I'm A Walking Travesty.

I'm dying and trying, but believe me I'm fine. But I'm lying, I'm so very far from fine. And I can feel the pull begin, feel my conscience wearing thin. And my skin, it will start to break up and fall apart. [Semi-selective, independent roleplay blog. Mun and Muses are 18+. Gifs are not mine.]

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so, I know I have some explaining to do. first off, I wanna apologize for just completely disappearing without a word. I've been meaning to say something about going on a hiatus for awhile now, but shit kept happening, and i kept forgetting and ugh, I just feel so guilty for leaving y'all hanging..

but yeah, I'm going to be going on hiatus because I just don't have much muse for the characters on this blog anymore. but by no means am I going to abandon this blog completely, I'll most definitely be back, I just don't know how long it's going to take.

if you wanna contact me or continue writing with me though, I still roleplay on my krp blog @cxlorsx and you can also contact me through my personal blog @guiltttrippinq

I love you guys, and I promise I'll be back at some point!! ❤

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I am a hard person to love. But when I love, I love really hard.

Tupac Shakur (via syntacked)

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Ask a question and both mun and muse will answer it honestly.

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starter call!!

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Also, if you wanna contact me, my personal tumblr is @guiltttrippinq 😙

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Hello! It's been a few weeks since I last posted on here, and I'm so sorry I haven't gotten online at all yet. But since my laptop is all fixed up, I'll hopefully be able to get online later on this week. I must warn y'all that I'll more than likely be a little slow whenever I do get on bc 1) the internet here is slow and shitty af, and 2) my sister likes to barge in my room a lot, so...

But anyways, I'm hoping to get online often while my family is still at this house, I wanna take advantage of my privacy bc I know I'll get absolutely no privacy at the new place. It sucks bc I value my privacy. Not to mention, My family is loud, so I'm going to get overwhelmed so easily.

Anyways, I hope none of you are getting sick of waiting on me, I'll be back sometime this week. I would get on tonight, but I am tired af. So maybe tomorrow??? We'll see.

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AAAAAAAAAAAA okay, I am so sorry for not getting online AT ALL when I said I was going to. That week was hectic bc I was getting ready for my sister to get here so I was super busy with stuff like cleaning my room and making myself a bed on the floor and all that. Not to mention, on the days I made plans to get online, we ended up doing something else that day. And believe me, I felt bad. I still feel bad because I know y'all are waiting on me to dp replies, and I haven't gotten online to do some actual rping in forever. I'm sorry to all the people I've disappointed, but I promise I'll be back on after the holidays. Just please be patient with me for a little while longer. 😅😅😅

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Cherry's boyfriends are getting KISSED because she has missed them??

Cherry’s boyfriends are both excited now because they have also missed her?????

Seriously, these boys are smiling so hard rn and they’re excited for their kisses!!!!!!

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Send 🎤 to overhear my muse singing

(situation is up to mun, e.g. in shower, whilst cleaning, in car etc.)

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doing risky shit because you lowkey wanna die

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@whimsyful || starter

         “ You look like you’ve been having a terrible day, “ Asher points out, taking notice of the stranger with the sour expression, an eyebrow quirked as his gaze lands on them. “ Hi, I’m Asher Finch, and I’m about to make your day a whole lot better, “ he states as he holds his hand out for the other to shake. No, he’s not trying to tell them something either.

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starter call!!

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so..I’m sorry for not getting online last night like I said I would, I was super duper tired and could not do it. I’m still super tired, but not as tired as I was last night.

so here’s an update btw, my family is moving to a different place, and this place only has three bedrooms, one for my parents, and the other two for my sisters, therefore, when I go home, I won’t have a whole lot of privacy bc I won’t have my own room, I’ll either have to sleep in the living room, or sleep in my older sister’s room with her, which means that it’s not likely that I’ll be able to get on around that time either. I’m not saying that I won’t get online at all those two months, but if I do, it’ll probs be to write with a select few people, I’ll admit, that I’m not exactly too happy about them moving because I’m always gonna be used to coming home to where they live now, not to mention, I won’t have my own room... but I have no right to be upset, I’m not living there anymore. 

