because i'm tired of having to say it: if you don't have your age in your bio or somewhere else visible, or if it's 18+/21+ and nothing else, i am going to block you.
current status: 🟢 [🟡] 🔴 = i'm feeling a little shaky. i may or may not be up for play or messages.
h'llo and welcome to the blog! this is a contained space for me to play with gender fuckery without it spilling into other blogs. 37. black. transmasc and nonbinary. i'm not a man, but if you'd still like me to not interact with you, please let me know and i'll bugger off. because of the nature of the blog and the contents herewithin, i'll immediately say this:
content warnings ahoy!
this is a kink blog. the contents are for viewers 18+, as the subjects discussed are adult in nature. everything posted to this blog is of fantastical nature and exists purely for the sake of kink. i do not condone actual rape or sexual assault. this blog will contain detransition and misgendering kinks, forcemasc/forcefem, rape play and more. as a rule, i try my hardest to not engage with the misogyny and patriarchal aspects of the kink, nor do i do raceplay, anything to do with terfs, or anything to do with conservatives/maga. i'm also a bit iffy on trans supremacy. as such, i ask that you don't engage with it with me. if you're into that sort of thing, that's perfectly fine, but keep it over there. you're welcome to send me pictures, but i'm extremely self-conscious and will only send pictures to people i'm comfortable with. i also don't do orders, so please don't do that.
let me be clear.
this is not a space that welcomes nazis, racists, misogynists, republicans, child abusers, animal abusers, or other repugnant assholes. this blog also does not welcome children. if you follow me without your age visible somewhere within easy access, i'm going to assume you're a child and block you.
within headspace, you can call me lilah. pronouns are she/her/it (if i trust you). i'll also answer to whore, cunt, and slut. in the right headspace, you can maybe call me a bitch (but, i reserve the right to shut that down).
outside of headspace, you can call me oleander or oli. pronouns are they/he/it (if i trust you). oddly enough, i'll also answer to whore, cunt, and slut. (as above, in the right space, you can maybe call me a bitch. maybe.).
because it's become topical, here are some rules regarding messaging me:
you're free to send messages, but i'm also free to not respond. it's rarely personal.
i don't do orders. unless we have a rapport, and we've discussed the dynamic, don't order me around.
if we don't have a rapport and we haven't discussed safety measures, the likelihood of getting pictures out of me is next to nil. you're just going to have to be okay with that. i'm absolutely flattered that you want me as your spank bank material, but i've also been on the internet for over 20 years. my safety matters more than your ability to cum.
i'm old, disabled, tired, and broke. i'm not buying, shaving, or sending anything unless it's worth my while. don't push.
if you get in your feelings about any of this? it's probably a sign that you're not mature enough to play with anyhow.
i use a traffic signal system:
🟢 - i'm down to play, send me raunchy shit. i'm up for filthy messages.
🟡 - i'm feeling a little shaky. i may or may not be up for play or messages.
🔴 - i'm not interested in playing. you may message me and i may answer, but explicit stuff will likely be ignored.
kinks i fuck with:
detransition
misgendering
forcemasc
forcefem
rape play
orientation play (dykebreaking, etc.)
heirophilia
degradation
praise
…and more, as i think of them
kinks that i ask that you keep to yourself:
feeder/feedee
abdl
terfbreaking
misogyny aspects of detrans/misgen
male supremacy
scat
vomit
…and more, as i think of them
i try not to make moral judgements about whatever kinks you get off to. ykinmybykiok.
my ask and anon are both on, but please behave yourselves. you can send me images, if you'd like, but if it gets to be too much, i'm gonna turn it all off.
current status: 🟢 [🟡] 🔴 = i'm feeling a little shaky. i may or may not be up for play or messages.
surgery happened, and i've been given the go-ahead to resume with extracurricular activities.
so, where the hell have i been? i've mostly been off here because it was easier to focus on healing properly and not ruining the surgical results. i'm also trying to get my life together and it's been taking a fair amount of my attention.
what does that mean for the blog? not much. i'll be in and out, like i was, but it'll likely be more out than in. this is a headspace i don't spend a ton of time in, and it'll continue to be that way, because it's better for me.
anyway, i'll be going through the activity and culling things as necessary and probably be lurking about.
