— After being set up on a bad date with Ushijima, he insists on walking you to your doorstep. Not wanting him to know where you live, you lead him to Iwaizumi’s apartment and pretend Iwaizumi is your roommate.
pairing: iwaizumi hajime x reader
word count: 4.0k
genre: college/university au, fluff
warnings: mentions of drinking, language, secondhand embarrassment, suggestive comments at the end, oikawa is meddlesome, awkward but cute confessions™!!
a/n: ur bad date is with ushiwaka ok i’m sorry he’s a nice guy but i had to make it someone HDJSJS,, also this is based on real life events except my friend who lived in an apartment near me isn’t cute like iwa-chan :( LMAOOO i hope u enjoy reading!!! xx sof
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“I assure you, you don’t have to walk me to my apartment.”
“It’s not a bother. I insist.”
“No, it’s fine.” Although you tried to keep a smile on your face, you were certain it looked more like you were baring your teeth at him. “Really. You don’t have to do that.”
Ushijima shrugged. “I told you, it’s no big deal.”
iwaizumi catches you talking behind his back ; fluff
iwaizumi was looking for his water bottle in the clubroom after a grueling three-hour practice. the gym was quiet, the rest of the team already in the showers, when he heard your voice through the open window of the adjacent equipment shed. you were talking to one of the first-year managers.
“i don’t know, i just like guys who are dependable. like… someone who works hard without bragging about it.”
“like iwaizumi-senpai?” the manager asked.
“yeah,” you murmured softly. “exactly like him. he’s really reliable. and his arms are… well, you know.”
outside, iwaizumi completely short-circuited. he dropped his gym bag with a loud, echoing clatter against the concrete porch. his dark eyes were wide, his mouth slightly open, and his face instantly turned a violent, agonizing shade of red under his dark bangs. he stood there like a statue, his heart hammering against his ribs so forcefully he was convinced the entire prefecture could hear it.
the shed door slid open immediately. you stepped out, holding a basket of volleyballs, and froze when you saw him standing there, looking like he had just witnessed a crime.
“iwaizumi!” you gasped, your own face burning. “how much of that did you hear?”
he cleared his throat, a loud, rough sound, his shoulders hunching up defensively as he slammed his hands into his tracksuit pockets. “the… the part about the arms,” he barked out defensively, his voice cracking slightly before he forced it down into a growl. he stepped right into your space, towering over you, his jaw set so tight a muscle was ticking. he looked terrifyingly intense, but his ears were glowing bright crimson. “if you want to talk about my arms, say it to my face. and… and i am dependable. i’ll walk you to the station every day from now on to prove it. so stop talking about me behind my back.”
n: for my beloved discord members, cs i’m outside rn lawl.. i can’t write fics ;(
"This is getting ridiculous," you exclaim desperately, practically slamming your phone down on the sofa, screen first. It feels as if your social media feed is trying to mock you, with every engagement, relationship, or wedding post popping up. Your face scrunches in disdain as you throw your head back on the headrest and turn it slightly to face your friend, complaining, "How come everyone is getting married and I can't even find someone who won't ghost me after two days?" Pausing slightly to gnaw on your lower lip anxiously, you finally whisper, "Be honest, am I that unlikable?"
"Don't be ridiculous, there is plenty to like about you!" they say, attempting to reassure you with a small smile. "Then why does no one want to date me?!" you shriek, hands coming up to cover your face.
"I do," they add in a whisper, hoping that you would not hear.
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Zoro presses a kiss against the back of your neck — sleep-filled, lazy, unhurried. The slow lull of morning washes over like the tide lapping at the shore.
There's no rush, only resting lovers' limbs that tangle beneath the sheets of his bunk, encased in cotton woven linens embroidered with little pink and green flowers.
He’s never been one to pursue love, opting to chase the unknown depths of his heart with the bottom of the bottle, numbing the ache that never faded away with the loss of who he once held dear.
But you could do what sake never could — heal.
It’s early enough that most of the crew still slumbers, the distant sounds of Sanji opening up the kitchen tickles his ear as the chef prepares the breakfast that kickstarts the day into high gear.
The swordsman is not concerned about that in the slightest, not when you’re safely tucked in his embrace with your head cradled by his bicep. The steady rise and fall of your chest soothes a part of his soul that he figured he lost long ago.
Zoro’s breath dances along the sensitive skin of your neck before he inhales, his muscles instantly relaxing at the familiarity of your scent.
His steel-lined heart lurches as soon as you stir, the flutter of your lashes tickle your cheek, wisps brushing silk.
“Morning.” Zoro gruffs out.
Sleep still steeps in his mind, drowsiness guiding his wandering lips to brush against the sensitive skin of where your jaw meets your ear.
“Mm Zoro.” You murmur slowly as if honey drips off your tongue, not yet opening your eyes under the care of his affections.
He grows impatient, eager to see the beauty that lies within cast its warm light over him. You never keep him waiting too long though.
You finally gaze up at him and galaxies bloom in your eyes just like the twinkling night skies you always drag him out to watch when the moon hangs high in the night. “Sleep okay?”
Zoro hums, moreso an acknowledgement of your question rather than the answer. Truth is, he always sleeps better with you next to him but the words weigh heavy on his guarded tongue. Uncharted vulnerability adamantly fights his pride for freedom, another one of his silent battles he hides behind his well-placed stoicism.
Curiosity sparks in your eyes, waiting for more. He should’ve known you wouldn’t be satisfied with that. The mask he wears loosens under the patience of your gaze, slipping past his fingers and spilling into your outstretched palm.
“Yeah.” His hand rests against the back of your head, thumbing over its slope to your neck. “Otherwise I would’ve kicked you out for hogging the damn blanket again.”
“You wouldn’t dare.” You smile and Zoro presses his lips against your forehead to hide his own.
He lets out another hum of contentment, rough palms traveling down your sides until they rest against your hip, giving a gentle squeeze.
“C’mon.” He murmurs, his hand gripping your thinly veiled hip a little tighter. It’s time to get up.
“Five more minutes?” Your hands are like magic as they roam down his bare chest, muscles rippling under your sweet touch. Always so damn tempting.
“Yeah, right.” He lets out a huff, rolling his eye. “I’m not falling for that one again.”
“Hey, you’re the one that refused to come up for air.”
“Oi.” His cheeks burn pink under the heat of the memory. Once he gets a taste of your sweetness, he could rarely stop himself from overindulging. “Keep trying.”
“At least until breakfast?” He couldn’t fight that one, even if he wanted to. Not when your eyes blossom with hope, dewy-kissed from the sunlit dawn.
Zoro’s large, calloused palm runs along your skin, the roughness is just proof of all the effort he’s poured into his training to become the best.
But his true devotion lies within you.
He figures pushing off his daily routine for an extra 20 minutes wouldn’t be such a terrible idea.
“Yeah.” His palm flattens along your lower back, pushing you flush against him. “Until breakfast.”
Time stands still when you happily place a well-mannered kiss over where his heart drums with his dream’s purpose and echoes with the rhythm of your love.
“Kiss me properly.” Zoro demands, palm cupping the back of your neck to bring you in for a tender kiss before you could even pretend to protest.
He surrenders to your mercy, the swordsman’s defenses disarmed and vulnerable to your affections.
The pads of your finger trail up Zoro’s bicep before you dig your nails into his skin in an attempt to ground yourself. To know that you’re barely hanging on, just like him, drives him to deepen the kiss with a hunger that threatens to consume you both.
Your lips, so soft and so damn inviting, expertly glide over his in a dance the two of you have grown accustomed to. His tongue delves into your mouth, everything growing sloppy, needier. Spit collects in the corner of your mouth before he swipes it again, getting drunk off of your taste.
The sun rises and he melts with you, the passion from the night before simmers into hot coals that pull you closer.
Zoro’s other hand snakes around your back, greedily holding you closer to him, taking you in like it’s the air he needs to breathe. He briefly wonders what you’ve done to him, how he’s gone his whole life starting his day off without kissing you like this.
It’s easy to get lost in the fluid motions, tangling tongues melding together to speak the language only the other could understand. A song dedicated to your forlorn souls ardently courting each other, dancing around feelings neither of your minds put into words so early in the morning.
With great reluctance, the two of you part. Breathless and panting into each other’s mouths with a thread of spit connecting your kiss-bitten lips. He collects the shared saliva onto his calloused thumb before licking it clean, never breaking eye contact with you.
Sanji calls out for breakfast and the Sunny comes to life, its brightness washing over the intimate moment with the flood of reality. Zoro shows you his smile this time, one that the world never gets to see.
It’s shy, boyish. A man grappling the feelings of love when all he’s ever held is the safety of his blades. There’s a tenderness deep in his heart that slips through the cracks of fortified walls and bleeds into yours.
“Not so fast.” He murmurs before you start to get up, the warmth of his palm smoothes over your skin as his hand wraps around your wrist. He brings it up and presses his lips against it your racing pulse. “Sit next to me at breakfast.”
“Duh, someone has to help me protect my plate from Luffy.” Your features light up with a smile. He grunts when you kiss him one last time — a promise of more to come. “And you’re the only one I trust to do it.”
“No promises.” He lets out a short laugh, running his thumb up into your palm before weaving his fingers between yours. “You know how he is.”
“Then I guess I’ll just have to steal yours!” You smack a dramatic kiss along your joined hands before letting go and getting up.
“Oi!” Zoro jolts up at the suddenness, a challenging smirk dangling on his face. “Get back here you little–”
“Gotta be quicker than that, Zo!” You cut him off with a tease, throwing your robe on and racing towards the door before he has time to counterattack. He sits up, sliding his boots on with an endearing shake of his head.
His mind swarms with ideas on how he’ll get back at you when you spar together later, more than keen to show you just how fast he can be when he sets his sights on what he wants. A tiger leaping after its prey.
hi can you do sanji we're he's like doubting himself because of his past like about his family so when reader flirt back with him he get all shy then when the reader confess he push the reader away think his not good enough ( its up to of good ending or sad hehehe)
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Sanji x fem!reader | angst | self-doubt | Vinsmoke trauma | flirty reader | mutual pining | push-away moment | emotional confession | soft resolution | One Piece Live Action | 1.9k words
Sanji had always been easy.
Not in the way people thought—careless or shallow or fleeting—but in the way he made things feel easy. Words came to him like second nature, compliments sliding from his tongue smoother than silk, eyes always warm, always attentive, always ready to make someone feel like the most important person in the room. It was a skill, yes, but also something more instinctive than that. Something he had built carefully, deliberately, until it became part of him.
