2016 nostalgia
2016 is trending right now, so naturally, I’ve started to feel a little nostalgic about it, I’m 28 now, 2016 was a difficult year for me, but I still miss so much from it, my friends still living here in Venezuela, me starting college, being young! But it was also a very bad time for Venezuela, and also personally for me, on the later half of 2016, my grandma died of cancer, and then my almost 3-year relationship ended leaving me in despair lol.
Being depressed was addicting, what a weird feeling, I craved drama and sadness, if I could find something to hurt myself even more I would, I would stay awake thinking where everything went wrong… Did he cheat on me? Was I too crazy? Too much to handle? Now I grew up and I understand that I was a little deranged, can’t lie, but aren’t we all? I was still worthy! I deserved love too, as crazy as I was. Thank God my family and friends were there for me.
I wish I had normal teenage years, a normal college experience, normal 20’s. But sometimes life can’t be the way you want it to, but I’ve come to terms with that, and I’m feeling so much better, there’s hope for the future, that I know.
