Thoughts From The Shadows @gay-anomaly - Tumblr Blog

Wow I'm back. How are my mutuals?

So I was writing a small paper in Microsoft Word and the program suddenly crashed (I saved a couple minutes before, thank god) and I get this message in the corner of my screen two seconds afterward

what the fuck

blushbuntings

#a whole new level of procrastination where your paper itself is procrastinating

memewhore

bring-me-your-bones

i love this

tbh it's like everyone's forgetting me. i'm so disconnected from the world that if i died it wouldn't make much of a difference.

I’d never forget you.

ithelpstodream

Hi. I want to die. Any advice?

Honey, I just saw this. I hope you're okay. Advice? Find a tiny thing to live for, maybe it's a show that makes you smile or the warmth of sunshine, or how the moon glints at night. Find something tiny until you are prepared to live for yourself.

but i’ll try my best. you are the only relationship i can honestly say i loved the most. i love you. i’m sorry. good luck with the rest of your life if you forget me. i’ll always be here. but a chapter closes, a new one opens. perhaps mine will start being a happier chapter soon

I hope you do have a happier chapter but I hope you allow me to be here to see it. I'm sorry I've been distant. I have been so busy, that doesn't mean you aren't an important part of my life. I just thought that since you weren't messaging me in the morning, out didn't want to talk to me as much. I'm just trying to make this as easy as I can for you, I'm sorry I assumed.

i miss us. i miss the things we used to do. i miss talking to you. i was sat in the garden today thinking about how i will always love you. you were my first love. you are so important to me and i am no longer important to you. you have him now. well, i hope he doesnt break your heart. that’s all i can say. because you’ve cut mine. i’m sorry, love. i’m sorry i’m bitter. i’m sorry i’m being selfish. i want you to be happy and you are. anyways, i’ll move on. you’re just hard to move on from

Babygirl, I will always love you. You'll always be Mon Etoilé. You will always be my babygirl.i love you. I'll never forget you. I may have someone but I will never replace you. Ever. The part of my heart that I gave you, I swear it's yours forever.