So when you started flirting back, he didn’t know what to do with it.
At first, it was subtle.
A smile held a second too long. A comment returned with just enough bite to make him pause. The way you leaned a little closer when he spoke, like you were letting him in on something private instead of simply humoring him the way most people did.
He noticed.
Of course he noticed.
Sanji noticed everything about you.
But he told himself it didn’t mean anything. That it was just you being kind, or playful, or matching his energy the way people often did without understanding the effect it had. He had seen it before—his flirting reflected back at him like light on water, pretty but shallow, gone as quickly as it came.
Except this wasn’t like that.
Because you didn’t laugh it off.
You held it.
The first time it truly caught him off guard was in the galley.
He had been cooking, sleeves rolled, the heat of the stove curling faintly into the air as he worked through something simple but careful, the kind of meal he made when the crew didn’t realize they needed comforting. You had wandered in quietly, leaning against the counter with your arms folded, watching him the way you sometimes did when you thought he wouldn’t notice.
He always noticed.
“Careful, darling,” he said without looking up, voice warm with practiced ease. “If you keep staring at me like that, I might begin to think you’re impressed.”
You didn’t miss a beat.
“Oh, I am,” you said.
That wasn’t unusual.
What was unusual was the way you said it—steady, certain, not teasing your way out of it, not softening it into something dismissible.
Sanji’s knife paused mid-slice.
He glanced up.
You were still leaning there, still watching him, but there was something different in your expression. Something grounded. Intentional.
It made his chest tighten in a way he didn’t like.
He recovered quickly. He always did.
“Then I’m honored,” he said lightly, turning back to his work. “Though I fear my skills may pale in comparison to your expectations.”
You tilted your head, studying him like he was the one being examined now. “You think that?”
“Of course,” he replied smoothly. “A lady like you must have standards.”
“I do.”
The words landed softly.
Sanji smiled faintly. “And yet here you are.”
You pushed off the counter then, stepping closer—not too close, not enough to startle, but enough that he could feel your presence at his side now, warm and real and impossible to ignore.
“Yes,” you said, voice quieter now. “I am.”
His breath caught.
Just slightly.
Enough that he had to look down at the cutting board again, though he had already finished slicing what he was working on. Enough that his usual rhythm slipped, his hands suddenly unsure of what to do next.
That didn’t happen.
Not to him.
Not like this.
You noticed.
Of course you did.
“Sanji,” you said gently, and there was no teasing in it at all.
That was worse.
He set the knife down.
Turned toward you fully.
Up close, you were—dangerous. Not in any physical sense, but in the way honesty could be. In the way you looked at him like you saw him, not just the version of himself he offered so freely to the world.
“What is it, my love?” he asked, but the words came out softer than intended, stripped of some of their usual shine.
You smiled just a little. “You get shy when I flirt back.”
“I do not.”
“You do.”
He huffed a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I assure you, I am perfectly—”
“You stopped breathing.”
He froze.
You watched him, not unkindly. Not mocking. Just… noticing.
“I didn’t think you could be flustered,” you added, almost to yourself. “It’s kind of cute.”
That did it.
Color rose faintly along his neck, up to the edge of his jaw.
Sanji turned away, reaching for something—anything—on the counter just to have something to do with his hands. “You’re imagining things.”
“I’m not.”
“You are.”
“I’m not.”
He exhaled, sharper this time, and set whatever he had picked up back down with more care than necessary. When he looked at you again, there was something tighter in his expression. Something guarded.
“You shouldn’t do that,” he said.
Your brow furrowed. “Do what?”
“This.” He gestured vaguely between the two of you. “Play along with me.”
Your confusion deepened. “I’m not playing.”
The words settled between you.
Sanji felt them like a weight.
For a moment, something flickered across his face—something raw and uncertain and far too close to hope.
Then it disappeared.
“You should be careful,” he said instead, voice lower now, steadier but colder at the edges. “I wouldn’t want you to misunderstand.”
“Misunderstand what?”
He held your gaze.
“This is what I do,” he said. “It’s… part of the charm, isn’t it? Flirting, compliments—making people feel good for a moment.”
Your stomach dropped.
“That’s not what this is.”
“It is,” he insisted, more firmly now, like he needed it to be true. “And I wouldn’t want you thinking it’s anything more than that.”
You stared at him.
For the first time since this had started, something in your expression shifted—not soft, not amused, but hurt.
“Sanji,” you said quietly, “I’m not stupid.”
“I didn’t say you were.”
“Then don’t talk to me like I don’t know what I’m feeling.”
He flinched.
It was small. Quick. But you saw it.
“I’m saying,” he tried again, more carefully now, “that it’s easy to get caught up in things that aren’t… real.”
Your voice sharpened. “This is real to me.”
Silence.
The words hung there, heavy and undeniable.
Sanji’s chest tightened painfully.
Because that—that—was exactly what he had been afraid of.
You took a breath, steadied yourself, and stepped closer again despite the way he had begun to pull back.
“I like you,” you said.
There it was.
Simple. Honest. No room to twist it into something else.
“I have for a while,” you continued, softer now but no less certain. “And I thought maybe—”
“Don’t.”
The word came out too quickly.
Too sharp.
You stopped.
Sanji had taken a step back without realizing it, like distance alone could protect you from what he was about to say—or protect him.
“Don’t do that,” he said again, quieter now but no less firm. “Please.”
Your throat tightened. “Why?”
He looked at you then.
Really looked.
And for the first time since you had met him, there was no charm in it. No smoothness. No practiced ease.
Just something raw and deeply, painfully human.
“Because you deserve better than me.”
The words hit harder than anything else he could have said.
You blinked. “That’s not your decision to make.”
“It is if I’m the one you’re choosing.”
“I am.”
His jaw clenched.
“You don’t know what you’re choosing.”
“Then tell me.”
He laughed once, bitter and quiet. “You wouldn’t like it.”
“Try me.”
Sanji looked away.
For a moment, it seemed like he might say nothing at all. That he might retreat back into himself, into the version of him that kept things light and distant and safe.
But something in your voice—steady, stubborn, unwilling to let him dismiss himself so easily—caught him.
“I wasn’t exactly raised to be… this,” he said at last, gesturing vaguely to himself. “The charming cook. The man who knows how to treat people kindly.”
You didn’t interrupt.
“My family,” he continued, the word heavy in his mouth, “they didn’t believe in kindness. Or weakness. Or anything that made a person… human.”
Your chest ached.
Sanji let out a slow breath, like he was forcing the rest of it out before he could change his mind.
“I wasn’t like them,” he said. “And they made sure I knew exactly how much that made me worth.”
Your hands curled at your sides.
“They hurt you.”
It wasn’t a question.
He smiled faintly, humorless. “That’s one way to put it.”
Silence settled again, thicker this time.
“And you think that makes you unlovable?” you asked, voice softer now but no less firm.
“I think it makes me someone who doesn’t get to pretend I’m… enough for someone like you.”
Something in you snapped at that.
“You don’t get to decide that for me,” you said, stepping forward again, closing the space he had tried to create. “You don’t get to take my feelings and reduce them to something convenient for your self-pity.”
His head jerked slightly at that.
“I’m not—”
“You are,” you cut in. “You’re pushing me away because it’s easier than believing someone could actually want you. Not the version you show everyone else. You.”
He stared at you.
You could see the conflict there, the way your words hit something he had spent years trying to bury under charm and distance and careful, practiced affection that never asked for anything in return.
“I do want you,” you said, softer now, but no less certain. “And if you don’t want me back, that’s your choice. But don’t stand there and tell me I’m wrong for feeling it.”
The room felt too small.
Too full.
Sanji swallowed hard.
For a long moment, he said nothing.
Then, slowly, like it cost him something to do it, he stepped forward again.
Not all the way.
Just enough.
“You make it very difficult,” he murmured.
“Good.”
A breath of a laugh escaped him, shaky at the edges.
“You deserve someone who doesn’t hesitate like this.”
“I deserve to choose for myself.”
He met your eyes again.
And this time, he didn’t look away.
“Then choose carefully,” he said quietly.
“I already did.”
The space between you felt charged now, the air thick with everything unsaid and everything finally, impossibly spoken.
Sanji hesitated only a moment longer.
Then he reached for you.
His hand found yours first, fingers curling around yours like he needed to make sure you were real. His other hand came up more slowly, hovering for a second near your face before finally, gently, resting there.
“You’re dangerous,” he said softly.
You smiled just a little. “You’re just scared.”
“Terrified,” he admitted.
“Good,” you said again, softer this time.
And then you kissed him.
It wasn’t rushed.
It wasn’t overwhelming.
It was warm, and certain, and real in a way that made his chest ache for entirely different reasons now. For a second, he didn’t move at all—like he was afraid the moment might vanish if he reacted too quickly.
Then his hand tightened at your cheek, and he kissed you back.
Carefully.
Like something precious.
Like something he still wasn’t entirely sure he deserved—but wanted anyway.
When you pulled back, his forehead rested briefly against yours, breath uneven in a way that had nothing to do with injury this time.
found this on twitter and yeah — while a part of me is convinced this one’s a bot, unfortunately there are people who actually leave this kind of comment on writers’ works — this and the ai witch hunt are the exact reasons more and more writers stop sharing their works. the level of entitlement to be walking inside someone’s house, after they were kind enough to let you in, and then starting to criticize the way they decorate their rooms when you can just quietly leave if you don’t have anything nice to say.
fanfics are something writers do for themselves. we don’t get paid for it. we write whatever makes us happy for our own enjoyment. if you dislike it, that’s cool. quietly exit the fic and find something else to read. or better yet, write it yourself.
you as a reader are not our customer. we don’t write for you. we don’t write to please you. we just give you the privilege of reading our works for free. whether or not you’ll read it, whether or not you’ll like it, is not our business. but you are rude and entitled to be criticizing fanfics like it’s something you paid for and not a gift people were kind enough to give. if we want constructive criticism, we will ask for one. if we didn’t ask, stay quiet if you don’t have anything nice to say.
not to mention, more often than not, your constructive criticism is never really a constructive criticism but what you personally want to read. keep this up and eventually there will be no fanfics for you to read because no one wants to share their works for free anymore if people will just be this rude and entitled.
BE KIND AND RESPECTFUL TO FANFIC WRITERS AND FAN ARTISTS OR BE QUIET.
summary: You're the kind of person who touches everyone — hugs, hand-holds, leaning on friends like it's nothing. Sanji watches from the sidelines, burning with jealousy, because when you touch him, it means everything.
