Welcome, welcome! I suppose you're wondering why I called you here.
By day, a father. By night, a drag queen by the name of Ai Burner, the queer coded villain you all know and love, bent on world domination! This is the blog of Ghetsis Harmonia, may all know the name!
I have three children, all adopted-- A is my oldest, and she lives at home to work on her art. C is the middle child, who teaches kindergarten, and N, my youngest, recently got an internship in city planning and design. I'm quite proud of them all, but you'll not get any more information about them from me.
I look forward to interacting more with the lovely folks of this establishment~
Some OOC notes here. This is not an in-universe parody account, this is legitimately a universe where ghetsis got into drag rather than villainy. Anything regarding the names of her kids will be deleted, for the sake of internet privacy, but you can probably get some lore if you ask the right questions!
THIS IS A LOW STAKES BLOG. And Ghetsis is a relatively well adjusted adult who will block any of what he views as unfounded antagonism. Especially if you accuse her of the legitimately horrendous things that her alternate universe counterparts did. In summary:
IC hate: I can't technically stop you but ghetsis will block and delete these in character, so there's not much point.
Pelipper mail: off, I don't trust y'all with it. Same with musharna mail/malice, union room, mystery gift.
Fledgling, please calm down. I'm not him. I'm not the Ghetsis that hurt you. I would never hurt someone, people or Pokémon. But if you wish for me to leave you alone, I will. I'm sorry for all that hurt that's been caused to you by your Ghetsis, but I am not him. No matter if you hate me, I'll always care for you.
Every Ghetsis who says they're better than the others thinks they can waltz in here acting like they care about us. If you're not one of our Ghetsises, then you don't even know us, let alone the things we've been through.
You're right. I don't know much about you, however, based on the reactions I've been receiving, I can only guess that the actions caused by others of the same name were ill-intentioned. I can assure you that I mean no harm, and have no ill-will towards anyone. I am, as my blog states, just an old man who's aware of the mistakes I've made, and have taken every action possible to atone for my past. I would appreciate a chance, but if not, I understand completely.
"Ill-intentioned" does not begin to cover it. My siblings and I did not see the sun for almost fifteen years because we believed the lies of our own world's version of you, and that hardly scratches the surface. This Colress died by a hand identical to yours.
What atonement do you possibly think you have to gain by forcing your way into the lives of people who have been hurt by other versions of you? Do you think that gifts and pretty words will earn you forgiveness from strangers for whatever it is you did to your own world? What is it you even want "a chance" to do?
I can see you're hurt, Fledgling. I can only tell you that I am not like the others. It's up to you whether or not you believe me. But, if you choose to allow me to continue my communication, I assure you that I will treat you like my other fledglings. Is there any way that I can prove to you that I mean no harm?
Idk, I don’t think you need to hit some arbitrary ideal of “traumatized enough” to be accepted as plural. We barely understand what makes someone plural in the first place. Trying to DSM-5 your way through it isn’t really helpful.
I know. But. I just can't be. It's a personal thing
Idk, I don’t think you need to hit some arbitrary ideal of “traumatized enough” to be accepted as plural. We barely understand what makes someone plural in the first place. Trying to DSM-5 your way through it isn’t really helpful.
I know. But. I just can't be. It's a personal thing
Idk, I don’t think you need to hit some arbitrary ideal of “traumatized enough” to be accepted as plural. We barely understand what makes someone plural in the first place. Trying to DSM-5 your way through it isn’t really helpful.
I know. But. I just can't be. It's a personal thing
it's something objectively harmless that is against the law because gavle town hates whimsy. anyway we're overdue for a good spot of gogoat arson, as a treat.
I would if I had any! usually just whatever I can get my hands on. though it hasn't actually burned once since I started formally tracking the gogoat burnings- the year before I made this blog, though, THAT was a fun year.
gogoat technically didn't burn. but it also did NOT survive. because they used straw that had a lot of seeds in it and a bunch of bird pokemon got interested. the rangers they hired were able to get most of them away, but there was this really stubborn flock of murkrow and good for them! good for them.
sadly they used better straw last year. and this year. I'll settle for other gogoat destruction methods but arson is the preferred one, y'know?
