My Targeted Life Diary

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It's funny. Often I'm told via V2K I'm only given the same energy I give to everyone involved. I'm told it's my "karma." ROTFL! All of my enemies try to portray me in vain as a "Negative Nancy" even though I only ever defend myself. Never do I start mess with anyone. So for two straight days now I've done nothing but completely ignore them all--even the V2K. Not responding in the slightest, not even mentally to all the negativity thrown my way and abuses done to my body. So using the "logic" in their own "rules," should not they be calming down with the directed energy weapons and incessant smack talk and indirect provocation tactics? 🤣😂 I find it absolutely hilarious because they have consistently proven they are the world's biggest flip floppers. They never stand on business. The only thing they stand for is sheer negativity, proving they themselves are the Negative Nancies lol. They always want to try and play as God in my life, so why do they never return the positivity I put out? I always show them up, proving their true intentions. I'm putting them on blast because once again I've showed the truth of their ruse. They're not giving any of us T.I.'s a "taste of our own medicine," they're not returning the energy we give them. All they're doing is showing they can't even keep their word. Had it been me being a flip flopper I would never hear the end of it from any of them. They do it and make a national sport out of it, making a complete joke and humiliation out of themselves because while they're still going out of their way to try and provoke me, I'm sitting calm, cute and classy laughing at them all and especially laughing at the government. It's been over 5 years and still they've accomplished nothing but proven themselves to be complete dumb asses who stand on nothing but drama, negativity and bs, while I've elevated to a completely different, higher level than them. I never believe a word they say anymore because their actions always contradict their words, not to mention the V2K switches up so much I'm beginning to think the Programmer behind the technology has the IQ of a 5 year old 🤣 Like come on, find a strategy that actually works, I'm making y'all look real bad at this point, embarrassing the hell out of all of 'em so easily I don't even have to open my mouth 🤣 They still get pissed off trying to piss me off. That's how I know it's almost over. Their time is done, they've got nothing left to hit me with. All they do is keep me laughing. Best feeling in the world! When it's their turn to reap what they've sown, they gon' get their asses whooped BAD. Just like they don't keep it fair, God ain't gon' be fair with them and I'm gon sit back laughing and enjoying the shitshow 🤣😂

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It is pure comedy gold experiencing my Haters and Enemies break down, losing control of themselves while trying to gain control over me 🤣 One of the best forms of entertainment there is. Indeed, how the tables have turned. I aggravate their inner demons so easily. Best revenge in the world making them mad just by being me while I stay composed like the Queen I am. My enemies sqwuak it up like the pigeons they truly are. There is nothing they can say to get to me, nothing they can do to get to me. I have taken control and they can't even hit me where it hurts with my money 🤣 But I keep them in their feelings, I keep them broke and ghetto, bitching and barking for my attention. After all, that's what peasants do 🤣 2024, The glow up is real, y'all! 🤣😂

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So the V2K is always telling me how they're just trying to teach me how to "tame" my anger.

Yesterday for the first time in a long time, I didn't react to any negativity going on around me, aimed towards me, even when it came to the V2K. I was "eerily" silent as they put it and it obviously threw them off. Throughout the day as they pushed and poked, doing everything they could to provoke me, they kept telling me: "We're trying to help you! We want you to change!" The fact they were very frustrated they couldn't get a rise out of me even after turning up on the technology and keeping it that way all the way up bedtime spoke volumes. When someone's truly trying to help you and they see you doing well, they will encourage and congratulate you. But a hater will do nothing but get even angrier.

I realize and fully accept none of these people involved, particularly the ones running the technology are trying to sincerely help me out in anyway. This morning they woke me up early with the same bs from yesterday. They talk so much about "karma" so where's my "good karma" from yesterday? I reacted to no negativity and kept it positive all day. They fight like hell to play as God in my life yet they boldly carry and flaunt themselves as Satan, bragging when they do finally provoke an outward negative reaction from you. And then they try to claim its your "true character" when you do react negatively to them. So basically, in their world, whenever a person reacts to bullying and abuse, this makes this person the "bad guy," the one with the problem. But let somebody do it them and they will go nuclear as I've witnessed before. They are the biggest, weakest hypocrites there are trying to hold others to a standard they can't even live up to!