WARNINGS: kinda smut ??
a/n: I've tried to do something +18, but it's not too explicit <3
Sanji had always considered himself a patient man.
He had to be. Cooking required precision, timing, the ability to stand over a hot stove for hours without losing his temper. He'd waited for dough to rise, for sauces to reduce, for the perfect moment to plate a dish. Waiting, he'd learned, was a skill. But nothing, nothing, had tested his patience like you.
The first time he noticed it, you were greeting Luffy.
Nothing unusual about that. Luffy was always being greeted. But you didn't just say hello. You threw your arms around his shoulders and pressed your cheek to his straw hat and laughed like you hadn't seen him in years, even though it had been maybe twenty minutes.
Sanji watched from the galley door, cigarette halfway to his lips.
Affectionate, he thought. Nothing wrong with that.
Then, you were sitting next to Usopp on the deck, listening to one of his stories. At some point, you'd leaned your head against his shoulder and hooked your arm through his like it was the most natural thing in the world.
Usopp turned pink. Kept talking, but turned pink. Sanji's grip on his coffee mug tightened. Friends, he told himself. Just friends.
By the fifth time, he'd lost count. You held Nami's hand while walking through town. You draped yourself over Chopper's tiny back like a blanket. You sat so close to Zoro on the bench that your knees touched, and Zoro — Zoro, who didn't let anyone near him — didn't even flinch.
Sanji wanted to scream. He wasn't jealous. He was just... confused. Because you touched everyone like it meant nothing. Like pressing your body against theirs was as casual as breathing. And he couldn't figure out if that meant it actually meant nothing, or if it meant everything, or if he was losing his mind entirely.
Probably the last one.
"You're staring," Nami said, not looking up from her book.
"I'm observing."
"You're glaring. There's a difference."
Sanji took a long drag of his cigarette and didn't answer.
Across the deck, you were helping Zoro wrap his wrist — some training injury, nothing serious. But your fingers were lingering. You were standing close. You were saying something that made Zoro's mouth twitch in that half-smile he never gave anyone.
Sanji crushed his cigarette into the ashtray with more force than necessary.
"Jealousy is unbecoming," Nami murmured.
"I'm not jealous."
"You're practically smoking."
"I'm always smoking."
Nami turned a page. "Mm."
The worst part was that you didn't seem to notice.
You treated Sanji the same as everyone else — which meant you touched him too. A hand on his arm when you thanked him for dinner. A brief hug when he brought you tea. Your shoulder pressed against his when you sat next to him at the table.
It drove him insane.
Because when you touched him, he felt it. Everywhere. In his chest, in his stomach, in the spaces between his ribs where he'd thought he'd built walls. Your casual affection hit him like a punch each time, and you didn't even realize.
You'd pull away, smiling, already reaching for someone else.
And Sanji would stand there, heart hammering, trying to remember how to breathe.
It came to a head on a quiet night.
The crew was scattered across the deck, recovering from a long week. Usopp was showing you something — a new gadget, maybe, or a drawing — and you were leaning over his shoulder, one hand resting on the back of his neck, laughing at something he said.
Sanji walked past with a tray of empty cups. He didn't mean to stop. He didn't mean to stare.
But your fingers were tangled in Usopp's hair now, absent and gentle, and Usopp was leaning into the touch like a cat being pet, and something in Sanji's chest cracked clean in half.
He set the tray down harder than intended.
You looked up.
"Sanji? You okay?"
"Fine," he said, voice tighter than he wanted. "Just tired."
He walked to the galley before you could respond.
You found him there ten minutes later, standing at the counter with his back to the door, not cooking anything.
"Sanji."
"I said I'm fine."
"You're not." Your footsteps crossed the floor. "You've been weird all week."
He didn't turn around. Couldn't. Because if he turned around, he'd see your face, and if he saw your face, he'd say something he couldn't take back.
"Sanji." Your hand landed on his shoulder. Warm. Familiar. Casual.
He flinched.
You pulled back like you'd been burned.
"Did I —" You stopped. Started again. "Did I do something wrong?"
He closed his eyes. "No."
"Then why won't you look at me?"
Because if I look at you, I'll fall apart.
He didn't say that.
Instead, he turned. Slowly. Carefully. And found you standing there with your arms wrapped around yourself — a posture he'd never seen before. Closed off. Uncertain.
You looked smaller without your hands reaching for someone.
"Sanji," you said quietly, "talk to me."
He ran a hand through his hair. Lit a cigarette he didn't want. Let the smoke fill his lungs before he spoke.
"You touch everyone," he said.
You blinked. "What?"
"Everyone. Luffy, Nami, Usopp, Zoro, Chopper. You touch all of them. All the time."
Your brow furrowed. "Yes? That's... that's just how I am. I've always been like that."
"I know."
"Then what's the problem?"
He looked at you. At the confusion on your face, the genuine bewilderment. You really didn't know. You had no idea what you did to him every time your fingers brushed his arm, every time you leaned into his space, every time you smiled at him like he was just another person in a long line of people you touched.
The problem, he realized, was that he didn't want to be just another person.
"I can't," he said.
"Can't what?"
"I can't be one of many."
The words hung in the air between you.
You stared at him. Your arms tightened around yourself.
"What are you saying?" you asked.
Sanji took a long drag of his cigarette. Exhaled. Let the smoke curl toward the ceiling like a question he didn't know how to ask.
"I'm saying," he said quietly, "that when you touch me, it means something. To me. And I don't think it means the same thing to you."
Your mouth opened. Closed. Opened again.
"Sanji —"
"You don't have to explain." He held up a hand. "I'm not asking you to change. I'm not asking for anything. I just... needed you to know. Why I've been weird."
He turned back to the counter, pretending to organize something, giving you an out.
You didn't take it.
Your hand landed on his back.
Not casual this time. Not absent. Deliberate. Your palm pressed flat between his shoulder blades, warm through his shirt, and Sanji went absolutely still.
"That's not true," you said.
He didn't turn around. "What?"
"You said it doesn't mean the same thing to me." Your finger moved in small circles against his back. "That's not true."
His heart stopped.
"Then what does it mean?" His voice came out rougher than he intended.
You were quiet for a moment. Your finger kept moving.
"I don't know," you admitted. "But it's not nothing."
Sanji turned.
You were close. Closer than he'd realized. Your hand was still on his back, and your face was tilted up toward his, and your eyes were wide and honest and scared in a way he'd never seen before.
"I touch everyone," you said slowly, "because I like making people feel seen. Cared for. That's all. It doesn't mean anything romantic."
"I know."
"But when I touch you —" You stopped. Swallowed. "When I touch you, I have to think about it first. Because it feels different. And I don't know what to do with that."
Sanji forgot how to breathe.
"Different how?" he asked.
You looked down at your hand on his back. Then back up at his face.
"Different like..." You stepped closer. Your chest almost touched his. Your hand slid from his back to his chest, fingers spreading over his heart. "Like this."
His breath caught.
Your palm was flat against his sternum now, and you could feel everything — the hammering of his pulse, the way his ribs expanded with each shallow breath, the heat of his skin through the thin fabric of his shirt.
"Your heart is racing," you murmured.
"You're not helping."
A small smile tugged at your lips. "I'm not trying to help."
"Then what are you trying to do?"
You didn't answer with words.
Instead, your other hand came up to his chest. Both palms pressed flat now, fingers splayed, like you were trying to feel all of him at once. Sanji's hands stayed frozen at his sides. He didn't dare move. Didn't dare breathe.
"Touch me back," you said.
"What?"
"You heard me." Your fingers curled into his shirt, pulling him a fraction closer. "You've been watching me touch everyone for weeks. Now I'm asking you to touch me."
His control snapped.
One hand came up to your waist. The other cupped the back of your neck, fingers threading into your hair. He didn't pull you roughly — just enough to tilt your face up, to make you look at him.
"You have no idea," he said, voice low, "what you're asking for."
"Then show me."
He didn't kiss you.
Instead, he walked you backward until your hips hit the counter. His body pressed against yours, caging you in, and his hands — those hands you'd watched chop vegetables and knead dough and plate meals with such care — slid down your sides, slow and deliberate, like he was memorizing every inch of you through your clothes.
Your breath hitched.
"Still want me to touch you?" he asked, mouth hovering near your ear.
"Yes."
His hands settled on your hips. Squeezed. Pulled you forward until there was no space left between you.
"Like this?"
Your fingers dug into his shoulders. "Yes."
His thumb traced the waistband of your pants, just barely slipping underneath. Just enough to make you want more.
"Or like this?"
"Sanji —"
"Tell me." His lips brushed the corner of your jaw. "Tell me what you want."
You turned your head. Caught his mouth with yours.
The kiss was nothing like his usual charm. No smoothness, no performance. Just hunger. His hand tightened on your hip. Your fingers fisted in his hair. He tasted like smoke and something sweet — honey, maybe, or the dessert he'd been baking earlier.
You bit his lower lip.
He groaned — low, raw, desperate — and pulled back just enough to look at you.
His eyes were dark. His lips were parted. His chest was heaving.
"You," he said, voice wrecked. "I want you. Not like everyone else. Not casual. Not friendly." He pressed his forehead to yours. "You. Only you."
Your heart swelled until it hurt.
"I'm right here," you whispered.
He kissed you again. Slower this time. Deeper. His hands spread across your back, pulling you impossibly closer, like he was afraid you'd disappear if he let go.
You weren't going anywhere.
Later — much later — you sat on the counter with a glass of water, watching Sanji clean the kitchen he'd definitely not been cleaning earlier.
His shirt was wrinkled. His hair was a mess. There was a mark on his neck that you'd put there.
He looked happier than you'd ever seen him.
"So," you said, swinging your legs. "Still jealous of Usopp?"
Sanji threw a dish towel at your face.
You caught it, laughing.
"Shut up," he said, but he was smiling.
You reached out and grabbed his hand. Pulled him between your knees. Wrapped your arms around his shoulders and pressed your cheek to his chest.
"Thank you," you said quietly.
"For what?"
"For telling me. For waiting. For —" You gestured vaguely at the kitchen, at the two of you, at everything. "This."
His arms came around you. Tight. Secure.
"I'd wait forever," he said into your hair. "For you. I'd wait forever."
You held on. For the first time, when you touched him, you didn't reach for anyone else.
ღ summary: Your (not so) quiet crush on Sanji through Nami’s eyes
ღ pairing: Sanji x fem!reader
ღ warnings: Disgusting(ly bad) flirting :D not an established relationship but they act like a couple anyway! reader with long-ish hairr, she's chalant af
Nami finds out about your crush on Sanji during girls night.
