Gabs

24.NSFW. Mental Health enthusiast. Physical Health enthusiast. Aspiring runner. Aspiring Yogi. Lover of life. Positive Vibes.

[seelendamon]

You like it? So whats you're Fantasy?

[the-blue-rose-of-the-sea]

So after a growing consensus between sexual partners apparently I just legit get dominate randomly in the middle of the night while sleeping and have sex in my sleep that I never remember.

It's just fucking entirely random.

[tsaikailin]

Another Body check!

[blackcoffeeana-deactivated20211]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[howifeltabouthim]

“A love that should not exist on earth I am in the wrong love or on the wrong planet”

— Melissa Broder, from Last Sext

[88star]

i always come back to this blog when I relapse, started this one at 14 and I'm 21 now, it's sad tbh I have to keep updating the age when I come back and it fucking hurts, almost as much as updating my current weight...

i can't get out of this, it's so fucked up

[mintgum00]

10 things to do if you feel like binging

1. Listen to music

2. Paint your nails.

3. Do at least 1 homework assignment

4. Go outside and get some air

5. Text/FaceTime a friend

6. Go on tumblr(my favorite😛)

7. Take a shower or bath

8. Play with a pet

9. Do your makeup

10. Do a chore like dishes, or laundry

10 low cal foods to eat

1. Popcorn (50 calories per cup)

2. cucumbers (16 calories in a cup)

3. Rice cakes (30 calories per cake)

4. Lettuce(5 calories per cup!!!)

5. Pickles(16 calories per cup)

6. Carrots( 45 calories per cup)

7.broth (16-ish calories per cup)

8. Watermelon(46 calories per cup)

9.Egg whites(16 calories per egg-also high in protein)

10. Plain non fat yogurt(137 calories per cup)

10 things to do after you binge

1. Take a deep breath, it’s okay

2. Drink at least one cup of water

3. Go on a walk

4. Try and write down what foods made you binge so it won’t happen again

5. Clean up any messes you made

6. Take a shower

7. Write down a plan on how not to binge next time

8. Do something productive

9. Purging isn’t worth it

10. Try again tomorrow❤️

[rottenteeeeeef]

Anyone else never get a recovery?

You have full blown anorexia, you're underweight, but no one cares, no doctors actually care.

You then develop bulimia, and then eventually just binge eating disorder and gain loads of weight back because of it.

Now you're overweight, a healthy weight, and everyone around you is so happy that you're not skinny anymore.

But you got there from stuffing yourself to the point of pain, binging on junk and going to great lengths like stealing, eating from the trash just to get that fix, but they're so proud of you because it doesn't matter how, it just matters that you gained weight.

No recovery journey, no fear food trials, applause for eating a meal, dinners out in your name to help you, no glorified recovery Instagram or story to tell or show, just eating raw batter, handfuls of cheese and bread until you're so bloated you're afraid you might explode.

You never recovered, but you where treated like you did, doctors dismiss you, clinics discharge you, everyone applauds you for what? Going from one extreme to the other?

You still want to kill yourself everytime you eat, you still despise yourself and how you look.

Recovery never happened. And now no one wants to help you.

[cremmemocha-deactivated20260408]

What the fuck

do people want?

Why am I

always too much

and also

never enough?

—p.m.

[shit-im-bpd-too-now]

Me to self: people like you, you just need to reach out

Me to me: isolate! Isolate! Isolate!

[esthete-god]

A - D

[atgrow]

You can't hurt anyone if you isolate yourself and cut off all your friends

[depressionforlife]

I wanna cut. So fucking bad. I wanna cut out all that ugly fat. I don’t wanna look like this. I hate me so much. But I’m not sure, if I could love myself in a better body… because it’s me. My personality. I’m fighting myself. My whole 19 years. And I don’t wanna life with me the rest of my life.

[memefuckery]

[braveintheheart-xo]

[sa-dnesss]

“sometimes it doesn’t get better”

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