I would actually be so much prettier if I was thinner
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I would actually be so much prettier if I was thinner
forced recovery mini rant
oh my god. OH MY GOD?? I GAINED 2KG. 2 FUCKING WHOLE KG WHEN I WAS AT MY DREAM WEIGHT. I DONT FUCKING CARREEEE IF IM MALNOURISHED?? I WAS FINALLY LOVING MY BODY. AFTER 4 YEARS OF BEING INSECURE DAY AFTER FUCKASS DAY, I THOUGHT I LOOKED GOOD AND THEY ALL RUIN IT. I
I disgust myself whenever I eat now, over 3000kcal each day? what a pig. Every hour, I eat. I've gotten my hunger back, it's even more disgusting than I remember. Why the hell do I want more food? I drink 2000kcal of milk every day, so why do I want more food? Recovery is making me hella bloated too. Every reflection of myself is just like looking at a poster for morbid obesity awareness. Yk that morning skinny feeling?? Well my morning skinny now, is what my BLOATED used to look like a month ago.
Summer is in 2 months and THIS is what they do to me. They've ruined my routine, my progress, they've ruined my fuckass life. If i ever get allowed back at school, my friends and the teachers will rat out to my parents if I don't eat, so when I eventually relapse I'll be such a wannarexic because I'll be forced to eat... so no omads, no fasting, nothing.
Everything is so unfair, knowing that every other girl at my school, in my class, in the WHOLE FUCKING WORLD just gets to diet, workout, skip meals, starve... while I have to eat, never move and just be a lazy, fat slob.
I don't even wanna wake up anymore, my parents have all the doors open so I can't wake up early and exercise... I'm so done with life, I wish I didn't get caught, ANA killing me and leaving me to die feeling beautiful is better than forced recovery keeping me alive feeling fat and ugly.
how do i get rid of food noise?? I'm in forced recovery rn and all I can think about is how much I'm eating, what I'm gonna eat next, If i can hide the food, etc etc... this meal plan sucks
and any tips for forced recovery?? I'm planning to just binge all of the foods but act disgusted by them, so the doctors never make me it again, and just kinda relapse after getting discharged.
this is my 2nd time in forced recovery so I know all of their tricks, hiding the plates from me, lying about what's in the food/drinks, etc... so it's really hard for me to trust anyone irl rn. ๐ชฝ(โฏ๏ธตโฐ,)
i am ready to fucking explode
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just like a flower, I bloom, blossom and grow .๏ฝก*๏พ+.*.๏ฝก ๏พ+..๏ฝก*๏พ+
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what are some healthy low cal things i can put on toast? (NO AVOCADO OR COTTAGE/CREAM CHEESE!!)
I wanna start doing a 'clean/it girl' diet thing, focusing on getting vitamins, cal control, nutrients, etc.. but i'm really picky with food! No almond/peanut butter, no hummus... idk guys
HOW DO I GET MOTIVATED TO PUT UP WITH SCHOOL??? I am in desperate need of tips to be more energised, activated and just fully there for school.. I really wanna have an 'it girl' year at school but for some reason I am struggling to even walk into my last 2 periods. :'(
i love my pinterest pfp so much
i want to be a mermaid so bad ๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธ
if i wasnt so awesome i'd be in a mental ward or something by now
get in bitch weโre going insane
just a little reminder on where i stand