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indie. sel. canon divergent jeremy gilbert from cw's the vampire diaries. primarily s1-s3 portrayal. adored by yorkie.

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OKAY YALL WANNA KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO? a Plot where we just throw two random muses together as a married couple and make shit up as we go. no rules. no details. total chaos.

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          “  fabulous  we ’ re  a  T E E N  N O V E L  cliche . “

                           vampire dairies/originals au jughead  jones & cheryl blossom

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DAMON. 

“i bring that emotion out of a lot of people.” he purses his lips and shrugs. “look, all i’m saying is if you want to get back on your sister’s good side then you need to work this stuff with bonnie out.”  

“why the hell am i being the one to blame here?” his relationship with elena was going down hill for a while & this is just the latest development in their feud. “she wants to act all mighty, she can do that while i not talk to her.” 

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try + adam ( the secret circle )

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“you’re telling me you don’t feel it? i expected this from faye because SHE’S IN LOVE WITH HIM, but you — “ head shakes, steps taking backwards away from his ‘coven mate’. someone he thought he could trust, to depend on. yet at the mere mention of jake being back, it seems he’s the only one who can think straight. “ — i’m telling you the truth why can’t you see it? he is bad news! it cannot be a coincidence that he comes back the same week nick dies.” 

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Try + Lissa from Vampire Academy. {BrashVitality.}

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gaze narrowed & fists curled, the anger getting to her too much as it does each time someone mentions her family — her brother. the one person she was close to. the one who understood & accepted her as she was. the one who, as much as it pains her to admit, is the one who is still with her since the accident, because people already think she’s crazy. what is this new information going to do? she cannot trust uncle, or the school board. while being the last surviving dragomir moroi has its perks — most of it is escaping close death experiences because some fanatic wants to eradicate your family line. “ enough! “ voice raised, hands outstretched on either side of her towards her boyfriend and bodyguard / best friend. “I am not some toy you can fight over. honestly.” 

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try + klaus

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“IT’S MY FAMILY!” the anger that radiated from his words was enough to cause worry within anyone in the listening distance, not to mention anyone who dared to defy him, come for him & his loved ones. the hybrid was not one for sentimentality, & yet — his siblings, his little wolf and witch.. were people he deemed worthy enough to be in the royal circle. of course, it all depended on his whims & the way stars aligned that night but so far… which was so concerning when strangers came to his city, demanding from him. really, him? has the name niklaus mikaelson eluded them for the last millenia? oh well, he was getting rather bored. why not entertain himself with a quick game of hunt one’s enemies. digits wrapped around a throat, nails digging into flesh, blood coating his hand. paint. just another name for paint, he tells himself as a smirk twists ‘pon his visage. “you must have me confused with someone who cares.” bringing the traitor closer to his face, eyes glowing a bright orange. “a lasting mistake, im sure, mate.” thus with final words, hybrid teeth sink into the pale expanse of a neck, ripping it out. 

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JEREMY GILBERT .

digesting spoken words in silence , uneasy glance escape perfect features , thoughts inside her head are clear , she did not cause the accident , did not pull the car off the bridge , did not literally kill their parents , but if she would wait for bonnie and drove back home with her , their parents would be alive today and she would not be having this conversation with younger brother now . and regardless this single thought is shrouding around pale neck , is settling inside grieving lungs , making her hard and painful to breathe ,  younger’s feelings spoken aloud leaves brunette strangely calm . deep breath is taken , and there is almost a smile approaching corners of fleshed lips , RELIEF taken away by sudden thunder of second thoughts , she wishes to speak them out loud , but jeremy has been trough so much , pain and grief have been his only friends for months , she would rather admit her true feelings to her diary , but then , they should be honest to each other ! their parents would want them to talk about whatever they are struggling with , not with their friends , but to each other .  ❛  i’m here , okay ? ❜  comforting touch of her finger upon younger’s skin of his cheek , doe eyes sparkling with tears but there is softness shining trough .  ❛  you have me no matter what , and you can talk to me about anything .  ❜    reassured voice , honesty shrouding each spoken word , deep sigh slip out of trembling lips , slender fingers now run trough chocolate locks of his soft hair . IT HURTS , but if she truly does want jeremy to be honest about his deepest thoughts , then , she should let her second guessings swim to the surface as well .  ❛  i know i’m not responsible for what happened , but , i still blame myself , jer . ❜  gentle bite of lower lip , brown eyes locked down upon her own fingers nervously playing with the fabric of cushioned pillow .  ❛   i was supposed to go home with bonnie …   ❜

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head dips, of course he knows, feels the same way yet unable to voice his feelings. not to his sister, not tonight. only thing he wants is to go sleep & forget it ever happened. already shared far too much, more than usual. as much as jeremy wants to keep it all bottled up, the pain a constant friend in his life, he knows how dangerous it is to try. one to many silent nights & it all explodes like tonight. “stop it, elena.” he’s tired for it, the self pity party both siblings seem to play too well. taking responsibility for the wrong things. things they can’t change. “no matter how you feel now, it won’t change anything & it sure as hell won’t make me feel better.” he could tell her plenty of things she should have or could have done then, but — what’s the point. “can we just .. change the subject now? i think i’ve reached my limit of blame for the night.” 