You don’t know what was better, when no one knew about this thing you had for him, or having your best friend aware, which meant that you finally had someone else to rave on about Sanji and everything that he is.
She calls you “lame”, but the truth is that you are helpless.
You’re seated on a twirly chair in front of the vanity, right foot up on the cushioned surface to better polish your toes. They’re a vivid coral, matching the ones on your fingers. Nami’s lying upside down on her cot across from you, hands behind her head and feet up against the wall like it’s nobody’s business. She's finished her toes already, all coated in a beautiful teal that compliments her hair.
Everything is perfect tonight. As perfect as being bountied pirates on a ship can get. The flower scented candles around the girls’ cabin run warm, making sweetness blossom around the room. Your beds are made perfectly, pillows fluffed up just the way you like it. You and Nami move with an unspoken understanding, of unwinding and finally taking time to yourselves after a day full of adventure.
The sound of the sea has been quietly lulling the two of you into peace, though you have to delay your sleep for an extra hour of chatting away your complaints.
Girls night always welcomes honesty—when you and Nami can talk about everything the boys would never understand. And she’s being real truthful alright, hand enthusiastically waving around like a maestro to her own words.
And of course, the current topic of conversation was the blonde, women-loving cook in your crew.
Nami can be blunt, to say the least. It’s what you appreciate most about her, although you wish she’d soften her words up just a little bit.
Or maybe try to see him the way you do.
“He’s a lot.”
She’s talking about typical Sanji behavior. The incessant flirting, the hovering and his I-live-to-serve-women attitude, which she’s convinced is some type of overcompensation.
You definitely don’t think it’s annoying. If anything, you think it’s really sweet that he tries his hardest to impress Nami.
Matter of fact, you love it when he tries to impress the girls on this ship. Fortunately for you, the only two available ones include an independent, no-bullshit navigator who doesn’t easily fall for his smooth-talking. Now that just leaves him to focus more of his affection onto you, and you absolutely love being the center of his attention.
You bite your lips, trying to hold back your laughter. “I mean, he’s intense for sure.”
She rolls her eyes at your attempts to soften her complaints, and she truly can’t find it in her to understand why you would defend the cook. “Annoying.”
“I think it’s kind of cute.”
A beat of silence.
And then Nami literally whips her head to face you so fast you’d think you were a treasure made of a trillion berries.
The sight she’s greeted with is one she will never forget. And not in a pleasant way, because you look positively, 100%, absolutely sure about the words you just uttered out of your mouth.
You’re hugging both your legs up to your chest, lips still bitten in a silent restraint. You’re actually melting into yourself, lost somewhere in the clouds as you swing yourself right and left in your chair.
Where do you even begin?
From memorizing your likes and dislikes,—and not just about food—attending to your needs, whether you voice them or not, and genuinely wanting to know you for who you are. Sanji somehow manages to embrace who you were, who you are now and who you hope to become in the future, all in the same breath.
He is never quiet with the way he loves. God forbid he doesn’t worry about others for even one day. He’s dramatic, over-the-top, theatrical. All the synonyms of spectacular you can find in the dictionary. But also grounded, selfless, and so genuine that it makes your teeth ache and your heart clench erratically.
Sanji treats you with a kind of gentleness that makes you think you’re the most precious diamond in the Blue Sea. You are. To him. He never ceases to convince you of so.
So it’s an absolute no-brainer that you think he is the one for you. If not the only man ever. And, the fact that you aren’t alone in this fortifies your belief. You and Sanji have your own thing. A quiet game that only you seem to understand the rules of. A kind of connection that isn’t defined by or bound to labels; one that grew from quiet glances and secret smiles. The others may not notice—for now. They’d probably brush it off as you being kind to Sanji and finding genuine friendship in him.
But you like it that way, and you really, really like him. You don’t need to say it out loud, because you’re sure he knows you do. You’re content with what you have because you can feel it that he reciprocates.
You are his just as much as he is yours.
“Say that again.” Nami pumps out the sentence like she can’t believe her own ears. She’s fully upright now, propping her upper body with her hands. She leans towards you as if it’ll make her hear better.
“I think..” you mimic her pose and lean your chest forward, palms resting on both knees as if preparing to tell her a secret, “—that he’s kind of cute.”
It’s he, now. Not it, anymore.
God, you are hopeless. And crazy.
“You’re kidding.” The navigator hits you with the most deadpan stare you’ve ever seen her muster in her life.
Nami tries to look back at all your past interactions with Sanji. From the first time you joined the crew to the most recent ones. Then it all clicks for her—like a puzzle piece to answer a question she’s never bothered to ask.
It starts with the way you get quiet when Sanji’s around, a secret smile and an undeniable warmth seldom missing from your face. Gosh, you’re so shy when he talks to you sometimes. It’s crazy that it didn’t register to her because you’re typically always so sure of yourself. Then it’s how you never, ever brush off his attempts at flattery. How your sweet compliments always seemed to be drowned out by Luffy’s shouts and Zoro’s arguing. She looks back at the way you naturally gravitate towards him. It didn't matter if you were on the ship, jumping from island-to-island, in the middle of a fight or simply lounging around with the rest of the crew, you always found your way right beside him.
Huh.
It was all in her face the entire time. Loud and apologetic. She feels silly at the fact that she’s never thought to even look because she couldn’t fathom that any woman could genuinely put up with him. And you never denied anything either—not when there wasn’t anything to deny in the first place.
Her words set you off like a pirate looking for the one piece.
“Nami don’t you ever dream of a guy who’ll sweep you off your feet?”
You’re breathless, absolutely lost in your own daydreams as you twirl around your chair with a force that could blow the Going Merry across the Grand Line. There are stars in your eyes, genuinely. Your hands shoot up in a rainbow above your head, and your body melts further into the seat.
Something’s definitely gotten into you.
“And Sanji’s that guy for you?!” She exclaims. You watch her go through all the 7 stages of grief in the span of 3 seconds.
You laugh at her silliness, and then you’re back to swooning again.
It was as if she’d unlocked your inner beast. A lovesick, crazy girl who was spouting her dreams of romance and everything that was butterflies and rainbows. A woman who was absolutely mooning over Sanji.
From then on the navigator makes it her mission to uncover where this crush of yours came from. She can try asking the rest of the crew, but she’s 98% sure the boys are oblivious to this, or simply aren’t as perturbed as she is. (Because how has no one questioned this before?!)
Starting wasn’t hard. At all. Turns out you and Sanji are shameless. It just takes the right time for someone to pay attention and see how deep the connection runs between the two of you.
It happens bright and early a few days later. Nami—by instinct or intuition—woke up to an empty cabin. Your bed looked freshly mussed, like you couldn’t be bothered to tidy it up before getting up. She looked through the small window, greeted by the sight of the barely peeking sun in the darkness of the horizon. Way too early for anyone to be up. Except for Sanji, who she knows is already prepping for breakfast in the galley. And conveniently, you seem to be missing in action as well. It doesn't take much to put two and two together.
She catches you right as you are entering the kitchen.
Of course, Sanji is already busying himself on the counter, chopping an array of fresh fruits into—what Nami can’t see—hearts.
“Mon trésor.”
It barely takes a second for you to enter before Sanji is calling out to you, gaze immediately snapping towards your figure. He doesn’t need his sight to know that it’s you. He can’t admit that it’s because he’s memorized the weight of your steps on the ship, and the sweet scent of your perfumed clothes.
A lit cigarette hangs off from his lips, though he quickly puts it away when you make your way to the dining table.
You rub your eyes tiredly, hand then moving down to hug yourself closer in an attempt to chase some warmth. “Hi, Sanji.”
He’s melting at the sight of you.
This might just be his favorite part of the morning, second only to when you start talking to him. You’re in your pajamas still, shirt hanging loosely over your bare shoulders. Absolutely radiant, and so domestic. You can barely open your eyes in the morning sun, and the way you carry yourself feels heavier, but more honest. Relaxed. A good sign that you slept well.
Sanji doesn’t fight off the small flush that makes itself known across his face.
“Do you know that every time you say my name an angel gains its wings?”
You grin at the early morning flattery while you settle down on your seat. You could look like the messiest thing on the ship and Sanji will find a way to compliment you regardless. “Heaven must love me,”
“Heaven would be a fool not to love you, darling.” It doesn’t take even a beat for him to answer, and the cook puts down his knife to come closer. He makes a point to lean his face down to yours to greet you with an open teeth grin.
And that genuinely brings a giggle out of you, leaving Nami mildly disgusted.
When he's finally seen your smile, he returns back to the stove, slathering butter over the surface of a pan. The familiar rich aroma and the oddly calming sizzling sound makes you soften into yourself. You slouch onto the countertop, folding your elbows into each other and laying your chin on top. “I take it that this is a good morning for you?”
“Everyday better when I see your beautiful face.” He curls his lips into a smile, sneaking a quick glance at you before winking.
Thank goodness he goes back to focusing on the pan because you are already throwing your face away to the sea, pursing your lips in a barely restrained smile before burying yourself into the crook of your arms, releasing a hidden breath.
Sanji, that sly man, takes a quick peek from his shoulders. Seeing you, confident you, turn into a flustered puddle from his words makes him puff up so quickly. He wears his pride so boldly on his chest. No one could tell him anything for the rest of the day, and it was insufferable.
Unbeknownst to you, he’s already started on your breakfast. He knows that you’re an early riser, and that you will almost always seek him out first thing in the morning. So everyday he sets out your breakfast ingredients and preps as much as he can. He doesn’t start cooking them before he sees your face, because he only wants the most warm and freshly cooked meal for you.
You notice it though, the way he always serves you first, no matter the time and place. Dinner? A plate of the finest meat for you first (Luffy hates it.) Going over logs with Nami? All the snacks you like are immediately placed in front of you, and a drink to compliment it following behind. He always thinks about your needs first, and if that isn’t love then you don’t know what to believe.
Just as you are in the middle of your daydreaming, Sanji interrupts with the sound of cutlery against porcelain. He’s plating up your mouth-watering breakfast, made to absolute perfection.
“For you madam, golden brown honey toast with freshly whipped cream on top,” he dishes out the plate in front of you, and the aroma itself sends you straight to heaven. “—extra fruit, just the way you like it.”
You didn’t think it was possible to fall deeper in love with him, but you’re proven wrong once you see the fruits that decorate your toast, all of them heart shaped. Both hand-cut and perfectly uniform using the cutter he specifically bought to use for your meals.
You gasp in exaggeration, though deep inside you’re aching about how sweet he is to remember your preferences. “You spoil me,”
“Only the best for my favorite Strawhat.” He answers, pouring you a glass of freshly brewed coffee.