Welp im depressed enough to bite what other destruction methods have ya thought up? Surely youve thought of a few fun ones over the years and the public at large should totally listen in but legally speaking were not advocating for the use of any other fun methods that could be done
I like fire too much to put that much thought into methods that don't involve it, but you can sure get creative even if you're sticking to the classics~
How do you feel about colored fire? Maybe a nice trans flag, burning through the night? It's definitely possible-- some magnesium sulfate, mix it up with lithium chloride, and then the outer stripes can just be plain copper chloride. I can ask my newest son about it if you like! It's very much up his alley.
Isn’t Ghetsis a drag Queen? If so, you might be homophobic (congrats?)
What's a drag queen?
What's homophobic?
I take it Ghetsis is a name?
I haven't seen any blogs with the name, but I've heard the name a few times in conversation, and I've seen the name mentioned in passing when I read back in the "group chat".
That's when the rage hits me.
I'm. . .
Guessing there are multiple people with the name Ghetsis. Going off this rage I feel, I can only assume the one I was once familiar with wasn't a pleasant individual.
I'd like to talk to this drag queen Ghetsis! They sound like an interesting person!
That's my leavanny. They're quite talented at sewing, if a little uncreative, and are especially helpful when I'm working with satin. It is not a forgiving fabric, I'll say that much.
My condolences on the memory loss; that sort of thing seems quite scary. Are you holding up all right? Need anything?
What a fascinating… Mockery? Homage? I could never have imagined such a thing exists…! From the bottom of my heart, I applaud your efforts my child, even if they do confuse me!
Though I hesitate to encourage outsiders, besides to change for the better… Well, I must say I am quite the fan of your blog’s name, it is the most clever creation I’ve seen in quite some while!
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Have one of these fantastic repeating videos, they are rather hilarious.
[Attached is a gif of a meowth giving a thumbs up-]
(( @gormgormgorm - Ghetsis- this totally isn’t rfhl Ghetsis (who totally isn’t nonbinary and in denial what) speak for ‘I’m jealous wtf’ :P / he’s never seen a gif before or the concept of a multiverse he’s been too busy being a cult leader, don’t mind him /silly ))
I'm not doing this for you, sweetheart. It's for me. If you're so fascinated, why not give it a try? I know you want to see the crowds on their knees, begging and screaming your name. Isn't this a better way to achieve that?
Isn’t Ghetsis a drag Queen? If so, you might be homophobic (congrats?)
What's a drag queen?
What's homophobic?
I take it Ghetsis is a name?
I haven't seen any blogs with the name, but I've heard the name a few times in conversation, and I've seen the name mentioned in passing when I read back in the "group chat".
That's when the rage hits me.
I'm. . .
Guessing there are multiple people with the name Ghetsis. Going off this rage I feel, I can only assume the one I was once familiar with wasn't a pleasant individual.
I'd like to talk to this drag queen Ghetsis! They sound like an interesting person!
I suppose I just don’t understand how a lot of other trans women feel because I wasn’t socialized as a person. I wasn’t forced to cut my hair short and wear ugly clothes. The Pokémon who raised me didn’t really do so in a gendered way. I never felt the need to learn new skills or ways of acting when I transitioned. I just started taking estrogen and wearing skirts and that was it.
Well, my transition isn't exactly typical, but I can tell you that the only real way my usual clothing choices changed is that I switched from my old underwear to panties and a bra. I'm still wearing t-shirts and cargo shorts/pants with hiking shoes. My behaviors are pretty close to pre-change me's.
That said, a lot of trans gals don't learn new ways of acting per se, but instead simply start acting more along the lines of what makes them feel nice... at least in private. It's extremely freeing to not be held to a bunch of crap that is demanded of men in mainstream society.