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✰  THE ‘ WE’RE ALL STILL EMO AF ‘ LYRIC STARTERS

FALL OUT BOY 

‘  am i more than you bargained for yet?  ’ ‘  cause that’s just who i am this week.  ’ ‘  isn’t it messed up how i’m just dying to be him?  ’ ‘  i confess, i messed up.  ’ ‘  i don’t blame you for being you, but you can’t blame me for hating it.  ’ ‘  darling, what did you expect?  ’ ‘  i could have died with you.  ’ ‘  let’s play this came called ‘when you catch fire i wouldn’t piss to put you out.’  ’ ‘  breaking hearts has never looked so cool.  ’ ‘  you were the last good thing about this part of town.  ’ ‘  i’m not a shoulder to cry on, but i digress.  ’ ‘  i wrote the gospel on giving up.  ’ ‘  joke me something awful just like kisses on the necks of best friends.  ’ ‘  my back is breaking from this heavy heart.  ’ ‘  thanks for the memories even though they weren’t so great.  ’ ‘  see, he tastes like you, only sweeter.  ’ ‘  get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes.  ’ ‘  i’m a liner away from getting you into the mood.  ’ ‘  last year’s wishes are this years apologies.  ’ ‘  we’re the new face of failure. prettier and younger, but not any better off.  ’

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE

‘  what’s the worst that i can say?  ’ ‘  things are better if i stay.  ’ ‘  so long and goodnight.  ’ ‘  and then we’ll meet again when both our cars collide.  ’ ‘  never think i’ll make you try to stay.  ’ ‘  i don’t love you like i did yesterday.  ’ ‘  fix your eyes and get up.  ’ ‘  i never said i’d lie and wait forever.  ’ ‘  you are never coming home.  ’ ‘  if you wanted honesty that’s all you had to say.  ’ ‘  i never want to let you down or have you go.  ’ ‘  i’m not okay.  ’ ‘  for the last time, take a good hard look.  ’ ‘  when i was a young boy my father took me into the city to see a marching band.  ’ ‘  we’ll carry on.  ’ ‘  your misery and hate will kill us all.  ’ ‘  the world will never take my heart.  ’ ‘  go and try, you’ll never break me.  ’ ‘  give a cheer for the broken.  ’ ‘  teenagers scare the living shit out of me.  ’ ‘  you’re never gonna fit in much, kid.  ’

TAKING BACK SUNDAY 

‘  can’t you just forget it?  ’ ‘  i started something i couldn’t finish.  ’ ‘  if we go down, we go down together.  ’ ‘  everything i know about breaking hearts i learned from you.  ’ ‘  i’ve made long term plans based on these mistakes.  ’ ‘  don’t let it get to your head.  ’ ‘  boys like you are a dime a dozen.  ’ ‘  you’re a touch overrated.  ’ ‘  you’e a lush and i hate it.  ’ ‘  all i need to know is that i’m something you’ll be missing.  ’ ‘  maybe i should hate you for this.  ’ ‘  i’d never lie to you unless i had to.  ’ ‘  the truth is that you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath, i’d apologize for bleeding on your shirt.  ’ ‘  you are everything i want cause you are everything i’m not.  ’ ‘  i just wanna break you down so badly in the worst way.  ’ ‘  i’m gonna make damn sure that you can’t ever leave.  ’ ‘  you won’t ever get too far from me.  ’ ‘  your lipstick, his collar… don’t bother, angel. i know exactly what goes on.  ’ ‘  will you tell all your friends you’ve got your gun to my head?  ’ ‘  that all was only wishful thinking.  ’

PANIC AT THE DISCO

‘  am i who you think about in bed?  ’ ‘  i’ve got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck.  ’ ‘  sweetie, you had me.  ’ ‘  no, no, no, you know it will always be me.  ’ ‘  i hope you didn’t expect to get all of the attention.  ’ ‘  what a shame, the poor groom’s bride is a whore.  ’ ‘  haven’t you people ever heard of closing the goddamn door?  ’ ‘  i mean, technically our marriage is saved.  ’ ‘  it’s much better to face these things with a sense of poise and rationality.  ’ ‘  it’s just the end of the world.  ’ ‘  things are shaping up to be pretty odd.  ’ ‘  now i’m the only one to blame.  ’ ‘  things have changed for me, and that’s okay.  ’ ‘  northern downpour sends its love.  ’ ‘  you clicked your heels and wished for me.  ’ ‘  i know the worlds a broken bone.  ’

ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS

‘  your subtleties, they strangle me.  ’ ‘  i can’t explain myself at all.  ’ ‘  maybe it’s best you leave me alone.  ’ ‘  i can’t explain what you can’t explain.  ’ ‘  it ends tonight.  ’ ‘  when you see my face, i hope it gives you hell.  ’ ‘  truth be told, i miss you.  ’ ‘  truth be told, i miss you. and truth be told, i’m lying.  ’ ‘  if you find a man that’s worth a damn and treats you well then he’s a fool.  ’ ‘  you’ll never see what you’ve done to me.  ’ ‘  you can take back your memories, they’re no good for me.  ’ ‘  let me know what i’ve done wrong.  ’ ‘  you are the only one that needs to know.  ’ ‘  i’ll keep you my dirty little secret.  ’ ‘  don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret.  ’ ‘  speak to me.  ’ ‘  when all you got to keep is strong, move along.  ’ ‘  when everything is wrong, we move along.  ’ ‘  i’m dreaming of her.  ’ ‘  the nights are long and i am left while the tears fall.  ’ ‘  did you think that i would cry on the phone?  ’ ‘  do you know what it feels like being alone?  ’ ‘  i’ll find someone new.  ’ ‘  can you help me find a way to carry on again.  ’

MAYDAY PARADE

‘  may i say i loved you more?  ’ ‘  this time we spent together was meant to last us for awhile.  ’ ‘  you’re an angel sent to save.  ’ ‘  if you go down, i go with you.  ’ ‘  let’s drink to memories we shared.  ’ ‘  before too long, you’ll be a memory.  ’ ‘  so tell me honestly, did you ever really wan this?  ’ ‘  my jealous heart can’t take that.  ’ ‘  i’ll be okay. is that what you want me to say?  ’ ‘  it’s called break-up ‘cause it’s broken.  ’ ‘  please don’t tell me that i’m dreaming.  ’ ‘  i’m throwing away pictures that i never should have taken in the first place.  ’ ‘  i’m just hoping you’re not seeing his face.  ’ ‘  it was him that took my place.  ’ ‘  even broken hearts may have their doubts.  ’ ‘  you smiled the whole way through it, i guess maybe that’s what’s worse.  ’ ‘  i hope this makes you happy now.  ’ ‘  take me home.  ’ ‘  i’d rather die than be with you.  ’ ‘  i know you’re trying your hardest.  ’ ‘  the hardest part is letting go of the nights we shared.  ’ ‘  compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright.  ’ ‘  let’s not pretend like you’re alone tonight, i know he’s there.  ’ ‘  i guess that i can live without you but without you i’ll be miserable at best.  ’ ‘  without you i’ll be miserable at best.  ’ ‘  you’re all that i hoped i’d find in every single way.  ’ ‘  the hardest part of living is just taking breaths to stay.  ’ ‘  it’s been three whole days since i’ve had sleep ‘cause i dream of his lips on your cheeks.  ’ ‘  i got the point that i should leave you alone, but we both know that i’m not that strong.  ’ ‘  i miss the lips that made me fly.  ’ ‘  young love is such dumb love.  ’ ‘  you’re still out of my reach.  ’ ‘  how could i ask you to leave me?  ’ ‘  we were just kids in love.  ’ ‘  the first kiss stole the breath from my lips. why did the last one tear us apart?  ’

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                 ⠀⠀ ❝  i wake up every day and  i feel ok, but there is something’s MISSING.                  ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀    like a hole. some people they fit in life or whatever, i DON’T. ❞ ⠀

                                »  indie, selective, jeremy gilbert of cw’s the vampire diaries. s1-3. adored by yorkie. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀

@promo cred. 

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REBEKAH. 

Naturally—swollen, lower lip ventures to maneuver and be held hostage between pearly—whites of blunt, human teeth as a crown of golden—locks dips toward the ground, allowing several nods of confirmation to be known as a visual aid ; seductiveness, —— it wasn’t any secret. 〝 Of course I am, —— and maybe after we’re done, you’ll have … more muse. 〞Softly, she’ll elicit her sentence into the atmosphere as she neared his awaiting anatomy.

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Slender and as if endless lower—extremities position themselves to each side of the males very own, —— lowering her silhouette to straddle and claim his lap, limbs of arms encircle around Jeremy’s neck, luring her silhouette into his. His words, they for—fill her brain, sense of hearing consuming his vocals as soon as they meet the existing atmosphere between the two. Then, he’s trailing his phrase, and the blonde is left to hover her lips dangerously close to his, mentally tasting his lips.

