missing.exe

Heros; 14; boyflux; gay |/disturbed, jirai. _______ . "pathetic, arent you" LOOKING FOR MOOTS I FOLLOW BACK

[gl00mycentipede]

Something within me feels deeply wrong.

-intro post..-

Intro; *NOT FINISHED IN PROGRESS*

Hi...my (not real) name is Heros, as in S. Heros, the centipede, i wont tell anyone my actual name unless they become friends with me. Im quite paranoid.

I'm 14, ISFP sx6sx4so5

I don't have any diagnosis but I'm pretty sure I'm neurodivergent and mentally unstable in some way.

Disorders im suspecting myself of having: GAD, type 1 autism, social anxiety, suicidal ideation.

I'm a gay (trans) jirai danshi .

I wish I had a boyfriend or an owner as I unfortunately find myself in a puppy boy.

I like reading, drawing, resding, playing video games and sometimes skateboarding.

The last 2 user boxes are milgram refs i love milgram a lot.

I have anger issues, a very short temper wich might make me sound dry or mean sometimes I'm very sorry.

My tags are

#fatal frame໒꒱ -pics i took

#after pain𓄧 -rage posts

#the ghost of you✙ -yearning

#all knowing all agony☤ -vent posts

#muzzled☣︎ -my face

Fandoms I'm in: milgram, mha, mlp, many horror games esp rpg maker ones like the crooked man or the witchs house or ib.

What I listen to: MCR, milgram, MSI, many vocaloids/vocalsynths/utauloids.

My fiction kins: ivlis, haruka sakurai, fuuta kajiyama, ame chan, fuchi sunao, and some other wich I forgor.

[gl00mycentipede]

I want a top I want a top I want a top I want a dom top ughhhhh

[targetlockedd]

"we all have a little touch of the tism" i'd rather hear nails on a chalkboard than hear that you people are so irritating

[azbees]

[roxys-lyric-book]

Haha stop sending me sexual stuff I will kill you

[gl00mycentipede]

Why do I have to be so pathetic

[gl00mycentipede]

Another day begging for attention and love on tumblr

[salvatore----girl]

Looksmaxxers think they can hurt me but I was there for prime wongyoungism

[fayonnaise]

i can’t kill myself until i am pretty enough for death

[losertimeboy]

somewhere between idgaf and vomiting from anxiety

[gl00mycentipede]

If I say I'm not ok, then I'm not okay(I promise)

[gl00mycentipede]

A headache suddenly came over me.

[bpdaki]

isolating is fun until nobody cares and then youre just alone

[gl00mycentipede]

Photo dump

[gl00mycentipede]

Between a centipede and and puppy idk wich one I am

[dove-dollie]

i want attention so much but i don't know how to ask for it... i think im irrelevant now, ive been gone too long

[angelfies]

seeing “i hope you’re okay” on a jirai blog always makes me giggle . sorry