taking a break, because the temptation of this account is actually causing issues. i’ll try to check in from time to time, but there’s also a chance i won’t be back until after surgery.
i’m getting a hysterectomy next month. better find me and rape as many babies into this fakeboy’s fertile womb as you can before you lose the chance forever ;)
I just want someone stronger than me to manipulate me into sleeping with them and then as soon as they have me behind a locked door start degrading and misgendering me and telling me how pretty my tears are. Then they spread my legs wide open in front of a mirror and point out each part and have me name it, every time I give any name other than the proper anatomical term they slap my pussy as hard as they can. Then they make me cum while I stare at myself and tell them what makes me a girl. And then they shove their dick/strap on inside of me and fuck me until they cum(if they have a dick they cum inside me, obviously have to risk me getting pregnant)
would it be too much to add a link to my throne wishlist? i could think of a few things i’d love to get, but my paltry income means it’s always going to be out of reach…
i updated the pinned with this, but i felt like this needed to stand on its own. i also have to say this, above all else:
my safety matters more than your ability to cum.
because it's become topical, here are some rules regarding messaging me:
you're free to send messages, but i'm also free to not respond. it's rarely personal.
i don't do orders. unless we have a rapport, and we've discussed the dynamic, don't order me around.
if we don't have a rapport and we haven't discussed safety measures, the likelihood of getting pictures out of me is next to nil. you're just going to have to be okay with that. i'm absolutely flattered that you want me as your spank bank material, but i've also been on the internet for over 20 years. my safety matters more than your ability to cum.
i'm old, disabled, tired, and broke. i'm not buying, shaving, or sending anything unless it's worth my while. don't push.
if you get in your feelings about any of this? it's probably a sign that you're not mature enough to play with anyhow.
i want to be the last roommate to move into the house, all of the guys know each other and have been friends for years. i’m stealth, none of them know that i’m trans a fakeboy, until one day.
one day, one of the guys walks in to take a leak just as i’m getting out of the shower. we stare at each other for what feels like an eternity, before he apologizes and leaves the room. unbeknownst to me, instead of keeping it to himself, he immediately tells the rest of our roommates about it.
i want it to start slowly; little touches or comments that only seem bad taken out of context. "bro, i'm just holding your waist because your squat form is shit" or "dude, i wasn't grinding on you, i was just trying to get by".
i want it to escalate.
i want the touches to get more blatant and harder to explain away, more instances of them "accidentally" catching me coming out of the shower before walking away to get off. walking in on me, riding a toy while i suck my own perky tits. before i call a house meeting to discuss it and notice...
they're looking at me like starved dogs, and i'm the meat being dangled in front of their faces.
i'm expecting it to be harsh, being in the hands of four other guys, but they're surprisingly gentle. yes, they very much plan to use me. but as one explains, they've learned a long time ago to take care of their toys. and now that i'm theirs, they plan to take real good care of me.
i want it to be slow. they're not raping me, honest. they're just. enthusiastically and earnestly welcoming me into their group. the fact that i'm being held down against my will and having load after load of cum fucked into my bare and fertile womb? purely coincidence.
i want it to last all night, too, until their balls are empty and my womb is dangerously full of their potent seed. until each one of them has cum against my cervix at least twice. until there's no chance that i'm anything other than pregnant.
i want them to tell me they still see me as a man, they swear. that they believe in trans rights, and would never engage in transphobic behaviour. but, it's just. biological imperative takes precedent and they're men with needs. and, i've got this perfectly wet pussy between my thighs. and, they reason, surely that testosterone's got me needing it too. they have video of me, moaning some random man's name while i ride that thick dildo one of them took as a conquest trophy. they just figured, i'd prefer the real thing.
it's not rape. don't be silly dude. it's just bros helping each other out. i came every time, so i clearly enjoyed it, right?
Trans girl pressing her cock right up against my cervix while she plays with my clit, warning me to be careful. "If you wiggle too much, you might make me cum, straight into this greedy womb of yours." I do my best to hold still, but when she slaps my clit, my hips jump, jerking her off with my pussy, and bringing her closer to making me a mommy.
No but like, what if another trans girl and I jerked off onto each others girlcocks and a cute fake boy like you licked them clean? A proper lesbian makeout sesh <3