You’re in the middle of cutting your toast in half when you look up at him, teasing by saying, “Don’t let the captain hear you say that.”
Sanji exclaims back to you in all his confidence, turning away as he places the pot on the counter. “Bah! One sirloin steak and he’ll forgive me like it never happened.”
Your giggle is like the brightest melody in his ears, and the words that follow it could bring him back from the dead. “Thank you, my chef~”
“You know my heart can’t take it,” He playfully sighs out your name, clutching his chest. Sanji stands across the table now, resting his chin on his hand against the counter top. Just happy to watch you.
“Delicious!” You continue to shoot honeyed words at him, not just as a means for him to keep sweet-talking you, but also because you think Sanji deserves all the love and goodness of this world.
“Sing me your praises, my angel of music,”
Nami can almost see him propel himself to the sky with giddiness.
“So perfectly crunchy,”
“—and I’m yours forever.” He takes your hand in his from across the aisle, pressing a chaste kiss to your knuckles as he looks up at you.
Nami felt chills sweeping up her spine.
You guys were so cheesy. But sort of.. cute. That was something she couldn’t deny. She’s never seen Sanji this genuine, and when someone actually reciprocates, it makes him look less like a fool.
And the way you were bouncing back and forth on each other was like a sick game of ping-pong she couldn’t look away from.
She couldn’t figure out for the life of her why you two aren’t together already. It’s perfectly clear that you both feel the same way, and aren’t afraid to act upon it. A small part of her wants to meddle, and she’s halfway into a plan that’ll somehow get either of you to confess to each other, but then she abruptly stops.
Eh, you guys will sort that out yourselves. Eventually. You look like you’re exactly where you want to be. So, Nami shrugs and beelines into the kitchen, hoping to get a fresh plate of breakfast seeing that he’s already started with yours.
The next time Nami catches a moment between the two of you wasn’t intentional. Right, because she wouldn’t be caught dead seeking the conversations you and Sanji had after that traumatizing event.
It was late at night. For once a quiet one between all the chaos that seemed to follow the Strawhat Pirates. Luffy was snoring away somewhere with a full belly, Ussop tinkering away in his cabin, and Zoro likely in the crow’s nest. Nami decided to look for fresh air, feeling a little bit holed up inside her room. Between the gentle rocking of the sea and the soft melody of the waves, it was the perfect atmosphere to spend watching the horizon.
She didn’t mean to overhear your conversation, but the door was open and a ship doesn’t exactly leave much room for privacy. She tried to leave the two of you alone at first, but found herself leaning against the galley wall to listen in in the end.
When she takes a peek through the door, she finds you seated still and pretty on the stool close to him, cross-legged in your pajamas. Like a sous chef who wasn’t really a sous chef but boosted the cook all the same—if not a million times more.
When you first got to the galley, you paid mind to his laser-focused expression. You didn't want to break his flow, so you stuck yourself against the counter at a distance. You were content with the picture of him from afar, but Sanji had absolutely none of it. He began your conversation of the night while silently dragging a stool and placing it right next to him by the stove. Safely away from getting blasted by the heat, but close enough to where he could feel you around him and talk to you without feeling a million miles away.
He’s got on one of your top favorite get-ups: a classic blue striped dress-shirt unbuttoned just the right amount and his pink Doskoi Panda apron tied around the back. Sleeves deliciously rolled up to his elbows for a bonus. Though Nami isn’t attracted to him the way you are, she isn’t blind. She has to admit that the image of his forearms are a sight for sore eyes. Sanji can be quite charming at times, mostly when he keeps the talking to a minimum and does what he does best.
You’re not even hiding it at this point, gaze tracking every languid move of his hands like you were hypnotized.
It’s not hard for you to admire him when he’s deep in his element. You find yourself going quiet, not because you don’t want to talk to him, but because it’s mesmerizing to see the way he commands the kitchen like his own battleship.
There’s a small smile on your lips as you take in the passion he carries, and on your lap you fidget with the shiny silver ring on your thumb. It’s his ring—your favorite one that's shaped like a skull—that he gave to you for “safekeeping”, even though Sanji never ever takes them off. Even when he’s cooking. It’s incredibly intimate; a symbol of his trust for you.
He’s just finished cooking a dish of his own creation. A classic menu made of meat, but a little more experimental with the seasoning. You can only describe it as heaven in a plate, sweet and savory at the same time, with a hint of something that you can't fully describe with words. Yet, you enjoy it for all that it is, and the delectable fragrance isn't something to complain about, either. It’s almost shocking that Luffy hasn’t come running down the kitchen from the smell alone. Sanji isn’t technically done with the recipe, seeing as he’s trying to perfect the ingredients being used. He has his worn-out notepad by the counter, filled with endless scribbles and notes of improvement. The cook will come back to it once you’ve given your own comments on the taste.
Once finished turning down the heat, he takes a clean spoon out of the cabinet and offers you a small portion fresh out of the pan, where the dish was still simmering in the heat.
You feel honored that you are Sanji’s unofficial taste-tester. The first time you came across the cook experimenting with new creations was a complete coincidence. That particular night you’d been restless in bed, stomach aching for a bite of food. You ended up pattering into the galley to get maybe a few crackers, a slice of bread or cheese or something that’d temporarily distract you. But you didn’t expect to feast on a five star meal once Sanji found out you were hungry. You? His precious princess starving? Not on this ship.
What began as compliments to the chef turned into fully fledged reviews of each flavor profile, and eventually became something more intimate. A space for honesty just for you and Sanji.
You like to think that’s where you found the real Sanji. The kind heart beyond the ladies man, the truths behind his endless honeyed words.
You sought him out like a moth to a flame, and every night Sanji welcomed you with open arms.
Most of the times you were there to actually be his taste-tester, which is just his excuse of having a private late dinner with you. But, other times he’s prepping meals for the next day and you’re simply there to keep him company. Either way, you’ll never skip out on an opportunity to spend time alone with Sanji.
Funnily enough, more than once you’ve caught Luffy sneaking in and rummaging through the pantry, already halfway stuffing his face with something that makes Sanji tick before he notices that the two of you are occupying the room. It’s a bit adorable that he doesn’t make a fuss about it. He never questions anything beyond “Hey… are you sneaking for snacks too?!” and then an “Okay!” followed by his high pitched laughter after Sanji kicks him out for offering you the stolen goods from his sticky hands.
You take notice that he never lets Luffy get a bite of his cooking. Sure, if the captain asks, Sanji will make him something, but not from the same pan. A different dish all together. You think that maybe it’s because he isn’t open to someone tasting something he considers isn’t “perfect” yet, but another part of you just believes that it’s because he only trusts you to give him the honest truth.
Still, you find it hard to believe he’d ever need one, considering everything that he makes turns out flawless.
“More seasoning?” The cook watches as you chew on the meat slowly.
You shake your head in disagreement. “No, this is perfect, Sanji.”
“Not too sweet for you?”
Nami sees you visibly recoil at his questions, body moving as if he was spouting blasphemy.
He’s got his back turned to you while he rinses his hands over the sink, so he can’t see the flabbergasted frown on your face.
“This is quite possibly the best thing I’ve ever tasted in my life.” You make an emphasis on the word “best”, sticking the wooden spoon back at him to signal that you wanted more.
“You flatter me, angel.” He grins, pulling the dish towel from his shoulders to wipe his hand. Then he goes straight to follow your command exactly and dips right back into the pan, scooping up a portion before blowing it softly to cool it down.
You’re practically vibrating in your seat, legs bouncing and arms holding up the weight of your body as you lean towards him.
“Nope. I’m just sayin’ the truth!” The words come with a pause as you’re swallowing your last bite, and the brightness comes right back up your face while you praise Sanji.
By the All Blue, he just wants to scoop you up and squeeze you in his arms for all eternity. You can be so shy around him, but also incredibly animated when expressing yourself.
Once Sanji deems it the perfect condition for you, he motions the spoon to your mouth.
It’s a stupidly sweet gesture, and also his way of stopping you from eating the whole thing. You can just take the spoon from him and feed yourself, but you’d be lying if you said you didn’t like being pampered by Sanji. You’re not ashamed to admit that it makes you feel very special. If you truly weaponized your voice and asked him for the whole pan, he’d give it to you without a single doubt. But, it’d be a shame if he didn’t wait until he could properly serve it with some rice so you could have your very late dinner “date”.
He holds the spoon out for a beat longer to look down at the way your lips wrap around the surface, turning away only when you finish munching happily at the taste. After all, your satisfaction is his number one priority. Nami can’t see your face from where she’s at, but she can absolutely make out Sanji’s, and the way he’s staring is sensual, borderline debauched. It makes the navigator feel like she’s intruding on a private moment.
You are none the wiser to this, Sanji needs to get it together, and Nami’s very close to throwing up in front of the galley.
Your eyes are closed as you hum contentedly once the flavors settle nicely in your stomach, and it’s then when you start to feel the weight of his stare.
You’re only chin level on this short stool, so you have to look up to meet his eyes.
He's quiet and awfully still, taking you all in and leaving no part of you starving for his attention. There's an evident tension swimming around the kitchen, and it makes you acutely aware of just how close you are to him. Inches away. The position is a tad intimate, to say the least.
“What? Is there sauce on my face?”
You know there isn’t anything on your face except for pure happiness, though you’re a tiny bit flustered by his attention.
“Sorry, darling,” He's not sorry at all. He leans in to wipe the non-existent sauce, and for a second you think he’s going to deny his obvious admiration of you but then he pivots into something that is so Sanji it makes your brain melt.
“Your beauty demands to be seen. I can’t deny you that.” He traces the back of his finger over your cheek before tucking a stray hair behind your ear.
Time and time again, Sanji is able to surpass your every expectation. You continue to feel the weight of his stare, now much different than before because he looks at you with deep, unabashed, reverence. Not hidden, and not in halves. A softness he reserves only for you.
You’re speechless for a moment, but then he cups your face into his palms and it feels like everything just melts away.
Now Nami understands. Why you adore him so much. Why you don’t need to scream it out to the world that you love him (although you would love to). The two of you aren’t “together” officially not because you don’t want to, or are too shy to say it out loud. But because you enjoy every part of who he is. The chasing, the teasing, the thrill; it’s everything in him that makes you feel alive. You don’t need words for him to understand that you love him, just as he doesn’t.
Nami watches the way you look up at him, positively beaming. The silence is broken away when you start giggling to yourself, and it only makes Sanji move closer to you, his forehead bumping gently against yours as he sports an identical grin on his face.