When it comes to public stuff though, there's a social demand to perform hyperfemininity or be judged as a genderless freak. It's a bit of a false game, since society will always move goalposts there, because transfeminine individuals are a direct assault on the oppositional sexism and male/masculine supremacy that underpin patriarchy.
This is why many other trans women learn those skills and behaviors expected of women; to avoid the either figurative violence of degendering them or literal violence. Not everything done on that front is for gender euphoria or affirmation reasons. I'm damn happy to hear you haven't felt those pressures to the point you feel forced to do such things.
I’m always going to be seen as a freak without a human heart. I’m always going to fail at gender. It’s an asymptote. I can’t be a good man or a good woman any more than I can divide by zero.
I just think that a life with estrogen is a lot better than one without. That’s all.
To be clear, I was mostly offering perspective on why so many other trans women do the various things you said you didn't get. Society deems trans women with more typical backgrounds to be failures at gender as well for multiple reasons.
That said, I struggle with getting others to accept that I'm not human. It's not the same struggle as you have, but it rhymes in some ways... even if, yeah, our configurations along that axis of oppression are different.
Regardless, yeah, making life better is always a plus. I'm glad you found that estrogen is helping you and that you have access to it. A point that might have been a bit muddied in my original reply is that... well, yeah, I'm just happier in gal zone regardless of everything, even if I'm not steriotypical woman or fit the typical social mold of transfemme and trans gal.
You seem very concerned with making sure your communication is understood properly. It’s like a PiD loop, adjusting for perceived errors and deviance. But I don’t mind wherever it goes.
There aren’t a lot of humans I feel comfortable around. I guess that’s the problem. Nature finds no fault with me, but humans do. Nature is full of the bilateral gyandromorphs and the male salazzle and the marill that swap sexes when they evolve. I wish humans saw that.
I suppose I just don’t understand how a lot of other trans women feel because I wasn’t socialized as a person. I wasn’t forced to cut my hair short and wear ugly clothes. The Pokémon who raised me didn’t really do so in a gendered way. I never felt the need to learn new skills or ways of acting when I transitioned. I just started taking estrogen and wearing skirts and that was it.
Well, my transition isn't exactly typical, but I can tell you that the only real way my usual clothing choices changed is that I switched from my old underwear to panties and a bra. I'm still wearing t-shirts and cargo shorts/pants with hiking shoes. My behaviors are pretty close to pre-change me's.
That said, a lot of trans gals don't learn new ways of acting per se, but instead simply start acting more along the lines of what makes them feel nice... at least in private. It's extremely freeing to not be held to a bunch of crap that is demanded of men in mainstream society.
When it comes to public stuff though, there's a social demand to perform hyperfemininity or be judged as a genderless freak. It's a bit of a false game, since society will always move goalposts there, because transfeminine individuals are a direct assault on the oppositional sexism and male/masculine supremacy that underpin patriarchy.
This is why many other trans women learn those skills and behaviors expected of women; to avoid the either figurative violence of degendering them or literal violence. Not everything done on that front is for gender euphoria or affirmation reasons. I'm damn happy to hear you haven't felt those pressures to the point you feel forced to do such things.
I’m always going to be seen as a freak without a human heart. I’m always going to fail at gender. It’s an asymptote. I can’t be a good man or a good woman any more than I can divide by zero.
I just think that a life with estrogen is a lot better than one without. That’s all.
I suppose I just don’t understand how a lot of other trans women feel because I wasn’t socialized as a person. I wasn’t forced to cut my hair short and wear ugly clothes. The Pokémon who raised me didn’t really do so in a gendered way. I never felt the need to learn new skills or ways of acting when I transitioned. I just started taking estrogen and wearing skirts and that was it.
I think that person can be kinda safely ignored. most people who say that can be honestly
~ @silphs-least-paid
Is it strange that it feels like yet another part of the human experience I’ve missed out on? Even if their hearts are cruel and assumptions are incorrect.