He’s desperate, —— and she’s desperate for him. It’s only a brief second his command hangs in the air, and her lips meet his very own in a passionate—heated way ; she yearned for him! With much desire, palms of delicacy gently grip each cheek, at the base of his very visage.

hands place against her waist, the thin material of the sheet separating that which he wishes to touch. teasing him, even more so than she was. gaze looking up at her, hooded eyes & lips parting in suspense. her words have more of an affect on him that he thought they would, though each time she speaks he falls more. head nods, waiting — until he feels her lips. inhale of breath, arms wrapping around her form to pull tighter against him while lips mold together, moving like a slow and teasing dance. if he would die in that moment, he would die a happy man.

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@gilbertscn and i plotted a thread

PLOT:  Ali heard from her friends that Jeremy was in Denver and went to Denver before arriving in Mystic Falls. Ali and Jeremy already had their first meeting. 

Arriving at the batting cage, Ali got out of the car and made her way over to where she saw other humans practicing their batting swing. Her eyes landed on the person who she was looking for. Jeremy Gilbert. After being told by her spies from Mystic Falls and observing him herself, she already made her acquaintance with the teenager. Ali watched from the sidelines as he swing the bat and hitting the ball. Ali smiled and clapped her hands in excitement, before waving her hand and shouted, “Jeremy!”

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lost  in  thought ,  hands  gripping  the  bat  as  he  swings .  a  familiar  voice  brings  him  back  to  now ,  head  turning  &  smile  forming  at  the  girl .  one  hand  rose  in  a  greeting ,  signaling  that  he’ll  be  done  in  a  sec  prior  to  getting  a  few  more  swings  in .  when  done ,  the  male  leaves  the  cage  walking  towards  her .  “ hey ,  ali   what  are  you  doing  here ?  stalking  me  already ? ”  a  joke  that  somehow  made  his  mind  think  back  to  someone  else  but  the  thought  was  fleeting ,  he  paid  it  no  mind .  “ hungry ?  i’m  starving ? ”  

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Holding hands under blankets, sneaking out during sleepovers to spend it in his room, to share a bed for even a brief amount of time, stolen kisses in hallways … such was the life when dating your best friend’s little brother ( if they could even call it dating ). They had been getting reckless, but wasn’t that the THRILL ?  Because of that she had to prepare before girl’s night, just her and Elena sitting across one another. Painting nails and chatting …  “So,  Valentine’s day dance, you are on set-up with me, right?” Not even a question, a demand.

    Elena was completely oblivious to the romantic involvement between her best friend and her brother. Whether she just wasn’t smart enough to catch or didn’t exactly care if they were, it was something. But Caroline acted as usual, as did her brother, so there were no red flags that went off to signal anything. “As if I really have a choice?” The brunette chuckled, placing a final coat of her nail polish, “Risking the wrath of Caroline isn’t something I take lightly, Care.”

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eyes  rolling  at  the  conversation  in  the  other  room ,  snacks  in  hand ,  jeremy  plops  down  on  the  couch ,  gaze  on  the  blonde  with  a  smirk .  the  more  they  had  to  sneak  around  the  more  fun  it  was  &  the  added  risk  of  his  sister   being  around  made  him  want  to  do  stupid  things  just  to  see  how  far  he  could  push  the  issue .  “ the  whole  house  smells  of  paint  fumes ,  how  are  you  not  passed  out  yet ? ”  

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WHERE TO FIND YORKIE ;;

jeremy gilbert — s1-3, au, high activity, main. 

mumu - high activity, ( fandoms ; tvd/to, va, tsc, tw )

jughead jones — werewolf au, tvd/to based, moderate activity. 

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LENA. 

she wanted to be normal, but before she arrived in mystic falls she’d never been afforded the chance to. her life had always been about being a witch and having power. her mother had always tried to instill that into her brain, but now she was free. she’d been free to set a little rainstorm on jeremy gilbert. lena stopped to turn around and face him again. “so, normal is confessing feelings and letting them take over you, right?” her voice still quite high. “i’ve never been able to process stuff like that before and being around you only makes things crazier because of how much i like you,” she stopped, looking down as she realized what she’d just revealed. 

“ well  i  like  you  too ! ”  caught  up  in  the  unexpected  emotional  wind whirl ,  he  spills  the  words  without  a  care ,  arms  flailing  slightly  after .  gaze  ‘pon  her ,  so  close  yet  so  far  away ,  wanting  to  do  so  much  because  wasn’t  this  the  moment ?  when  both  parties  confess  shit  to  each  other ?  that’s  what  he  remembers  from  all  those  romcoms  elena  used  to  watch .  but  with  lena ,  it  was  different ,  it  felt  different .  “ can  you  stop  the  rain  at  least ?  i  can’t  talk  to  you  like  this . ”  digit  pointing  upwards ,  his  features  soften .  smile  forms ,  a  small  chuckle  escapes ,  head  shaking .  “ lena  duchannes ,  you  are  a  strange  one ,   but  i  like  it .  and  you . ”