Umm, so I kinda wanna become a femboy...
I've been thinking about it recently tbh. It would be strictly in private, but I might show myself on a profile a little bit (Obviously not on Tumblr since no 18+ content is allowed). Because of that though, I don't wanna show my face and that's a bit of a problem because my PFP is literally my face on here and, although I trust most of y'all, I still don't know, you know? Anyway I wanna do this because, even though I don't show it much to anyone else, I'm a bit of an attention whore. There are just a few problems, however.
1. I grew up in a relatively conservative area (my parents aren't, but many people around me were) so I'm sort of pre-programmed to be scared to do this because I'm afraid others may judge me.
2. I have some acne, it isn't nearly as bad as it was before, but I would like to get some recommendations on how to make my skin smoother (I will also try some masks as well).
3. I'm a little overweight to have a feminine figure right now, however, that being said, I'm on a diet right now and excercising everyday, including squats to make my booty look nice 👀. I also think I naturally have a more feminine body (*knocks on wood*) when I am skinnier, even my butt has some surprisingly good jiggle to it 😏. I've never been overweight, I just have some beer-belly chub I wanna get rid of and it's actually going pretty well so far. I just lost 4 pounds within the last 4-5 days.
4. Naturally I'm a very hairy person. I shave my body everyday to keep it smooth and I just bought one of them portable hair removal lasers (for actually a pretty good deal tbh) just to see if it works (can someone please tell me if it does, ik it's supposed to hurt, but whatever). Aside from that, though, I've never shaved my legs, meaning I have very thick hair on my legs and arms as well. I feel like it would be so noticeable if I shaved all the hair off my legs, and as I mentioned before, I grew up in a very conservative place, so ik I shouldn't care about what others think of me, but unfortunately it's one of my character flaws. I guess there's one good thing about my hair though and that's it's at least blond, meaning from farther distances it's hard to see anyway. My friend also told me he wanted to shave his legs, so maybe we could do a "If you shave your legs, I'll shave mine sort of deal." Idk, point is I wanna get rid of all the hair on my body, but I'm too scared too.
Basically after all this, I just wanna ask y'all how to get smoother skin, any suggestions on how to get a more feminine body, and how to shave areas of my body, like my legs and arms, I have never shaved before.
OH! Also clothes recommendations!