They got to me this morning with the tactics but it's ok. They exposed their own fake "We only want to help you" facade. They showed their true colors yet again so now I know how to handle them even more effectively and not fall for their lies. Thank you, enemies.

[ggstargetedlife]

Tapping into a new "super-power:" When around perps, I can sit back or stand there lookin' cute and being quiet while you make a complete fool out of yourselves desperately trying to provoke me with indirect tactics. It's called "Keeping it Classy." Y'all allow me to aggravate y'alls inner demons way too much 🤣 My stalkers and harassers should try being classy for once; then maybe they'll be at peace like I am today. It's always funny to me when the negativity tactics fail and the perps end up falling into the same frustration they wanted so badly for me to fall into 😁😂 I can come right back at you, beating you two times harder at your own game just as a reminder to you I can, OR, I can infuriate you even more by letting you look like the worldwide dummies you are while I stay chilled back 😂

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I'm to the point now, if all you're showing and giving me is negativity, trying to subtract from me, you're psychologically being put on mute 🤣 In a world of darkness, being negative, evil and constantly trying to provoke someone is the easiest thing. Takes little to no energy to run with the crowd, doing what you know is wrong to someone else just b/c you feel you can get away with it. It's 2024, if you haven't figured out by now it's wrong to bully and abuse someone for any reason, all hope is lost for you. If you can't add to me, you damn sure aren't gonna subtract from me aaaaaanymore. And if I can't add to someone positively, I'm not about to waste my time on them. This year is gonna be filled with laughter--I will laugh my ass off at every single perp who tries to bring me down whether they are a complete stranger or a relative. That's MY comedy gold. The fact that over 5 years have passed and you STILL can't do anything with me, speaks VOLUMES. Still can't shut me up, still can't keep a leash around my neck, still can't get me to bow down like the general masses have bowed down to the Program, still can't even "tame" my mind. Jokes on them. The perps are all on leashes taking orders from the government whether they want to or not.

I'm not. 2024 and I'm still my own person, still doing my own thing no matter who likes it and who doesn't. Standing firm with a stronger unbreakable mindset while all the minions continue being manipulated and controlled. Now THAT'S revenge.

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Everybody, EVERYBODY, better be careful, b/c this upcoming year, 2024, WILL be a year of reaping what you've sown all throughout 2023. People who think they're getting away with doing evil unto others, people who show no mercy, no empathy, no humanity whatsoever to those they bully, harass, prey on and abuse, those who've been given chances after chances after chances to do better and be better and learn from their wrong choices against others, THIS will be the year it aaaalll comes back to them. And when the judgement begins falling on their heads, they will remember everything I've said, including this post. 2023 Has been a year of Sowing: planting; our season of reaping is approaching. We are going to witness and experience many of the things we have been praying for for years; we are going to see things we never once imagined seeing. 2024 will be a breakthrough year for many of us who have already positioned ourselves, humble and patiently waiting and ready for the turnaround of our circumstances. Gotta stay prepared. It. Is. Coming. God never forgets those who don't forget Him.