She shakes her head, both astonished and happy to see you flourishing in his presence, before walking away with an affectionate eye-roll.
Yeah. You two are the lamest.
Mon trésor: My treasure
Aaah I couldn’t really decide which sanji to base this fic off of. I ended up doing a bit of both 🍽️
masterlist @ pls don't repost or feed my works into ai thaaank you
Sanji x fem!reader | pre-battle tension | kiss for luck | bold flirting | mutual pining | dangerous mission | suave Sanji | “lady’s blessing” | almost-confession vibes | One Piece Live Action | 4.2k words
The island looked wrong from the moment it came into view.
Too quiet.
Not the peaceful kind of quiet either. Not sleepy harbor silence or the distant hush of a town settling in for evening. This was the sort of quiet that pressed against the skin. Watchful. Waiting.
Even Luffy noticed, which was saying something.
By the time the Going Merry was anchored in the shadow of the cliffs and the crew had gathered on deck to plan their next move, the air itself felt sharpened. Nami stood over the map with a crease between her brows. Zoro had all three swords within easy reach. Usopp was pretending he wasn’t nervous, which mostly meant he was talking too much. Chopper kept glancing between all of you like he could diagnose the tension if he looked at it hard enough.
And Sanji—Sanji was leaning against the railing like this was any other afternoon.
One ankle crossed over the other, sleeves rolled to his elbows, cigarette balanced between elegant fingers, blond hair stirring in the sea wind. If anyone didn’t know him, they might have thought he was relaxed. Effortless. Untouched by the unease hanging over the ship.
You knew better.
You saw it in the stillness beneath his smile.
Sanji only got that smooth when things were dangerous.
“The patrol rotates every fifteen minutes,” Nami said, tapping the map. “If we time it right, we can get into the compound before they realize we’re there.”
“And then?” Usopp asked.
“Then,” Zoro said dryly, “we improvise.”
“That’s not a plan.”
“That’s always the plan,” Sanji murmured.
Luffy grinned. “I like that plan.”
“Of course you do,” Nami muttered.
You stood near the mast with your arms folded, listening as the argument circled. The target was simple enough in theory: get in, grab what had been stolen from the village below, get out before the local gang decided to turn the whole thing into a bloodbath. In theory.
In practice, “get in and get out” usually meant at least one of you came back bruised, bleeding or grinning like an idiot over a narrowly avoided death.
Sometimes all three.
Your gaze drifted to Sanji again.
He caught you looking, of course. He always did.
One corner of his mouth tipped upward around the cigarette.
You looked away first.
Coward.
“All right,” Nami said finally. “Luffy, Zoro and Sanji go in. Usopp stays here with Chopper in case things go bad.”
“Hey,” Usopp protested. “I can go in.”
“No,” three voices said at once.
He looked offended. Chopper patted his arm anyway.
Nami continued, “We only need three. Fast in, fast out.”
Sanji straightened from the railing with an easy shrug. “Then let’s not keep the villains waiting.”
There it was again—that polished ease, that almost lazy confidence. Like slipping into danger was just another outfit he knew how to wear.
You hated how good he was at it.
The meeting broke apart quickly after that. Nami went below deck to get supplies. Usopp launched into a long explanation of what he would do if he were coming, which nobody listened to. Luffy wandered off to find food before the mission. Zoro started checking his swords near the bow.
And Sanji stayed where he was, finishing his cigarette as though the island ahead wasn’t crawling with armed men.
You told yourself not to go to him.
Then your feet did it anyway.
He heard you coming and glanced over his shoulder before you’d even reached the railing.
“Ah,” he said softly, smile already forming. “There you are, darling.”
It should not have made your stomach flip after all this time.
And yet.
“You say that like I’ve been gone for days.”
“It felt longer.”
You snorted and leaned against the rail beside him, eyes on the black shape of the island ahead. Up close, you could smell smoke and salt and the sharp citrus soap he used when water allowed it. Familiar. Dangerous. Distracting.
For a moment, neither of you spoke.
The sea rocked gently beneath the ship. Somewhere above, canvas shifted. The late light had begun to turn gold, painting the edges of Sanji’s profile in warm bronze.
“You’re worried,” he said at last.
You exhaled through your nose. “You say that like it’s unreasonable.”
“Not unreasonable.” He flicked ash over the side. “Just unnecessary.”
You turned to stare at him. “Unnecessary?”
“My love, it’s three men with too much ego and not enough imagination behind a gate. We’ll be back before dinner.”
The words were smooth, easy even. But his eyes stayed on the horizon.
“Don’t do that.”
His gaze shifted to yours. “Do what?”
“Pretend it’s nothing.”
Something quieter moved through his expression, there and gone. Then he smiled again, softer this time. “If I admit it’s something, will you look at me like that all evening?”
“Like what?”
“Like you’re deciding whether to tie me to the mast for my own safety.”
You huffed a laugh despite yourself. “Tempting.”
“I’d look quite dashing, I think.”
You rolled your eyes and looked back out at the island. “I’m serious, Sanji.”
“So am I.”
He said it lightly, but not carelessly. You could hear the shift beneath the silk now, the truth he was willing to give you if you looked for it.
That only made it worse.
Because Sanji could joke his way through almost anything, and the moments when he stopped feeling like a performance were the ones that got under your skin and stayed there.
You folded your arms tighter. “It feels wrong.”
The cigarette paused halfway to his mouth.
“Wrong how?”
“It’s too quiet.” You frowned toward the cliffs. “Like they’re expecting something.”
He took a drag, slow and thoughtful. “Maybe they are.” You looked at him sharply.
Sanji exhaled a ribbon of smoke into the sea wind. “Nami noticed it too. So did I.”
“And?”
“And we’re still going.”
Of course they were. Because that was the sort of crew this was. Ridiculous and reckless and impossible, with just enough heart to make every dangerous decision feel noble afterward.
You hated that you understood it now.
You hated more that Sanji was one of the reasons why.
He turned then, bracing one elbow on the rail so he could face you more fully. “You know I can take care of myself.”
“I know you think you can.”
A laugh slipped out of him, warm and surprised. “Cruel.”
“Honest.”
His eyes narrowed with amusement. “You do realize I’m meant to be the charming one in this conversation.”
“You’re failing.”
“Am I?” He leaned in the slightest bit. “Because you’re still here.”
Your pulse jumped.
You hated when he did that, when he said something ridiculous in that low, easy voice and made it impossible to tell where the joke ended and the meaning began.
Especially lately, when the mission ahead had left your nerves raw enough that every look from him felt louder.
He must have seen something change in your face, because his smile gentled. “What is it?” he asked.
The question came softer than the rest. Too soft.
You should have said nothing.
Instead, because fear made you reckless in strange directions, you said, “Maybe you need luck.”
One blond brow lifted. “Luck?”
“For tonight.”
He pressed a hand dramatically to his chest. “Darling, are you offering to bless the mission? I feel holier already.”
That grin should have made it easy again.
It didn’t.
You should have let him keep it playful. Should have laughed and walked away and carried your worry somewhere private until he came back.
Instead, the words left your mouth before common sense could catch them.
“I could kiss you for luck.”
Silence.
Absolute, catastrophic silence.
Even the sea seemed to stop.
Sanji froze.
Not for long—barely a heartbeat—but you saw it. Saw the way every line of him went still. Saw the cigarette pause between his fingers. Saw his eyes widen by the smallest fraction before all that polished grace slid right back into place.
But the freeze had happened. You didn’t imagined it. And suddenly your own face felt very warm.
“Well,” he said, voice silk-smooth and just a touch lower than before, “I’d never turn down a lady’s blessing.”
You stared at him. You had meant it as a joke. At least, you thought you had. Now you were no longer sure.
And judging by the heat that flashed through his eyes before he smoothed it away, neither was he.
“Sanji—”
“Unless,” he murmured, stepping half a pace closer, “you’re withdrawing the offer.”
You should, immediately. Instead your body betrayed you in a hundred tiny ways at once: pulse jumping, breath catching, fingers tightening against your own arms. He noticed every single one.
Of course he did.
The bastard.
“You really are impossible,” you muttered.
“And yet,” he said, smile sharpening at one corner, “apparently good luck.”
That almost made you laugh. Almost.
Instead you lifted your chin, because if he was going to act smooth about this, then so were you.
Fine.
“Stand still, then.”
His expression changed.
Just for a moment.
The teasing stayed, but something else moved under it now—something startled and intent and far too honest. Like he hadn’t expected you to call the bluff.
Slowly, Sanji took the cigarette from his mouth and crushed it against the railing, setting it aside.
Then he did exactly as told.
He stood still.
That shouldn’t have felt as intimate as it did.
He didn’t move when you stepped closer. Didn’t say anything. Just watched you with those impossible eyes and that controlled, careful stillness that made your own composure feel dangerously thin.
You’ve kissed people before. This shouldn’t have been different, but it was different.
Because it was Sanji.
Because he joked and flirted and smiled, but never like this. Never with his entire body wound quiet, as if he were holding himself still on purpose. Never with that look in his eyes, bright and focused and betraying exactly how much this mattered.
You put one hand lightly against his arm to steady yourself.
He sucked in the smallest breath.
And then you kissed his cheek.
Just the corner of it, really. Soft. Brief. A brush of your mouth against warm skin.
Safe.
Not enough.
You felt that truth the second you pulled back.
So did he.
Sanji’s lashes lowered once, slowly, and when he looked at you again his expression had gone utterly unreadable in the way that meant he was feeling too much.
“There,” you said, much more breathless than you intended. “For luck.”
A beat.
Then his mouth curved.
“Ah,” he said. “A generous lady indeed.”
The line was perfect. Smooth. Light. Effortless.
It should’ve saved you.
It didn’t save either of you.
Because his voice had roughened, his gaze had dropped, just once, to your mouth. Then the hand at his side had flexed like it was resisting the urge to reach for you.
You took a step back too quickly. “It was a joke.”
The words came out wrong the second they were spoken.
Sanji heard that too.
He smiled, but smaller now. “Of course.”
Liar.
Not because he didn’t believe you.
Because neither of you wanted to.
From the bow, Luffy shouted, “SANJI! WE’RE GOING!”
The moment shattered.
Sanji closed his eyes for half a second, then reopened them wearing his usual easy charm like armor he’d only briefly set down.
“Duty calls.”
You hated how relieved and disappointed that made you feel all at once.
He bent, just slightly, taking your hand before you could think to stop him.
His mouth brushed your knuckles—warm, lingering, and far more deliberate than your cheek kiss had been.
