigate getting that set up. My job coach said they can pay for it but it'll likely cost $100+ round trip to talk to my case worker (he only does in-person) and a $100+ round trip to get the GED test taken. I honestly have no idea how much it would cost altogether, or how many trips it would actually take. I am struggling with this really badly.

I put in three more apps over the weekend, including the library one. God I'm hoping for some good news soon.