hannah

22. she/they. lesbian. songwriter, music lover, yapping ab characters the fangirlism of it all idk

[getoutofherhead]

hi !! i’m hannah! i’m incredibly new to tumblr so bear with me as i figure all of this out, but i wanted to make a quick little introductory post— i’ll make something more formal to pin to my account later!!

i’m here to connect with other songwriters/writers in general, gush over the fandoms i’m into, and talk about all of the music i love!

i’ve been a songwriter since i was 17, i’m particularly inspired by themes of protest and just generally self indulgence in negative or complex emotions. i’ve been in a bit of a slump lately and i haven’t written much lately… i’m hoping by connecting with other writers, exploring different ideas and genres, etcetera; i’ll be able to get back into the swing of things:)

i’m going to make a little section below, just giving an overview of all of my biggest musical and media obsessions!!

musicians: phoebe bridgers, billie eilish, samia, djo, gracie abrams, boygenius, the marías, daughter, annabelle dinda, mitski, fiona apple, olivia rodrigo, chappell roan… the list goes on

tv shows: the pitt, house md, stranger things(not season 5 though ew)

movies: the hunger games, oppenheimer, dead poets society, little women, sorry baby, lady bird, don’t worry darling… again, it goes on lol.

okay yeah this is an awkwardly formatted post ew but !! just a little insight into me:) k thanks bye <3

[getoutofherhead]

female protagonists vs misogynistic male writers butchering their storylines in the final season and deciding the only acceptable ending for their character is death

[wildspringday]

isa briones via instagram

[aenslem]

THE PITT (2025–) 1.09 "3:00 P.M."

[getoutofherhead]

thinking again about the fact that less than thirty percent of queer representation in media is wlw. i’m thinking!!

patriarchy and misogyny cannot be escaped even in queer spaces i’m sick

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hey so i just realized idk how to find people to follow here that i share interests with. i feel like a 70yr old trying to navigate the internet for the first time

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no bc actually… can someone give me instructions like i’m five? how do i connect with the other lesbian fangirls and writers or musicians of this niche corner of the internet

[evilkaito]

i dont think whites understand how being white makes literally everything easier.

it effects everything.

being trans is easier when youre white.

being gay is easier when youre white.

being disabled is easier when youre white.

being a woman is easier when youre white.

being autistic is easier when youre white.

oppression is eased when you are white, as you get extra privileges, and your whiteness is seen as a positive characteristic that in some ways counter-balances your other forms of being a minority. whiteness controls everything.

you are automatically way more innocent in your own oppression as a gay, trans, disabled person because of your whiteness.

never forget this.

[raccoon-piss]

three things:

1. it’s true

2. white people get pissed when i bring this up/wear this shirt

3. the comments to this thread melted my fucking eyeballs seriously why the fuck are y’all like this

[lady-hibiscus]

white people you don’t need to say you’re white when you reblog this btw. you don’t even need to mention it btw

[getoutofherhead]

i feel like i've forgotten how to exist when no one else is bearing witness

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quiet now, some things weren’t meant to be said out loud

can you not sleep over the things you can’t speak about?

what you’ll take to your grave, even if it buries you

you wonder about anything you’ve ever said, is it really true?

does everybody have that one thing? is it just me?

the thing that doesn’t exist when you swear you tell your best friend everything

i see it in the eyes of the girl on the park bench when im crossing the street

the unspeakable things that she’s ‘never seen’

a mark on the pricked hand that cracks but never bleeds

are we all terrible people if we have something to hide?

pray for our bottled notes to sink with the wreckage before they wash up for someone to find?

no better than the killers; cheaters that were never caught

secrets are spreading within and they’re starting to rot

tell me if everyone has one thing? is it just me?

the thing that doesn’t exist when you swear you tell your best friend everything

it fills static air when my mother goes quiet on the drive

the unspeakable things that she’s ‘never seen’

grime and film that you’ve scrubbed, still you never feel clean

some things won’t cease to exist no matter how much you might plead

[merpinglilac]

[emizzso]

something pretty bad happened to me.

[getoutofherhead]

the pitt x sorry, baby … i’m in pain

[metamorphesque]

this is what it means to be human

Everything, Mary Oliver

The Breathing, Denise Levertov

A Prayer by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

The Laughing Heart by Charles Bukowski

Like a Small Café, That’s Love by Mahmoud Darwish (translated by Mohammad Shaheen)

Having a Coke with You by Frank O’Hara

Eating Together by Li-Young Lee

The Orange by Wendy Cope

The Quiet Machine, Ada Limón

To Go Mad, Paruyr Sevak

Our Beautiful Life When It’s Filled with Shrieks by Christopher Citro

Hammond B3 Organ Cistern, Gabrielle Calvocoressi

Peace XVIII, Khalil Gibran

Your Unripe Love, Paruyr Sevak (from “Anthology of Armenian poetry")

Here and Now by Peter Balakian

Ich finde dich (I find you) by Rainer Maria Rilke

The Thing Is by Ellen Bass

One Art by Elizabeth Bishop

Miss you. Would like to take a walk with you. by Gabrielle Calvocoressi

I Want to Write Something So Simply by Mary Oliver

What's Not to Love by Brendan Constantine

Where does such tenderness come from? by Marina Tsvetaeva

You Are Tired (I Think) by E. E. Cummings

Living With the News by W.S.Merwin

What the Living Do by Marie Howe

[maelancoli]

trinity santos is a study in fandom misogyny because they gave her all the characteristics fandoms usually salivate for in men, being gruff, quippy and misunderstood with a tragic backstory but a heart of gold beneath it all. they put all this into her AND let her be a lesbian. she's everything you could ever want in a character but she's not a man so half the fandom either hates her or constantly mischaracterizes her as petty, callous and aggressive while doing mental gymnastics to baby the male characters around her

[getoutofherhead]

hey so i just realized idk how to find people to follow here that i share interests with. i feel like a 70yr old trying to navigate the internet for the first time