“For the blessing,” he said quietly.
Then he let you go and walked away.
He did not look back.
Which was perhaps the worst part.
Because now you were left standing at the railing with your heart hammering and the ghost of his mouth still on your skin, trying to remember how this had started as a joke.
It did not improve from there.
Watching Sanji leave was always unpleasant.
Watching him leave after kissing your hand like that should have been illegal.
You stood with Nami and Chopper near the stern as the three of them slipped into the shadows below the cliff path. Luffy moved first, bright and fearless even in the dimming light. Zoro followed with the quiet menace of a man built to be trouble. Sanji came last, glancing up once toward the ship—not at you, you told yourself.
Except his eyes found yours anyway. Only for a second, then he was gone.
“Well,” Nami said beside you, entirely too calm, “that was interesting.”
You kept your gaze on the cliffs. “I don’t know what you mean.”
“Mm.”
Chopper tilted his head up at you. “Did you really kiss him for luck?”
Your face heated all over again. “It was a joke.”
Nami made a noise that suggested she would rather throw herself into the sea than entertain that lie.
Chopper blinked. “Oh.” Then, after a pause: “You looked really serious for a joke.”
“Thank you, Chopper,” Nami said dryly. “Excellent observation.”
He puffed up. “I observe things.”
“Yes,” you muttered. “Unfortunately.”
Waiting was miserable.
That was the truth nobody romanticized enough. Not the battle itself, not the danger, not the grand return afterward—the waiting. The helplessness of it. The way every distant sound became a possibility.
Nami tried to keep busy checking supplies. Chopper organized his medical bag three separate times. Usopp paced until Nami threatened to tie him down.
You stood at the rail and watched the dark.
And thought, against your will, of Sanji freezing for that one tiny, traitorous heartbeat.
It replayed itself with horrifying clarity.
He had wanted that kiss.
Not in the casual way he wanted flirtation or attention or an excuse to say something pretty. In the real way. The dangerous way. The way that made him go still instead of speaking.
And you—you had wanted to give it. That was the part you were trying not to touch too closely. Because once you admitted it, the whole shape of the thing changed. No longer a joke. No longer nerves. No longer something you could blame on the mission ahead.
Just want.
Just Sanji.
Just the terrible possibility that this had been building between you for longer than either of you wanted to name.
Time crawled.
Then, somewhere below the cliffs, shouting erupted.
Usopp yelped. Chopper jumped. Nami was already moving before anyone else had fully reacted.
The next few minutes were chaos.
Boots on stone. A crash in the distance. Luffy’s unmistakable laugh cutting through the noise like a battle cry. The ring of steel. Someone yelling in pain. Someone else swearing.
Then all at once, three figures came tearing back up the path.
Luffy first, grinning like a lunatic.
Zoro second, bleeding from the forehead and deeply annoyed.
And Sanji—
Sanji was fine.
Breathing hard, shirt rumpled, one sleeve torn, but upright and fine.
The relief hit you so fast it nearly made you dizzy.
“They cheated,” Luffy announced cheerfully as he climbed aboard. “There were way more guys than Nami said.”
Nami crossed her arms. “Did you get it?”
Sanji tossed the stolen satchel onto the deck with a flourish. “Naturally.”
Chopper immediately fussed over Zoro’s cut while Usopp launched into questions no one answered. Luffy grabbed food as though he hadn’t just outrun a dozen armed men.
And through all of it, Sanji looked at you.
Not constantly. Not enough for anyone else to notice.
Just enough.
Every time you glanced his way, his gaze was already there, softening for one impossible second before he angled it elsewhere.
The knowledge of that kiss hung between you like a pulled thread neither of you knew how to cut.
Later, after Nami had confirmed everything in the satchel was intact and Chopper had declared everyone irritating but mostly alive, the ship quieted.
The crew drifted off in pieces.
Zoro muttered something about sleep and vanished below deck. Luffy passed out in a hammock with half a roll still in hand. Usopp kept trying to retell the mission from the perspective of someone who had not been there. Nami finally gave up on him.
You found yourself back at the railing.
Of course you did.
The night had gone clear overhead, stars stretched sharp above the sea. The island was only a dark shape now, receding behind you.
You heard footsteps before you saw him.
Sanji stopped at your side, close enough that his shoulder nearly brushed yours.
For once, he didn’t open with a line.
“You’re hurt,” you said instead, spotting the tear at his sleeve more clearly now. There was a shallow cut along his forearm, already drying dark.
He glanced down. “Barely.”
“That means yes.”
“It means Chopper will fuss if he sees me.”
“You say that like it’s a tragedy.”
He smiled faintly. “For my dignity, perhaps.”
You turned to face him more fully. “You should let him clean it.”
“In a moment.”
The words were quiet. Delaying. For what, you were not foolish enough to misunderstand.
The sea wind shifted between you.
Neither of you moved.
Then Sanji exhaled softly through his nose, one hand coming to rest on the railing behind you. Not trapping. Not quite. Just there.
“I’ve been trying,” he said, looking out at the water instead of at you, “to decide whether I imagined that.”
Your heart thudded once, hard. “The kiss?” you asked, because apparently dignity had left you too.
His mouth twitched. “Mm. The part before it, actually.”
You frowned. “What part before it?”
“The part where you offered.”
Now he looked at you.
There was no grin in it this time. No practiced wink. No bright, easy flirtation. Just Sanji, all warm edges stripped back, watching you like the answer mattered more than he wanted it to.
“I want to know,” he said quietly, “if that was truly a joke.”
You opened your mouth, then closed it. Because the truth was sitting right there between you, impossible to step around.
“No,” you admitted. It came out barely above a whisper.
Something changed in his face. Not shock exactly. More like a brace inside him had finally given way. His gaze dropped, then rose again, slower now. “No?”
“No.”
The word steadied the second time. Honest. Terrifying.
You looked down at your own hands. “I thought it was, at first. Or I told myself it was. But when I said it…” You laughed once, nervous and breathless. “I don’t think I was joking at all.”
Silence.
Then, very softly, Sanji said, “That is deeply unfair to my heart.”
You looked up in spite of yourself, and there it was again, that roughened edge in his voice, the one that only appeared when he’d stopped performing.
“You seemed to recover quickly enough,” you said.
He actually laughed at that. Low. Helpless.
“Darling, I nearly forgot my own name.”
The image of Sanji—silky, composed, infuriatingly smooth Sanji—internally unraveling because of you hit so directly that you had to look away just to breathe.
He noticed. Of course.
“You didn’t make it easy,” he murmured.
“I kissed your cheek.”
“Yes.” His eyes dropped meaningfully to your mouth. “Tragic, really.”
Your pulse leapt. “Sanji.”
“Yes, love?”
“Are you going to flirt through this whole conversation?”
A small smile. “Only until I know whether I’m allowed to do more.”
The night seemed to tilt.
That was the problem with him. He could turn one line into a spark and then stand there watching while it caught.
You should have said something witty.
Instead: “Maybe.”
Sanji went very still.
Not frozen this time. Just focused.
“Maybe,” he repeated.
The word sounded different in his mouth. Lower. Heavier.
You nodded once, because your voice had become unreliable.
His hand lifted slowly, giving you every chance to stop him, and brushed a loose strand of hair back from your face. His knuckles skimmed your cheek with unbearable gentleness.
“Then I need to ask properly,” he said. There was the gentleman in him. The softness beneath all the swagger.
You hated how much it made you want to melt.“Ask what?” you managed.
His smile turned faint and almost disbelieving, like he could not quite believe he had to say it out loud. “Whether that blessing was all I’m allowed tonight.”
Your laugh came out shaky. “You’re ridiculous.”
“Desperately.”
You looked at him. At the torn sleeve. The cut on his arm. The sea wind pushing blond hair across his forehead. The mouth that had kissed your hand like gratitude and promise all at once. The eyes that had gone too honest to ignore.
And then you said, “No.”
This time he froze again, just for a heartbeat.
It made something warm and giddy unfurl in your chest.
Then Sanji smiled, not the polished one, not the devastating public charm he wore like a weapon, but something smaller and almost shy beneath the confidence.
God help you.
His fingers settled gently under your jaw.
And then he kissed you.
Nothing about it felt joking.
Nothing about it felt light.
It was soft first—careful, like he was testing whether you would pull away. When you didn’t, when your hand found the front of his shirt and held there, his breath caught.
Then the kiss deepened by a fraction.
Warm mouth, lingering pressure, the faint taste of smoke and salt and something sweeter that was only him. The hand at your jaw slid to the side of your neck, thumb brushing lightly there as though he could feel your pulse racing and was trying not to smile about it.
You kissed him back harder just to wipe that possibility off his face.
It didn’t work.
When he finally pulled away, only barely, his forehead rested against yours and his breathing had lost some of its elegant control.
“Well,” he murmured, voice gone wrecked in a way that felt like private treasure, “that was considerably better than luck.”
You laughed softly, still too close to him, and felt the curve of his smile against your skin.
“Did it help the mission?”
“Love, after that I could’ve fought the entire island.”
“You nearly had to.”
“A fair point.”
You drew back just enough to look at him. “You were losing your mind.”
Sanji exhaled in surrender, one hand lifting as though he might conceal his face and deciding against it. “I was.”
The honesty of it sent warmth through you all over again.
“You acted smooth.”
“I am smooth.”
You raised a brow.
He sighed. “I was smooth while losing my mind.”
“Better.”
His thumb traced once along your jaw. “You’ve no idea what that kiss did to me.”
The words landed low and dangerous.
Your face heated.
His expression brightened at once, seeing it. “Ah. There she is.”
“You are not allowed to get smug after that confession.”
“Smug?” His grin returned, slower now, alive again. “Darling, I’ve just discovered a kiss from you is both distracting and apparently worth risking life and limb for. Smug is the least of your problems.”
You shoved lightly at his chest.
He caught your wrist, laughing under his breath, and turned to press a warm kiss there—gentler than before, but no less intentional.
From somewhere behind you, a voice groaned dramatically. “Oh, come on.”
You jumped apart.
Usopp stood halfway up the stairs from below deck, one hand over his eyes in exaggerated suffering.
“I leave for one drink of water,” he complained, “and suddenly it’s romance on the deck.”
Sanji did not even flinch. “Go back below before I throw you overboard.”
Usopp pointed accusingly. “I knew it! I knew the luck kiss was weird!”
Your face felt like molten lava.
Usopp grinned like a man who had just discovered treasure. “I’m telling Nami.”
“Nami already knows,” came Nami’s voice from somewhere unseen in the shadows.
