hiii i was gonna ask if you had any wincest fic recs? or even like some gen
i have both :3
Explicit (strictly bottom!sam);
a big, big star - fastcar (cisgirl sam, underage sex)
Dean gets a little on the wrong side of too jealous when Sam has a new movie star crush.
one hour girl - fastcar (cisgirl sam)
The thing is that Sam's big brother is the only one who's ever made her come.
together, if the fates allow - sixtysevenautomatic (case fic)
After the Winchesters successfully exorcise their first demon, Sam wants to keep hunting. Dean isn't about to argue. It seems that the mistletoe hanging in one particular restaurant is compelling people to kiss whoever they're with—but of course, it's not that simple. Life isn't that simple. If it were, Dean wouldn't be head-over-heels in love with his baby brother.
Home For Now - saltandbyrne (stanford era, ABO)
Sam might be away at Stanford, but there's still one thing only Dean can take care of.
Easy - ohhsnap (ABO)
Sam is a very needy omega when he’s in heat. Dean fucking loves it.
an act of faith against the night - hathfrozen
When Dean kisses him again, he tastes like Sam's tears. "I hate you," Sam whispers into Dean's mouth, still trying to get Dean to fuck him faster. No one should ever love this much. "It's your fault, this is your fault." Dean gave him this, everything that Sam never wants to lose, and now Dean's just going to tear it all away. He's going to throw himself away, like he's nothing, if Sam can't save him. (Angsty porn set sometime in Season 3. In lieu of actually talking things out, Sam and Dean have a lot of sex. Sometimes, like now, Sam breaks down.)
Everything In Its Right Place - BlocWon (vaginal sex, AFAB terms)
“Sammy,” Dean mumbles, and it sounds thick in the back of his throat. He twists, one of his fingers slipping into a belt loop. Pulling. Tugging. Sam follows. Always does. “Stop making that face.”
Heart-Shaped Box - BlocWon (vaginal sex, AFAB terms)
Of course, Dean thinks derisively as his fingers slip to the shallow but a bleeder of a cut on Sam’s neck, skin buzzing. Burning. He’s livid and he wants to choke Sam out and chain him to the goddamn wall but that’s kinda counterproductive of what he’s trying to do— Sam just had to play fucking hero.
A Hole to Die In - thecapn (vaginal sex)
“You stole the book?” Dean barks, furious and afraid. “Just a page!” “Like that’s better? You shouldn’t have even opened it, Sam!” he shouts. “To what? Give yourself some tits to play around with?”
We Belong To The Shadows - sparklingice (raised apart + high school AU but like it’s actually done well for once)
"He’s got green eyes, pretty-shaped, a bottom lip Sam wouldn’t mind splitting with a fist or a set of hungry teeth, and wanna-look-cool stubble on his jaw. He wears leather and jeans, carries six states’ worth of caked mud on his boots, and sprawls in his seat with his thick thighs spread wide. The girls lick their lips, the boys frown, some teachers update their tally of people to watch out for. Sam keeps his head down for the rest of the day, avoiding him at all costs."
Brittle - thecapn (eating disorders)
Sam Winchester has an eating disorder.
deep in the algorithm of someone else - sixtysevenautomatic (3x11 - mystery spot)
Too many Tuesdays. Sam's not coping well. On one of them, Dean suggests something they've never tried before.
Crawl Inside This Second Skin - dollylux (underage sex, blood kink + painplay)
Bruises fade. Sam wants forever
graveyard in the bone white afternoon - passengerseatsam (s2, rough sex, choking, grief/mourning from the aftermath of John’s death)
Dad's been dead a week, and Dean still isn't talking.
Pockets - Linden (fic series set in new york with pre-series wincest that you will NOT regret)
I have a thing for New York City. And for the pre-series Winchesters. And so.
at the edge of the world - jejunestars (s2 vacation fic)
Sam's probably in love with his brother, but it's okay. He's handling it.
Milestones - intrepidheart (underage sex, smoking, alcohol - not necessarily explicit but a must read)
Mile·stone /mīl stōn/ (noun): an action or event marking a significant change or stage in development. Or more specifically, six milestones that would change the relationship between Sam and Dean for the rest of their lives.
no birds - urchinesque (psychological horror/liminal horror, case fic, lowkey disturbing and unsettling but legit the best horror fic I’ve read for this fandom)
Sam, Dean, and a small town where strange things happen in the dark.
Scenes from the Laundromat - coricomile (underage sex, wet dreams, frottage)
For the longest time, Sam was sure that Heaven was a laundromat.
Gen;
clear the static - inkandpaperqwerty (s4-s5, vomiting, references to suicide)
Sam chalked it up to habit. He figured, despite the friction between them, Dean was still bound by childhood instincts. Some things he could override, especially when he wanted Sam dead, but some things remained under all circumstances. So, when Sam woke up in the middle of the night and bolted for the toilet, it really shouldn’t have surprised him that after a mere ten seconds of retching, his hair was being pulled back.
love is like ghosts - redskyatmorning (s9, self harm, references to drugs)
I’m poison, Dean had said instead of I’m sorry. Well, Sam wants to say, what does that make me? What the hell does that make me? (A look into Sam's mind in the aftermath of the Gadreel possession.)
