sad boy hours

he/him | 18 | yeah i’m working on it just give me some time

[gaygingerbread2002]

she rats on my rubber room til i’m crazy

[gaygingerbread2002]

the bar for 2022 is so low at this point and yet i don’t think i’ll be surprised when it all goes downhill

[gaygingerbread2002]

things went uphill? a turn in events i could never have predicted !!

[bloodlinemagick]

its so difficult to explain the absolute dread and fear to Americans about the Queen dying because they leap immediately to jokes and memes or rolling their eyes and asking if you're a royalist.

babes....they've planned a national MONTH of mourning for when she dies. all programming shifted to mourning the Queen, and god knows it'll be tory brainwashing.

a funeral costs around 12 million for a prince!! how much is it going to be for a Queen!! a new coronation's price???

the things this black hearted government will cut, or shove through parliament, under the guise of mourning?? the martyring???

energy bills are predicted to rise to £7700 ($8800) a year, do you understand how this can be twisted? inflation to 24%? they're already using the war in Ukraine as an excuse, but this??? gold mine for them.

I'm not saying don't make your jokes, but PLEASE understand if a British person seems horrified and shell shocked because We Know What Comes Next but even then, not under such a fascist and authoritarian government in such a poverty inducing time.

[thememedaddy]

me_irl

[gaygingerbread2002]

this really isn’t the thing i wanted to see on my dash at 5am but here we are

[gaygingerbread2002]

the bar for 2022 is so low at this point and yet i don’t think i’ll be surprised when it all goes downhill

[cybuns]

One last time… 

Thank You.

[gaygingerbread2002]

i want to wake up next to you and whisper good morning with my hair messed up from the pillow. i want to cup a mug of hot coffee in my hands and look at you like you mean the world to me because you do. i want to go on stupid dates and laugh at nothing. i want to argue over what movie to watch with you and enjoy it anyway. i want to fight over the blanket. i want evenings in the kitchen making a dinner i know you love. i want to spend hours telling you about that show and this podcast because you love how excited i get. i want cosy nights in and falling asleep on the sofa. i want to spend my life with you and know i didn’t waste a single second of it.

and maybe you want it too, but maybe we’ll never get that.

[gaygingerbread2002]

what fuckin birds y’all got in the US??

[gaygingerbread2002]

getting my first vaccine tomorrow i’m so excited to finally get bluetooth for my body!!!!!

[gaygingerbread2002]

me: *ignores any sign my body gives me that it needs water/food/rest/exercise/being cared for*

also me: why do i feel like shit all the time

[gaygingerbread2002]

i fucking can’t with apple keyboards. i’m trying to write here and everytime i say tongue my fucking phone’s like

😛😜👅

like thanks bestie really truly thanks but now isn’t the right time

[gaygingerbread2002]

reasons i have written fanfiction that headcannon harry as trans:

to educate people on transgender issues and help people become generally better educated on the subject through a media which creates a relaxed environment

because i want to project

[gaygingerbread2002]

“it’s good for the economy” i mutter to myself as i start another fanfic draft.

[gaygingerbread2002]

i’ve got like 8 works in my drafts for ao3 that i’m working on simultaneously and honestly i’m doing a lot of writing at the moment for them all but my followers on ao3 are seeing nothing from me and that kind of makes me sad like i’m sorry guys i promise something is coming soon i just don’t know what it is or when it will be ready

[gaygingerbread2002]

guys don’t worry i’ve got 14k words done for a one shot which my ao3 readers have no idea about so i really am not delivering today

[gaygingerbread2002]

i like writing fluff, it’s fun and i maybe project.

i like writing angst, even though i’m not the best because i just want them to be together

but by god writing smut. it’s an entire essay and these two aren’t even fully undressed. what am i doing with myself.

[gaygingerbread2002]

i’ve got like 8 works in my drafts for ao3 that i’m working on simultaneously and honestly i’m doing a lot of writing at the moment for them all but my followers on ao3 are seeing nothing from me and that kind of makes me sad like i’m sorry guys i promise something is coming soon i just don’t know what it is or when it will be ready

[gaygingerbread2002]

im writing an essay about Brochmann’s undine geht but. im stuck. and this is so stupid but ive read unholy amounts of romance [be it published authors or fanfic, whatever] but i know nothing of love. and im supposed to be writing an essay. on it. and i just. what the fuck. you know?