HAUNTED BY THE MEMORY

horror oc. written by shamu. 

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happy birthday kidney. er. i mean kinsey.

           wow thanks

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𝐍𝐎𝐕 𝟏𝟗, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 ; 4:03 AM. floyd’s journal.

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kinsey birthday!

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at this point i basically have ship exclusivity with jett, not because of a single ship we focus on, but because kinsey has dated almost every single one of his muses and has no other ships.

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–no, i’m not afraid to disappear. the billboard said the end is near.            i turned around, there was nothing there.

yeah, i guess the end is here.

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kinsey birthday. tomorrow.

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hrdsell​ ( constantine. )

“Showing up to prom in the same dress, what’re the odds?” Then again, it looked like her coat had been washed at some point in the last decade. “Maybe we’ll work as body doubles. At least from a few hundred yards away.”

        ‘ if you’re willing to grow out your hair and shrink a few inches. ‘ she adjusted her coat, standing up straighter just to seem a little taller. there was also a clear difference in that hers was free of the overwhelming smell of smoke, given she’d quit some time ago.

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me, seeing caitlin and mackenzie davis in a new thing together: can u guys kiss this time instead of fighting <3

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Caitlin Fitzgerald as Simone in Sweetbitter (2018—)

1x02 “Now Your Tongue is Coded”

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          ‘ well, one of us has to change. ‘ maybe she could change things up and grab her red trenchcoat, just so no one would think they were matching on purpose.

@hrdsell​

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          it had taken a lot to avoid her father, who despite being absent for most of life, had decided to be almost inescapable now that he wanted something from her. and it seemed that the invisible forces and fears in the world that once went unseen were more clear then ever in everything she did, even as she ran. there was no surprise left in her when she heard the footsteps on the gravel, turning away from the scenery to the woman. well, the spider webs probably meant she wasn’t involved with her father’s patron.

          ‘ i don’t suppose my father sent you. i thought he might just poof himself here, but i think he likes the chase. ‘ her shoulder slumped, seeming resigned. ‘ or he got distracted. ‘

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starter call. i’m still very rusty on miss kinsey but i miss her dearly so i’m gonna blast some emo songs until i can write her

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misc prompts for your feels

“ unique just means alone. ” “ i’m not afraid to die, just wish i could live a little first. ” “ i know i’m a monster, but you look at me like i’m a man. ” “ there’s nothing i wouldn’t do to keep you safe. ” “ we all have sins to pay penance for. ” “ don’t look at me like i’m a hero. you’ll only disappoint yourself. ” “ sometimes when you look at me it’s like…it’s like you’re staring straight past my flesh and into my soul. ” “ you make me want to live. ” “ i know i don’t deserve forgiveness, but i like the idea that some people think i might. ” “ i trust you with my life. ” “ you’re more like family to me than my own blood. ” “ i’ve never had any sort of family before. ” “ your life is far more precious than mine. ” “ i don’t care what happens to me. as long as you’re safe. ” “ i need you to live…cause if you’re gone then, i don’t know what the point of it all is anymore. ” “ i know i’m not the person you want, but i’m here. ” “ i love you, and i know you may never feel the same. but i’m okay with that. ” “ i couldn’t say no to you even if i wanted to. ” “ you’re worth more than this. ” “ why do you walk around as if you’re somehow less valuable than the rest of the world? ” “ please, let me help you. ” “ just let me do this for you. ” “ you do have something to live for. you have me. ” “ you’ll always have me. ” “ i see you. i know you feel so invisible all the time, but you’re not. not to me. ” “ it’s okay to be angry, you’re allowed to be upset about what happened to you. ” “ don’t you realize you deserve more than this? ” “ you’re not a machine or— or some thing. you’re a person, and i’m sorry anyone ever made you feel otherwise. ” “ please, just hold on a little longer. i can’t lose you too. ” “ this scar..what happened? ” “ if you won’t do it for yourself, then do it for me. ” “ you’re bleeding— how long have you been hiding this?! ” “ sometimes i realize one day i could die, i could just disappear and the world would be none the wiser. there’d be no one to miss me and that terrifies me more than death itself. ”  “ i’m not sure i know who i’m supposed to be anymore. ” “ my mind is so loud and i’m afraid it’ll never be quiet again. ” “ when i’m in a crowd i just want to melt away and yet, when i’m alone it’s somehow worse. ” “ loneliness is a poison and i’ve been drinking it for so long, i don’t there there’s an anecdote to save my soul. ” “ i don’t care if the world knows my name, i just want you to remember me. ” “ you deserve more than i could ever give you. ” “ i love you. i know that’s not enough, but i do. ” “ you’re safe with me, you always will be. ” “ you make me feel safe. like i’m allowed to be anything i want. ” “ i’d do anything to be the person you love again. ” “ i’ve got you, you’re safe. ” “ just rest, i’m here. ” “ you can stay with me tonight. ”

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Clean Slated State but it’s playing through a radio on a rainy day while you’re sat on a porch.

Heavily inspired by this youtube vid which was made first,,, I just wanted a try at it and realised a little too late

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me, finding out clean slated state is called that and not clean slated slate: i’m sorry?

me, finding out it’s by bdg: I’M SORRY??

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when pho.ebe bri/dgers said “i don't wanna be alone, i don't wanna be alone anymore. you got quiet on the other line, said the sun was coming up and i laughed until i couldn't breathe. now i'm too tired to go to sleep. now i can't breathe, and i can't sleep”