Emancipation

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Faith & consistency

It’s 19th of January 2017, Thursday. I’m into the journey of my salvation and fighting fear is the only way to go deeper and deeper into my dream. Going deeper into my own self is also the only way to fight my fears! I have accepted to fail at everything and to die alone on this journey but at least I will live as a free spirit. Free in my own dreams, I will even die of hunger but i will live as a free man. I will never go back to do any job just for the sake of making money. What a disgrace to humanity if we live for couple of bills they give us at the end of the working week. And to hope to be free on our weekends, only to use those two days in rushing to get ready for the week days of hell to come at the job. What a circle of shame and suffering! Then we keep on lying to ourselves in the mirror that we are good citizens by going to a 9-5 job and paying all our bills on time. Said who?? I will never let anyone take these precious moments of my freedom in life. I will no longer be a slave in other people’s dream but will become the creator of my own reality. In my freedom I will learn how to make my thoughts and goals come true. I know in this way i will be synchronized with the powerful force of the free univers we call God, since free spirit can even fly together. I will trust in god I know to hear me and guide me through freedom of just being. In this I will keep Consistency in dreaming, Consistency in beating my fears(of failure or not being good enough to make it) Consistency in planning and organization. Consistency in taking actions. And finally i will always have faith in myself and in my success.

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Courage

It's Wednesday, January the 18th 2017. This year I have made to myself the promise to be financially stable and to grow rich. At the same time I have quit my job. How messed up is this? I know for a fact that working on a commercial construction site as a carpenter with a weekly pay check will never get me the comfortable life that I deserve to live. Working like a slave will never fulfill me. Now what? How am I going to succeed? This question wakes me up at night and makes me think. Am i going to find a way in this jungle or I'm going to die trying?

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Days after I quit my job

It's the first Sunday since I have quit my job. It's 10:00 pm and I'm lying on the bed trying to figure things out. There are question marks inside my mind about what's the next move for me but at least I'm released of the anxiety of Monday morning and the indignation of another week of slavery. What's next for me? I don't know. Will I be able to carry the weight of this life on my shoulder? Am i going to find my own path to freedom at the same time? One thing is for sure I rather starve than to work as a slave in this man made society.

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Breaking the chains

what we are is the result of everything we are programmed to believe since our childhood. Our parent teach us the good and the bad. We are judged and we judge everything we see or hear. This process builds up a filter between us and everything around us. Depending on this filter we decide to do or not. To say or not. To go or not. To be friendly or not and so on! Now how will we achieve freedom ???

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Place of freedom

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Wake up Hashem!

-Hashem. Wake up!! Hashem wake up now!! It was all a big lie! Look!! There is no light in here. Everything's dark !! Hashem!!! There is nothing real... there is not even nymph of paradise here as promised to us! We got screwed up!! We shouldn't have fight all these years... at least we could have stayed with our families all day and play all day free like eagles! We could have seen our children grow up like seeds from the earth. Or perhaps stayed awaken with our lover all night and drink wine reciting poem of love till the morning. Hashem wake up! Let's try to find a way to go back and start again, or at least give them the message so they don't make the same mistakes again! The war is over.