My Residency at El Museo Del Barrio - Part 1: what I planned vs what actually happened
Photo above  by Terrence Jennings (www.terrencejennings.com)
So the first half of my residency June to early July was just spent adjusting to having a studio. This residency at El Museo del Barrio is the first time in 12 years that I have had an art studio and I had not thought about what that meant until I was standing in the empty museum space that is a little smaller than my entire apartment, wondering "what should I do?" I quickly realized I was rusty at painting and took twice as long to install as I once had.
To be fair to myself I hadn't come unprepared. I had laid out an elaborate schedule for my residency that included themes and rules with a focus on the idea of building persona/the artist as a star.  In June I was supposed to complete a selfie station installation, have Beauty Week, host Work/Werk Week, live stream performances for Legends Week, and perform "I Carry You and You Carry Me" two evenings. And each day of the residency I was supposed to work while wearing heels and my signature catsuit by Butch Diva.  Whelp. I quickly began installing and running up and down a ladder barefoot. (I couldn't do it all in heels! They hurt and slowed me down too much!) I also cheated a few times, showing up in sweats and gym shoes to work on my residency installations that I thought I could finish by June 7th, but ended up completing hours before the opening of the Antonio Lopez show June 13th. (There was one installation  that I built and took down before the opening happened; it was too plain in my opinion)
Beauty Week went from being a whole series of daily beauty performances, Â to my friend and fellow performer, Esther Neff, giving me a beauty makeover inspired by Kelis(a singer who is a true makeup adventurer) in my studio during Museum Mule Fest and continuing to work impromptu by making over the faces of other museum patrons to match the make-up on my face, while I performed "I Carry You and You Carry Me." In the end this was perfect because a couple people got piggy back rides and in the photo you can see we are were the same make up face!
Above Photo by Era Blo.
That was a great performance night. Here's the thing though, museums have like three openings for a show, not one. There is the VIP opening, the Member-only (semi-VIP opening- or tour night, depending on what it's called) and then there is a public rollout, usually held on a free evening at the museum. This meant I performed "I Carry You..." for three nights in one week, instead of the one night I originally planned for. LOL This was great for Work/Werk theme, but what I quickly realized was that labor and beauty are so intertwined in my work that separating them didn't interest me., so those first two weeks became a blur of beauty and labour which really encompassed the idea of work/werk, but is less conceptually neat than what I had written on the paper. That bothered me for a while.
That was a great performance night. Here's the thing though, museums have like three openings for a show, not one. There is the VIP opening, the Member-only (semi-VIP opening- or tour night, depending on what it's called) and then there is a public rollout, usually held on a free evening at the museum. This meant I performed "I Carry You..." for three nights in one week, instead of the one night I originally planned for. LOL This was great for Work/Werk theme, but what I quickly realized was that labor and beauty are so intertwined in my work that separating them didn't interest me., so those first two weeks became a blur of beauty and labour which really encompassed the idea of work/werk, but is less conceptually neat than what I had written on the paper. That bothered me for a while.
While my mind was spinning from how many things weren't "going as planned" the museum offered to extend my residency to Aug 20th because I fit with the exhibition running through the summer and I had created a plan that would be best executed over three months instead of 6 weeks. I said yes immediately. This was a great affirmation and opportunity! I quickly began planning for July and Aug. Now things came into focus.
Simultaneously, I began a summer camp job which lead to 12 hour days after the museum and time it took to answer emails/ do side projects for my rising art career. ( I had group shows in London, Italy, Brooklyn and Queens during this time, plusone unexpected casting call... and let me say answering questions for press interviews is no joke when you are trying to "make it" and have a lot to do.) Seeing that I was drowning curator of "Back in Five Minute" residency, which is part of a larger program entitle Office Hours(OH), NIcolas Dumit Estevez, said "You have to cancel something." (If you know Nicolas; you know the calm voice he said this in.) I listened "kinda" and Legends Week was moved to August 10th.
#SquadGoals Pose with Davis Thompson-Moss
Fast forward to now July 30th. I am moving into the 2nd week of #SQUADGOALS in my residency (because what is a dope persona without a dope squad? "You are the company that you keep" This is going amazing well. Â We organizing a group performance show that took place during Uptown Bounce. It resonated well with the crowd and another is planned for this Wed, Aug 3rd. There was a performance picnic this yesterday and there will be an installation by Dominique Duroseau with a collaborative performance between her and I this week Sunday(today), Thursday, and Friday 3:30 - 430 pm.
To be honest I don't think this month is coming along well just because I have conquered (or gotten used to) my sleep deprivation or because I got an emergency grant from the Foundation of Contemporary Art (that helped but it's not the reason); the reason is that I let go. The rigid plan I had has relaxed. Surprisingly as I relaxed everything fell into place. I began working with an amazing intern. I experimented fully, even live streamed my work for the first time, during Performance Week. I fit in performances for the guards that allowed them to sit as long as I held an awkward pose in heels. My friend Davis Thompson-Moss out did me in this!! His pose was flawless. Mine, not so much.
As I have let go, new ideas have come to me and creative ways to promote my residency have evolved. Live-streaming what you do to FB is invaluable. People want to see your work and with this residency one is constantly performing for the public because your work space is at the entrance of the museum galleries. Â However, people work and have busy lives so if you live stream it all even more people can be involved in your work. I have learned that if I fight the public interaction(which I did a little in the beginning of this residency), I drown. It is best to cheat and do the work that requires silence at home, then bring it for install and chit chat time at the museum. I am finding my happy medium.
I will keep you posted on what unfolds next.
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Ayana Evans is the current artist in residence at El Museo Del Barrio, 1230 Fifth Ave, NYC, until Aug 20th. Her next Performances there will be: 7/31 with Dominique Duroseau 3:30pm-4:30 pm, 7/3 (group performance show, part of Uptown Bounce!) at 7pm, and 8/4 with Dominique Duroseau 3:30 pm -4:30 pm, 8/5 with Dominique Duroseau 3:30 pm - 4:30 pm, and 8/6 with Lisette Morel (outside, front of museum) 11-1 pm.