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One thing I will never quite understand is people who call themselves "Christians," yet they are the main ones who criticize and judge others the most, gossip about people behind their backs, throw shade at and talk at others in indirect conversations---bro; this is why the world despises those who claim to be Christians. They do the same thing the world does! Nobody's perfect: there is no such thing as a perfect Christian. We ALL have our flaws and weaknesses. But when it becomes your lifestyle to watch others and wait for them to mess up so you can have something to talk about and criticize and judge--where is God in that???? I just wanna know. Never in the Bible did you catch Jesus gossiping and downing others. Did He judge and criticize? He did, but never in throwing shade and the significance in that: those He DID judge and criticize, He wasn't doing the same things He was judging and criticizing them for! He was blameless! No sin! Like, you really have to be careful and I feel that's the reason the world does not take Christians serious. We judge, criticize and demean others when we ourselves are a far cry from perfection, that's why God gives grace. People sit back encouraging and engaging in negativity while knowing full well they have their own issues they need to work out before they leave this world. A REAL Christian isn't going to sit around criticizing and judging someone else. If you really believe someone's heart isn't right, if you genuinely believe they need to change, a REAL Christian is going to try and help them--not talk about them nor talk at them. And if you can't help them, then you leave them alone, keep them in God's hands and pray for them, not prey on them. This is why I have a very hard time understanding people who claim the faith but purposely do wrong against someone else. They think they've accomplished their journey--no, you still have a long ways to go. Your conversation shouldn't be aimed at baiting a negative response from someone, neither does anyone have the right to point a finger at someone else and say, "You deserve this, you deserve that!" If you're a real Christian, you understand even the Bible mentions, "Everyone has fallen short of the glory of God." With that being said, everyone who's made a mistake or bad decision--whether purposely or inadvertently-in life should be stoned to death because that's what used to be done in Biblical times, hence why Jesus stepped in and stood up for the woman all those men wanted to stone, mind you the same men who'd been sleeping around with her in the first place 🤔 So please, get off your high horse before God starts judging YOU, reminding you of the fact you've never been perfect either. And please, if you're gonna call yourself a Christian, stop using the word "Karma." For one thing it's a false narrative and ignorant assumption believing everyone who has it rough in life has it this way because of bad choices/mistakes. I could only imagine how these same critics would've treated Job had they been around in his time period. That's why you can't always judge a situation by what you see on the surface--God might by using the circumstances simply to strengthen and elevate them, not to "punish" them. A REAL Christian would know this though. Smh. Not to mention, the word 'Karma' and it's concept comes from an entirely different religion. The saying "Sowing and Reaping" comes from Christianity, not the term 'Karma.' You don't know your own religion/spirituality????? 🤔🤨 One of my hopes for 2024 is for Christians to step up and act like REAL Christians. I'm already working on me; I can judge and criticize my own self all day everyday because I keep it real. No fronting; Ill never be the perfect Christian but Im making progress every day in where I need to be with God. But one thing I cannot do is get anyone into Heaven. Work out your own soul salvation because at the end of the day, I got me. If you truly don't like the person Im turning into--pray for me, why talk about me and at me? Ever heard the saying: What would Jesus do? WWJD?

#Food4Thought

[ggstargetedlife]

In case no one ever told them--I don't take advice, sermons or counseling from hypocrites. You can't go out of your way to do everything you can to try and provoke me in person and then expect me to actually listen to your opinion on how I should carry myself, react to negativity, ignore bullshit etc. I've witnessed and experienced some of the most kindest, caring and loving people get turned out into straight up bullies as soon as they got sucked into Organized Harassment as perps. It's really sad. Absolute power corrupts absolutely, an endless cycle. And then some of those same people try to tell you how you should learn to "hold your tongue." Yet they never hold their tongues when they're purposely throwing shade your way, like really? Come on now 🤣🤨🤔 Don't try and preach to me when your own words and actions STILL aren't lining up. Ijs 😏

[ggstargetedlife]

I can always tell when I've hurt a gangstalker's/perp's feelings: they keep coming right on back for more trying to get their undercut verbal jabs in on the downlow 😂🤣 Get over it. You came at me unprovoked, trying to hurt my feelings; instead, I hurt yours. Pull your big girl panties back up. You're trying too hard, it's making your feelings show even more. Might wanna cover 'em back up, y'all supposed to be the big, bad powerful bullies, not me 🤣

If you don't want the smoke, don't play with the fire! It's that simple. I never start anything with anyone, but I easily finish it.

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By this point, it's too fucking hilarious 😂 Fr, if you're gonna call me ugly and say I look a mess, please, please, PLEASE, make sure you look at least 5x better than me 😂🤣 Mary Ann Parker was playing her little "talk at me and then pretend I'm talking to myself" game and I straight up roasted her ass, throwing her own lame game back at her. Like, honey, come on. My appearance is no longer my weakness, only shallow people care so much about looks. YOU look like a walking skeleton waiting on death's doorstep. Why do you think everyone keeps telling you you need to put on some weight? That's the nice way of telling you you're looking bad, too fragile. I mean come on, you look like a haggard witch. You barely even have any hair while I got a whole head full 🤣 Guess your younger years as a run-around good time girl finally caught up with you 😂😂 For real folks, don't try to play that game with me, I will roast you every time. I've had much practice over the years 😂🤣😅🤷‍♀️ Normally I respect my "elders," but if you come at me, 9 times out of 10 I'm gonna come right back at you no matter who you are. The pain you mean to cause me will backfire on you each and every time.