Then, from the figurehead, Luffy’s sleepy voice drifted across the deck: “Did you win?”
Sanji closed his eyes briefly. “I hate this crew.”
“You love this crew,” you said, laughing helplessly now.
He looked at you, at the smile you could not suppress, and the answering softness in his face made the entire humiliating moment worth it.
“Yes,” he said quietly, though his eyes stayed on yours. “I suppose I do.”
Usopp made another loud gagging sound and disappeared before Sanji could make good on any threats. Nami, mercifully, did not emerge from the dark. Luffy seemed to fall back asleep immediately.
The deck settled again.
Sanji stepped back into your space like the interruption had only been a brief inconvenience, one hand returning to your waist with easy familiarity that made your pulse jump all over again.
“So,” he murmured, eyes glinting, “next time I go on a dangerous mission…”
You laughed. “Absolutely not.”
“No?”
“No. You’re not getting kissed before every fight.”
He tilted his head, pretending to consider. “Every other fight?”
“Sanji.”
“Selective battles only?”
You shook your head, smiling despite yourself. “You’re impossible.”
“And yet,” he said, leaning in until his mouth was just shy of yours again, “still the luckiest man at sea.”
This time when he kissed you, there was no joke left anywhere in it.
⊹ you swore to yourself sanji's advances were a collective experience—his yearning for you is never something he'd give others.
⊹ fem!reader, hurt/comfort, mutual pining, sanji is a lover boy, sanji briefly "flirts" with someone else, use of pet-names, mentions of sanji smoking
There’s an odd, melancholic feeling that stems from watching Sanji flirt with other women.
The feeling isn’t jealousy or anger, no, as you know deep down that he truly cannot help it. It’s in his nature. Sanji is a giver that understands his obligation to show kindness and sincerity to the women he meets.
The feeling, rather, is a pit at the bottom of the stomach, like someone gets before performing. It comes in a sense of dread when Sanji meets a woman to fluster. It comes when Sanji winks Nami’s way, or bows to Robin after serving her favorite dish. It comes when he catches you looking his way too long, forcing you to look elsewhere.
That said, it doesn’t make the feeling go away. You aren’t a couple, that much is apparent. You had declared to yourself that your focus should be on getting your biggest desire, not on the blonde cook.
“Sanji flirts with everyone,” you remind yourself, over and over again.
But, unbeknownst to you, Sanji doesn’t constantly seek others’ attention like he does yours. Sanji doesn’t have a secret note in his wallet of everyone’s likes and dislikes, just yours. Sanji doesn’t lie awake at night, constantly thinking about everyone’s smile and laugh, solely yours. His entire soul belonged to you, and you hadn’t the slightest clue.
So why? Why does he constantly flirt with others and keep his passion hidden?
Because he needs to fill the hole you’ve left in his heart. He's noticed the way you try to brush off his advances, and he understands. But still, there’s this deep, heavy desire to make you happy that he must fulfill—this leads to him seeking it out in other women.
But Sanji still pays attention, even when you think he doesn’t.
As your crew munched on the meal purchased from the restaurant, your eyes glance to Sanji, who’s staring at a woman at the bar. His expression seems distant, like he’s almost looking past her. But he’s looking, and that’s what matters. It makes your stomach churn.
His eyes catch yours and you look away, staring at the food presented in front of you. It was a plain meal, a burrito with rice to the side. You thought it would be safe, a good choice; you do love when Sanji’s makes his. But no food is ever as good as his. You slide the food to Luffy when he begs for it without a second thought.
By this point, Sanji is now at the bar, talking to the woman, and it’s your turn to stare. He has this smile, a closed mouth one to hold his cigarette. He never smokes when talking to you—not after you mentioned you hated the smell.
His eyes look the woman up and down and he says something that makes her burst into laughter. He seems satisfied with himself, especially when she hits his shoulder. Then, Sanji’s eyes cross to the table of his crew, seeking you out. He sees you, staring at her, her hand on his shoulder, and him. Your eyes meet, then you look away, finding Usopp to make conversation with.
Sanji will never forget the sadness and longing on your face. He recalls the way it looked, as if he’s just broken your heart.
That changed everything for him.
“Excuse me.” The woman snapped, tilting her head. “What’s the matter, you look like you’re somewhere else?”
Sanji shook his own head. “No, excuse me.”
He walked away without a further word.
The nights aboard the ship were always peaceful, a sanctuary for anyone who found themselves awake. This rang especially true for two souls who have long since formed a nightly routine.
Sanji would spend his nights prepping the kitchen for the following day; he would store foods, clean counters, do dishes, anything to make the next day go easier. What made these long nights truly worth it was your presence. Whether you were reading a recently bought novel, writing in a journal, or just watching him cook, he relishes these intimate times.
Despite a long day on the island, you still found yourself alone at nightfall with Sanji. He hummed gently as he wiped down the counters, while you wrote in your journal about the day’s excursions. There was a comfortable silence looming in the air.
Emphasis on the "was".
"I noticed something today." Sanji spoke smoothly, as if stating a fact.
"Oh?" Your voice rings out, eyes glancing up. "Pray tell?"
Sanji stopped wiping the counter, attention now to you. His eyes do a once over, taking in the sight before he sighs. "You."
"What about me?"
"That you were jealous."
You've played this game with Sanji before; he'll swear up and down that you're jealous of his diverted attention. He loves pointing out things he's noticed to prove his point, as it only flusters you and pushes you to deny further. He loves you so, this game was his way of showing it.
You shake your head, continuing to write. "I was not jealous, Sanji. I was perfectly fine all day."
Sanji hums and diverts his attention elsewhere for the moment. You think that's the end of it, but with Sanji, it never is. He approaches the table you sit at, leaning one hand against it.
"Does someone who's 'perfectly fine' stare off into space so much?"
"Or does someone who's 'perfectly fine' forget what they were conversing with others about until their name is called numerous times?"
"And, does someone who's 'perfectly fine' refuse to eat the food they ordered?"
Your pen drops. Just how did he..?
Before any sort of words left your throat, a plate is slid in front of you. It's the same burrito from the restaurant, only this time, your beloved blonde cook made it. It looks more full of life, more edible in your eyes. When did he have time to make this? How did he know what you ordered? How did he know you didn't eat it if he was with another woman?
Sanji could see the utter confusion in your eyes. “Mon cœur, I’m always paying attention, even if you think I’m not.”
‘He’s like this with everyone..’
That same mantra pounded in your head, silencing your rapidly beating heart. Sanji never failed to make you feel understood, cared for, and seen. He had no motivation to go above and beyond for you.. did he?
“This is you taking care of your crew.” You declare, shutting your journal. “I understand.”
Sanji laughed and oh, what a beautiful laugh. “Think of it more as.. taking care of my heart.”
How could you be so foolish? The gestures, words, and everything were right there in front of you. And now, staring at this plate of food, you understand perfectly. That all of your preconceived notions were false. Sanji does not do this for every woman. Sanji does not give them as much attention as he does you. And, Sanji is not a distraction from your goal.
Sanji pushed himself up from the table, turning to leave the kitchen. He stops at the door.
“By the way..” He says, glancing back at you. “I will never so much as look at another woman ever again if it means getting to see you happy, mon cœur.”
And with that, Sanji left, leaving you both with beating hearts and high expectations.
The hood of his admittedly rather beaten down Honda was still warm beneath his fingers, a small comfort to ease the nervous beating of his heart. He knows his eyes should be on the sight before him; after all, it wasn't an everyday occurrence he got to see a sunset this lovely. But he really couldn't help the wandering of his eyes—not that he really tried, not when the sight beside him was so much more breathtaking than any sunset could ever be.
"You're staring, Hajime." There wasn't a hint of reproach in your voice, nothing but amusement and perhaps a bit of nervousness to be found.
"Am I more interesting to you than that sunset?" you continued, your eyes finally looking at the lovestruck boy beside you. Usually, Iwaizumi wasn't one to let his emotions get the better of him, opting to handle situations with as much rationale as possible. In that very moment, though, with the sun fading in the distance, the last of its light illuminating your face in a way that had any remaining trace of his logic dissolve in an instant, he figured letting his emotions deal with it—just this once—wouldn't be such a bad idea. Softly, with a hint of hesitancy, his left hand moved to cup your cheek, the pad of his thumb tenderly caressing the velvety skin. If he noticed the rapid beating of your heart, he didn't mention it, and perhaps that was for the better; if he did, you wouldn't have been able to enjoy this moment for what it was.
"C-Can I kiss you?" he breathed, his lips so close to yours, you didn't even realize how close the two of you were until that very moment.Instead of answering him verbally, you placed your hand on the back of his neck, pulling him closer until you felt the soft pressure of his lips against yours.If letting his emotions flow freely meant this, then doing so every once in a while suddenly didn't seem like such a bad idea.
you read it on the train, the blur of the city whooshing past. you've been resisting this day, resisting the very idea that touya—dabi, you remind yourself, that's what everyone calls him now, ever since that video came out—probably wouldn't survive.
but it doesn't hurt any less to see the years he was alive stand so impersonally on your phone screen.
you dig the palm of your hand into an eyeball. tears form regardless, hot and fat, spilling down your cheeks and into the soft down of your scarf.
they don't mention that he used to leave out cans of food for the stray cats. he'd stand outside shaking the bag if one of them was late, hands on his hips like a disappointed mom.
there's nothing about how much he liked having his hair played with, that whenever he laid on your chest and you stopped fluffing it, he'd pull back and glare at you until you started again.
nothing about how he used to call you 'love' when he was tipsy, 'my darling' when he was drunk.
not a word about how sore of a loser he was in mario kart, or that he told you once that he'd like to be a really good dad.
"might be cool." you can still remember the sly glance he sent your way. "you know. if the world was different."
keiji liked being alone. as a child he often found solace in small spaces, things like closets or even his grandmother's kitchen cabinet. it was soothing, not having to hear the nagging voices of his parents, or the commotion during family gatherings.
in middle school, he often times found himself staying behind in the gym, watching his peers hitting away at volleyballs. it was in these moments, that he came to appreciate the steady rhythmn that came with the sport. before it had never been something that particularly stuck with him, he had other things to worry about, like school, parental responsibilties and the angst that came with becoming a teenager.
once he entered high school, his love for volleyball really grew. this time though, solitude had nothing to do with it. it was the screeching of his well worn shoes when he dashed across the court. the cheers of his fellow school mates every time one of them scored a point. but perhaps most of all, it was seeing your overjoyed face whenever he caught a tiny glimpse of you, clad in his spare jersey as you shouted his name from the stands.