it always put me on edge when you weren't rough like you usually are. probably because it felt exactly like when a cat lets the mouse get away - exactly far enough away to close the distance in one cruel jump. my running distance was you smiling at me as you sat down and guided me onto your cock. the undercut hair at the back of my neck was standing in anticipation of the jump.
"you look really pretty like this."
your tone, your face - all of it was the perfect human version of a cat, lazy after a good meal. i briefly wondered if the morning choking session with your gloved figers in my throat was what kept you satisfied until now. the little spark of pride burned for just a moment, swiftly replaced by an almost peaceful feeling - the sense of belonging. i belong there, with your fingers in my throat, with my oxygen cut off and my wrists tied behind my back so i can't fight for the oxygen.
i smiled weakly. you cupped my cheek as i rode you slowly - because i could still get away with it.
"come on, little pet. make this good for yourself."
your voice was sweet, so sweet it had to be pure venom. my little mouse paws still carried me to the mousetrap because there was really nowhere else to go. i picked up my pace, angling my body a bit forward to hit the right spot, making myself pant softly.
"you're so fucking pretty." - a hand stroking my cheek. i kept riding.
you didn't interrupt me so i kept going - riding the silicone exactly how i needed, getting more and more distracted by the sensation of something warm and sweet and wonderful concentrating in my lower belly, my breath coming out uneven, with soft moans mixed in-
the knuckles hit my cheekbone in a white-hot pattern, making me cry out and lose my balance. you grabbed my shoulders to keep me from slipping from your cock sideways.
"careful, i said you could make it good for yourself, not that you can just leave whenever you want." - the chuckle in your voice was completely stripped of sweetness, exposing the hot venom underneath.
i hesitantly rolled my hips again, quivering in your grasp. you laughed.
"oh come on, i know you like it, you've been enjoying yourself so much until now. don't get shy now."
i rolled my hips again, carefully finding the angle. and again. and again-
your fist collided with my face a little higher, still mostly on the sore cheekbone but also touching the delicate skin under my eye. for a whole second all i saw was stars.
you grabbed my chin and forcefully turned my face to you.
my vision got a little blurry with tears as i rolled my hips, up and down, the cock sliding in and out, still stretching out my pussy so sweetly that my moans are almost pleasure as the whole half of my face is on fire. you kept holding my chin and looking at me as i kept going. then you slapped the other side of my face with your other hand.
"thank you!" - more of a breathy sob than anything else.
another slap, just as sharp.
you swiftly changed the hand holding my chin, the previous hand's knuckles biting into my cheekbone again. i cried out with a loud voiced sob. you pulled my hair in a cruel tight grip.
i was crying uncontrollably now, the world a blur of dim colors. "th-thank you..."
next thing i felt was the flat of your tongue dragging across my beaten cheek.
"you can be so spoiled sometimes. i give you everything you like and you are still whining."
your voice wasn't angry but simply sounded amused. you were holding my shoulders again and i leaned into it without holding back, seeking comfort.
"you like pretending like you don't enjoy it when i give you your favorite things. do you do this so i would give you more?"
my forehead found your shoulder and you didn't stop me. i kept crying into your shoulder and it felt warm and almost safe.
"or do you genuinely don't know how much you love it?"
my breath hitched, sensing another terrifying cat jump.
after a heartbeat, you grabbed my hair again and dragged me off your cock and onto the floor, my body a pile of uncoordinated limbs. my eyes opened so wide i could see you even through the blur around the edges. you were smiling the satisfied, venomous smile again. your cock was right in front of my abused face.
"now taste how much you loved this."
