Paradoxical normality in random isolation

Not as interesting as it sounds

[futuristicvoidcollector-us]

just to even it out, what went right:

week one: friend got help

week two: cat did not die, friend helped me drive him to and from the vet three times.  had just enough birthday money to pay for his medicine

week three friend got help again.  bedbugs not likely

week four: cat’s death does not appear to be immanent

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just complaining...

week one: friend loses it

week two: cat sick

week three: friend loses it again, bedbug scare

week four: bedbugs doubtful, but still waiting for pest control.  cat sick

make it stop!

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I wish I looked as cute as this, could do this and that it would make everything alright.

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(via Dad Gets Revenge On His Daughter's Vicious Bullies By Doing THIS... - LittleThings.com)

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Hugs? by Pronkbaggins

After posting yesterday I decided to google it to see if it was anywhere else.  Came across this.

[futuristicvoidcollector-us]

Have you hugged your gods today?

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Proverbs of Eeoriyah

If at first you don’t succeed, die, die again.

Where there’s a will, they will break it.

That which does not kill you will make you more bitter.

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(via https://soundcloud.com/mc-drowbane/you-just-got-lokid?utm_source=soundcloud&utm_campaign=share&utm_medium=tumblr)

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Strange dreams about Loki as Shiva or Shiva as Loki.  I decided to google this to see what I could see.  Loki is apparently a name used in India.  Spent part of the morning trying to discover the meaning that would hopefully clear up the mystery of my dreams.  I couldn’t find anything definitive except that it might be related to the term “Lokah.”  Now even though I’ve studied Indian mythology and Hinduism, I naïvely assumed the term “Lokah” referred to heaven, but according to the websites I looked up (admittedly all baby name websites, but traditional Hindus take naming their children very seriously) the term “Lokah” was defined as world.  This made me think of “American Gods” where Loki takes the name Mr. World.  I also discovered that another title for Shiva was Lord of the World.  If anybody’s reading this, any thoughts? 

Edit: I am such a lump.  Duh, I could just google Lokah instead of guessing.  Lokah is a Sanskrit term and according to Virtual Satsang on wordpress, can mean “location, place, realm, all universes existing now.”

[futuristicvoidcollector-us]

Awakened today with the realisation that I was already dead and like the Wee Free Men, realised that this is my afterlife.  If death is the long sleep than this must all be a dream and I am the dreamweaver.  Therefore anything is possible and someday I’ll awaken/resurrect and go back home.

[thatgirlmustbeawesome]

What’s so bad about periods

[linzerfish]

At first I was like “no don’t reblog it’ll weird people out” then I was like “oh right that’s the point”

[queerasthecosmos]

"Weirding people out" is not the point. The point is that it’s natural and normal and SHOULDN’T weird people out.

[bookofwisdom]

Reblog if you are a Norse pagan who is not cool with Nazis and/or weird racial exclusionary things

I’m digging out names for someone, at the moment, but I follow a 1312 blogs (I shit you not) and I KNOW I will miss people.

[futuristicvoidcollector-us]

I’m not a Norse Pagan per se, but I’m definitely not for weird racial exclusionary things.

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A wire

A liminal crossroads

A ghost on either side

Which way do you fall? 

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Bonnetain's Loki: Mover of Stories (summary translation)

I wish I could read German as well as I used to.

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grief, grief, grief 

running, constantly running, 

always out of breath. 

Unbreathing, holding breath 

Flailing about, useless Wrath, 

terror rage 

Anguish, anguish anguish 

Don't look in the mirror 

break it, break it 

Don't look into the mirror 

You might see the monster 

You can't take it 

You're weak, you're weak 

A weak little victim 

walking down the street 

oblivious to the vampires 

that trail, that trail

 after you 

to the dj that presses 

repeat, repeat 

when your song 

is done Is done, is done...

[futuristicvoidcollector-us]

Woke up yesterday to shadows on my ceiling.  Well, not exactly shadows because it was in colour.  somehow the scene outside my window was reflected in colour onto my ceiling.  This was especially strange because my curtains were closed.  I could see the cars in the apartment parking lot.  I could see the apartment complex next store.  I could see the doorways and the bushes on either side.  I lay there watching the world for awhile, but I had to get up and move.  Too bad.  It lasted a while longer and than it disappeared.

[futuristicvoidcollector-us]

Sometimes

I want

to lay

beneath

my bed

and grab

people’s 

ankles

gift them

with shock

and awe