And to think, the ones who ALWAYS come at me the most are the very ones who call themselves "Christians" and say they're "living for the Lord" 😅😂🤣 Chile, gtfoh 🤣

[ggstargetedlife]

I'll just never understand why people in general feel so threatened by me. It's simple: If you don't like my thoughts, stay out of my head. If you don't like what I'm saying, stop listening. If you don't like the way I carry myself, stop watching me. You're in MY territory, constantly invading MY boundaries, not the other way around. Fr smfh.

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Lol. At this point, it's just a continuous back and forth of pettiness between me and the haters, even other so called "Christians." I'll say this, people wanna play games in the dark and then get offended when I blast them out in the light, calling them on their bs 🤣😂 For real, they can try and justify it all they want, a REAL Christian WOULD NOT participate in the stalking, harassment and abuse of another person. Where in the Bible did Jesus ever condone or participate in any such thing? When people (primarily men) wanted that harlot stoned for sleeping around, was not Jesus the ONLY one who came to the "sinner's" defense, sparing her life? Had He not intervened, the crowd would've had her straight up murdered and would've totally justified it seeing nothing wrong with it. Anyone who calls their self a Christian but doesn't know that Biblical story.....you look real suspect 🤔 In this modern day, people are the same exact way as the former crowd, especially so called "Christians." I consider my own self Christian so this is not an attack on faith. I just can't stand people who are ALWAYS trying to justify and condone evil towards someone else while at the same time acting like they're "holier than thou." At least I can admit I'm not perfect, I've got some issues same as everybody else in this world, sometimes I'm hypocritical too, like, it is what it is. But I keep it real. People wanna use indirect methods for a continuous back-and-forth attack on my spirituality. You will always lose. After all, I'M not hooked up to anyone or anything determined to break a person's soul, ruin their life, or keep them miserable. Jesus never did that, that's why the Pharisees and Sauducees hated him. He always saw through their religious fronts and handled them when necessary.

Y'all call yourselves "Christians" yet you move like the very ones who persecuted Jesus. Where they do that at? 😂🤣

As always, I remain an island to myself and I don't bother people unless they're coming at me, and half the time I don't even respond then because it's lame: weak sauce, never direct. Like, I can't even take y'all seriously anymore when you try to preach. Straight up hypocrites in disguise, especially YOU, Matty Lane, fakest of them all but in your own eyes you're perfect enough to judge and criticize a woman who has absolutely nothing to do with you and never will. You're gonna have a really rude wakeup call when you leave this world, you and many others. Talk about me, talk at me, judge me, hate me, criticize me, obsess over me aaaalll you want

It ain't like you gotta life of your own, that's why you're stuck on mine 🤣😂 Yeah, I know y'all gon' find another opportunity for an indirect convo aimed at getting your point across to me, misjudging me as usual. It's whatever 😂🤣 I'ma let you stay intimidated and on defense mode. You'll clapback, you and all the rest always do. Funny how y'all can make indirect smart ass remarks against my character and ways instead of trying to understand why I'm changing into the kind of person I'm changing into. You can criticize me and spread worthless gossip around about me, but you so called "Christians" can't pray for me or try to help me out in any good way. But I'M the "devil" right? 😂 Comedy gold indeed. But then we wonder why the world hates Christians so much. Gtfoh 🤣

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The funny thing about freedom is, the enemy will try to convince you YOU'RE the one enslaved, caught up, trapped like a rat in a cage. What they all don't understand is, as T.I.'s, we are freer than they think. After all, WE aren't the ones who have to follow orders. When the government tells all of these people--the perps/gangstalkers--to bark, they have to bark. When the government tells them to do something, they have to do it. And more than anything else, these people are trapped in their obsession over us. They HAVE to watch us, stalk us, harass us--because they have no other choice. The moment they try to jump ship, their own lives are in jeopardy, along with their families. They have to do what they are told, whether they want to or not. They are the rats, trapped in their cages. And the more we ignore them and their provocation tactics, the more their chains of slavery rattle. Because really, they want us to feel just like them. Trapped. Once their tactics stop working against you, they work FOR you. We T.I.'s hold the real key, the key to THEIR freedom. Most of them already realize that. Only a small minority is truly brainwashed into believing they are truly superior over us. But the rest--they know the truth. I smile and I smirk in their faces when the government uses the small-minded sheep to try and get at me.

