身在无间，心在桃源 :

archived!

[fuyaos]

this blog is officially archived!

[fuyaos]

just a small heads up that i will hardly be around on here and discord for the next week and a half (ish) !    we start state testing tomorrow which means i will be super drained everyday after work,   which will reflect on my activity on discord and here heavily.    i will also be remaking this blog sometime this week too,   so please look out for that !

[shengyins-a-deactivated20250430]

hey everyone cancel @numinousdread rn for spreading lies ://

[fuyaos]

HOT DOG WATER HE XUAN

[mimimar]

the safest place in the world

[herosuggestion]

my hands are bruised and calloused but they’re still good to hold

[naixaie]

.🐰 🍂 🦊

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  smut  /  nsfw  implied  sentence  starters  with  not  so  vulgar  language.  )

❛ i’ve been thinking about you all day. ❜

❛ you can kiss me, you know. ❜

❛ how badly do you want me? ❜

❛ i can’t get enough of you. ❜

❛ i’ve never done something like this before. ❜

❛ i like being close to you. you’re warm. ❜

❛ you look good like this. ❜

❛ you look like you were jealous. ❜

❛ i’m not jealous. ❜

❛ shh. there’s people in the other room. ❜

❛ say you want me, and i’m yours. ❜ 

❛ i won’t bite. unless you’re into that sort of thing. ❜

❛ i’m not wearing any underwear. thought you’d like to know. ❜

❛ would you like to go somewhere a little more private? ❜

❛ i’ll take care of you. ❜

❛ there’s so many things i wanna do to you. ❜

❛ take off your clothes. ❜

❛ i’m going to ruin you. ❜

❛ show me how much you missed me. ❜

❛ is this okay? ❜

❛ you know you love me. ❜

❛ i want you to feel good. ❜

❛ make me. ❜

❛ i want this. ❜

❛ come back to bed. ❜

❛ you’re such a tease. ❜

❛ want me to model these for you? ❜

❛ we have to make this quick. ❜

❛ what are you looking at? ❜

❛ it’s hot when you talk back. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be gentle. i won’t break. ❜

❛ don’t you know what you’re doing to me? ❜

❛ i really want to kiss you right now. ❜

❛ this is a one time thing. ❜

❛ you know where to find me. ❜

❛ did i say you could stop? ❜

❛ you’re soaked. let me grab you a towel. ❜

❛ i want to see you. ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ no ones here. we can be as loud as we want. ❜

❛ you look good with my hands around your throat. ❜

❛ i’ll be good, i promise. ❜

❛ you’re really good at that. ❜

❛ shut up and kiss me already. ❜

❛ you better watch your fucking mouth. ❜

❛ don’t mind me. just enjoying the view. ❜

❛ tell me what you want. ❜

❛ here’s my hotel room number. ❜

❛ you can be rough. i can take it. ❜

❛ and where do you think you’re going? ❜

❛ if you called just to get off on my voice, i’m hanging up. ❜

❛ i shouldn’t allow myself to get this close to you. ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ you could never hurt me. ❜

[shengyins-a-deactivated20250430]

paint me in trust.    /     qinglian for    @fuyao.

maze  //  the8  ,    maybe if  //  bibi  ,    let’s get married  //  bleachers  ,   impossible  //  clairo  ,   when you love someone  //  day6  ,   love me with all of your heart  //  delilah montagu  ,   human  //  dodie .  tom walker  ,    try again  //  jaehyun .   d.ear  ,    i saw you in a dream  //  the japanese house  ,    pink in the night  //  mitski  ,    once more to see you  //  mitski  ,   feelings are fatal  //  mxmtoon  ,    every summertime  //  niki  ,    dandelions  //  ruth b.

[fuyaos]

heres xie lian’s  calamity/devastation au   summarized,  LETS GO !!!

-        his title is:      wilting flower desecrates heaven.

-        as per his title,       one his signature abilities is to  wilt any and all plant life at will.       from the largest of trees to the smallest of flowers,       any living plant in his wake is often left thoroughly wilted and dead.       like hua cheng’s butterflies / blood rain,       its his brand !   because of this,     xie lian is often revered / feared as a deity of death by mortals.

-        they are renown for using ruoye and fang xin as well.       the former is infamous for strangling and beheading xie lian’s opponents in mere seconds and takes on a much more hostile personality as opposed to the tame ruoye we see in canon.

-       xie lian dresses almost identically to bai wuxiang      (        to the point of causing confusion between the two    ),       minus the half crying / half laughing mask.        instead,       he wears a perpetually smiling white mask  as silent ode to his last believer  wu ming.    because his face remains concealed at all times,     his true identity remains a mystery to the heavens.