Small Again - sabarah23 (s11, cuddling)
There’s something Sam hates about being tall, or rather, misses about being short: He misses Dean’s hugs. Don’t get him wrong, Sam is a thirty-two year old man, and his brother is a thirty-six year old emotionally constipated idiot. He isn’t getting any hugs to begin with, at least, not any that aren’t brought about by unexpected resurrections or terrifyingly close calls with the Grim Reaper. He isn’t some clingy, needy little kid, desperate for his big brother to wrap him in his arms after a nightmare and tell him everything will be okay. He isn’t. But with Lucifer out of the cage and Cas as his meatsuit, he can’t help but long for the days when he was allowed to be.
Simple Man - stillwaters01 (post-hell sam, hallucinations, medical procedures)
It was the simple things from their lives before Hell, Lucifer, and Leviathans that Dean missed most. Like stitching up a bleeding Sam who wasn’t hallucinating that the suture needle was a meat hook.
stripped down to our skeletons- sahwen (panic room detox rewrite, vomiting, sickfic, GO READ EVERYTHING THEYVE EVER WRITTEN, top tier author)
Some things, Sam supposed, never changed. No matter how hard he tried to be better, to be good, they would always end up here. Or: How Dean should have handled Sam's demon blood detox, because locking up a struggling addict alone in a room is not the way to do things.
And If You Must Suffer, Suffer Silently - Tegaladawen (past rape/non-con between John/Sam, truth curses)
Sam touches a cursed object that forces him to tell the truth. What starts out as fun quickly turns painful when the secrets he reveals change the way Dean views himself, his brother, and most importantly, his father.
To Drown In a Puddle - fallbeforeifly (hallucifer, implied/referenced rape/non-con, cage trauma)
Showering shouldn't be this difficult.
melt back into night - sahwen (cage trauma, prostitution, implied/referenced underage prostitution, implied/referenced rape/non-con)
He hadn't done this in what felt like eons. The last time he had, he'd been Sam from Before. Sam from Now was not the same person, not really. They shared the same body, same mind, same history, but Before-Sam and Now-Sam were separated by a gaping, yawning chasm that the devil called home. And Now-Sam was alone in a back alley, struggling to keep his hands from shaking, and wondering if he could ever be Before-Sam even for ten minutes. There are very few things Sam doesn't tell Dean about. But there are things.
purge - bitterlylovely (self harm, demon blood addict sam winchester, THE FIC OF ALL TIME)
Sam finds comfort in allowing his wounds to bleed. Maybe, the more blood he loses, the more of Azazel he’s purging. Sam hopes that if he bleeds enough, he’ll remove the monstrous thing that makes him inhuman.
What Is Not Forgotten - authoressjean (s1, migraines)
"But the one thing that Sam had forgotten above all else was that when a migraine struck, he wasn’t going to have a bed to retreat to or an easy way to reach a cool cloth.” Some things come back slow, when you haven't been on the road with your brother in a few years. And some things are never really forgotten.
two basic motivating forces - sahwen (emetophobia, sickfic, vomiting)
He can’t cry, it’s not allowed; even as a child he was hushed into silence, whether his tears were from a long car ride or a late night or a raging fever. It’s never been an option, it’s never been an available outlet, and it’s not about to start being one just because he’s having an emotional breakdown on the bathroom floor. Sam isn't only afraid of clowns.
Unfreeze - Maxine (s5, depression, suicide attempt)
He almost doesn't get out of bed again; because he's tired — too tired, and his bones, and fingers, and hair are tired. His soul is tired.
Honorable mentions:
sometimes a spade is just a spade - theknife (dean/sam fluff, 5+1 things)
Five times Sam takes Dean's sarcasm literally (and one time he doesn't).
you’ll never see us again - according2thelore (s7, post-hell sam, hallucinations/nightmares)
Then finally, his eyes trail over to Dean. His pupils are pin-point thin, and his hair is straggling in his face so Dean can’t see most of what expression lies there. Sam usually wakes up from nightmares in one of three attitudes: confusion, fear, or calm. A scary, sense-prickling calm that Dean hates more than anything else. Resignation, almost. Or: Sam suffers from nightmares and touch starvation post-Cage. They do their best to deal.
walk into the heart of you - fastcar (cisgirl dean/tgirl sam, s4, demon blood addiction, dark as fuck)
Dean finds out about the demon blood drinking eventually. Of course she does. She has some desperate desire to know every single thing about Sam. A thought kept to herself is an act of betrayal to Dean. But Sam doesn’t expect Dean to find out by stumbling on Sam and Ruby tangled up in each other in a cheap motel room.
honey crisp - fastcar (mary and tgirl sam, dark)
All her daughter is missing is the swell of a round belly beneath her clothes, good and sated and knocked up. Mary thinks sometimes, about her namesake, the Virgin Mary, and about how she became pregnant through a miracle.
type of girl for you - dorsias ( cisgirl lesbian sam)
Sam's sure it’s weird for him, having a lesbian sister who flat out refuses to talk to him about girls, who gets red as a tomato when he so much as brings them up. (Sam is gay and shy, and her brother is being no help at all.)
I’m flesh and blood - ikharys (s5, hallucifer, torture, depression, insanity, unfinished but SO good it hurts sm but it’s in my top 5)
When Dean tells him to walk away, he does it. There's nowhere to go this time. Sam should know better.
Into Being - withthekeyrising (s13, samifer, rape/non-con, vaginal sex, dark)
When Sam wakes up in the cave on Apocalypse World after having been killed by vamps, it's not just to find Lucifer there with him. It's to find him in him.