Because it no longer works. As for the government itself, I'm just waiting. Juuuust waiting. Because if this is their best play against me, they've already lost. Even their technological weapons no longer phase me. I've outgrown them all, and they can see it in my smirk, and in my eyes. For their own sake, hope they have a backup plan 😊

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When my enemies kick it up with their little temper tantrums against my body with their technology, that's how I know I've won. A wise woman once taught me, The best thing you can do in the face of things you have no control over is to keep your composure. When people lose the ability to treat your feelings like puppets, YOU are in control. The one with all the power. The one who holds all the cards because now they can no longer control you. And when you get real good at it, YOU become the one who controls THEIR feelings. I make my enemies go nuts, with all of their unjustifiable hatred and anger against me; I make them fall into their very own traps they set for me. Now I'M the one even driving the V2K insane. They scream and they holler and they threaten me and use the most ridiculous scare tactics. No one and nothing works on me anymore. They all thought they were creating the perfect victim; all they created was the perfect warrior.

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Well, well, well. Looks like all the "big bad people" in this big bad world can't hurt me anymore. Now I'M the one smirking. I wonder what did they think was gonna happen? Use and abuse a person long enough, and eventually they become completely untouchable: you can't provoke them, you can't conjure up their feelings anymore no matter what you say or do, you can't get them to react the way you're accustomed. Nope. An untouchable force, they're only beating against a brick wall, bloodying up their own selves. Hehehe. It used to be THEIR private little "comedy gold" show, provoking me, hurting me and sitting back to watch me explode and cry and beg. Now I get to sit back and watch THEM completely fail to incite me in any way shape, shape or form. Talk about a glowup. The looks of sheer disappointment on their faces or in their tones once they realize they failed with their tactics is MY comedy gold 😇

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If my enemies think they're making some kinda point with me, they are highly failing. Last night I was remotely raped as I tried to sleep. Guess it wasn't enough for them; yesterday they did little to nothing against me throughout the day. Then today they're a complete live wire with the DEW's assaults. But while the govt thinks they're getting off on me, on the inside I'm sitting back laughing at all these fools and they're high-tech weaponry cuz they still ain't breaking me, still ain't preventing me from doing anything I want to do or making me do anything I don't want to do. I will be as loud, proud and confident as I want to be over my journey and progress and anyone who doesn't like it can turn their ENVIOUS selves away and try minding their OWN business for once, unless you're THAT much of a lowlife loser you don't even have anything going for yourself, living in your mother's basement or house......yeah. I've finally gained the self confidence within myself to not care over what anyone says or thinks about me and no one and nothing can take that away from me ever again.

Hell, the government's jacked the attacks up much higher and far worse than what I'm going through now, for MONTHS! It should've dawned on them; the higher ya crank it up and leave it that way, the more of a tolerance I build up. They think they're doing major damage against me. Chile please; they aren't doing anything they haven't already done. This is how I know their time is up. They've got nothing new. Just the same ole stale, worn out tactics, about as worn out as their mother's vaginas 🤣😅😂 For real. While they do all that, I'm gonna keep doing me and bettering myself day after day while they waste their time, energy and efforts on me. Nothing they do even moves me anymore. Their words are as powerless as their assaults. The human body and mind can adjust to anything overtime. ANYTHING. God's got me 💪💯😎

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The funny thing is, the main relative who does it is the same one I stand up for when she feels oh so betrayed and upset by family friends who indirectly call her out for her treatment of me and the way she chooses to handle things. Welp, ya live you learn. If you're "brave" enough to shoot undercover verbal bullets at me, you're "brave" enough to hold you're on and stand up for your OWN self when you feel you've been misunderstood and misjudged. It's that simple. No longer will I baby you or even stand up for you. The same hand you give me is the same hand I'll give right back to you, unlike my enemies, I just don't do it in disrespectful ways because I've matured and grown past that. I will love you from a psychological distance.