-       in this au  wu ming  never takes the brunt of bai wuxiang’s curse but in spite of this him and xie lian still  lose each other in the wake of yong’an’s destruction.      xie lian entered the kiln immediately following its fall and spent a total of  eight years  inside it;      but once he emerged,       he was still unable to locate wu ming despite his many efforts.

-       bai wuxiang initially led xie lian to mt tonglu and accompanied him thereafter to the kiln,        where he left xie lian to his own devices.      they have not met face to face since,       though the ever present shadow of his white clothed person  never  quite leaves xie lian’s line of vision.   

-       as a newborn devastation,       xie lian’s personality is very volatile just as we see in book four but considerably amplified;       they’re often caught destroying anything that stands in their way and exchanging blows with any heavenly official that they encounters.       they very quickly gains a reputation,       yet  no one knows his true identity as the fallen prince of xian le.       

-       in the centuries after gaining a reputation among the heavenly,     mortal,      and ghost realm alike,       xie lian calms a considerable amount;       by the time of our canon timeline,     he could be considered somewhat of a recluse like he xuan.       he is wholly uninterested in causing an uproar in the heavens and instead tends to forlorn souls he encounters and assists them in gaining enough power to take revenge on whatever it is tethering them to this world thus helping them achieve enough peace to pass on to the afterlife.

-       this is a whole separate au verse from this,       but in some cases xie lian does not in fact “chill” and decides to take revenge on heaven and dismantle it from the inside out.

-       needless to be said,         xie lian takes the place of qi rong as the fourth and final great calamity.

[fuyaos]

the edge of a startled breath starts in his throat ───     a fickle,    fake thing,    cause of fear and sorrow and not for need of air itself.     he’s long dead,    after all;      for what reason would Xie Lian need breath on earth,    if he could sate this hunger by way of calamity alone?     yet the ghost of a heart shakes in his chest,    quivering under the gaze of his beloved’s unshakeable gaze;     how human he feels before Liu Qingge is insurmountable.     no matter the time and hardship passed between them,    Xie Lian’s heart would always call to him.     his one and only ───     his fated one.

Liu Qingge looks as if it were only yesterday they professed their love for each other,    promising an eternity together if only fate were gracious enough    ( it wasnt,  it wasn’t );     as if there were not centuries of time and love lost between them.     he’s beautiful,    in the inevitable way Xie Lian has always found him to be,    devastating under the soft lit moon and night sky.      the tempestuous beat of Xie Lian’s longing nearly overcomes him   ───     to find himself within the safe cradle of Liu Qingge’s arms once again,     he wants for nothing more.

look how far you’ve come,  Qingge,      if only i could stand by your side  ───

“     ...    i would advise you leave this place.    there is nothing here for heavenly officials.     ”

@feiyuie​  liked for a  starter.

[fuyaos]

STARTER CALL !!   like this and i will tentatively write u a one liner    ( or  longer depending on my muse ) .........    feel free to specify muse if you have a preference,     or dont,     i dont rly mind either way;   my muse list is updated for who im willing to write atm.    these may take a little while but i wanna get some interactions started,    especially for those who i have plotted with a lot lately hehe !!

this is now capped!

[shenzuns]

#𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙽𝚉𝚄𝙽𝚂.   ——   if   i   am   going   to   be   afraid,   i   might   as   well   do   it   honest.   arm   in   arm,   with   everyone   i   love,   adorned   in   blood   and   bruises;   singing   jokes   on   our   way   to   a   grave.

[spooky-sweet-heart]

The best way to seal a deal with a demon is to give them a kiss actually

[fuyaos]

the siblings haoyu and li xiang eheh ....    eheheheh ....    with this  piccrew.

[fuyaos]

shenzuns asked:     anon vc: ISLAAA I HAVE SO MUCH I COULD SAAAY ok well first off, ur vibes? IMMACULATE! u are like one of the coolest, funniest ppl ive met, ur so easy to talk to (gestures to our dms) and u give off such kind vibes! ur writing is so pleasant to read, like u really do put so much thought and time and effort into every single one of ur muses and ur just suuper talented w/ ur words! also all of ur muses have so much depth that u give them, especially ur ocs i Adore them, it makes them so much more lovable! like i was attached to xie lian anyways but im very attached to Ur xie lian. there's smth abt him i just wanna squeeze, i love ur take on him, i love ur take on all ur muses! UR JUST SO VERY SWEET and i have sm fun talking with u abt things, i just care u a wholeee lot, u make writing way more fun of an experience!

RE:   @shenzuns​​ ,     ask meme.

[weidizi-a-deactivated20220611]

                         Tens of thousands of words were left unspoken                                               in exchange for endless laughter and hugs.

                                          wei.wuxian by burd  /  lan.wangji by cherry                                                          @necrrot​  /  @lanqin​

[somnolentsuggestions]

it’s so important to be full of love. you have to carry it everywhere you go