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queer disabled writer ● 27 ● she/her/hers✨you can take the girl out of the fandom but you can't take the fandom out of the girl ✨

[therozanov]

His crucifix chain dangled between them

YOUNG ROYALS 1.04 || HEATED RIVALRY 1.02

[russianblush]

like father like son

[mutinsfromthemoon]

the cens communications team made a funny video with ilya where he kisses his teammates on the cheek to see their reactions. the first one was bood who just laughed and hugged him. the second was wyatt who kissed him back. the third was troy who dodged every attempt like “get off me man”. the fourth were the rookies (not rookies anymore) luca, lapointe, young, and holmberg who all took it lightly and beamed, except luca who got beet red. ilya went and did that with every cens player, most of them just accepted it, others joked back, some kissed him back, one or two dodged, but overall they took the ilya’s attempts well. the last one was shane, ilya kissed all over his face and shane just melted into his husband’s kiss and kissed him back. obviously that was one of the most watched videos on the cens official account.

[mutinsfromthemoon]

shane coming up with a question “do you think we would be together in high school?” and ilya looked at shane’s direction and replied “we kinda did” and shane’s like “oh my good we are high school sweethearts” and ilya looked right into shane’s eyes and asked “what the fuck is high school sweethearts?”

[ilyannarozanova]

Baby Ilya crashing out on the ice because his mom says it's time to go to bed (it is incredibly late even by adult standards) while on the other side of the world baby Shane is jumping on his parents' bed at 5am sharp demanding that they drive him to the rink the second it opens. Many such cases.

[feministism]

[skinny-dipping-sasquatch]

Reblog daily for health and prosperity.

[anxeious]

playing hard to want

[marchingmoths]

thinking about the boston raiders spending years watching ilya flirt with models, actors, pop stars, and all sorts of Professionally Hot People. always at the top of his game, no matter how famous or supernaturally attractive they are. no one’s seen him so much as stutter when chatting up someone whose face looks perfect on a billboard and somehow better in real life.

then the raiders shoot a PSA for the boston library. it’s the first time ilya’s been in a library since he was a child. and he simply cannot handle the librarians. they spend an extra hour filming because ilya stutters whenever someone with glasses asks him a direct question. he misspells his own name while getting a library card when the man helping him rebuttons the top of his collared shirt. he tries to flirt with a woman reshelving books by asking her what the numbers on the spines mean and if he can get hers; she doesn't clock his pick-up line and explains the dewey decimal system to him for ten minutes. ilya blushes the entire time. 

marley tells this to shane years later and shane is like,,,that tracks and no i will not elaborate. but we own an industrial grade glasses cleaner because i couldn’t figure out how else to get cum out of the crevices.

[tafkarfanfic]

But you have to understand, this is the environment all this is going down in:

[necromancelena]

I'm going to fix everything in the next three hours everyone wish me luck. if i dont then probably ill dig a hole and lie down in it for a bit in the rain/sun/whatever outside looks like these days

[necromancelena]

the hole isnt even that bad

[ladyofthebookcase]

hello allo person in a fandom. let’s play a game. in front of you are two characters. your challenge is to okay and you’ve already started shipping them. well the crusher machine is going to activate now goodbye.

[hollowgods-deactivated20250921]

Non-writers don't understand how much of writing is just googling things like "when was the croissant invented" for worldbuilding reasons and staring off into the distance.

[ilyannarozanova]

I adore that in the hospital Shane's heart rate goes down instead of up when he sees Ilya. I know a racing heart is common around someone you're attracted to but the lower bpm reads as him feeling so comfortable and safe that even his perpetually active sympathetic nervous system calms tf down. And this is when he's actively concussed with a broken bone btw!!! Holding Ilya's hand physically reduces Shane's stress so much his heart rate drops 20bpm and his oxygen saturation goes to 100%. That's insane. Forget whatever medications they had him on Ilya is his drug of choice for sure

[johnny-depp-is-loved]

[swagsmeister]

a very happy hr season 2 filming day to all who celebrate

[hollandery]

HUDSON WILLIAMS APPRECIATION WEEK | Day 1: Favorite Performance

Shane Hollander | Heated Rivalry

[tummywilliams]

also the fact that shane is already awake and smiling up at ilya when ilya wakes up and then when ilya sleepily blinks down at shane and says good morning shane smiles even bigger and then when ilya says i like you shane looks down and then up and smiles says i like you too and then when ilya gently guides his head onto his chest he's still smiling all soft and sweet and serene and it's the most beautiful thing like imagine being ilya and shane smiling softly at you being the first thing you see when you open your eyes the morning after you rested your head in his lap and spilled your guts and you're at his cottage and it's all new and a little bit terrifying and then you wake up and he's already smiling and you love him so fucking much but you don't know if you can tell him that yet so you tell him that you like him because you do you like him so much and he needs to know that and you need to tell him because you've been keeping it hidden away on the tip of your tongue for so long now and he's beautiful in the morning light and your brain is barely functioning beyond shaneshaneshane and so you tell him and he tells you he likes you too and then you fall back asleep for a few more hours all tangled up and warm and safe