some times i write music

[futilesymphonies]

My father disappoints me once again

[futilesymphonies]

My life is a never ending nothingness. I am surrounded by people who are celebrated for being empty.

[futilesymphonies]

No, nothing happened. That’s why I can’t live. Because nothing happened.

[futilesymphonies]

I am a failure

[futilesymphonies]

I don’t want to exist anymore

[futilesymphonies]

realising i was assaulted 12 years ago is ridiculous to say the least

not only that, i now know why i thought my dad was going to rape me even though he NEVER showed signs for it

[view-from-up-here]

[allieargents]

queue this post when it’s your birthday and be surprised

[c00ldw111nternights]

would you like to hang out after school and listen to arctic monkey together? 

[futilesymphonies]

ah the nostalgia

[dobladim]

[i-saw-the-tv-glow]

Angry L.A

[futilesymphonies]

в этот раз, мне наплевать

[jitterati-deactivated20190311]

womanhood and having a voyeuristic relationship with your own pain

[jitterati-deactivated20190311]

“am i suffering beautifully?” “is my agony lovable?”

[karinacupcake]

[octoberbrunette]

“I am sweetly lulled by my imagination,”

— Alexander Pushkin, tr. by Peter France, from “Autumn (A Fragment,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[recaption]

[booobiesndooobieees]

😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️

[understands]

[y-o-u-t-h-s]