but yeah, chances are, i’ll be even more scarce in november and december than what i had originally thought I would. yay. 

anyways, I might be a little slow tonight because I’m tired, but yeah, I’ll be on uwu

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sorry about disappearing again, y’all........it’s been a rough few weeks bc it’s like my mental health has dropped way down (I’m okay for the most part tho, don’t worry), sleep has been kind of a struggle lately bc insomnia is a complete bitch too. I’m gonna try to be online as much as I possibly can these next couple weeks though bc my sister will be coming in two weeks, and I’ll be MIA the entire time, and then after that, I'll be going home for the holidays again, so I’ll be pretty scarce around then too

anyways, I’m gonna try to get replies done on both my blogs, and then take a break to eat lunch, take a shower, and then possibly nap, and then I’ll try to get online later this evening. 

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Love for the mun! You are beautiful, amazing and you mean the world. You may be going through hard times, whether within yourself or with the world, but that will never decrease your self worth. Always take time to take care of yourself, to love yourself, as you deserve it more than you could ever realise.

holy shit, this made me tear up. thank you so, so much!! You have no idea how much I needed to hear this tbh. I just wish I could hug you right now!! but for now, I hope this suffices

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hanbadboysolo:

It was a close race, neck and neck through the first two laps. Each bringing their ‘A’ game while throwing out a few curses here and there. Down to the wire and Han was on his knees in front of the screen, his brow furrowed and his jaw clenched. “Come on fucker!!” He screamed the carts all close together and the giant number on the bottom flickering between first, second, and third until-

“YES!” He whooped, his fist raising and he stood staring at his character’s image becoming bigger and the digital confetti raining on him. Han felt a rush and laughed before turning his gaze over to Ant. “That was so fucking close, man.” He fell back onto the couch, his hand grabbing Ant’s knee and shaking it a little. “I thought for sure you had me.” He beamed brightly.

         Anthony’s heart was racing throughout the whole race, his fingers cramping as he gave it his all. Surprisingly enough, he was no longer fixated on how good Han looked, he was actually fixated on the race. Though mostly because he really wanted his jacket, as weird as that sounded. He doesn’t even know what he’d do with it if he even won it. As soon as they got to the third lap, Anthony was sweating, concentrating really hard on not only beating Han, but also beating the computer characters. Han was a lot better at racing than he remembered. Then again, he’s probably trying harder now that they have things on the line. And the end of the lap, he thought he actually had him, he thought he was going to win, but all hope dissipated as soon as Han passed him up at the very last second.

         “ NO! “ he shouts, dropping his controller down onto the floor. Well, at least he managed to finish in second place, he guessed that was okay. He isn’t happy about losing, but he sure as hell isn’t mad about it either. Mama didn’t raise a sore loser. “ God, I know. We were neck and neck almost the whole fucking time, “ he agrees, laughing as Han grabs and shakes his knee. “ I thought I did too, and then you zipped right past me at the very last second. How the fuck did you do that? “ he asks, shaking his head with a wide grin. Well, a bets a bet, and now he has to let Han delete a file from one of his games, and he’s honestly terrified of what game he’s going to pick. “ Well, I lost and you won, so go ahead and pick out a game so you can delete a file. The sooner we do it, the better. It’d be like ripping off a band-aid, “ he points out with a chuckle.

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manymuchmuse:

She wrapped her arms around him from behind softly, “Is there anything you need me to help with?”

          Caleb’s smile widens when he feels Annie’s arms embrace him. It feels like home being in her arms, and there's a small part of him that’s tempted to say fuck it to cooking the steaks because all he wants to do right now is snuggle up on the couch with his girlfriend. But they’re both starving, so he doesn’t think that will be a good idea. “ Hmm, if you want, you can go ahead and pick out some sides. Maybe a vegetable too, “ he answers as he lifts her hand up and presses a soft kiss to the top of it.